Ingrid Point of View
I sighed as I recall all the stuffs back there. How Alforo contacted me, but Ria just retorting it.
I shut my eyes there. The hardest part of being alone were crept within me. And what's more bothered me was the new feeling of air. I can’t quite imagine that I would reach this point. But I guess its normal, and what made it normal was my feelings of settling free. It’s been a long time something I don’t want to get rid of, but as time goes on I know it’s slowly fading away.
My heart skipped a beat as I reminice my first day in New York. It was as heavy as the rain poured that day. I don't want you to go back, but the past was a great part of every success. Maybe it’s just like that really, more painful, more learning. I smiled to the glistering shadow in night. I sipped o
My life were usual for the past days and weeks. All the shows, and my runaway I don’t see Thomas. It's better if I will let myself not overthink of something, especially since Alonzo has already noticed that.I glanced at Kier, my long time partner in modeling career. I always had this feeling that he's hitting on me, but I guess he's just being friendly."Many are curious, Ingrid .. Do you already have a boyfriend?" The Emcee teases us.He jokingly glanced at Kier next to him before turning back to me. I laughed at him, while I catch the serious gaze of Kier beside me. Well, they say that we had a secret relationship with my co-model and we just didn’t want to admit it, and I was enlightened with my one on one interview and many still don’t believe.My lips rose and half-open. Can't figure out if to laugh because this question has been asked several times."No. I'm just more focus on works and modeling .." I said wholeheartedly.
With jaw clenching I grinned at him. She seems annoyed with every question I ask about them and Jiusel. Well, maybe he's shy, but I'm not sure of it. My lips parted and I turned to him. My lips started to curved when I saw confusion on his eyes. Obviously unwilling to answer my question.I snapped at him. Her every move was emphatic, as she picked up the cutlery. The sharp eye took too long to focus on food."I'll just want to know. Is that forbidden?"The storm in his eyes tell how strict and serious he is. I eyed him intently, not focusing on his expression, but for his answer."Fine .. She's doing well." aniya.I don’t know why, but I sense something unusual. I just ignored it and continued eating. From time to time I saw his glance but it didn’t last long either.I'm not sure if I'm comfortable whether he's near or around, but I want to stay compose, and professional. We're here to discuss something, and maybe a little questi
I didn't know that I'll be back for it again. Like a ton of waves circling around on me, hanging like a chained. Like how the sunset become an epitome of light and a single hope shining with it. But still it won't last, because darkness might take over. No it will consume it.I closed my eyes tightly to see the sadness in Rina's eyes. Three days after Centru and I broke up, I immediately knew this would happen.I sat while they watched. Rina didn't smile even I tried harder. I could feel his detachment there. I was about to utter a words when she started to bombard me."We know you're mourning, Ria!""But it doesn't mean you'll hurt, Centru…" she blurted out.I shut my eyes there. I bit my lip as I lifted my gaze to the book I was holding. We're supposed to be reviewing but I think that wouldn't do.I heard Elton sneeze there. I sighed and eyed the two of them. I could see the annoyance in Rina's eyes as she stared at me."Rina
Ingrid Point of View"What are you doing?" I lashed out.I stared as he did not speak. His arms snaked around my waist that an urge beating occur. I don't know when I felt like this again, all I know is it wasn't usual."Covering you, on camera."I sighed and drifted my eyes to the media who were busy. I adjusted myself before slowly removing his hold on me. Though, his grip wasn't hard, so it was also quickly removed.I chuckled and eyed the different luxury car. I wonder where his car was? I didn’t realize he was with me and had something to talk about. All I think were the his car.I grinned. "Thanks for being a gentleman, Thomas .."His thick brows shot up. He adjusted his clothes before finally glancing at me. If curse were free, I would probably curse him in anyway. His mouth was open watching me, I
It was then fine, but little did I know there's another wave of pain, that made my heart shattered more. I thought then it was over. It's like a dream with a countless of melancholic scene.That you're still awakening by it. Everytime you'll fall in sleep the trance embraced you. And it's too exhausting.I turned to Rina while talking. She sighed as she stared at me fully. He didn’t question me after I told him a few details. But I know she's just doing her best to stay silent. To remain my composure.His nose was red there. She's too fair that it's too visible. She wiped away her tears as she watched me. My chest clenched there. Through out the years I've been keeping it for myself, I finally opened it up."I was stoic person. I don't had plenty friends…" I paused to breathed.I could feel pity and pain in his gaze. I was shaking there. Is it too much? I shook my head and continued."If there are only a few.""I wasn't c
