Chapter Eight
Noah drives us to the hotel where the party is going to be, and the city lights sparkle like diamonds. I sit in the passenger seat, outwardly calm, but my stomach does flips of anticipation and apprehension. Noah has been off, distant a lot lately, and mentioning Isabella Stone—his old partner—made me uneasy. I look sideways at him, registering the way his jaw clenches as he fixes his gaze on the road. There's a thread of an intensity to his mood that I just can't read. It's almost as if he's practicing for something, bracing himself for an encounter that means more than he's letting on. "Are you okay?" I ask, breaking the silence that stretches between us like pulled wire. He nods, but the flicker of uncertainty in his eyes says otherwise. "Yeah, just thinking about the presentation tonight." "Is that all?" I probe, trying to read his expression. "You seem. tense." He looks over at me, surprise flickering in his eyes. "It's just Isabella. I haven't seen her in years. I'm not sure how this is going to go. Isabella, right," I repeat, trying to keep my tone light, but the name feels like a weight in the air. "What's she like?" "Smart, driven," he replies, his voice far away. "We worked well together. His words fire up a surge of jealousy in the pit of my stomach, one I try to dampen. Why should I feel intimidated by a woman he hasn't mentioned in years? But there's an undercurrent of something unsettled in his tone, something that quickens my heartbeat for all the wrong reasons. We finally reach the hotel, and as soon as we step inside, there's this buzz of excitement in the air. People mill around in their finest attire, the sound of laughter spilling from each and every corner, yet a sense within me denotes how out of place I am. Noah walks beside me, but there feels like a chasm between us, one filled with words unspoken and histories hidden. "Let's find her," Noah says, his eyes circling the room. His eyes jump from group to group, and I cannot help but notice how bright his face goes when he spots Isabella across the room. She stands by the door, this tall figure draped in a sleek black dress, perfectly molded to her body. Her hair cascades in shining waves framing the face that is so strikingly beautiful, yet intimidating at the same time. Confident, an aura of control that makes me feel small and unsure. "Is that her?" I ask, barely louder than a whisper. Noah nods, and I watch him take a step forward, a small smile breaking across his face. It's one I haven't seen aimed at me in weeks. "Isabella," he calls, and I feel a spark of jealousy twist in my gut. She turns, and the instant their eyes meet, it's as if a spark has been lit. The way he looks at her is different, more animated somehow, as though years apart have rekindled some connection I didn't know existed. I retreat behind a veil of invisibility as they exchange greetings with a heat that cuts deep. "Rachel, come meet her," Noah calls, the gesture of welcome fuzzy but unmistakable in my mind's eye. I force myself to walk towards them; each step feels heavy, weighted with dread. Isabella's gaze turns to me as I approach, and she measures me up with an assessing look that runs a chill down my spine. "Rachel," Noah introduces, his voice uncommonly enthusiastic. "This is Isabella Stone, my former partner." "It's nice to finally meet you," she says, her smile slick and chilly. "Noah has told me so much about you." "Oh yeah?" I say with a neutrality that doesn't quite reflect the swirl of unease in my chest. "Oh, just everything great," she says, eyes fixed on Noah and I feel superfluous-a third wheel intruding into their reunion. Laughter and anecdotes are shared between them, the substance of which eludes my understanding completely. I stand there, smiling to myself, feeling increasingly like an outsider inside. They reflect on the past, and I know that there is something hidden beneath, something to which I am not privy. Remember how we were staying late at work to finish that project?" Isabella says, her laughter musical even in the still air. "You nearly fell asleep on the conference table. Noah chuckles, and for a moment, I am reminded of that boy who once was-the dreamer whose future had shone so bright, unencumbered by the burden our marriage placed upon his shoulders. I can only speculate whether Noah ever misses that version of himself, free of the drudgery of our life together, unsullied by the duty. "Yeah, I had a lot on my plate back then," Noah says, his tone light. "But we made