Chapter 5

Judy: 

It has only been a week since the shooting at the diner and six days since I've seen my " father" I really don't think he deserves to be called that but the way he sees it he earned the title by helping make me. Now I just spend my days sitting here waiting to see what happens.Chains said I have nothing to worry about but I really do because my father will not give up.I know he's going to come back for me I just don't know when but if he does I won't have a way out. I know my father is going to sell me to the highest bidder I just have to find a way to stop that from happening. How you ask I have no fucking idea but I have to think of something I have no other choice.

I really don't want to be alone and thankfully Justin doesn't want me alone either. He said it is safer for me to stay with him which means most days I end up here at the bar. Don't really mind that part because I get to talk to Abby about life and about these frustrating men. 

Today is going just as the past few days have I got up ate breakfast and climbed on the back of Justin's bike to come to the bar. Today he is opening the bar for Abby so it's just us in here right now. He is explaining to me about the checklist Abby left him and I have to hold back my laugh. Abby told me she made that list because he is a complete moron and fucks up everything in her bar if she leaves him unsupervised for a day. I won't tell him that because he seems to think he does everything perfect and Abby is being crazy. I swear they fight like brother and sister. He just finished stocking the beer when Abby strolls in. She grabbed my arm and took me to a table where she pulled out a paper bag. She made cheese steaks with loaded fries for lunch. Yeah I love this woman and man can she cook when she feels like it! We sat down eating and talking about the town gossip while Chains finished getting the bar ready. When we were done eating Abby winked and me and said to watch her ruin his day. Oh this is going to be so funny.

" What in the fuck have you done? Nothing is in the right place come on Chains we talked about this. Follow my list it isn't that damn hard" He just looks at her mouth open in shock and I couldn't help it I started laughing.

" This isn't funny babe she is fucking insane this bar looks exactly like you said it should" By the time he finished Abby is falling over laughing with me. 

" I'm sorry I can't keep this up with her ass over there laughing. The bar has always looked fine it is just too easy to get a reaction out of you Chains I couldn't help myself" I started laughing harded when I looked at his face. He stormed off pouting like a child while Abby and I laughed even harder. 

We were on the floor by the time Maestro and Dice came in the bar. When they gave us these crazy looks we told them what happened and they lost it. Soon all four of us were laughing our asses off and that was when Chains walked back into the bar. He looked at Maestro and Dice which is when they walked away. As soon as they were clear we were soaked from head to toe. Justin had an arm behind his back when he walked in and we now know it was because he was carrying a bucket of cold water.

" Bitch you better run because I'm going to fucking kill you" As soon as Abby said it she ran after Justin. Dice was running after her so she in fact did not kill him. Me all I could do was laugh because this was the most fun I've had in awhile. Maestro looked at me and I knew we were going to have a conversation something I have been avoiding.

" How are you holding up" I thought I would be gettting yelled at

" I'm doing okay I guess. I just wish my father would tell me what he wants already. I know he is just playing the long game here and I can't stand it" okay so maybe I did have something to say.

" Just leave your father to me. I'm still trying to find his contacts so I know who we are dealing with" Well all he had to do was ask

" But you already know them. He said one day that your club messed up by cutting off ties with his bosses in Mexico" by the big eyes he has I know he is shocked but also knows who it is

" How did you find this out Judy?" Fair question to ask when I give this type of info

" Nobody pays attention to the quiet girl in the corner. They always talked like I wasn't in the room so I just listened and got as much info as I could in case I would need it one day to get away from him. When I left my mothers home I was living on the street until one day my dad found me. Now I was homeless for a few years but honestly it was better than the life I had with him. I only managed to stay a little over a year before I couldn't stand it anymore and left in the middle of the day when he was at work and I knew I had a few hours. I had money saved up from odd jobs I was doing here and there. It was enough to buy me a car and make it here. I had enough left over for a cheap motel room when I got into town. The grocery store hired me and paid me under the table which is why I'm still uncertain as to how anyone of them ever found me" So I had more to get off my chest than I thought.