"Atleast breath, Ria." she mumbled.He looked at me sadly. Her words inflict pain for me. It was as if a thorn had pulled me out of there. I don't know if I'm still living. I really don't know. I'm breathing but it seems I'm dead and lost my own soul. I smiled at him. Her eyes widened there."You can come with us every break!" she added."It's okay. Don't get intimidated by Centru." he laughed.Center brows furrowed. Rina looked at it and returned her gaze to me. Elton grinned at Rina. I laughed there too. I missed being with my friends, and it pained me a lot seeing them. How are they?I laughed there. Centru forehead creased as he watched me."He had a crush on you…" Rina smirk at me.I smiled there shyly. That is not new. It's not too foreign on me anymore. I turned to Rina. I bit my lowerlip when I think of someone. It was as if something had stuck in my throat there. Eight years without reconnecting with her pained me a lo
I sighed, and glared at Alonzo while fixing my strand of hair. He knows it! I feel cringe everytime he stared at me teasingly, and then diverting his attention again.Wearing a cute beige silky dress I turned to Alonzo. While Milan and Cienne having a talk that suddenly stopped when I head to the large table."Hot chocolate?" Milan offered.I nodd and gently thank him."Uh- Theres someone who sent flowers .." Cienne said out of the blue.My eyes narrowed at her, curious to what she is saying. I immediately realized that when I noticed Alonzo's look and smile."Improve? There's a paflower right away." I turned at him."Is there a name?""No, but there's a note."I raised a keen gaze it was different from what I usually receive backstage. Holding a plain roses, obviously not too curious to choose. I couldn't help but think of Thomas. I was criticized there.I was embarrass the whole time. My eyes rested to the note.
He turned to me with oozing darkness. Disgusted, I matched his gaze."We haven't been .. She's only my friend, and uh .. You-"I cut him to oppose him. His lips felt sorry for me. Grinning with so much amusement with it. The irritation got worse and worse."Fling? While he's gone ?!" I insisted as I saw him blink seemingly with difficulty.He muttered something, and it give chills to me. My lips were parted after hearing his sudden words. My mix still didn't change and I just cared more.He smirked, while he caught me rolling my eyes. "What ?! You're my girlfriend back then,"I couldn't answer that. It was as if I had accumulated too much air and could not utter a word."How 'bout you? Maybe you prefer that engineer!" he lamented while firing back a hot seat question.I laughed now. He's been so possessive, I don't know if I'll be happy there, but .. Some part of me oppose each other. I forced myself to calm down. But his menac
"You okay, Ria?" Demi looked concerned at me.I approached him. And I could feel the length of his eyes on me."I was watching you with, Klaud…" he said softly.The volume of the sound were still there. The only difference is the neon lights were change in color playing in each direction. I approached our table. The wine and liquor were there, I sighed there."What did he tell you?" aniya.I look at Demi straightly. His forehead furrowed sharply as I just stared at him. I bit my lip there. I eyed my phone, and it's dead."What?" she asked curiously."What time is it, Demi?" I chuckled.My chest felt like a drum with excitement. I sighed when I heard I left one hour more. I seem to have poured cold water over there."It's eleven, Ria." Demi uttered.I nodded there. I smiled as a few people came to our table. I even didn't think to entertain anyone. I couldn't even answer Demi's question. I gasp when I heard
I didn't know that staring at him this long may bring slight pain at me. Like everything felt nostalgic the way he looked at me. As usual. The memories had all back as I glanced at him again. I have a lot to say. But I can't uttered any a single word as I gasp when a memory of prom entered my mind.And, I saw how Klaud gaze were instills on me.I don't know how I endured his stare at me. His eyes were tainted with pain, and I can sense it the way he looked at me. I’m a little sad for that. It's really true that for one wrong move you can dent something. Whether it's tangible or not. I noticed how long his eyes were on me. Like he's reading something through me. I averted my gaze from him there.The melancholic music sent chills down my spine. The bitterness bit me even more when he spoke again. Like he's saving every second for me to finally divery my attention to him. I bit my lip as he turned sharply."Can you look at me, Ria." he whispered huskil
