Lillian's POV
Stepping out of my room, I noticed Victoria walking in the hallway. When she saw me, she greeted me with a sweet smile."Good morning, Lillian," she said.Returning her smile, I replied, "Good morning, Victoria."We hadn't had a proper conversation the previous night, as we were both busy entertaining guests."Just call me Mom, Lillian," she suggested. I shook my head, disguising my true feelings towards her with a warm smile."I'd rather call you by your name. You're not yet married to my dad, so I don't see any reason to call you Mom," I politely responded. However, she seemed offended upon hearing my words.Her smile disappeared, and she muttered, "I'm sorry."I maintained my smile and walked away, heading towards the kitchen, leaving her bewildered in the hallway.Entering the kitchen, I saw my father at the dining table, engrossed in reading a newspaper, oblivious to my presence.Approaching him, I kissed him on the cheek."Good morning, Dad," I greeted him.He glanced at me and replied, "Good morning. Where is your Mom?" Instead of inviting me to join him for breakfast."I haven't seen her," I lied, then took a seat beside my father."Good morning," Victoria suddenly appeared, walking towards my father and kissing him on the cheek. His smile in response was something he didn't do when I greeted him.I clenched my utensils tightly to suppress the anger and jealousy that boiled inside me."Good morning, Lillian," Victoria greeted me with another smile.I took a deep breath and forced a smile in return. "Good morning, Victoria," I replied as if we hadn't already exchanged greetings earlier."Lillian, your Mom will use that seat," my father said, confusing me with his statement.Perplexed, I looked at him, wondering what he meant.I want to let out a sarcastic laugh, but I stop myself. Instead, I put on a smile and nod before standing up and moving to a seat one chair away from my father.Victoria took my usual seat, and it felt as if I was being pushed aside. Nonetheless, I remained composed, acting as though I was fine with everything."Do you have any plans today, love?" my father asked, his gaze fixed on Victoria.She nodded. "I have a community visit later," she paused, turning her head to me."Do you want to come, Lillian?" she asked. They anticipated my answer, so how could I say no?"Of course, I would love to come," I replied sweetly, concealing my annoyance toward this woman.Throughout breakfast, they continued discussing their plans for the day. Victoria tried her best to include me in their conversation, but nothing changed—I still felt invisible, and I still despised her for intruding on my family.After breakfast, I decided to stay in my room and paint random things. When I got bored, I gathered all my drawing materials and headed to the garden."Ma'am, what would you like to eat for lunch?" Rose, one of our servers, asked."Fettuccine Alfredo," I answered absentmindedly, my focus on the canvas before me."Should I bring it here, Ma'am?" Rose asked.I looked at her and nodded. "Yes, Rose. Thank you," I replied, smiling at her before dismissing her.When I found myself alone in the garden, I once again gazed at the canvas, contemplating what I wanted to draw.And then, Marcus' face came to mind.His piercing blue eyes, reminiscent of an endless ocean. His tall, perfectly sculpted nose. His strong, chiselled jawline, adorned with a hint of stubble, exuded a rugged and masculine charm. His hair flawlessly styled, giving him an air of intelligence... and his soft lips contrasted with his strong features.As I looked back at the canvas, my eyes widened with surprise. It was no longer empty.Unconsciously, my hand had painted Marcus' face, as if guided by a life of its own."What are you doing?"His voice startled me, causing me to flinch. In a panic, I hastily threw the canvas, then spilt paint on it to hide the fact that I drew Marcus, before swiftly turning around."N-Nothing," I stuttered, but behind a sweet smile, I concealed the nervousness I was feeling."Are you okay?" he asked, his face filled with concern. I nodded my head."Y-Yes," I assured him.He stared at my face intently, as if searching for something. After a moment, he took a step closer, and I stood frozen in place, watching him approach.Lowering his head to meet my gaze, he looked directly into my eyes and gently cupped my face. At that moment, I instinctively closed my eyes, anticipating a kiss, but it never came."You have paint on your face," he said, and I felt his thumb softly brushing against my cheek.Embarrassed, I opened my eyes, and as I looked at him again, I couldn't hold his gaze. I pushed him away and took a step back."W-Why are you here?" I asked, avoiding eye contact."Your father called for me to discuss his new project," he answered, but it wasn't the response I had hoped for.I lifted my head to meet his gaze."No, I mean why are you here in the