66 Family date

I was wearing a comfy dress but I was still dressed to boot. My father is a stickler for perfection so there wasn't any scope for me to dress casually. I was excited to have dinner with my father. I wanted to see him relaxed and carefree at home. Maybe he will become the father that I wanted for a long time. U also wanted to thank Mrs Singh who decided to give my father a chance. She made me the happiest person in the world. I don't know how to explain the sudden need to be loved by my father. Maybe that comes from the realisation that Matt would never love me.

I had come to terms with that. It was very hard. We always had huge trust issues this was something that was bound to happen. I only feel bad for the baby my little sunshine doesn't have to bear the brunt of the fact that her parents won't be together.

Me and Matt hadn't discussed it further but it was very obvious that we won't be together in the future. It was very hurtful but at the same time very necessary because I don't w