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Hard To Say Goodbye
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Cause Of My Euphoria I Am Broken
It's been a week since Syanja left. Jung-Hoon was sitting in his office while his eyes were fixed on his laptop screen. He didn't know why but he had this weird feeling of emptiness."I miss you Syanja." He muttered softly as he leaned back in his chair.He closed the lid of his laptop and took a deep breath. His phone vibrated against the desk, breaking him out of his trance."Miss you too." came a text from Syanja.He smiled to himself as he opened the text and read the message again."She knows me well." Jung thought to himself. "Of course, I know you well." He chuckled as he got another message from Syanja. "No one has known me as you do."He felt like a teenager getting flustered over their crush and it made him smile even more. He quickly typed out another text before putting away his phone.''Video call?" he wrote out and sent it to her. He waited for her answer. "Okay, after an hour," she replied.Jung-Hoon sighed and smiled before taking his car keys and leaving the office. H
Last Updated : 2022-06-21Cause Of My Euphoria Regret
"You didn't tell Syanja about it?" Mr. Seok said to Mrs. Seok. "She will never agree with it." Mrs. Seok answered while glancing down. "I am her father and I want her to marry with my friend's son." He said in a harsh tone."Syanja wants to focus on her career. She is twenty-three, Honey." Mrs. Seok responded. She did not like this attitude of his. "I know what's good for her or what's not, and that's why we called her here, right?" He said.Mrs. Seok sighed, then walked away. He was a stubborn man.Syanja was standing behind the couch in the living room, watching some video when a familiar voice was heard. "Hi, honey. You're here already. How was your day?" asked Mrs. Seok from behind."Great actually! She smiled at her mother."Are you okay, mom?" she asked, concerned as she saw her mother had red eyes. "Don't worry, honey. Just got emotional when dad talked." Mrs. Seok answered while giving her an embrace. "Is it because he was upset about us?" she asked, concerned. Mrs. Seok shook
Last Updated : 2022-06-22Cause Of My Euphoria Nothing Without You
"So, you are missing her? Don't you?" A blonde girl said while sipping her drink. Jung-Hoon let out a sigh and shifted his attention to her. "Yes," he answered simply. The blonde rolled her eyes at him but didn't say anything else as the bartender handed her her drink before walking away. "One day she will break your heart." She said out of jealousy. Jung-Hoon chuckled. "No, she won't." he said. The girl's eyes narrowed. "You're wrong." She challenged me. "How sure are you?" He raised an eyebrow. "Because I know her more than anyone else in this room. She cares too much for you not to fall in love with someone eventually." she replied matter of factly. Jung-Hoon sighed again. "How do you know her?" he asked.The girl shrugged. "I'm her best friend. I've known her since middle school. I don't know how, but we got along like two peas in a pod when we were younger." she explained. "Syanja never told me about you." Jungkook added curiously."She doesn't really want people to know about
Last Updated : 2022-06-22Cause Of My Euphoria I Catch You If You Fall
Only machine sounds echoed all over the hospital room. Syanja's head rested on Jung-Hoon's hand, which she was gripping. He was lying on the bed, still unconscious. The doctor told her that he lost a lot of blood and his organs will need time to recover before returning to normal. She felt her eyes watering with sadness, her chest hurt just thinking about what had happened. What if they lose him? She didn't know whether she could handle it.The thought of losing the love of her life again caused fresh tears to roll down her cheeks as she sat next to his bed. She leaned closer to him, as if doing so would make him wake up. It made her even sadder than seeing him like this.After a few moments, Jung-Hoon moved his finger slowly in an attempt to wake up. This got her attention as she looked at her love, who tried to say something but only managed a small groan. She gently placed her hand in front of his face and caressed it softly."Hey you're awake, '' she mumbled in a voice barely abo
Last Updated : 2022-06-22Cause Of My Euphoria Weak To Strong
"Why is she so clingy to him?" Syanja gritted her teeth as she tightened grip on knife while cuting apple. "Relax Syanja." Lara said with a nervous face. Jung-Hoon was smilling at the nurse who was checking him up. "Look how is he smiling at her. He has no right to have that smile." Syanja muttered angrily, stabbing her knife into the apple and making it drop down to the ground. "Calm down Syanja or I am taking this away from you!" Lara threatened her while putting the apples in the basket. Syanja sighed and looked down at her feet sadly. She didn't know why she felt so jealous. "Are you perhaps to feel jealous?" Lara asked curiously looking at Syanja's eyes who were looking downwards. "Maybe. Maybe not... I don't know." She said slowly. Lara nodded her head understandingly as she was also confused as well.They both stood there silent for some time before they heard someone clearing their throat. "Is everything alright here my little princess?" Mr. Jeong smiled at Syanja. "Yeah." S
Last Updated : 2022-06-22Cause Of My Euphoria Trust Or Not?
