Sarah povI should say no, despite all the filthy thoughts that run through my mind. Don't get me wrong, I like Lazarus, and I think I could trust him, but once we go too far, there's no saying how it'd end. On the other hand, the heat... If I sleep with someone now, before it's too late, I could be able to control myself instead of jumping someone's bones once it hits in. Plus, he's considerate, gentle, and everything I wouldn't have thought this man to be. He kisses me passionately, but nothing he does feels forced. Lazarus is testing the water, checking if it's safe before diving in headfirst. Is this his unique way of checking on me, of making sure I give him my consent? If that's so, I'm glad he's doing this instead of imposing his dominance on me and taking whatever he wants without thinking about it for a second. I want him, but I'm scared my 'yes' might turn into regret. Hell, even the Alpha who kisses me might regret what we did once the deed is done and desire no longer
Lazarus pov"You sure you want a show? Sit down." Sarah moans out, and fuck it, her voice alone does things to my body. This woman could fuck me with nothing but words, and I wouldn't dare to complain about a single thing she does. Maybe a little too stiff, but I nod and grab the chair from the far corner of my bedroom, pull it into the middle of the room and sit down. It takes a few tries to adjust my hard-on until I'm comfortable enough to sit, but it's worth it when a bright smile spreads across her lips. I've experienced many different things, but I've never been as willing for foreplay as this one, let alone asked for it. My eyes follow Sarah as her hands squeeze her breasts right over my T-shirt. Have I mentioned how goddamn sexy and irresistible she looks in that T-shirt? I can't take my eyes off her, as if her movements are hypnotising me. Her hands let go of her breasts and slowly slide down to her hips. Damn, I want to grab them, to hold onto them while I make her feel
Lazarus povBeing humiliated because of my own fault is the last thing I want to experience, but I'm pretty damn fucking close to that moment. As Sarah starts bobbing her head, slowly taking me in, and then just as agonisingly releasing the pressure, I think I've reached cloud nine and the depths of hell at the same time. Don't get me wrong, I knew there was something special about her mouth, but damn, I didn't expect this. The way she sucks in her cheeks at the perfect moment, the way her tongue circles the tip of my cock, and the way she presses her teeth against my length at the perfect moments is the ultimate scenario for euphoria. I run my hand through her hair and grip it right as she looks up at me and forces my cock down her throat. "Fucking hell, kitten," I hiss, pulling at her hair. Sarah releases my cock with a loud pop and wipes the corner of her mouth, grinning. "Was it too much?" She sounds so damn innocent. I'd believe her show if only not for the stunt she just pul
Lenox povIf Luka thinks mom's and dad's sudden arrival shook him, then my poor brother has another thing coming his way. God, I can't wait to see the look on his face when he learns that uncle Dom and Vlad will be joining us. I'm not sure if Ryder would come along since he and mom had an argument of some sort. You see, our mother was, and I'm pretty sure she still is a promiscuous little thing. Let us be clear about this: I'd never judge her for that; quite the opposite. Our mother is living proof that there's nothing wrong with women who embrace their sexuality and enjoy their lives to the fullest. As for her example- she has four partners, but our father is the Alpha of all Alphas in their relationship.Just because of this small detail, our family isn't as tiny as others that consist of kids and parents. There's our mother Seth, our father Luciano, and then there are three uncles that Laz calls pops- Dominic, Vlad and Ryder. No wonder they keep emphasising that apples don't fa
Luka povAs grateful as I am for Dominic distracting Lenox and getting the embodiment of mayhem off our shoulders, I can't say that sitting in a room with my parents is suddenly any less uncomfortable.The two of them are impossible. We're thirty, and now, they've decided to create another child. It's none of my business, of course, and shifters don't age as fast as humans but come on. Aren't three troublemakers enough?They're amazing parents, the absolute best, but I know my mother. Sooner or later, she'll call for us to help them out with the baby or, God forbid, with the babies. It's time for me to settle down and think of a family instead of taking care of my siblings. The same goes for my brothers. The two crazies will want to have families and children.Wow, this mess is getting crazier by the second. I can't imagine having children at the same time my mother is giving birth to my sibling. Becoming a grandmother and a mother at the same time. I sigh, walk back to my seat and
Sarah pov And here I was, thinking I'd give Lazarus the blowjob of his lifetime, and he'd rearrange my guts just like I want him to. But no, the asshole has something else in mind for me. Not only did he pull some magical ropes out of his bed, and I mean- how the hell do you even get them in there in the first place, but he also tied me up and decided to have his fun with me. I squirm under his touch. Lazarus' breath on my sex makes me feel as needy as never- I want, no, I need to feel him buried deep inside me. Just the thought of what this man could do to me drives me insane. I feel myself dripping with desire while this god of a man does nothing but look at my miserable state. There are a few blows against my skin here and there, but that's all. I didn't know what to expect from him, but torture was definitely not one of the things I'd ask for. Besides, he was the one who wanted to drag things out; I never said I wanted anything like that. Just when I'm ready to admit tha