I could hear in the absence of hearing Rina's knocking. My eyes were still swollen from last night. I sighed as I adjusted myself."We're all waiting for you, Ria…""Including, Demi."My chest tightened. I thought they wouldn't care for me after all. My lips trembled when I saw what lay on the table. It is consist of invitation every year. It was as if someone had caressed my chest with those who saw it.My name with an intricate design made me shivers. My heart ache everytime I remember what Alforo said. They didn't forget me. Even if I leave, even for too long. My eyes swelled as I faced Rina. I let go of the invitation I was holding. I still didn't book a flight.I sighed as I turned to Rina. Her eyes were down at me as Elton behind him whispered something."Ria, breakfast…" he invited.I nodded there. I heard how Elton gasp when Alforo immediately on my sight. Her eyes widened as Rina stared at me heavily. Elton orde
I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
Everything went black when I heard his voice in my ears. The cold enveloped me there. The rush of memories waving appered in my mind as my heart ache.From the first day, I was avoiding him. Everything about him."Are you avoiding him?" Demi uttered.My forehead furrowed. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Eh why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." he said carefully."I can't.""Just once?" he insisted."I'm reviewing, Demi." I mocked at him.He laughed at my sigh. I drifted my eyes at her. She step closer and giggled comfortably."Eh Alforo is Sir's substitute again" she exclaimed.All the heat rage on me. I was almost stunned to hear. I heard Demi laugh when she saw my reaction."It's only a matter of time."I don't want to go. I'll just read here."He blinked as I turned my attention back to what I was reading. Its been a week since I didn't face Alforo. I also didn&rsqu
I was sleep through all unrelenting thoughts. Alforo stared at me, as I watched him too long. My heart skipped a bit when I noticed how I'm still intimidated by him. It seems just like before. But the different is noticeable. I can't quite tell it in urgent but I know it changed a bit.I did not smile. I closed my eyes firmly before looking away. I was cold there. I was shivering by my own thought. And it didn't help that the news were on him. I didn't turn it off. I don't want to be bitter.My lips parted as I finally realized. My chest tightened as I let myself listen. But I can't take that long when I heard enough."He's a doctor…" I uttered weakly in awe.Cold crept within my system. Thousand of assumptions felt futile at what I heard. I was cold there. I bit my lip. Gradually, the bitterness of realizing overwhelmed me.I thought he wasn't serious for it the whole time. My lips were trembling as my breathe hitch heavily. My lips tremble
I didn't know what to say or what to uttered. I was too stunned as I watch him this close again. His pitch black eyes, alluring stare it was all surreal. It was as if I was hanging in the air when his eyes looked at me for a long time. And it inflict pain to me more when he's glancing at me like I'm fragile again. Like he used too."It's nice to see you…" I whispered."How are you?" I tried to sound cool but I know its more than that.His lips were parted as his eyes stayed at me. I can see the gaze of some on me. Their gaze were on us as I tried to supressed a smile."I'm good, Ria."He didn't smile as a response for me. His eyes were seriously focused on me. His eyes were glint of hope, shocked and mesmerize drowning in my system.My lips were trembling at the sight of him. Just like before, I feel like I'm getting burned. The stare he's giving me were like a glimpse of my sorrow. When I stare at him, all the memories gradually retu
I didn't know that coming this back would be so much painful. I sneezed as everyone turned around. The scenery changed here a lot. My chest tightened as I noticed a few changes as I descended. Rina offered me a stay in a hotel and I agreed with it too. Although I would love to go back to Villa Sierra. I'n not sure if our house were so haunted now. I don't want to think that it looks like that.The image of it lingers on my mind when I heard a taxi. At first I was stiffened at the thought of it. I'm not used to it. Like everything was so foreign for me the whole time."Where are we?"I bit my lip at the realization. I lowered my shades and saw how the driver gaze on me. I could see him stop before he finally smiled."Where are we, Ma'am?""Do you speak Tagalog?" he repeated.I nodded before finally sighing."Dito po…" I said as I showed the card.I saw his forehead frown there for a moment. But when he glance at me he sig
Ingrid Point of ViewI watch the familiar gate in awe. I chilled as the familiar chest pain erupted. I looked away, but still I tried to be compose all the time. I did not roll my eyes. Too wide, but I knew I could see him here. My heart races a bit.I smiled when someone greeted me. That’s always my response, I never tend to socialize with others. I don't socialize. I was just sitting alone and feel secluded, almost.Its been a weeks. And it was as if a dagger had stabbed me, while he was thinking. Why I'm feeling down? I do not know. After Jiusel confession, I'm still determined to push him no matter what. Not for the same reason, but for both of us."You're alone?"I almost jumped in panic. My eyes narrow for, Marcus. He grinned at me, obviously pleased because of the seen expression. I hated him because of that."No .." I smiled sheeply.His lips parted, Marcus. Probably he heard the tone on my voice. Its sarcasm. I turned t