BLANCHE has always wondered why people are afraid to lose someone they love. Why losing someone brings people pain; heartache? On top of that, why people are afraid of letting go of someone they valued the most? Perhaps, it is because people are afraid to experience despair.
It has been their routine; lose someone and in return, they’ll meet someone much better than the other one. But who knows? Blanche's life has always been a rollercoaster ride for her. She could not even think of any reason as to why she was being treated like this - had she been a sinful individual in her past life? That, she doesn't know.
It was in the middle of December, the surrounding was covered with a pile of snow - migratory birds have left towards the south, tree branches are already blanketed with dense snow. People wear sweaters and gloves to evade the coldness that it carries. The wind was striking real forcefully that you can hear its whistle; those whistles that almost give you a deafening tone. The sky was overfilled with darkness and stars were nowhere to be found. Those signs - a snowstorm was coming.
“It’s turning a bit colder this time than earlier,” snapped Aerith, who’s wearing a thick coat, her neck was wrapped with a scarf.
“Indeed,” Blanche said, parting her window's thick curtain as she stared blankly at the outside. Blanche who's wearing a white thick hoodie jacket, topped with a black overcoat, leans on the side of the window as she runs her fingers on her hair before she crossed her arms on her chest.
“The higher staff briefed me that there will be an extremely particular guest who’s coming later today. I wonder who that person was,” said Aerith, more particularly talking to herself than to Blanche. Her point finger was on her chin, making her look serious.
“Maybe some of those influential people,” Blanche blurt out as she shrugged, closing her eyes.
Blood. Everything was full of blood. Oozing from someone’s body. Bang! A ringing sound of a sniper gun echoed in every corner. And most of all, blood. Metallic smell, red liquid substance. Blood! Every sight, every corner, was screaming out the word blood.
Blanche opened her eyes and swept her sweat away from her forehead. Every time she closes her eyes, blood was the first thing she can see. “It’s been a while since the last time I had a mission. Don’t you have another mission for me?” She asked the latter, trying to ease herself from the uneasiness that has been eating her inside.
Aerith took a step towards her and wrapped her arms around Blanche’s waist. “Blanche, I know you missed acting as Blue, but bear with me if I am not giving you a hard time mission these past few days. I can’t let you enter those kinds of missions, not now that I know that you’re not fine. I can’t risk your life, you’re still my sister. And I am also frightened that you can’t still do it. Your last mission was a failure - you almost got yourself slaughtered. And I don’t want that to occur again.”
That mission, remembering the scenario makes her scoff. It was over a week or so - she can barely remember. She was dealing with a high-rank drug syndicate. Her mission was to kill their head. She was almost able to shoot her target to death but before she could do it perfectly, there this woman, oozing with beauty, arrived. Blanche’s full attention drew to her causing her to aim accidentally. That was when she just realize what happened. On her first shoot, she missed the target because of her, being a human, and being mesmerized by the said Goddess. The goons find out where she was hiding so they aimed fire at her.
She got hit on the upper back part of her shoulder, in her thigh, and on the other parts of her body. Bruises and scars were plastered on her arms and face. She lose some blood because of what happened, good thing Aerith came to rescue her because if not, she was sure that they were hella having their lamentation for her that day.
Blanche smirked at the thought of being killed by those bastard syndicates. Makes her want to kill and torment all of them.
“I know that smirk, Blue. Stop what you’re thinking,” Aerith said with authority.
“You called me Blue, Aerith. You never call me that name when we weren’t on the mission. Why is that?” Blanche asked, curiously as she squint her eyes.
“You’re acting like her,” Aerith blurt out, shrugging. “I hate the guts and wit of Blue. She was selfish that she barely think of others. But my sister, Blanche was the opposite.”
“I’m better off with Blue than Blanche. Blue was a dangerous femme, cold-hearted, not afraid of anything, cool and such. While Blanche was caring. She cares for everyone that she scarcely cares for herself,” she said, tapping the other’s shoulder as she dismiss Aerith’s hands from her waist. “Now, now, Blue and Blanche is a perfect combination. A touch of dangerous femme and a touch of caring girlfriend.”