garden?" I clarified, eager for an answer."Mom's looking for you. You're leaving in an hour for a community visit," he replied, and I nodded my head."Okay," I replied, ready to walk away, but then he called out to me."Aren't you going to clean up your mess?" he asked."I'll ask Rose to clean it up for me," I replied, and upon hearing my response, a mocking laugh escaped from his lips."What?" I asked, taken aback by his laughter.Marcus shrugged his shoulders and shook his head."Nothing. I just forgot that you're a Hawthorne. You have people to do things for you," he said, his words laced with sarcasm."You'll become a Hawthorne too, and then you won't have to lift a finger because you'll have people to do things for you," I sarcastically retorted."No wonder there are people who would do anything to be part of this family," I added, looking at him pointedly before walking away.I made my way to my room, feeling the stickiness of the paint, I decided to take a quick bath.An hour later, I emerged from my room, ready to leave.I began looking for Victoria.In the living room, I spotted Victoria seated on a couch, engrossed in conversation with our family designer, Olivia."Preparing for the wedding?" I inquired.Victoria looked at me and smiled."Yes, Lillian. Once we're done with the community visit, maybe you can help me choose my wedding gown," she suggested, and I nodded my head, smiling in response."Of course, Mom," I replied, using the term that surprised and delighted her simultaneously."You two have a great relationship, I can see it," Olivia commented, and I turned my head towards her, nodding in agreement."Victoria has been Daddy's secretary for so long, so connecting with her wasn't difficult," I explained, glancing at Victoria. I held her hand and smiled warmly."She's a wonderful woman, and I'm genuinely happy that she's finally gotten what she desires—to be with my Dad," I expressed sincerely, never breaking eye contact.Although I could sense Victoria's discomfort in my response, she chose to conceal it with a smile.Victoria then turned to Olivia."I think we should be going, Olivia," she said.Olivia graciously nodded and allowed us to depart.Victoria and I stepped into the car, where a heavy atmosphere seemed to engulf us."Lillian, are you upset that I'm marrying your Dad?" Victoria asked.I looked at her and shook my head."No, Victoria, I'm not," I said, offering her a sweet smile.Victoria gazed at me intently, then reached for my hand, smiling back at me."I know everything has happened suddenly. I never expected your Dad to propose to me after winning the election," she explained, trying her best to clarify how things unfolded.Smiling as if I understood her completely, I replied, "I completely understand, Victoria," and released her hand, turning my attention to the view outside.I stared out the window, finding solace in the scenery, rather than engaging in conversation with Victoria.After an hour of driving, we arrived at our destination. I let out a deep breath and flashed my sweetest smile before stepping out of the car. Excited kids ran towards me, and I knelt to see their faces. My fake smile turned into a genuine one when I saw them smiling warmly at me. I hugged each of the children, feeling the comfort and warmth that I longed for, a feeling I wished I could have towards my father, my only family."We brought gifts for all of you," I announced, and their cheerful cheers filled the air.After a while a woman approached me, guiding me towards a hall where parents and children had gathered. Victoria and I sat at the front, smiling at everyone. Victoria delivered her speech, and then she started distributing food while I focused my attention on the kids. I taught them how to draw and played games with them. It was tiring but also fun.When the clock struck five, we decided to leave and headed back to the White House."You looked happy while playing with the kids, Lillian," Victoria remarked before I enter my room.I looked at her and simply nodded my head."Thank you for today," she said."You're welcome," I replied before stepping inside the room.I made my way to the bathroom, feeling sticky and realizing that I smelled like sweat. A quick bath was necessary before joining them for dinner.After finishing my shower, I headed to the kitchen, eager to have dinner. However, the meal was still being prepared."Do you want help, Martha?" I offered.Martha looked at me and shook her head. "Just sit, Lillian. I'll be done soon," she said, but I didn't listen.I joined her in preparing our dinner, lending a hand."How was the community visit?" Martha asked."It was fun. I taught the kids how to draw, and we played some games," I responded, a smile on my face.Martha smiled at me. "I'm glad you're smiling again," she said.I looked at her, my forehead creased with confusion at her statement."I'm always smiling, Martha," I replied.Martha