I was so unsure of one thing. I looked up as I watched Manang. It's the weekend but instead of finding at ease for it, I can't finally do it. I sighed as I massaged my temple.
I don't know why but the image of that girl keeps replaying on me. Alforo has not helped yet.
"Are you going somewhere hija?" Manang asked.
I nodded. "Demi and I have a conversation."
She nod as I watch her checking the plants. I said goodbye to Mommy and they agree with it. Wearing my usual jeans paired with a beige shirt. I glazed over our grand staircase. My eyes immediately found out who was there. It’s Demi.
I smiled but it faded immediately on her remarks.
"What now? Do you think Klaud will pick you up today?"
"He texted me. Just busy maybe." I retorted to her ideas.
"Sure?" she added.
I nodded. I saw her quick g
I don't know what to feel. I was not on my own while listening to the lecture. I never felt Klaud's presence again. We don't have a proper closure. I don't even know if we break up or not. I also don’t want to think like that. It seems like this past few weeks were a bit tough for me."Are you coming?" Demi uttered beside me.I watched her while reading. I rolled my eyes at her when I saw she was looking at me with those puppy eyes."No.""Alforo is asking me."My eyes narrowed at my friend. I do not know how I will feel about what I heard. I turned my eyes to him again. Giving her my full attention."Are you avoiding him?" she concluded.I frowned. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." She said carefully as I craned my neck at him.&n
"I'll talk to Klaud." he replied weakly.My eyebrows rose slightly at what I heard. I immediately darted my eyes at him. His lips parted as he looked at me. His gaze softened a bit while he’s weighing my reaction.“You don’t need to, Alforo…”I shook at the thought. If he’s eager to talk to me like this I don’t know where it’ll heading."You don't love him?" he mentioned seriously.I was taken aback by his own words. His piercing eyes were fix on me as my breath hitched heavily. Why he’s doing this after all. He had a girlfriend. I bit my lip as I looked up at him again,"I do not know. You’re supposed to go, Alforo. ”I saw his gentle turn to me. His piercing eyes were surveying me like there’s something wrong. I forced myself to smile at him, but he just stared at me coldly."It's my vacant," he said.I was mome
"Here are your drinks, Riani…" I heard Klaud's voice.I was immediately alarmed to see him approaching. I don’t know where my feelings got worsen or what. Because I do not know where it came from. And to think it’s from what I saw a minute ago where unbelievable.I folded my arms and smiled at Klaud who was coming. I forced myself to conceal all my morbid thoughts. I’ll just stay focused and talk to Klaud in a good way. And if he didn’t want to be honest with me, it’s all right. I know I can recover quickly"Thank you, Klaud.""You're welcome." he sweetly said.I coughed a bit. I sipped as I stared at him again. I bet if this is the right timing or not to tell him what I saw or just keep it still. I don't know, especially since something is bothering me."Do you still have class?" he opens up a topic."There is," I answered him nonchalantly.He stared at me for
I grew cold in my position when I saw Alforo leave. He just glanced at me once, contrary to his usual demeanor at me. I sighed as the oozing pain on my heart define.I bit my lip as I looked at him again. Fine, Riani… I just diverted my eyes and turned my attention to Klaud who's walking straight imposingly."Here, Klaud," I said in my sweetest tone.Klaud eyes lingered on me, his lips twisted at me as I noticed Alforo's eyes rested on us for a moment."Sure, Riani." he quickly said."I thought you could not go." He muttered.I saw Demi's flashed a sour smile. Maybe she didn’t expect me to still face Klaud and be at my sweetest. I can't blame her either. I don’t know with myself today. As long as I want to negotiate and confront him, I will never be able to. I want to place my feeling."I just forced that, Klaud." I heard Demi.I narrowed my gaze at him and flash a sour smile. Klaud frowned for a
I stared at what Alforo might have gone through. I sighed as I felt how he’s too cold to me. I looked around where he might have gone, but I just left disappointed. I’m too exhausted, I barely didn’t know where my feet took me.I have left no choice but to check the basketball player’s locker room. I looked at my wristwatch. It’s exactly 6 pm, and there is very little light. I am driven by my emotion to even hope he’s here.I sighed and gained strength to see that he was there."Alforo?" I said off-key.I bit my lip and finally turned the door. It was dark, but instead of drifting my attention to it, I put it aside. My eyes traced where the light was when I heard something. No someone… My eyes widened at what I heard.My hand trembled as I finally reached for the light. I heard a sweet moan in the distance. Maybe someone making out in the bathroom. My lips trembled at my thoughts, and suddenly an image of Al
I sighed as I stared at Alforo's house. It’s huge for someone and him especially alone. I sipped on my glass as I drifted my eyes to Demi."Sleepover, Ria?"My eyes narrowed at her."Huh?""I already texted, Tito!" She exclaimed.I rolled my eyes at her. "Shall we go home then?"She barks with laughter. The dim lights on the pool made me feel something wild. Especially, Demi's now wearing a revealing shirt. I sighed there."There are a lot of rooms here…" she whispered a little bit tipsy.My lips parted at what I heard. But of course, I immediately withdrew it all."I have no clothes,"She tapped my shoulder. I laughed a little there. I know she will retort all of my ideas. And for sure I know she is ready today."I have bought two of this, Riani." she laughed."And a two peignoir.""Of course, those revealing…" he said.I almost blushed at what I heard.