“Burglar!” Aerith screamed as she saw Blanche winking at her.
They were in the middle of that scenario when someone call for their attention. It was perhaps the General. It says that they need to go to their Conference Room for they have an urgent discussion that needed to be tackled. Both of them nodded and they make their way towards the said room, clueless about what will be their discussion is - sometimes, the General is full of secrecy, they'll never know what's ahead of them; what awaits them. All of the military agents were there - sitting in front of a long table as some of them were busy settling microphones on the table. They even used a projector for the slideshow presentation. Both Blanche and Aerith had no idea what was going on. All they knew is that they have a visitor and an urgent meeting, that’s all - nothing more, nothing less.
“Hey,” Blanche taps one of her colleague’s shoulders, getting attention from that person. “Any idea on what was going on?” she asked, her pointer finger was placed under her chin.
“Recruit,” replied the other. “The General said that we have a recruit. You know, newly graduated scouts and such. Well, at least that’s what I’ve known,” shrugging her shoulder as she excuse herself and continue what she was doing earlier before Blanche bolted in and asked her.
Recruit, huh? Blanche smirked as she shrugged her shoulder and seated on the left side of the General. The General noticed Blanche's presence which made him clasps his hands.
“So how was your wounded shoulder, Agent Blue? Hope it’s not that critical as I thought,” the General said, leaning on his swivel chair, hands are still clasped together; looking at the girl with a sly smile. Blanche smiled before answering, “It was nothing compared to those wounds I got when I was still on my training a few years ago, General.”
“You’re an outstanding agent, sniper, assassin, and such, you’ve got it all. Hope you don’t mind that I am putting everything on your shoulder,” the General reach out to Blanche and hardly pressed the girl's wounded shoulder; Blanche can feel the pressure of the General's grip on her shoulder, she can even feel that blood oozes on the bandage wrapping her wounded body part.
Blanche suppress the pain she felt from how the General pressed his hands on her shoulder. It was like challenging her to suppress the pain she was feeling for as long as she can. Fresh wound, fresh blood, freshly stitched by their medical team. "Seems like you're enjoying pressing it up, General. Do you want it to bleed?" Blanche smirked, trying to endure the pain she was groping due to the General's grip.
“Since you’ve been pressing your Goddamn hands on my wounded shoulder, General, does it even satisfy yourself? I know how you love seeing me in deep pain because I know I brought you a deep pain too back when I was just starting, back when I was a trainee,” she added as a sly smile formed on the girl’s lips, more likely teasing the General. The latter laughed, shoulder shaking for he was trying to subdue his precious laughter.
IT WAS seven years ago when Blanche accidentally shot the General’s shoulder. It was perhaps a pure accident but hell no! The General does it on purpose - he provokes the girl to do it, to test how brave Blanche was. And he’s right. Blanche was too brave to shoot him straight on his shoulder - the girl did not even hesitate to shoot him, but what amazed him to see is the fact that Blanche's aura changed every time she holds a gun; every time she has a chance to kill - she's a real terror to anyone. “Now that you’ve mentioned it, do you know how brave you are back then, Blue? You scared me to death.”
Blanche and the General laugh as they both remember those training sessions they had. The General was indeed, Aerith’s dad - there's no denying it.
“Wow, you both having a good time without me?” Aerith said pouting as she sat on the right side of the General. “Already heard that we have a recruit, aight?” Intrigued, Aerith lean forward to the General while raising her brows.
“Well, about that. The higher administration wants to add some member to our large battalion,” said the General but Blanche was sure that it was not just that. She knew that the General was hiding something, something more important that only the higher administration and the General had the right to know. Secrecy, that’s what they called it.
She knew for a fact that both higher administration and the General would not add a recruit, especially when it was a new graduate scout if there is no war to be done. Agents, yes they were indeed agents - always in a mission, ready to die, and ready to be your foe.
“Guess we all have another mission to undergo, right General?” asked Blanche, coyly. She leans her back on the seat, calming herself as she becomes curious about all of these.