" How old were you when you left your mothers and why did you leave if you don't mind answering that" Guess I better get it all out

" I was almost 15. I couldn't take being my stepdad's punching bag another day. I went and stayed with my aunt and cousins until I turned 18. Once I graduated and became an adult I was on my own. While it wasn't the best life it was better than being with my stepfather. I always thought a parent took care of you but my mother only wanted me there so she wasn't Jeff's punching bag. After she died I knew I had to leave there or he would kill me." I blew out a deep breath to keep myself from crying. I was barely holding on when two arms wrapped around me and Justin whispered in my ear " I got you sweetheart you aren't alone anymore" that was it the tears started to fall. 

Justin sat me down on a chair and grabbed me some water. Abby sat with me while Justin spoke to Maestro and by way his fist were clenched I knew Maestro had told him everything. I found it easier to tell Maestro a stranger than I did Justin. I suppose I didn't want him to  feel sorry for me and all I could see now was anger. I should feel sorry for my father when Justin gets a hold of him but I don't I only can mourn what my life might have been like if he wasn't such a shit father. No wonder mom never told him about me but she really didn't pick much better when she married that jackass. I really need to think of something better before I really spiral. 

At that moment Chains walked up to me and picked me up. I gasped and my legs automatically went around his waist. I told him to put me down because I was too heavy. The only thing that got me was a sore ass because he spanked me and told me to shut up. I was too shocked to speak as he carried me upstairs to his room at the club. We laid down and just got lost in our own thoughts. After what felt like forever he turned to me grabbed my face and kissed me like I was his oxygen. Holy hell this blew that first kiss away. I thought he didn't want me anymore because we only shared that one small kiss but damn was I wrong. Now we are laying in bed our tongues battling to see who is going to dominate this kiss and I don't know why I bothered trying. After a few minutes we had to break apart to catch our breath. 

" Why didn't you tell me everything about your parents?" How can I explain this to him when I barely understand myself.

" I guess I was afraid you would judge me or think I came with too much baggage" He just looked at me and shook his head

" Baby I want all of you. The good the bad and the ugly I want everything" With that no other words were spoken we just laid in each others arms enjoying this time alone.

*****

I must have fallen asleep again because when I came too Justin was carrying me to the bike. I woke up before we made it outside and had him put me down. I put on my jacket and we walked to the bike. When we got there the hair on my neck stood up I knew something was wrong. On the bike there was a note with my name on it. I walked over and grabbed it before I could tell Justin what it said I hit the ground screaming and rereading the note.

You think you can get away from me you little bitch. I'am your father and you belong to me. Don't think this little club with protect you because nothing can. I'm coming for you and soon you will be in Mexico where you belong. The head of the cartel paid good money for you to be his wife and he will get you. If you arrive dead or alive is up to you. Make your choice soon because I will be coming for you when you least expect it.

Jolt

" I'm so fucking sick of your father already and he hasn't been around that long. Baby get back inside we are staying here tonight it's safer" I didn't speak just nodded and let Justin carry me inside. 

Once we got inside everyone was asking I was okay. I couldn't answer I'm still too shocked to do anything but stare into space. I was still trying to make sense of the note. I let Justin answer everyone's questions while I just laid my head on his shoulder. When we finally got to his room I still was unable to speak even when he was asking me questions. Justin took me into the bathroom and started to run me a bath. I finally was able to speak after I was laying in the bubble bath for a few more moments. 

" I can't believe that he is trying to come after me. I don't understand why he won't just leave me alone" This was the truest statement I have ever made. I just don't understand how my father thinks he can come into my life after almost 20 years spend one year with me that made my life before seems like I lived as a queen. And now the bastard wants to sell me because I ran away.

" Judy you can't let him get to you like this. Just trust that we will find a way out of this mess. The entire club is helping you aren't alone anymore" God I hope that he is telling me the truth. I don't want to end up some whore in Mexico. 