Hyun-Tae was working but his mind was still stuck on Ji-Sui. "Why I am feeling bad for her?" He muttered in thought. "It is not my business where she goes and live." He shook his head trying to clear his thoughts. He then took a sip of tea thinking about her pregnancy. He couldn't help but feel sorry for her."But she is pregnant." He mumbled. Then suddenly he realized something. "What exactly happened between her and Tae-Min?" He wondered. "I should talk to U-Ram and Seo-Jin and they will give me good advice." He thought as he left the office and made his way towards the restaurant.~Seo-Jin sat while panting heavily and looked at U-Ram and Hyun-Tae. "Why did you call me?" He asked, catching his breath."Because we need your advice." Said U-Ram. "And we need it NOW." Added Hyun-Tae, sitting opposite the two."Alright, let's hear what's wrong." He said, taking a deep breath again."Firstly, do you still remember Ji-Sui?" Hyun-Tae asked."How would I not know her? She is your fake wi
Last Updated : 2022-06-23Cause Of My Euphoria Start All Over Again
"You think I am gonna believe you after what you have done." Syanja stood up angrily."Wait! Okay, see this." He took his mobile out of his pocket and showed a picture of Jung-Hoon and a blonde girl.Syanja frowned seeing the unexpected picture. "Look how close are they." His tone was bitter.Syanja tightened the grip on the phone and glare at Hyung-Shi. "That does not matter to me." She said angerily. "What do you mean? you left me because I used to hangout with girls why not him?" She smirked. "You used to making out with other girls. Jung-Hoon is way different than you." The last sentence she whispered."And about that?" Syanja glanced at mobile screen and smashed it on the floor harder catching everyone's attention.Syanja glared at him and raised her hand. "Don't talk nonsense. I have nothing more to say to you." with that she left him all alone and embarrassed.Hyung-Shi sat there stunned and confused by what just happened. What he didn't expect was for Syanja to actually react
Last Updated : 2022-06-24Cause Of My Euphoria Affection
"And what about Syanja are you over?" Hyun-Tae smiled and shook his head. "I will never over on her. She is the one but I want to start a new life as well." He sighed softly. "Let's go home it's late." Hi-Jim said. As they approached their car, they saw someone in front of it. "Hello there!" A man with a bright smile and brown hair came out from nowhere to greet them. "Hey Hyung-Shi!" The twins answered. "What are you doing here?" Hyun-Tae asked confused. "I was going back home." He explained. "Oh okay." Ho-Jim smiled and they hopped into their car. "See you later." They waved and drove off. The man who was now standing there smiled and waited for them to be gone. As soon as they were, he turned around and walked back inside the park.~*~*~*~*~*Syanja groaned as sunrays hit her face. She sat at the couch and stretched her arms. "You up?" She smiled as she heard Jung-Hoon voice.She nodded slowly. "How are you feeling now?" She looked at him."Fine." He smiled. "Good." Her deep ras
Last Updated : 2022-06-24
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Cause Of My Euphoria I'm Not Scared Anymore
Hyun-Tae and Ho-Jim looked at each other and nodded their heads. "You go to the police station. I am going to Hyung-Shi." Ho-Jim nodded his head again as they headed out of the mansion. "Hyun-Tae, be careful." Ho-Jim said, looking at him. "Don't worry, this is the last time we are going to do things like this. After that we'll be free and happy." He replied confidently as he walked to the car. "We're gonna find a solution, I promise." Ho-Jim smiled and hopped in the car before taking a last glance at Hyun-Tae.~Hyung-Shi looked at Ji-Sui and smirked. "You are so under control of me. No wonder why my brother loved to treat you like this." He teased her while placing a gentle kiss on her neck. "Y-you are disgusting, don't touch me." She murmured and pushed him away a little harshly, making him stumble over the couch, making him lose balance as he tried to regain his footing, but he ended up falling on the floor. "HOW DARE YOU TO PUSH ME?" He yelled angrily while glaring at her as she g
