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Chapter 132: Unrelenting
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2021-04-16 21:11:08It was then fine, but little did I know there's another wave of pain, that made my heart shattered more. I thought then it was over. It's like a dream with a countless of melancholic scene.
That you're still awakening by it. Everytime you'll fall in sleep the trance embraced you. And it's too exhausting.
I turned to Rina while talking. She sighed as she stared at me fully. He didn’t question me after I told him a few details. But I know she's just doing her best to stay silent. To remain my composure.
His nose was red there. She's too fair that it's too visible. She wiped away her tears as she watched me. My chest clenched there. Through out the years I've been keeping it for myself, I finally opened it up.
"I was stoic person. I don't had plenty friends…" I paused to breathed.
I could feel pity and pain in his gaze. I was shaking there. Is it too much? I shook my head and continued.
"If there are only a few."
"I wasn't c
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