"We crave a soul stirring love and we chase that soul stirring life"
~Butterflies Rising
6 years later..
Celeste's POV:
"Celeste!" I groan as I sense his approaching footsteps.
Who even let him in?
'You know the answer to that.' My wolf Tonia replies.
Mom! We both say simultaneously in an accusing tone in our subconscious mind.
It's been a year since I started communicating with her, every werewolf gets in contact with their wolf at the age of 12 and we find our mates on the night of our 18th birthday.
It's nice to have someone to share your thoughts and feelings with without getting judged, and Tonia gives great advices too.
"CELESTE!" He was now just outside my door, the desperation and building irritation in his voice was detectable.
Me being me chose to ignore him and concentrate on my painting.
My brows furrowed as I drew the delicate rays of the rising sun, almost don... The sudden loud bangs on my door has me jumping with a shriek and my hand slipping on the portrait I had been working on hours.
"Celeste open this door or I'll break it! And you know I'm not lying" Theo warns with a low growl, my eyes take in my now ruined painting. My irritation had now turned into full blown anger.
I'm going to break his bones before he even gets the chance to touch my door!
"Celeste I'm coming in" Theo says with determination.
"1"
"2"
I stand up with flaring nostrils, my feet carry me towards the door and with all the anger I had, I jerk open the door.
"3" Theo's voice suddenly tones down to a dying puppy, his big honey eyes pop out in fear at the visible anger radiating out of me.
I keep my grey eyes fixated on him, letting him know what a grave mistake he did by threatning my precious door.
"Cel.." he clears his throat "Celeste" this time there was relief in his tone. "Look I can explain" his hands come up in a surrendering motion.
"Explain" I simply state keeping my voice steady, I know he goes crazy with anger when I don't give him a reaction.
My words are proven to be right as I see the irritation crossing his face, Talking about his face, I observe the light shadow of hairs growing at his chin forming into a dust of beard.
His honey eyes have not left me since I have opened the door, he nervously rakes a hand through his brown hairs that he got from his father. My eyes further travel around his face, it was getting more angular, his jaw was getting firmer.
Theo was going through his puberty stage and he was loving every minute of it, The sudden growth in height, the deepening of his voice and the over growth of hair on his face and body had his newly formed man ego boosting.
It was a sign of him turning into a man which eventually meant claiming his position as the Alpha soon in the coming years, he wanted to make his parents and the pack proud. He was working day and night training for his position.
Apart from that there was another change.
He has started to get a lot of she wolves attention of his age, and boy I would be lying if I said that Theo was doing anything to stop it.
And what do I get after turning 12? Baby fat! Periods! Pimples! It was as if I was getting uglier by the day. I unconsciously smooth out my unruly raven hairs.
I could've gotten mom's blonde hairs yet dad's genes proved themselves stronger as I got his hair and grey eyes. Well I wasn't upset about the eyes, they are my only best trait at the moment, besides no one in our entire pack has grey eyes except for Dad and I.
Theo loves them.
By Theo I'm reminded of the injustice I'm going through, why does he get's to be good looking and also get's the attention of all the she wolves?
But why do I care? He's the Alpha, he's bound to have a Luna one day. It's best if he starts young, my mood dampens all the more at these thoughts.
"Alicia was just asking for some notes, I don't know how she lost her balance, so I had to hold her to support her and that's the exact moment you walked in the hallway" his hands frantically move around him as he explains his side of the story.
I don't know why but my shoulders sag in relief as I hear the truth, it felt good to know that there was nothing going on between him and Alicia.
Well I don't care who Theo is interested in, but for some reason I don't like Alicia, she's too fake and Briana, she clings to every other boy in sight and Kiara...
"Celeste.." Theo takes hold of my hands to bring back my attention from my wandering thoughts. I blink my eyes rapidly "uh.. yes" I say focusing my attention on him.
"Are you still angry with me? I promise I'm not interested in any of those girls Celeste, how many times do I need to tell you" his honey eyes shut in frustration and I instantly find myself missing them.
"I'm not angry" I say, his eyes snap open and I smile internally at the sight of them "you're not?" He asks bewildered "I mean I am, but not because of what I saw in the school hallway" I say, gently pulling my hands from his and turning away to walk inside my room.