it work." "Yes, we did," Isabella adds, and I get the feeling that her words are filled with more subtext than they ought to be. I step back, my gaze working the room with the hope of sweeping my growing tension away. I find myself at the edge of this reunion of souls, people mingling, laughing, enjoying the evening. Just as I think I've managed to calm the storm inside me, I hear Isabella's voice cut through the crowded room: "So, Noah, does Rachel know about us?" The question just hangs there, and my heart suddenly drops. I swirl around, and my eyes fall into Noah's pale face, the warmth sucked off his expression as he stares after Isabella in shock. "Us?" he repeats after her, low and laced with confusion. I hold my breath. I stop thinking. Everything around me fades, and all that's left is them. There's a crack in his facade, and suddenly I feel exposed, as if Isabella has taken the layers of my composure down with one sentence. Isabella's laugh is light, but it's forced. "You know, your past, our partnership. I didn't mean to stir things up, but I can't help but wonder how much you've told her."Chapter NineNoah looks at me, and for a moment, I see the flash of something-fear? Guilt? I don't know. "It's not what you think, Rachel," he says rapidly, but I can hear the uncertainty behind his words."Really?" I say, my voice is a lot sharper than I had meant it to be. "What is it, then?"Isabella's smile widens, and there's something in her eyes that's almost predatory. "I didn't mean to intrude, but Noah and I have quite a history. It's understandable you'd be curious."I refuse to break her gaze. "I am not being curious about anything. I just want to know what you both are talking about.Noah steps between us, clearly attempting to diffuse the tension. "Let's not make this awkward. Isabella and I were just colleagues. There's nothing more to it.""Of course," Isabella echoes, but there's a hint of a dare in her tone. "But you know, Rachel, sometimes the past has a way of resurfacing when you least expect it.I feel my heart racing, a mix of anger and fear swarming in. "Is tha
Chapter One: Tired of Living a LieI stand in the kitchen of my well-furnished home gazing at a pile of dirty cookware arranged inside the sink like a mountain. Sunlight pours in from large windows and brightens the shining surfaces and the magnificent interior. It seems to me, however, all that reflects is my exhaustion. With a little extra oomph behind my elbow, I scrub at the stubborn stain that has made a really annoying grease mark. My mind is a jumble of thoughts that have been avoided for far too long.Every rattle of the plates has the ring of my frustration, a reminder of the life I wanted, the reality I live. This isn't what I wanted. I thought marrying Noah would translate into a life full of love, partnership, not servitude."Noah," I call, trying to modulate my voice as I wipe my hands on a dishtowel. "Can we talk?He sits in the living room, staring at a laptop in front of him, surrounded by remains of a life that is supposed to be our dream. “I don't have the time no
Chapter Two: A Shocking EncounterI’m busy scrubbing the kitchen floor, lost in the mundane rhythm of my chores, when the front door swings open. Noah's footsteps resonate through, and my heart tightens.He walks in with a man I recognize instantly: one I instantly know: Elvis, my high school boyfriend.The second his eyes connect with mine, it's like a floodgate opens—shock, panic, a flicker of something long buried. My heart races, but I force my face into a mask, pretending I haven’t just seen the guy who once owned my heart.“Rachel” Noah calls out, “You should be in the bedroom waiting for me now. What are you still doing?”“I am inside cleaning, and you came back very early today” I say shaking the “What have you been doing since morning? Sleeping? Eating?”“No” I say, shaking, “I am cooking for you”“Enough of the excuse, go to the bedroom, now!I feel a surge of resentment along with obedience, nodding. Turning toward the bedroom, I steal another glance at Elvis. There was re