gazed at me intently. She knew me better than anyone. Being there for me since my mother's passing when I was seven, she had raised me as her own and understood me deeply. I couldn't lie to her."I just can't accept that Dad is marrying Victoria. He didn't even bother to ask me if I'm okay with it," I said, the pain evident in my voice.Martha pulled me into a tight hug, gently caressing my back."I feel betrayed," I said, tears streaming down my face. Finally, I let out the emotions I had been suppressing.Martha held me until I calmed down, then released me, looking into my eyes."Don't join them for dinner. I know you don't want to see their faces," she said, walking to the pantry. After a while, she returned carrying a bottle of wine."Your favourite," she said, offering it to me.I kissed her on the cheek. "Thank you, Martha," I said, then stormed out of the kitchen and headed towards the pool area, clutching the wine bottle.Sitting at the edge of the swimming pool, I dipped my feet into the cold water and opened the wine bottle. Taking a sip, I gazed at the moon, finding solace in its glow and the twinkling stars.Martha had always told me that whenever I missed Mom, I should look at the sky because she was watching over me. I used to believe as a child, that my mom was truly watching from above. As I grew older, I slowly realized that Martha was just saying it to comfort me, but I still looked at the sky. Even though it was a lie, it brought me comfort and eased my longing."I was right, you're here," I flinch when I heard Alexander's voice. I turned my head and watched him approach.Alexander removed his shoes and rolled up his slacks before sitting beside me, dipping his feet into the pool."Are you okay?" he asked, concern evident in his voice.Just like Martha, Alexander could read me. He could tell whether I was okay or not because he was always there by my side."I'm just upset about how things turned out," I replied, taking another sip of wine."About your father marrying Victoria?" he inquired. I looked at him and nodded."I hate Dad," I confessed, tears streaming down my face."How can he replace Mom?" I asked, my voice filled with pain and betrayal.Alexander cupped my face, wiping away the tears gently.Alexander looked into my eyes, and we locked gazes for a few seconds. Then he began leaning closer.My heart pounded loudly in my chest, and when our lips met, I froze in place.Unable to move, I watched as Alexander pulled away."I'm sorry," he said, then walked away, leaving me dumbfounded."Secret Scandal Unveiled: President's Perfect Daughter Lillian Hawthorne Engages in Illicit Affair with Vice President Alexander Montgomery," Marcus's voice startled me. I lifted my head and saw him looking at me, wearing a smile."Sounds like a great headline, don't you think?" he asked.Tears continued to fall as I looked at him.From the moment he appeared, I knew he would be my nemesis.Marcus's POVI saw fear in her eyes, the glimmer of terror reflecting at me.Tears cascaded down her face, each droplet a testament to her anguish.She stood frozen in place, lost and disoriented amidst the chaos.As I approached her, her eyes remained fixated on mine, searching for answers or perhaps seeking solace.Kneeling on one knee, I gently held her chin, studying her face intently, trying to decipher the turmoil within."Why are you crying?" I asked, a hint of amusement dancing in my eyes as if I found her distress somewhat entertaining.Lillian swallowed hard, her gaze never wavering from my face."Are you going to tell Dad?" she asked, her voice filled with fear as if her entire fate depended on my response.A chuckle escaped my lips, amused by the desperation in her voice.Lillian hung onto my every word, as if it were a lifeline, desperately hoping I would spare her from her father's wrath.Using my thumb, I brushed away the tears that had fallen onto her cheeks, momentari
Lillian's POVI sat alone in my room, staring at the blank canvas before me. Tears streamed down my face, not out of sadness, but from a deep sense of frustration. I felt a rage building inside me, unable to voice my thoughts because I grew up that way.Dad forced me to be like that. To please people and simply agree to everything they have to say because that is the only way for them to like me...to love me.Ever since I was a child I was silenced keeping my opinion to myself.I always have this urge to speak up but fear always consumed me. I am afraid that if I revealed the real me they won't like me, especially my father.I want him to see me as a perfect daughter because he loves me that way. He will only love me if I am a perfect daughter.While drunk in self-pity, my phone lit up, and upon checking I saw a message from Alexander.From: AlexanderI'm sorry about what happened, Lillian. I hope it won't change anything between us.I stared at the message, unsure of how to respond.