I hear him following me inside and shutting the door behind, I turn around to face him "then why are you angry?" He asks confused, his tense face makes it so hard for me not to laugh but I bite my lower lips to stop myself.
His honey eyes dart towards that movement and I see them darkening but he blinks it away quickly, I swear my heart stopped at that second.
I look away to get rid of this foreign feeling that was building up in my stomach "you didn't meet me in the morning before going to school" I say in a fake accusing tone.
We always meet in the flower fields every morning before we go to school together, it's very rare when one of us can't meet up and there's always a valid reason behind it.
"Bullshit!" His sudden words make me jump in surprise, I turn back to look at him with my mouth gaping "I texted you and told you I was with dad in a meeting and I'd meet you at lunch, you answered me right away with good wishes and encouraging words." He says in a matter of fact tone.
"If you were pissed, you wouldn't had replied to begin with" he folds his arms across his chest which makes his newly built muscles strain against his tight shirt.
I realise that I had been gawking at them so I quickly avert my eyes only to collide with his mischievous one's.
He caught me.
My traitorous cheeks heat up much to my dismay, I end up fixing my gaze on my feet. Observing them.
Wow I have ten toes, I'm a normal she wolf.
"You were jealous" his words had my head snapping up in the speed of lightning, I'm surprised I didn't strained it.
"Wh..what? No!" I say in a rather offended tone. This broadens the stupid smirk on his face "you were jealous when you saw Alicia in my arms" his chest puffs out as if he has solved the world's biggest mystery.
Idiot.
My sour face doesn't deter his smirk, I roll my eyes "why would I be jealous?" I say walking towards the direction of my study table.
"We're growing up Theo, it's natural for us to seek the opposite gender. You are to be the Alpha one day and you will be needing a Luna by your side." I shut my eyes and fist my hands above my study chair.
I don't know why these words are causing me pain, even Tonia is sitting in a corner of my mind with her head laid down in sadness.
Tonia adores Theo and his wolf Knight, and for some reason this reality of ours is causing both of us pain. It's true, Theo and I can't remain friends forever.
We will soon grow up and will be forced to take on our duties and then there would be a time when we will find our mates.
"You're going to find your mate one day Theo and I'm going to find min.." I am stopped midway as a strong hand turns me around with force making my head spin.
"What the.. Theo!" I exclaim looking up at him annoyed, all my annoyance dies down as I take in his fury filled face. He was breathing hard, his eyes were now dark.
"Theo.." I lay a hesitant hand on his chest to calm him down, what happened?
He is quick to take hold of that hand and pull me closer to his chest. I stare at him dumbfounded, I in all my 13 years of life have never been scared of Theo, it has always been the other way around but today I can sense the hair on the nape of my neck rising from fear.
His hold on my arm tightens painfully, I look up at him with wide eyes letting him know that he's hurting me.
"Never! Never ever say again about you being someone else's mate!" His voice turns deeper and darker, he leans closer so our nose are brushing together.
"You're mine Celeste, my mate!" with those words he seals our fates together.
