Biting my lower lip softly, I stare unwaveringly at the office door, my heart beating faster at each second. I am scared of facing my boss today. I wouldn't be in this predicament if only I had kept my emotions together yesterday.
I groan in frustration. What do I do when he comes in? I whisper to myselfIt's funny the confidence I felt before leaving home all disappeared the moment I set my eyes on the company's building. I had given Anne's advice a thorough thinking all night and it felt like a good plan until this moment. I thought it could save my relationship with Nana and my job but how do I present something of such to my boss?How do I tell him to date me for a month before the marriage so I can get to know him before I get entangled with him for life?My heart thumps wildly in my chest at the thoughtHow can I date my boss? Is that even possible?Is it the fact that the idea sounds outrageous or is it the fact that we will be together under the same roof? Will we do stuff couples do?I gasp as heat rushes to my face and my thumping heart goes wild in my chestSuddenly the door creaks open and Zion steps in. My eyes widen in shock and I stand up immediately. He stared at me for some seconds before making his way to his office. I quickly look away and bow nervously in greeting "Good morning, Mr. Ace"He nods "Follow me" he commands before pushing the door open to his office. My heart thumps wildly and I put my hand on my chest, taking in a deep breath to calm myself before stepping into his office.I close the door behind me and step further into the office. My eyes scan him from top to bottom as he pulls off his suit making his muscles rip under his white shirt. He looks incredibly dashing I thought to myself as I watched him take his seat. However, I furrow my eyebrow when I notice him wincing as he rubs his forehead. My body involuntary moves a little bit, my mouth parting to ask if he's fine but he looks up, his eyes run down my body from my head to toe then back to my face. I notice he does that every time and I secretly like the way his eye shows a sign of approval every time he does that"Sit" he croaks. I whisper a thank you before moving around the chair to sit. I adjust my skirt, sit upright, and look up to see he is still massaging his forehead. He did that for a while before meeting my gaze.He sighs and drops his hand from his forward before leaning back in his chair "I gave Nana's wish about us getting married a lot of thought.Huh! No apology first. I scoffed but my heartbeat changed its rate when he said his next sentence"I've concluded." He paused, his eyes accessing me as my heart thumped wildly in my chest and I began to breathe heavily in anticipation of what his conclusion would be. I don't know what I wish to hear right now. He seems to notice my nervousness because he sighs "Let's give it a try"I went completely blank for a second as my eyes widened "Huh". However, he just stared at me blankly without saying a word. I quickly composed myself and said the first thing that came into my mind "Why?"He glared at me and I squirmed into my chair in embarrassment "Are you in or not, I don't need you interrogating me. Isn't that the reason you refused my deal yesterday?" He replies harshlyI bit my lips and bowed my head in embarrassment and nervousness as yesterday's event ran through my mind "I'm sorry sir" I said barely audiblyHe sighs "I do not want this too but I need to for my grandma, please" he whispers. For a brief moment, his stoic facade wavers, and a brief flicker of vulnerability passes over his features.Something tugs at my heart as I stare at him in surprise. My heart softens and my curiosity to uncover what is behind the wall he built around himself suddenly became stronger."So" my eyes snap up to meet his and travel to his raised eyebrows. Huh, nice eyebrows!"Can.. can" I stammer but he cuts me off"We won't be getting married immediately anyways. I have a business to attend to and I will be traveling for that soon so we have like two to three months to get to know each other". He leans forward a little bit to turn on his desktopI look up at him in surprise as a small smile makes its way to my lips. Wow, this is exactly what I've been hoping to say and it came to me in a platter of gold.He cock his head to the side, his piercing blue eyes staring at me with his eyebrows raised and I quickly suck in my lower lip to hide my smile, avoiding his eyes.After what felt like a minute, he sits upright. Through my peripheral vision, I notice he lifts his left hand to stare at his expensive wristwatch. He drops his hand and looks at me "You may leave"My brow furrows in confusion and my eyes snap up to meet his againAre we done? Just like that? Does that mean we're dating already? My heart beats faster at the realization and I open my mouth to speak but he cuts me off for the second time today"Nana wishes to see you," he said, turning to pick up a file."Oh," I stand up on my feet and turn around to leave his office. Wondering why Nana didn't call or text me instead. I glance back at him to see him already engrossed in the file. With a sigh of frustration, I twist the door handle, pull it open, and step outJust great!I drop the file after scanning through the content with a sigh. I don't know if what I did is right but I know I don't have the intention of getting to know her. Mentioning dating for two months to get to know each other was a lie. That's just me stalling. I need to show Nana romantic relationship isn't for me and two months is enough for that. I plan on making Laura willingly break off the engagement during that time. I won't get entangled in a forced marriage.Another wave of headache hits me and I hold on to my desk for support as I groan in pain. I have been feeling under the weather since I woke up this morning probably from the stress I went through yesterday.Speaking about yesterday, after Laura left my office in such a dramatic manner. I had dashed out of my office when I received a call saying my Grandma was in an emergency state. I remember how hard it was for me to breathe in the car, I had to whine down the car window. I was scared, I couldn't afford to lose another family