Cause Of My Euphoria We Are One
Syanja looked back and immediately ran to Jung-Hoon, she hugged him tightly while breathing heavily. "Thank God, you are here. I was so scared. Someone was following me." She said while hugging him. He patted her hair, whispering comforting words to calm her down.Then she stepped back and looked him directly into his eyes. "Where is Seo-Jin?" She whispered anxiously looking around. Jung-Hoon looked at her and bit his lip. "He is coming with everyone except Hyun-Tae." He answered. She nodded her head. "Can we go inside, I'm not comfortable here." She said, making Jung-Hoon nod his head.~Syanja looked at them, they all were sitting in the living room, stunned to speak that was happening once again. "I know why he wants to meet me. He is not over yet." Syanja told them and got up. "Should I go or ignore? If I don't listen to him he'll surely hurt some of us." She asked and all of them exchanged glances, not daring to answer.U-Ram sighed and patted Jung-Hoon's hand, Jung-Hoon looked a
Cause Of My Euphoria The Fear
Hyun-Tae threw the vase on the floor in rage, Syanja immediately ran to him and tried to hold his hand. "Apa." Tae-Ji whispered and covered her face with her hands. "Ho-Jim, can you please take her out. Let me talk to Hyun-Tae." Syanja told Ho-Jim who nodded his head and took Tae-Ji out of their room. Once they were gone Syanja went straight to her husband holding his hand. "Relax, you scared Tae-Ji." She said, trying to calm him down. He huffed, not letting her calm himself. "She was with him all the time? Why did Ji-Sui do this to me and Tae-Ji?" He asked in a low angry tone. "Hyun-Tae, we don't know what is going on. Look, as much as I know Hyung-Shi, he is up to something." She stated in a serious way making Hyun-Tae slightly calmed down."Did he hurt her? Is she ok?" He asked worriedly. "Hyun-Tae, we don't have proof yet but, we'll find the way right?" She said softly stroking his hair. "We'll get her back." She added kissing his temple. "And we're going to find everything." She
Cause Of My Euphoria Don't Give Up On Me
Syanja placed her hands on the railing and heaved a deep breath. "Here, drink it." Hyun-Tae smiled while giving her a glass of water. "I am fine Hyun-Tae, you are working too much about it." She whispered trying to get rid of Hyun-Tae worry. "Syanja, I want you to talk to Jung-Hoon. Don't take me wrong just hear him out for once." She sighed but nodded her head anyways.~Ho-Jim looked at Jung-Hoon annoyed, he was drinking again. "I said stop drinking and you're gonna kill yourself one day!" he scolded him. "Hyung, am I that bad?" Jung-Hoon asked, wiping his tears away. "Jung-Hoon, you are not bad. Don't say that." Ho said grabbing a bottle of liquor from the table. "But what if I am?" He asked pouring himself some more liquor and gulping it down in one gulp. "Don't think about it too much okay." Ho-Jim said grabbing the bottle from his hands. "You're my brother, and I don't wanna lose you again." Ho-Jim said and sighed. "Jung-Hoon, Syanja loves you and I know she always will. She is
Cause Of My Euphoria Everything Is Gone
At Hyun-Tae's Mansion.Everyone gathered in to the living room before leaving for the party. Syanja smiled at Tae-Ji softly while Hyun-Tae smile at her. He couldn't hide his feelings anymore; he loved Syanja. He didn't care about what anyone thinks of him, he loved her and only her. "Let's go, Hyun-Tae." Ho-Jim said while catching his attention. "I am happy finally I can go with you." Tae-Ji said, clapping her hands. "Let's go or else we'll be late." Syanja nodded her head and patted Tae-Ji's head.~Soon Jung-Hoon arrived at the venue along with U-Ram, Seo-Jin and Ji-Ho. He get off the car and at the same time Syanja's car stopped in front of his. He saw Syanja getting out of her car along with Syanja's daughter, Tae-Ji. His face lit up as soon as he saw Syanja and Tae-Ji.Soon Hyun-Tae came out of the car and placed his hand on Syanja's waist catching her off guard. She looked at him confused but her all questions vanished as she saw them coming towards her. "Hyungs." Hyun-Tae said