"A loving heart is the truest wisdom"~Charles Dickens3 years later..I giggle and try to push away Theo in a futile attempt to get away from him, he growls lowly in warning and pushes me further in the field of flowers whilst attacking my neck with kisses."Stop!" I chuckle as the hairs of his light beard graze my cheeks, Theo is quick to find my sensitive spot and wastes no time in attacking it.My protests soon turn into moans, my hands that were pushing him away were now tangled in his hairs pulling him in for more.His strong hands roam around the length of my body, grazing the newly formed curves. His hand stops at the hem of my sundress.My breathe hitches knowing very well what his intentions were "Theo stop" I mumble softly while giving his chest a slight push. Thankfully he stops and pulls away lying beside me.Just as I was about to take in a breathe of relief, he pulls me above him. Laying
"I'm in love with a moment we've never had"~ Unknown"You look absolutely breathtaking" Carina, my best friend gushes at me. I blush at her words."I bet Theo won't be able to keep his eyes off of you, oh! and his hands too." She wiggles her brows weirdly with a stupid lop sided smirk.I give her a stern look in response, shaking my head. "What? I'm not lying. You better have shaved everything, because you and I both know there's no stopping the beast tonight" she grins widely, clapping her hands like a little girl."Carina!" I gasp in horror, "you better give all the details tomorrow or.." "shut up!" I shout, shutting my eyes, my face heats up till the tips of my ears."My virgin baby" she mumbles followed by her giggles, "I'm heading out, I need to get ready myself. You, ma'am are going to run off with that hunk of yours, leaving me behind with nothing to do, I must also find someone to keep me entertained all night" she pouts while
"Too many thoughts and too little time, we're doomed from the start"~ D.J."Why goddess!!?? Why!!!!" I wail loudly, my head raised above, staring at the moon."You knew it! You knew everything!" I scream pointing at the moon, "we are your children right! Then how could you cause us so much pain!" I push my knees further in my chest, my fingers squeeze my knees brutally.I was transferring the pain outside, the pain that was brewing inside me making it hard for me to breathe. I needed something, someone to hold on to.But I couldn't return back, the humiliation, the heart break, the reality of Theo not being mine. I can't face it.I bury my face in my knees, some time later, my wails die down to silent shuddering sobs that shake my whole body. My head was throbbing, I couldn't open my eyes because of all the tears that I have shed, I was lost in my heartbreak when suddenly I sensed something.My ears perk up as I hear a crunching
"I think my soul is in love with yours"~FarawayTheo's P.O.VI couldn't hold it anymore, I have been trying so hard but it has finally slipped from my grasp. My anger has finally emerged out, breaking all the barriers. My beast has decided to take control.Infront of me stood my beautiful Celeste, fear evident in her eyes, even I was scared of myself. I had no idea what I was about to do.This she wolf is my everything, has always been and will be. This relationship between us was not created because of the persuasion of our families, our love did not bloom because the pack members said so.Her and I were meant to be long before anyone knew, she doesn't know that herself. The moment I was introduced to her in the hospital, I had acknowledged deep inside me that she was mine.My 2 year old mind didn't completely comprehend the situation, the only thing I understood was that being near her kept me happy and parting from her caused
"Two souls don't find each other by simple accident" ~Unknown Celeste's P.O.V "Are you stupid!" A loud growl from somewhere stirs me awake from my slumber. "Quite down! She's resting" a hush is followed which I instantly recognize as Theo's. "Can you believe it? He's telling me to shut up!" The previous frustrated voice which I now recognise as Uncle Roberto's or known as our Alpha speaks in anger. "That's not what I said Dad" Theo's voice sounds drained. I quickly sit up on the bed, I don't have time to ponder over the previous night, I pick up my discarded dress and wear it. I finger comb my hairs while dashing towards the stairs that lead downstairs. I wipe my palms over my face to get rid of the sleep and drool. As soon as I land my foot at the last step I sense numerous eyes turn towards my direction. I scan around me, Theo was standing by the kitchen, a glass of water in his hand which was half fill
"If you want to fly, give up everything that weighs you down"~UnknownCeleste's POV"Go freshen up, I'll prepare something for you to eat" mom mumbles while removing her shoes at the door entrance.Dad quietly walks past me towards his room. I stare at his retreating back before silently nodding my head to mom.Mom and dad had brought me back with them much to Theo's dismay, it was actually uncle Roberto's decision, he said we can live together once we manage to get the blessings of the elders.If the elders agree then no one the pack would dare say anything about our relationship.But this is what is our biggest challenge, I know for a fact that the elders will never agree.I make my way towards my room distracted by my thoughts. I enter my room and find it in the same state I had left it in last night.I sigh tiredly, I feel disconnected to everything all of a sudden. I have always led a peaceful l