The General just shrugged his shoulder and did not bother to answer Blanche. I know you're hiding something, General. I need to know what that is. She carefully stretches her arms, leans backward, and sighs.
Aerith look around and she notice that everyone had gotten into their seats. The wooden door of the Conference Room suddenly open wide, revealing the said recruits. They were only five, all girls. All of the recruits don’t look familiar except for one in which both of them, Blanche and Aerith, look at each other and stared at the newly recruited. Blanche dropped her jaw as their eyes met. She has changed… perhaps a lot of change.
Their conference has started, Blanche is looking intently at the screen where the plans are being shared by their other comrades - the changes in their current station, the upcoming training for the recruits, the planned mission, and the whatnots. As she tries to focus, she can sense the drastic glance coming from someone located in front of her, seating on the second seat, beside Aerith. If looks could kill, she then must be dead by now. She smiles at the thought as she turns her gaze to the being. Their eyes met, she slyly smirks as the other rolled her eyes out of annoyance.
Minutes passed by and it was time for the recruits to take initiative on introducing themselves. Blanche listen to each of them, but when the time come that this being was about to introduce herself, Blanche excused herself. You shouldn't be here, you're not supposed to be here. Blanche repeatedly said to herself.
Her feet brings her to their barracks' balcony - it was now covered with snow. She could see nothing but the scenery rendered in clear white surroundings. The breezy air greeted her cheeks. Blanche sighed and a misty cloud of smoke comes out when she breathe - perhaps the temperature has dropped again.
"You should have acted like you're interested to see me," a voice behind her stated. Blanche turns her gaze towards the person behind her and chuckles. "Why do I need to fake myself? We both know that it's not so nice to meet you again," she responded.
"And why not? You're good at faking everything, anyway." The other shrugged. Blanche, on the other hand, raised her left brow out of confusion. "I beg you pardon?"
"Aren't you astound? I made it here," the other being said, full of herself. Blanche just sighs out of disbelief. "You have no idea what you've got yourself into, do you?"
"Well, as long as I've got myself in here, that's all that matters for now. And oh! Of course, I'll get the chance to kill you in any way I could."
THE PLACE that they visited was full of stuff. Guns, pistols, and rifles varied in their kind, magazine, and bullets. Target statues, swords, and the like. It was hell-ish. The sound of the metallic sharp objects echoed inside, and the yelp of those people can also be heard. It was a deadly challenge - at least for the recruit. Perhaps, it wouldn't be the military if their training would not involve any firing weapons. Training. It was two weeks since the recruit arrived and since that day, the General ordered them to conduct training, and when they say training, it is not about doing some exercise that will not make your body ache, it is the other way around. The training they undergo made those trainees yelp out loud - almost curse themselves as to why they are still living their lives like this. Punching hard things such as hollow blocks, carrying a sock full of sand, moving fast like a ninja, diving and staying for thirty minutes underwater, making traps and ammo, and
THE SKY was a mixture of black and orange, red-orange perhaps. The dawn just strike on land and early this time, Blanche and her battalion had just arrived at the said training ground, but for the latter, it was more likely a dumpsite. Blanche sees this place as a site of a human who was thrown to die. Blanche sighed as she tried to shrug off the thought of what she had seen earlier. She couldn't argue with herself as she was unsure if what she had seen was indeed accurate. Jeez, why am I being preoccupied with that silhouette of a being? I'm not even sure if that's her! She mumbles from inside. On the other hand, while the Captain is occupied with her previous memory of that someone, the recruits drop their bags on the snowy ground and look around, buzzing like bees can be heard. They can’t believe that they made it! Who wouldn’t be? After facing a snowstorm, staying in an igloo just to keep them warm and walking on a snowy path make them shiver to death. Most