Marcus's POVThe entire table fell silent, anticipation filling the air as everyone awaited Lillian's response. I noticed Lillian purposely avoiding my gaze, her eyes fixed on her plate. "What do you mean by that, Marcus?" Gabriel asked, breaking the silence.I glanced at Gabriel, offering him a smile. "Nothing, Dad. I just never expected Vice President Montgomery to be so closely connected to your family," I replied, trying to downplay the situation."Our family, Marcus," he corrected me, and I simply nodded my head in agreement.We continued eating breakfast, and once I finished, I decided it was time to leave. "Marcus, I need you to review the profiles of the qualified candidates for judicial nomination," Gabriel uttered just as I was about to exit."Sure, just send me the file," I responded."I have to go," Gabriel acknowledged with a nod, while Mom smiled at me. Lillian didn't even bother to acknowledge my presence.I left the White House and made my way to my car. Driving t
Lillian's POVMarcus trailed behind me as I entered Luis Vuitton.He settled on a couch while I headed to the counter, searching for jewellery when a wristwatch caught my eye.Nicole, my shopper, immediately approached me with a smile. "Hi Lillian, looking for something?" she asked."Can I take a look at this watch?" I pointed to a black and gold wristwatch.Nicole retrieved it from the glass case and handed it to me. "A gift?" she inquired."Yeah," I responded, then glanced at Marcus, who was engrossed in conversation with a store staff offering him a drink.Returning my attention to the watch, I heard Nicole ask, "Is he your boyfriend?"I shook my head. "He's my brother," I replied, causing her eyes to widen."Atty. Marcus Sullivan?" she asked, and I nodded."He looks even more handsome in person. I saw him on the news and thought he was a celebrity," Nicole said, her gaze fixed on Marcus."Is he single, Lillian?" Nicole asked, turning her attention back to me, awaiting my respon
Marcus's POVI returned to the A&M law firm and found Alice waiting for me in my office, arms crossed and eyebrows raised."Where have you been?" she asked, her tone demanding.I walked towards my desk and sat down, deciding to check my computer for the profiles of the candidates for judicial nomination."Lillian had an accident," I replied, my eyes fixed on the monitor.Alice gasped, and when I glanced at her, her eyes widened in shock."Is she okay?" she asked, worry evident in her voice.I nodded and focused my attention back on the monitor."It was just a minor accident. We had to pay for the damages," I said, scanning through the candidates' profiles."Thank God," Alice said, relief washing over her."The way you ran earlier, I thought someone had died. Your face showed genuine concern, even though you claim to hate Lillian. Your actions contradict your words, Marcus," she teased me once again.I furrowed my brow and scoffed at her comment."Shut up, Alice. Don't you have work to
Lillian's POVcould feel my hands growing cold as Marcus stared at me intently.With each step I took towards him, his gaze remained fixed on me.Leaning against his car, he played with his car keys in his right hand. When I finally stood just a few steps away from him, he stood straight and opened the car door for me."Where's Daddy's driver?" I asked before getting into the car."Busy," he replied curtly, and as I stepped inside, he closed the door and walked around to the other side.Sliding into the driver's seat, he started the engine."So, are you two together now?" he blurted out, causing my forehead to crease."It's none of your business, Marcus," I firmly replied, turning my head to look out the window.We settled into silence, but it was soon broken by the sound of his ringing phone.He answered the call, putting it on loudspeaker since he is driving.I don't want to eavesdrop but I can't help but listen to their conversation.I caught a glimpse of the caller's name, Alice,
Marcus's POVMy heart pounded loudly in my chest as I looked at Lillian.Taking the opportunity, I held her hand and led her out of the crowd, pulling her along with me.Once we were out of the crowd, we walked back to our table, and I guided her to sit on the couch.She appeared extremely intoxicated, and annoyance washed over me as I watched her.She closed her eyes, leaning back against the couch."Drunk?" Dylan asked, looking at Lillian.I nodded and let out a deep breath."Let's do body shots, guys!" Alice suddenly appeared, holding a cocktail as she walked toward our table."Enough, Alice, you're drunk too," I said firmly, but she just smiled at me and approached Lillian.Taking a seat beside Lillian, she started tapping her face."Hey, babe, let's do body shots," Alice said, attempting to wake Lillian.Lillian groaned, then after a while, she opened her eyes and upon seeing Alice, a wide smile spread across her lips."Alice," Lillian called, wrapping her arms around Alice's wai