"Why else are we here if not to live with unreasonable passion for things"~Butterflies risingThe air was silent apart from the sound of our footsteps, it was past midnight so everyone in the pack had dozed off by now, getting some rest to continue their lives next morning.Dad was a few steps ahead of us, he hasn't spoken to me since we returned from the cabin. I study his tensed shoulders indicating he was lost in his thoughts.Mom was walking beside me, her eyes were focused on her mate. I'm sure she could sense his worry through their bond.Maybe even read his thoughts?Mom fastens her steps to reach dad leaving me behind observing them. She silently falls in step with him, dad gives her a quick glance then reverts his eyes back to the path.Mom glides her right arm around dad's back and rest her palm on his stomach pulling him closer to her, almost instantly dad also wraps his left arm around her frame and they bot
"The only way you see results is if you stay consistent" ~Unknown "It's not her this time elder Francis" Theo's hesitant voice turns everyones attention towards him. "Ahh, the future Alpha. Congratulations on your new powers, use them wisely, the moon goddess has blessed you with some remarkable one's that no one has witnessed before" a small smile is stretched on the elders face. No one even questions about how he knows all that information because we know that a few elders have some sort of connection to the moon goddess, she shows them glimpses of future or connects to them directly and tells them her message she wants her children to know. The elder acts as a messenger between the goddess and us. He looks at Theo with pride "you should join us young Alpha, pray with us to show your gratitude towards her" he looks above the sky in adorement. "Gratitude for what?" Theo spits bitterly taking us all by surp
"Take the risk or loose the chance"~ Unknown "You rejected your true mate and didn't even tell us about it?" Mom asks in a baffled tone just as we enter inside the house."Mom!" I say tiredly, rubbing my temples, "what mom! Answer me" she marches and stands infront of me, stopping my escape."Kyle! We don't know anything about what is going in our daughters life! What kind of parents are we?" She wails looking around.Dad is quick to be at her side, he gives her a hug, not able to see his mate in pain."Mom, please relax yourself" tears well up my eyes as I try to console my mother who is crying uncontrollably."I should've had stopped these two at the ceremony day, our daughter would have been saved from so much pain" mom cries, her legs weaken and she slips into dad's embrace."Love!" Dad screams in panic "mom!" I too get worried "dad, lay her on the sofa" I run towards the sofa and move away the cushions.Dad quickly carries mom in his hold, she buries her face in his chest.He l
"Turns out it was mostly a lie. But, at least for a short while, it was a beautiful one.~ Unknown "Baby you need something?" Mom asks peeking inside my room, I weakly shake my head. I hear her sigh followed by her steps nearing me.I feel the bedside dip, her warm hand caresses my head, her touch is enough for the waterworks to resume again.I sob burying my face into the pillow, she gently tries to soothe me until I calm down."You need to get out of this room, let your wolf be free and feel the nature around you. It will make you feel better my child" she says lovingly.I move around until my head ia resting on her lap.I don't want to go out. I don't want to go anywhere.It's been 3 nights since I witnessed that gut wrenching scene, I did wait for any explanation and directly ran to my parents house, since than I have confined myself into my old bedroom.Mom and Dad were very hurt about the whole situation but they were kind enough to give me space, they also made sure to keeo ev
"You stay quiet, while a war happens within you"~UnknownCarina's POV:6 years ago.... (Alpha Theodore's 18th birthday ceremony) :I'm so happy! Finally, Celeste and Theodore will be destined as true mates today. Well, their relationship is not anything less than of true mates but to have it confirmed by the moon goddess herself is another thing.I just visited Celeste and my girl looked so happy and pretty. Celeste and I share such a deep bond that I can practically sense all of her feelings within me, whether it being happiness, anger or sadness. We've been friends from the beginning of our lives and I am sure we'll remain such till our last breaths.Today, I feel like I'm the one who is going to get their mate instead of Celeste, that's the depth of our connection. Since we've been pups I have seen the love they both share for each other. Every pack member truly wants them both to be true mates, they are just so perfect, perfectly made for each other by the goddess.I don't kno
"Unfortunately you won't know that some people are poisonous until they bite you"~ CJ"Luna!" I hear a panicked voice beside me."Quick Stephen, get the Alpha" the voice I assume of one of the guards orders the other.The guard doesn't touch me in respect, he tries calling me but I couldn't respond as I felt if all my energy is drained.Within minutes someone picks me up, it's Theo, I sigh relieved "Celeste! Who did this!?" He holds my cheeks and tries to shake me awake."WHO DID THIS TO MY MATE!?? WERE YOU ALL DEAD!" Theo booms, I can sense other guards joining him.Fear and nervousness is thick in the air, "Where the hell were you JAVIAR!?" Theo questions his beta."Alpha I was patrolling near by, I did not sense anything out of the ordinary, I don't know how this happened" he seems genuinely worried.During this whole ordeal I had managed to open my eyes, I raise my hand and hold Theo's cheek, his fiery eyes turn to me."Who did this!?" He questions in an angry whisper."Get rid of