I was really stunned. I do not know where I will get the strength to stare at Alforo. I darted my eyes at my friend waiting for me. Demi gigled when she saw me."Will you take a dip?" she immediately questioned me.I did not want to look at her She wink as I saw how she tore her eyes behind my back. I was immediately disgusted by it. Especially when she voices out Alforo's name."Alforo, where are you from? We've been looking for you before." aniya.I did not look back. I let my foot sink into the water. The dim lights on the pool somehow made me recall what happened. I immediately sighed there."Inside, I just drank water." his tone were thick that it sent chills down my spine.I heard Demi laugh."You don't want to drink any
I clearly remembered what happened vividly. I don't know why I feel more uncomfortble with Alforo now than before. Bitterness crept within me as our eyes met. I'm wearing a peignoir as I roam my eyes on the dining table. My eyes immediately found Alforo. Rondier and his friends were there too."Where's, Demi?" Rondier questioned me.I turned to him, then I swayed my glanced at Alforo's wearing just a boxer shorts and a shirt. I sighed there and avoided."Still tipsy, down." I uttered.I occupied one chair far from Alforo. I do not want to approach him. His gaze followed me but I averted my gaze to him."Fuck this hang-over!" I heard Demi laments.I turned to, Demi. She still wearing her peignoir. He immediately joined me and looked at Alforo.
"You okay, Ria?" Demi looked concerned at me.I approached him. And I could feel the length of his eyes on me."I was watching you with, Klaud…" he said softly.The volume of the sound were still there. The only difference is the neon lights were change in color playing in each direction. I approached our table. The wine and liquor were there, I sighed there."What did he tell you?" aniya.I look at Demi straightly. His forehead furrowed sharply as I just stared at him. I bit my lip there. I eyed my phone, and it's dead."What?" she asked curiously."What time is it, Demi?" I chuckled.My chest felt like a drum with excitement. I sighed when I heard I left one hour more. I seem to have poured cold water over there."It's eleven, Ria." Demi uttered.I nodded there. I smiled as a few people came to our table. I even didn't think to entertain anyone. I couldn't even answer Demi's question. I gasp when I heard
I didn't know that staring at him this long may bring slight pain at me. Like everything felt nostalgic the way he looked at me. As usual. The memories had all back as I glanced at him again. I have a lot to say. But I can't uttered any a single word as I gasp when a memory of prom entered my mind.And, I saw how Klaud gaze were instills on me.I don't know how I endured his stare at me. His eyes were tainted with pain, and I can sense it the way he looked at me. I’m a little sad for that. It's really true that for one wrong move you can dent something. Whether it's tangible or not. I noticed how long his eyes were on me. Like he's reading something through me. I averted my gaze from him there.The melancholic music sent chills down my spine. The bitterness bit me even more when he spoke again. Like he's saving every second for me to finally divery my attention to him. I bit my lip as he turned sharply."Can you look at me, Ria." he whispered huskil
I could hear in the absence of hearing Rina's knocking. My eyes were still swollen from last night. I sighed as I adjusted myself."We're all waiting for you, Ria…""Including, Demi."My chest tightened. I thought they wouldn't care for me after all. My lips trembled when I saw what lay on the table. It is consist of invitation every year. It was as if someone had caressed my chest with those who saw it.My name with an intricate design made me shivers. My heart ache everytime I remember what Alforo said. They didn't forget me. Even if I leave, even for too long. My eyes swelled as I faced Rina. I let go of the invitation I was holding. I still didn't book a flight.I sighed as I turned to Rina. Her eyes were down at me as Elton behind him whispered something."Ria, breakfast…" he invited.I nodded there. I heard how Elton gasp when Alforo immediately on my sight. Her eyes widened as Rina stared at me heavily. Elton orde
I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