Cause Of My Euphoria The Challenge
Entering the conference room Syanja heaved a deep breath. "You can face it Syanja, you are not weak anymore." She encouraged herself because twisting the door knob. As soon as she entered the hall her eyes landed on Jung-Hoon who was staring at her. "I am sorry for making you all wait." She bowed at them in apologize and made her way to seat. "It is totally fine, Mrs. Vim." Mr. Kang smiled at her making her nod."As we all here I guess we should start the meeting now." Mr. Kang suggested. "So Mrs. Vim, as I asked to work with Mr. Jeon's with this project and showed me some ideas, are you ready?" He asked her making her gulp nervously."Yes I am sir." She replied nervously."Mrs. Vim, would you explain the situation to the others?" He continued asking, making her nod. "Okay." She stood up and walked to the screen. "Good morning everyone, I won't take your much time to explain my project but, I want your full attention please." She started explaining, making everyone's focus shifted tow
Cause Of My Euphoria Little do you know
At Jung-Hoon's study room.Jungkook took a glance at the clock and sighed. "It's already late. I should take a rest now. "Said Jung-Hoon before standing up and leaving the study room.As he entered his bedroom Jung-Hoon smiled a little, remembering old memories of him and Syanja. "Why can't life be this easy for everybody?" He murmured to himself as he lay down on his bed and closed his eyes. He hoped that everything would be fine and normal again for them in the future.~At Hyun-Tae's bedroom.Hyun-Tae shifted his position and frown a little when he didn't feel Syanja presence. "Syanja?" He called but didn't receive an answer. He climbed out of the bed and searched around the room, opening the terrace door. "Syanja?" He called once again making her look back. "Oh, you awake." She said as she spotted him coming inside. "Didn't you sleep?" He asked looking concerned. "Not really, sorry if I woke you." She apologized and leaned against the railing, staring at him. "It is quite cold her
Cause Of My Euphoria Selfless
Morning At Vim Mansion,Syanja shifted her position when the sun rays hit on her face. Her eyes squished when she felt a sharp pain in her head. She moaned in pain causing Hyun-Tae to worried about her. He immediately went to her. "Hey, what's wrong?" He asked, stroking her forehead soothingly. "Headache." She mumbled while closing her eyes. Hyun-Tae frowned upon seeing her face and frowned even more when he noticed she was shivering slightly. He placed his hand on her forehead. "You are having a fever Syanja." He murmured. Syanja opened her eyes and saw he was staring at her worriedly. "Is it bad?" She whispered worriedly. "Yes, it is." He replied. "What do I do?" She asked him desperately. Hyun-Tae shook his head."You will be alright." He reassured her and kissed her forehead, taking his hand from her forehead. "Get some rest." He said and got up leaving the room.Syanja sighed deeply, her heart beating fast from anxiety. 'This wasn't supposed to happen.' She realized, her chest hu
Cause Of My Euphoria It's Paining
Jung-Hoon, he hated when she ignored him. He grabbed her hand harshly, causing her to flinch and trapped her between his arms and kitchen counter. Syanja tried to free herself but he was holding onto her tighter. "Just tell me what has changed you so suddenly to act like that?" He growled as anger started showing.Syanja stayed silent and stared angrily at him, he smirked at seeing her angry reaction. Her eyes darkened as she glared at him. She knows she won't win against him, she knows he can overpower her easily. He sighed and removed one of his arms to touch her face gently. His thumb caressing her cheek. "Stop acting like this, Syanja." He said softly. Syanja scoffed. "Like what?" She raised her voice at him. "You are ignoring me, you don't even try to understand me." He said angrily, making Syanja widen her eyes and look at him confused. She never expected him to say this.Her heart started to race and sweat formed in her forehead. Why did he say these things? "Jung Hoon...I don'