Lillian's POVHis words echoed in my head like a broken record.I felt insulted.No one had ever turned me down before.It was the first time someone had rejected me.I was used to getting what I wanted, but when Marcus came into the picture, he became a constant reminder that I couldn't have it all.As we arrived at the White House, I stepped out of his car, prepared to walk towards the front door, but he pulled me towards the back of the house."Someone might see you if we use the front door," he said, guiding me towards the backdoor that led to the kitchen.As soon as we stepped inside, Martha appeared, her eyebrows furrowed as she looked at us."Why are you late?" she asked sternly, then turned her gaze to Marcus, who stood behind me."I'm sorry, Martha. A friend invited me to a party, so I decided to bring Lillian," he said, causing my eyebrows to furrow.He was giving a different reason, probably to cover for me, but I wouldn't let him take the blame."No. I insisted on coming w
Lillian's POVMy memories are still blurry but one thing remains clear.My feelings for him.I know that I love him. My heart feels happy whenever I am with him.I can't remember some memories I have with him but that won't stop me from marrying this man.When the door of the art gallery opened I felt my heart beating loudly against my chest.My hands went cold so I held the bouquet tightly trying to find some strength and ease the nervousness that I was feeling.I roamed my eyes around.I saw art hanging on the wall and everything looked familiar to me but I can't tell when I exactly saw it or what particular memory it holds.As I took a step forward all eyes were on me. People who are close to us are watching my step closely and it made me even more nervous so I fixated my gaze on him...to the man who can calm my storm.He smiled at me but he wiped something on the corner of his eyes as if he was crying.Seeing him cry made the corner of my eyes water as well but I suppressed it so
Marcus's POVI felt my heart swell in happiness as I wrapped them in my arms.The emptiness that I had been trying to battle for a year was now gone.Everything feels complete again.She's finally here.She came back just like what she promised."I told Daddy, Mommy will come back just like what she promised,"A soft chuckle escaped my lips when I heard Amari utter those words.We broke off the hug and my gaze drifted on Lillian again.She's smiling genuinely. A kind of smile that reaches her eyes indicating that she is truly happy."Thank you for not giving up," she uttered.My hand reached for her face and gently caressed her cheeks.I still can't believe it.It feels like a dream seeing her stand in front of me looking at me with her eyes filled with love and happiness."Thank you for coming back," I whispered as my hands gently caressed her cheeks.She leaned her face on my palm and closed her eyes as she found comfort in the warmth of my hand.She looks peaceful to watch.I alway
Lillian's POVI saw happiness glistening in his eyes as he looked at me.He looked happy when I told him about the glimpse of memory that I had but I wasn't sure if it was mine or if my mind was playing tricks on me.I was confused if I was Lillian or if I was just forcing myself to believe that I was Lillian just to fill the memories that I had lost.Up until now I still can't remember anything and it frustrates me.I am slowly doubting my parents wondering if they are telling the truth or making me believe in lies.But why would they do that? Why would they lie to me?Why am I doubting them just because of this man in front of me whom I barely knew?His happiness was replaced by confusion when I fell silent.He was about to hold my hand but I hid it behind me afraid that if he touched me I might feel something again.Pain crossed his eyes when I refused to be touched by him."What's wrong?" he asked pain filling his voice.I shook my head and avoided his gaze. I focused my eyes in f
Marcus's POVI finished my work early so I headed home.I searched the house to look for the kids until I heard giggles coming from the garden.I followed the laughter and there I saw Amari sitting on a small chair while painting a flower on the canvas while Augustus was on his stroller playing with his toy.My gaze then shifted to Isabelle.She's smiling while putting some colours on the canvas.She's painting the same sunset that she ruined.Her every stroke reminds me of Lillian.I was taken back to that moment when I watched Lillian draw the sunset.The way she put colour on the canvas is the same way Lillian coloured the sky.I watched her every moment intently and as I watched how she mixed different colors I felt my heart ache.She's Lillian.I am sure she's Lillian but why is she lying to us?Why is she hiding in the name of Isabelle?Does she forget about us?Or maybe I am just being drowned in longing once again making myself believe that Lillian is still alive?Maybe I am j