Biting my lower lip softly, I nervously shift from one foot to another contemplating on whether to knock on the door or just run back home. But that would be a bad idea concerning the fact that I'm here to deliver his meal. Nana's way of making me come over to Zion's place after I told her I accepted to date her grandson.A small smile tugged on my lips at the memory of her happy face when I told her. She smiled brightly and pulled me into a hug. I got to know she was sick a day before and I still feel bad for not being aware. She became chatty after and told me about how teary Zion was and how she gave him the cold shoulder. It was fun talking to her until she gave me a bag filled with a different side dish to bring for Zion. She even went to the extent of borrowing me her chauffeur again. I huffFinally deciding on making my appearance known, I raise my hand to press the doorbell. Biting my lower lips softly and bouncing my left leg, my eyes roam around the house as I wait for someo
"Daddy! Daddy!" Ayla screamed. She jumped off the sofa, running after my father who was staggering up the stairs"Ayla, come back, he is drunk as usual" my 11-year-old hissed, glaring hard at my fingers. However, a sharp scream and a sudden thud pierced my ears and I jumped up in fright."Ayla!" I screamedI sit upright on my bed, drenched in sweat with my heart pounding hard against my rib cage. My hands fisting my bedsheet as I struggle to breathe, blinding tears brim my eyesYou would think I would have gotten over my younger sister's death at the age of 25 but here I am, struggling to calm myself. I've been having this reoccurring dream for the past fourteen years now and the pain still feels raw. It feels like it's happening again and again in my head without a stop. It keeps taunting me every night like I'm being punished.My eyes caught the time on the wall clock. Wow! I slept for thirteen hours straightStill shaken, I pull the duvet off my body and turn around to get off the b
The car ride back home is eventful. The driver kept giving me worried glances through the rear mirror. It was obvious he was uncomfortable with my constant whimpering and flushed face. He offered me a bottled water which I accepted with thanks. I would take anything to calm my raging nerves. I hurriedly stepped out of the car when it pulled in front of my house. The driver sped away without a second and I hurriedly walked towards my house. My stomach churns as I wonder what is waiting for me behind those doors. Of course, I know. My mother would be waiting for me and would bombard me with questions about where I was because I didn't call to inform her I wouldn't be coming home. I didn't plan on sleeping at Zion's house and I do not remember falling asleep on his sofa. I was still racking my brain with how I ended up falling asleep when my house door suddenly opened. My mother stood at the door eyeing me from head to toe. I cringe at the look"Good morning young lady," she said as she
It's been two weeks since I heard from Zion after the incident at his house. He didn't call or text to thank me or ask about how I've been doing. I know this isn't a real relationship but shouldn't he at least check up on me? Even if it's just a "Hey, I hope you're fine. Thanks for the other day" or anything.I hissed as I packed my hair up in a bun.I pause to stare at my reflection in the mirror. I'm not the type to stare at my reflection for long but today I let my eyes feed on it. I'm a beautiful lady, beautiful enough to turn heads. Chestnut hair loosely packed in a bun, green eyes staring back at me, a delicate pointed nose leading to a pair of well-defined lips. My lips are my favorite part of my body, naturally rosy and curved in a smiley shape. Makes people think I'm smiling even when I'm not. High cheekbones with a faint dusting of freckles on them. My figure is slender but a little bit curvy at the hips. My eyes roam my body up and down, as I twist and turn checking myself o
I stared at my reflection through the mirror while Anne stood behind me with her hands covering her mouth and eyes wide open"This is beautiful. It's like it was made for you. Is that why I haven't thought of trying it on" she said, her hand still covering her mouth as she circled me Yeah, it sure does look beautiful and simple I thought to myself. I can't help but smile at how beautiful the dress turned out. It's fit perfectly on my body like it was tailored for me. I had thought it was too simple to wear to a family dinner when Anne threw it on my faceEarlier, I had received a text from Zion saying he would pick me up for dinner with his family. The audacity. Who the hell did he think he was? After two weeks, two weeks of no call or text, he dared to send me just that. Who does that"It couldn't be worse when I couldn't find a perfect dress for dinner. I had cooped up in my room trying to find a dress that would fit the dinner. However, the only clothes I own are my office dresses
She hoists her head to look at me and I stare unwavering into her beautiful green orbs. They are the most beautiful eyes have ever seen. I gave her a small smile when my eyes moved downward again on our entwined fingers."You were chewing on your lips and fisted your hand so tight I thought you would break it" She gave me a confused look and I signed letting her hand go"You seem nervous so I thought holding your hand would calm you a bit," I said adjusting the collar of my shirt. Man! I feel a little bit embarrassed.I don't know why I held her hand, what if she's nervous, that shouldn't have been my business. I plan to make her willingly end this thing going on between us. I am not allowed to flutterThat was the only reason I didn't get in touch with her for two weeks now. I buried my head in work so I will have an excuse for not reaching out and not feeling guilty later. It was quite a little bit difficult as I was used to her presence at work, the new personal assistant is a male
The ride home is in extreme awkward silence. We had thankfully left the mansion in a hurry after Nana slapped Milan. The atmosphere became tense and moody afterward. Thankfully, Zion stood up announcing our departure. I was thankful for that because I was already getting tired of their pitiful stares after the men and Helene apologized for Milan's attitude towards me. I felt guilty like I was the reason the dinner was ruined. It wouldn't have ended like that if I hadn't intruded. I'm sure Milan will hate me more now that she received a slap from her mother because of me. I can't seem to comprehend why they suddenly hate. I met her once at Nana's place and she didn't treat me this way. Although she wasn't entirely friendly she wasn't entirely rude either. She ignored me then and I was fine but this, what she said to me tonight came as a shock. I didn't even receive anything from Nana or Zion. I'm in this relationship because of my loyalty towards Nana. She helped me when I was in des