Lazarus povThe look on her face as soon as I mention the word daddy is priceless. I know I may be too straightforward, but I prefer to express my thoughts rather than keep them to myself. I do find pleasure in being addressed as someone's daddy. Honestly, I'm pretty sure I'm into the kink. Perhaps even too deep. I enjoy dominating my women in the bedroom, but I also love taking care of them in all other areas of life, so yes, I'm sure I'm a daddy dom. "Breathe, kitten, don't forget to breathe," I whisper, and she instantly sucks in a sharp breath. Sarah's cheeks burn bright red as she places her hands on my chest and bites her lower lip. I position myself between her legs, grab her wrists and pin her hands above her head. "Would you look at this; it seems you're at my mercy now," I grin.Based on what I know about Sarah, I expect a sarcastic remark, but nothing could prepare me for her following words: "Get a damn condom and fuck me into a coma if you want to live another day. I
Luka povI'm a mess. A bundle of nerves and tension, but all my beloved brother does is grin and keep his mouth shut. Isn't that ironic? For once, he's silent, and so it happens that Lenox has chosen silence when all I need is for him to run his mouth. I raise an eyebrow, just barely holding onto the last remnants of my patience. This guy should better start talking, or I don't bear responsibility for what's going to happen to him. Lenox takes a deep breath and shakes his head, "Listen, Luka, I don't want to alarm you, but I think you should know this..." He pauses and places a hand over his chest as if about to announce the news of someone's death. "Brother, dearest, I suspect something crawled up your ass while you were sleeping. Don't freak out right away, but I suspect it died there." I stare at him dumbfounded. Why did I assume Lenox would have anything serious to share with me? Obviously, he knows something, details I'd like to find out without him putting on a whole show, b
Sarah pov I gulp as I scan the faces of the men in my room. A part of me wants to have Seth by my side, but she’s too good to stick around now. The thing I mentioned earlier, the possibility of terminating the pregnancy- it was my idea. I spoke about it and Seth just held my hand and said she would support me regardless of what I do. I saw the tears and pain in her eyes, I saw how much against the idea she was, but being the amazing woman she is, Seth stood by my side. And she would now too, but this time, I need to listen to the men who love me and make the decision with them. Only them. My mind races, thousands of thoughts run through the deepest parts, and each scream something new. Should we know what’s hiding inside our baby? Sure, the possibility of it being evil is small, but even a good being wouldn’t take over a body that isn’t born yet without a reason. Than said it himself, the holy beings come here to stop the evil deeds and this situation is too grand for him t
Sarah pov It’s not so much that Than makes me nervous, because he sure as hell does, it’s more his words that leave me speechless. He’s implying that whatever is living inside my body must be someone who’s sent for a greater good. There’s no saying if he could be right or if he’s tricking me, but the look on his face doesn’t resemble someone who’s coming here to play games. Besides, technically, he has no reason to fool me. His daughter lives inside Lenox, he has an obvious attraction toward Seth, and so far, he has proven himself to be worthy. Maybe he’s the one person I should listen to? “Okay, so what do we do next?” I ask, probably sounding a bit too uneasy. Not that he could blame me given that the past events keep piling up and the entire family seems to lack time to deal with the issues. “Nothing. We wait,” Than leans back in his seat as the tension finally leaves his features. At this point, as confused as I am, maybe he is right. Perhaps sitting back and waiti
Luka pov Lazarus stares at dad with the same confused, shocked, and wide-eyed expression as I do, but as it seems, it’ll take a while for my brother to come back to his senses. Possibly even too long, so this time, I have to step up and give him a break. Turning my full attention to dad, I clear my throat and slightly tilt my head as I speak, “Whatever is your idea about this situation, you can’t blame us. The last time we were with Lenox, he promised to follow us in a bit. We talked to Sarah and just left the room, and as you might have noticed, both of us kept glancing around. We were looking out for Lenox and decided to wait for him here.” Now, dad’s facial expression mimics ours, and all of us look like a bunch of very confused idiots. “That means you didn’t give Lenox a damn blessing to go there?” Dad turns his attention back to Lazarus. My brother shakes his head, still somewhat shocked, yet slowly regaining his senses. I have no idea what dad is thinking right now, but no