I just nodded my head and closed my eyes. I needed to relax and try to forget about this for at least a little while. Maybe the girls and I can talk they have both gone through things. I just need advice that isn't from I don't even know what to call Justin. We haven't exactly put a label on things but I do know he isn't leaving me alone. Despite everything I know he won't leave my side until this is all taken care of. I got out of the tub and put on one of Justin's shirts. I don't why but it helps me relax a little. I put on some pants and made my way downstairs despite his protest. I need to talk to Abby and now. When Abby seen me she whispered in Dice's ear and then walked over.

" What's going on honey. I thought you would be asleep by now after what just happened" While it is true that I should be asleep I can't sleep until I can make sense of all this.

" Look I just need to talk to someone who won't judge me. Someone who will give me and honest opinion." That is the best I can give her until she agrees.

" Okay sure. This can stay between us unless I think you are in danger than I have to tell Chains" That seems fair enough besides I'm not stupid enough to leave Justin's side.

" Deal! So here is the deal. I know what my dad wanted to sell me to someone named Dimitri and by the way Chain's and Maestro reacted to his name I assume it is not a good thing. So I need to know who he is." This time Abby turned ghost white.

After a few minutes Abby got herself together and told me her full story. I had no idea that the man I was supposed to be sold to was trying to get Abby as well. Also he was deep in the closet and no one knew about that until after he went missing. Abby said she can't tell me all the details but that I don't have to worry about his coming to find me. My only issue is what about his friends and family. If they knew he was supposed to have me would they try coming for me too? I need to find out what I can do in order to stay off their radar. When I asked Abby what Dimitri did for work she just looked around. After a minute she told me he was the head of the Russian bratva and promised they did not share in any of his side business. I still have to wonder would they change their mind if they knew my age and knew I was still a virgin? According to my father that will get anyone who buys me a lot of money. This situation is gettting more and more crazy as the days drags on. How am I supposed to process all of this? I really need time alone to figure this out as best as I can. I went upstairs and asked Justin if I  could have an hour to myself. While he hesitated some he gave in and told me he would check on me soon. He kissed my head and walked out! 

I laid in the bed and just got lost in my thoughts. I know this situation is going to get worse before it gets better and while a part of me is ready for that a bigger part is not. Now that they know who my father is and what he plans on doing I know Justin won't sit down and wait for something to happen to me. I know this man is going to do something that may in fact make the problem with my father worse. I still don't understand how he thinks he can come in demand anything of me. When I lived with him I was basically a maid. I had to pick up after him and the guys in his MC because he made me go there most nights. If I spoke out or didn't do what I was told he would hit me or let his buddies do it. That is why I ran and came here I went from being a punching bag to a man in my teens to a different man when I became an adult. Both men were supposed to take care of me but both used me to deal with whatever anger they had that day. I just hope Justin doesn't act that way in the future. Right now things are still very new and we are still trying to figure out what we are to each other but I do know if he was to act that way it would crush me. The longer I stayed here the more I would drive myself crazy. Eventually I got up and made my way back downstairs. 

" Abby can we talk for a minute please" She didn't even think twice and grabbed my hand taking me to a corner table.

" What's going on sweetie? Do you have more questions?" Time to tell her everything.

" So the thing is my dad told that guy Dimitri that I was a virgin. Dimitri said he would pay top dollar for me and my dad and him made a deal. If he is gone will the guys make me go to the new head of the bratva since Dimitri is missing still" She just sat there with her eyes wide open.

" First thing is that Chains will not let you go anywhere. Nor will any of the other guys here. You are family now. You may not know or understand yet but Chains told them he is going to claim you when this is all over with. Do you know what that means or do you need me to explain" She didn't need to explain anymore

" No need to explain. I know what that means. That means we are going to be together and nobody can stand in the way of that" This is the kind of thing I needed to hear right now.

I didn't need to talk to Justin after she told me the news. I knew what his plan was now and I knew what he wanted us to be. This is what I wanted now I just needed to get my head to understand he wanted the same thing. For now I would just let things take whatever path they wanted and go with the flow. Hopefully we get shit handled with my dad soon and without any bloodshed. I just want my dad to walk away so I can live my life and be happy.