Isabelle's POVMy heart started to race.When I stepped inside the cab I held my chest tightly and let out heavy breaths, panting as if I came from a long run.After giving my address to the driver I leaned my head against the window and focused my attention outside.Why am I acting this way?Why did my heart race when he kissed me?"Maam we are already here,"I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard the driver speak.I immediately handed my fare and stepped out of the cab.I stared at the house standing in front of me.It was a white house just enough for a small family.I grew up here they said but this place doesn't feel familiar.I can't remember any memories I have in this house. Even fragments.It's been a year since the accident happened but I still can't remember anything.They are telling me stories but it doesn't ring a bell. I can't find it inside me, the memories they telling.I let out a deep breath and walked towards our house.The moment I stepped inside I heard my
Marcus's POVI can't look away.I am having a hard time processing everything.She looks exactly like Lillian.Her hair is a bit different since it was cut short but her other features resemble Lillian.The only difference is that she looks at us differently.She looks confused as if she's looking at a stranger."Your name is Isabelle?" I asked still having a hard time accepting that she's not Lillian.She slowly nods her head. "Yes Sir," she politely responded.I saw her gaze shifted to Amari. Her gaze lingered before she looked at me again."My Mom left for a while to process some documents for my father's operation so she told me to look after your son for a while. I am sorry she's in a hurry so she failed to inform you,"She talks so gently.Her voice sounds exactly like Lillian and while I listened to her I felt pain surge in my system.She reminds me of Lillian and it hurts."I'm sorry if we scared you. You look exactly like my late wife so we thought you were her,"I swallowed
Marcus's POVIt's been a year since she left but I am still mourning. Everything still feels empty and I have no idea if I will ever recover.If Amari isn't here I bet I already killed myself. She's the only reason why I chose to survive each day.She needs a father so I have to be strong and act like I am still okay even though my insides are shattered into pieces."Daddy, where's my uniform?" I heard her shouting from her room.I immediately wiped my hands and hurriedly ran towards my daughter.Upon opening her room I saw her searching her cabinet."It's here. I ironed it earlier," I said as I got the uniform hanging on her cabinet."Once you're done here head to the kitchen and eat your breakfast okay?" She smiled at me and nodded her head.I stared at her face for quite some time before I smiled back.I always do that whenever I miss Lillian. I always stare at our daughter's face because I can see a glimpse of her in Amari.Whenever I look at Amari it feels like she's still here.
Marcus's POV"Daddy,"It was that soft call that made me lift my head.When I saw my daughter standing in front of me with tears streaming down her face I felt my chest tightened.I can see Lillian in Amari. She looks like her and that made everything feel heavy.I tried to act strong in front of her but when her small arms pulled me into a tight hug the tears that I had been suppressing fell non-stop.I cried on my daughter's shoulder, releasing all the pain and heaviness inside me.I thought after crying the pain and heaviness inside my chest would vanish or somehow lessen but nothing happened.My tears already dried out but the pain didn't subside. It still feels too much.When Amari broke off the hug she cupped my face and smiled at me."Let's go home, Daddy. Let's wait for me Mommy in our house. Let's wait for her in our home,"I bit my lower lip when tears were about to fall once again.I stared at my daughter's face and I can't help but blame myself for what happened.If I just
Lillian's POVDays after what happened Amari finally decided to come with Marcus.I don't want to let her go but for now, I have to but I'll make sure to work hard so I can get my daughter's custody.Carrying all my things I stepped out of the house and grabbed a taxi to go towards Marcus' place.I still have things to do. I need to finish the artwork because he already paid for it. I can feel that Alice doesn't want my presence but she has no choice.When I arrived at the house it was awfully quiet so I started searching for them.I put my things first in the living room before I started roaming around.After a while I heard voices coming from the room upstairs so I traced it.I didn't want to eavesdrop but curiosity filled me especially when I heard my daughter's name.I recognized their voices. It was Alice and Matthew's voices."Why can't we just tell them the truth? Just come with me, Alice. Why do you have to go crazy over Marcus when he is treating you this way?" I hear desperat