Sarah pov“You have to be kidding me,” I groan as I close my eyes and try to grab control over my emotions and senses. In all honesty, I’m a bit over everyone telling me what I’m supposed to do. No, perhaps not even just a bit- a lot, damn it. One person comes in here to tell me it’s better to do this, and the other arrives to tell me the complete opposite. How am I to make the right decision if everyone seems so indulged in my life that they need to make the decisions for me, or even try to shift my judgement?Isn’t this the one matter that I should discuss with my partners and come up with the best thing to do for our future? Yes, I already made the mistake of thinking that I had all the right to make this choice on my own, but thank God, Lazarus opened my eyes and reminded me it’s as much my decision as it is his brother’s. But now, there’s a demon sitting next to my bed and claiming I can’t even think about the termination. Does he have any idea who resides in my baby? What if
Lenox pov“Holy fucking sticks and bricks, let me shit myself while you’re acting all mysterious and dangerous, why don’t you? Come on, tell me and I promise I won’t steal shit here,” I grin at the blob and hide my hand behind my back to cross my fingers. For as long as I keep them crossed, no one can claim I lied. Alright, I’m lying, I still fully intend to steal something, but the creature doesn’t need to know. “Follow me, but for those answers, keep in mind that everyone pays a price,” she whispers as if she’s trying to make a fucking deal with me now. What the hell is even happening? I promised mom I wouldn’t make a deal with the devil and this thing before me looks like I imagine a devil would. I want the heart, but the price? Yeah, for as long as I don’t know what it is, I’m not that keen to exchange my left nut for the heart. I need my left nut. Panic seizes me as images of this, whatever it really is, ehem, woman, grabbing my nut, runs through my mind. I quickly lift the
Sarah pov “He’s right,” I let out a long, shaky breath as I admit the one thing I wish I wouldn’t have to admit out loud. Lazarus might have reacted to my words in a way I didn’t expect him to, but at least, he didn’t shy away from telling me everything he thinks of the decision I’m trying to make. Regardless of the circumstances and setting, I can’t make the choice on my own because Lenox is present. Often, women have to carry the burden of life-changing choices on their own simply because they are alone. But I’m not. And I know that I won’t be even if I pressure the matter and the choice, I thought was the right one. But what if it’s not? What if Lazarus is right in more ways than I can think of? What if the next time Lenox and I try for a baby, we have to face the same situation as now? I know, we don’t have much time to make the decision, but we also don’t know how dangerous the thing is that’s taking over my baby. “What do you mean?” Seth asks, concern crossing her fea
Lenox pov~If you do this, I will never forgive you,~ As snarls at me as I hop through the shadowy, eerie-looking forest. Shit, this place feels like home. I could totally see myself living here, building a small cabin and all that nonsense. While As keeps fuming, I stop to take in the scenery and enjoy the silence surrounding me. The tree branches look like they’re ready to grab my body and gut me on the spot. How hot is that? I can almost imagine how I could take one of those fucking vile-looking branches and make myself a new, exclusive spoon. Maybe that thing could have a mind of its own and attack people on my commands?Once I’m done with my task, I might grab a souvenir on my way out of here. While my mind wanders to beautiful possibilities, As can’t seem to shut the fuck up, so I snap at her. “Because I should forgive you for nearly killing my brother, huh? Real smooth, Miss As, real fucking fantastic ants farm smooth.” She scoffs. ~You forgot who keeps you alive.~ Yeah,
Lazarus pov“Kill the baby?” The question leaves my lips before I can stop it. I didn’t intend to be so straightforward or come across as a complete asshole, but sometimes, even if I try my darndest, I can’t stop myself from saying some things. All eyes in the room focus on me. I guess saying something in the lines as Sarah did, the fancy wording of termination and all, seems more humane than the actual truth. All things aside, that’s exactly what she’s saying. She is planning to kill the baby. I raise my hands and shake my head. “We need to discuss this. All of us. Just think of the possible consequences and the reaction Lenox will have to these news. Like it or not, he’s the biological father of that child, and he has a say too. Yes, it’s your body and your choice, but thus far, I haven’t heard anything from you that implied that you didn’t want this baby. In fact, you appear to be rather happy about the possibility of becoming a mother.”Everyone in the room sits silent. Sarah
Luka povWhen Laz and I step into Sarah’s hospital room, she’s already wide awake, grinning at our mom. My heart skips a beat at the sight before us. Not only the adoration in the eyes of the women I love the most but I’m taken aback by how much at ease Sarah appears. Her cheeks are slightly flushed, so I assume they were sharing some secrets or spent the time laughing at their weird jokes. However, despite the cheerful energy that surrounds them, I can’t help but feel a little suspicious. As they smile at us, I notice how the smiles don’t reach their eyes and it’s all the confirmation I need to accept that something’s wrong. Not only wrong but they’re also trying to hide it from us. Whatever it is, I’ll figure it out sooner or later, because just like Sarah said- if we want this to work, we must remember how important communication is. Sucking in a deep breath, I brace myself for the possible backlash but still go with the initial plan and dive right in, “What’s wrong?”Sarah a