"It all begins and ends in your mind. What you give power to, has power over you, if you allow it"~Unknown2 days later...It's been 2 days since that horrific fire burned down our packs most innocent residents.The fire may have cooled down, the ashes may have been swaped away but the painful burn it has left behind would forever ache in almost every pack members heart forever.The fire took away our kind hearted Mina, the fire took away all those innocent smiles and that fire took away our son.My heart constricts and tears flow down as I imagine a little baby of not much older than a month being eaten alive by those harsh flames, what pain he must have felt when it touched his skin. Who must have the helpless child called for help? The fire burned down our hopes and dreams, the fire burned down our future.Oh, how I wish I had not returned him back to Mina, how I wish Theo's guards would have reached their sooner and had saved all those innocent lives.I can only wish.I ponder
"Now I have to remember you for longer than I have known you"~ C.C.Aurel"What's the matter? you aren't paying any attention to me" Carina complains throwing a straw towards me.I look at her annoyed, we decided on having lunch today, I met her in the local restaurant few minutes ago. I didn't realize when I zoned out."I'm skeptical of that new girl Nova" I voice out my concerns, there was no beating around the bush with Carina, we were always direct with our problems.She stops chewing her food and looks at me "in what sense?" she questions putting down her spoon. "I think she has her eyes on Theo, no! actually I'm sure of it" I nod my head exclaiming loudly.Carina joins her hands together resting her chin over them "you want me to investigate?" she questions with a serious expression."Are you really asking?" I question back quirking up a brow "on it" she says nodding her head.~~~~~~~~~I was now back in the pack house, doing some work when I sense a presence behind me, I look o
"Deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance."~Oscar Wilde I tighten my hold on Theo's arm pushing myself closer to his side, I have tears in my eyes as I view the horrible scene infront of us.After Javiar came with the news, Theo and I ran to the forest, a guard guided us the way.Javiar stayed behind in the pack to send everyone back to their homes to safety, he will join us as soon as he makes sure everyone's safe.The guard informed us that he found the message while patrolling the area, he quickly informed Javiar who came running to us with the news.I gasped in horror when my eyes first laid on the gruesome scene.Tears and sadness filled my eyes at the sight of a familiar pack members body dismembered.Kevin, he was a old werewolf, a farmer of our pack. I knew him and his wife personally, he was such a sweetheart.He used to gift us his crops every year as a gratitude to his Alpha and Luna.My heart shattered seeing his headless body hanging upside down from a t
"Trusting you is my decision, proving me right is your choice"~Unknown"If you need anything feel free to ask around, the pack members will be more than happy to help" I say to the group of our new werewolfs.They nod their head in gratitude "you have already done so much for us Luna, we can't ask for more" one woman says respectfully."You are now our family and family takes care of each other" I say with a sweet smile "these are your rooms, get settled in, after the oath taking ceremony you will be shifted to your own homes, tha couples will have separate homes while the remaining 2 ladies will be staying in the pack house until they find their mate" I announce and walk out of the hallway.Their were 2 couples among the group, one shared 2 pups and the other didn't have any yet, they told me that they didn't want their pups to be slaves like them that's why they didn't try for a child but now as they are free they will definitely think about expanding their family.The 2 remaining
"I choose to see the beauty and somehow this connects everything"~Seeker"What you did there was very brave" Carina says feeding me soup.I woke up a few minutes ago, Carina was attending to me, she informed me that the attack was over, Theo and his men fought viciously and sent those beasts away for good.The shewolfs and pups were sent back to their homes, Carina stayed back to look after me, due to my injury I was still in the secret room and not moved out.She said that I was out for 6 hours, but thanks to the medicine our pack doctor Sally injected in me, my wound was healing very fast."It was my duty, any Luna in my place would have defended her people" I shrug sipping another spoon."Any Luna who is respected and honored by her people Celeste, we all know how the pack members treat you and you still endangered your life without thinking twice" she shakes her head in disapproval."You should had left them to fend for themselves, they were 4 shewolfs, they could have easily man