Chapter Three: Rekindling the PastMorning is here, with the first rays streaming through the curtains and casting a soft golden glow on the room. I flicker my eyes open, and don't feel as rested as I actually should. My body feels heavy, like the weight of yesterday is weighing me down. I roll over; the bed is colder and emptier than it should be.Noah's side of the bed was already empty, sheets perfectly neat-looking as though they hadn't been touched at all. Of course, he was up before me-probably long gone without a word, just like always. No kiss goodbye, no note. Just silence.I lie, staring at the ceiling for some time while trying to shake away all those memories playing in my mind. Elvis. Well, yesterday was just a gut punch-upsharp, unpredictable, and just so painful. I had not thought of him in many years. Not that I forgot him, but because I forced myself not to think about him. His face, his voice, the moments we shared …I thought all was behind me.I force myself out of
I Chapter Four: Reality Rachel's POVI am sitting in the café, my body tense as a spring, and the soft hum of life around feels so far-off unreal. My fingers trace around the rim of the untouched coffee cup in front of me, and I find myself glancing at the clock on the wall. Fifteen minutes. My mind races between the warmth around me and cold dread crawling up my spine.I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't have come. What was I thinking?The clock ticks again, and I turn to the time, my breath catching in my throat. Noah could be home by now. Or worse, on his way, noticing I'm not there.I remind myself that Noah most of the time doesn't care where I am, and yet the thought brings no comfort. I know how fast things can change with him. I know his moods, his unpredictable temper.My phone is face down, silent but menacing, on the table. Every second that ticks by seems to be a second closer to some kind of disaster, and yet I just can't make good my escape. I'm here now. Elvis is coming.
Chapter FiveNoah leaves to go work early, slams the door behind him without a word-just like always. But the sound of it echoing in the house this time doesn't instill dread within me.Relief.The thought enters my mind for the first time in a long while-I'm alone. No watchful eyes, no taunting remarks, no commands to attend to. Just me, and the silence that comes with freedom, even if it is temporary. I glance around the living room, a place that has never felt like home. Same dusting, cleaning, cooking. I'm tired of it, tired of living like a maid in my own marriage.I don't know the last time I've done something for myself. Or the last time I felt something real. Noah doesn't care about me; he hasn't in a long time. Our marriage is nothing but an empty shell, built on obligation and control. He took me out of a difficult situation, yes, but in return, he took my freedom.I'm tired of it. I deserve more.I'm done playing obedient wife, living by somebody else's rules. Today, I'm li
Chapter SixI stand in front of the mirror, looking at this reflection that seems foreign to me. My hair, once neatly styled, now hangs in loose strands around my face. I take a deep breath, trying to shake off the lingering thoughts of Elvis. His touch comes into my memory now, and it sends gooseflesh, remembering the thrill of holding his hand as he guided me into a world I never thought I could have.It's as though the house is suffocating, the walls closing in on me. I step into the kitchen, the stench of last night's dinner lingering, mixed with the antiseptic smell of bleach from the cleaning I did lately. The sharp reminder of my life with Noah: be a good wife, do everything he expects me to. But today, I feel different. Today, I feel alive.I see the sink, still piled high with the dishes I have left unwashed in that silent rebellion of mine. The plates stare back at me, and for a moment, I feel temptation to wash them out of force of habit. But then I remember the way Elvis l
.Chapter SevenI pace back and forth in the bedroom, wringing my hands together. My heart thumps loudly in my chest as the mixture of fear and thrill pounds through me. I check the time again; I'm meeting Elvis soon. The thought causes a flush of heat to my cheeks. It's been so long since I've done anything that feels so. for me.I look into the mirror, smoothing out my dress, which I picked very carefully today. It's simple but fits well, bringing out some color in my face. I run a brush through my hair one last time and take a shaky breath. This is not wrong, I told myself. I'm just meeting a friend. But in my heart of hearts, I knew that was the surface thought.My cell phone vibrates, and I practically jump. It's Elvis, saying, "I'm here. Take your time."He's always been patient, has always been so understanding. I snatch my purse and leave the house, making sure to shut the door quietly. Noah's gone for hours; there's just no way he'll ever know. Yet my heart pounds harder with