Everything went black when I heard his voice in my ears. The cold enveloped me there. The rush of memories waving appered in my mind as my heart ache.From the first day, I was avoiding him. Everything about him."Are you avoiding him?" Demi uttered.My forehead furrowed. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Eh why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." he said carefully."I can't.""Just once?" he insisted."I'm reviewing, Demi." I mocked at him.He laughed at my sigh. I drifted my eyes at her. She step closer and giggled comfortably."Eh Alforo is Sir's substitute again" she exclaimed.All the heat rage on me. I was almost stunned to hear. I heard Demi laugh when she saw my reaction."It's only a matter of time."I don't want to go. I'll just read here."He blinked as I turned my attention back to what I was reading. Its been a week since I didn't face Alforo. I also didn&rsqu
I was sleep through all unrelenting thoughts. Alforo stared at me, as I watched him too long. My heart skipped a bit when I noticed how I'm still intimidated by him. It seems just like before. But the different is noticeable. I can't quite tell it in urgent but I know it changed a bit.I did not smile. I closed my eyes firmly before looking away. I was cold there. I was shivering by my own thought. And it didn't help that the news were on him. I didn't turn it off. I don't want to be bitter.My lips parted as I finally realized. My chest tightened as I let myself listen. But I can't take that long when I heard enough."He's a doctor…" I uttered weakly in awe.Cold crept within my system. Thousand of assumptions felt futile at what I heard. I was cold there. I bit my lip. Gradually, the bitterness of realizing overwhelmed me.I thought he wasn't serious for it the whole time. My lips were trembling as my breathe hitch heavily. My lips tremble
I didn't know what to say or what to uttered. I was too stunned as I watch him this close again. His pitch black eyes, alluring stare it was all surreal. It was as if I was hanging in the air when his eyes looked at me for a long time. And it inflict pain to me more when he's glancing at me like I'm fragile again. Like he used too."It's nice to see you…" I whispered."How are you?" I tried to sound cool but I know its more than that.His lips were parted as his eyes stayed at me. I can see the gaze of some on me. Their gaze were on us as I tried to supressed a smile."I'm good, Ria."He didn't smile as a response for me. His eyes were seriously focused on me. His eyes were glint of hope, shocked and mesmerize drowning in my system.My lips were trembling at the sight of him. Just like before, I feel like I'm getting burned. The stare he's giving me were like a glimpse of my sorrow. When I stare at him, all the memories gradually retu
I didn't know that coming this back would be so much painful. I sneezed as everyone turned around. The scenery changed here a lot. My chest tightened as I noticed a few changes as I descended. Rina offered me a stay in a hotel and I agreed with it too. Although I would love to go back to Villa Sierra. I'n not sure if our house were so haunted now. I don't want to think that it looks like that.The image of it lingers on my mind when I heard a taxi. At first I was stiffened at the thought of it. I'm not used to it. Like everything was so foreign for me the whole time."Where are we?"I bit my lip at the realization. I lowered my shades and saw how the driver gaze on me. I could see him stop before he finally smiled."Where are we, Ma'am?""Do you speak Tagalog?" he repeated.I nodded before finally sighing."Dito po…" I said as I showed the card.I saw his forehead frown there for a moment. But when he glance at me he sig
Ingrid Point of ViewI watch the familiar gate in awe. I chilled as the familiar chest pain erupted. I looked away, but still I tried to be compose all the time. I did not roll my eyes. Too wide, but I knew I could see him here. My heart races a bit.I smiled when someone greeted me. That’s always my response, I never tend to socialize with others. I don't socialize. I was just sitting alone and feel secluded, almost.Its been a weeks. And it was as if a dagger had stabbed me, while he was thinking. Why I'm feeling down? I do not know. After Jiusel confession, I'm still determined to push him no matter what. Not for the same reason, but for both of us."You're alone?"I almost jumped in panic. My eyes narrow for, Marcus. He grinned at me, obviously pleased because of the seen expression. I hated him because of that."No .." I smiled sheeply.His lips parted, Marcus. Probably he heard the tone on my voice. Its sarcasm. I turned t