THE SUN isn’t up yet, but Alexis already budged in inside the trainees’ room. “Wakey, wakey,” she said, hitting her stick on the metal bar of the bed. The trainees groan with astonishment. Who wouldn't be? Their commando bulged in in their room in the middle of their sleep! But they had no choice but to obey what the superior had commanded them. “Get ready for today’s training. Move faster, turtle buddies!” said Alexis as she leave the trainees’ room and budged in with the others, just like the others, they groan because of the surprise. But what do they even expect? Blanche leans on the porch, sipping on her cup as the steaming coffee touches her wounded lips. Aerith punch me real hard yesterday, she thought as she remember their sparring yesterday. It was their second sparring since they arrived here. She chuckles and shrugs as she reminisces what they've always done when they had enough time. “So the captain was up early,” Alexis tapped her sh
FIRE. The whole cabin was on fire! How does it happen? Nobody knows. Even Blanche who was now showering with her own sweat doesn’t know a single thing. All she knew is that when she came back after doing their mission, the whole cabin was on fire. “Good thing all the trainees are outside,” Son Hyun Ah said, heaving a deep breath. Blanche look around, one, two, three, four, wait--- how many was the recruit anyway? All she knew was she had five of them. What was the name of those five? The captain's trying to recognize their names and faces. “Wait! Have you seen Aracelli?” she inquired to others, worried about the other recruit. She glanced at the spot where they were resting but there was no Aracelli. She return her glance to the burning fire, the front part of it was now fuming like hell. She looked at Aerith who was currently wearing a breathing apparatus. “Aerith, may I borrow that?” she drew her attention to Aerith and then back to the cabin. She thought t
THE PAIN will make you yelp, whimper, and cry out loud. To torment, that was their work but it was like that the fate has reversed. The General didn’t see this coming, well at least he did not foresee this one to come this fast. A group of opponents entered their site without their knowledge. “How are you, General?” Agent Ghost inquired, walking towards the higher official. The fierce eyes of the girl meet the innocent yet bold look of the General. “I’m expecting you to be surprised,” she added while wearing a sweet smile. The agent is holding her M27 Infantry Automatic Rifle across her chest while looking intently at the General, alert that every moment, the General might fire at her. “You’re alive?” asked the General, a puzzled look can be traced on the officer's face. Perhaps the General could not believe his very eye. Here, standing in front of him, his previous officer. By the question asked by her former superior, the agent and her comrades could not he
THE MIDNIGHT air touches the being’s skin yet she was oblivious about it. Walking back and forth along the middle of this place calm herself. She haven’t slept for two days, worried about the higher officer. Aracelli pulled her hair out of frustration, biting her lower lips. “Seems like you’re still awake,” said a voice from nowhere. Taken aback, Aracelli slowly looks at her back to see nothing. “Who’s that?” she said, acting valiant. She heard a shaking of the bushes and just in front of her jumped a familiar figure. “Trainees are not allowed in here,” the guest’s voice gave a shiver in her spine, it was strange for Aracelli. “You should go inside and take a rest,” the guest added and try to walk away but Aracelli stopped her. “Please stop bypassing me,” she pleaded as she held Blanche’s left arm tightly. The latter did not bother to look in Aracelli’s way instead, Blanche fidget her arms just for Aracelli to let it go but to no avail. “What the fu
TIRING and nerve-racking, Aracelli’s chest was pounding up and down as she take a rest. Both hands are placed on her both knee, making it support. She hasn’t got enough slumber, again, and yet, here she is, doing some routine on her own this daybreak. “I can do this,” she kept on murmuring as sweat made its way to her cheeks from her forehead. “I can do this,” she repeated. Picking the swords up, she made her stance and shut her eyes. “Keep yourself alert. You need to protect yourself from now on, Aracelli. Don’t let yourself get in trouble again just like what happened in the past.” She said those words to herself, making her feel proud. She continues the drill until her dark past chases her. The place was haunted, from the little girl’s standpoint. Terrified as she was, the fugitive guffawed like a mad wicked witch that you can see in films. Quivering in distress, she moved closer to the wall, greeting the cold surface. Shattered glass was on the floor’s ca
THE STEAMING aroma of the freshly brewed coffee welcomed her, first thing in the morning. She rely on her couch as she took a sip on her cup, thinking of the past. It was never included in her plan to meet her wife, she just feel the need to. The girl has been diverted with everything except Blanche. But when Blanche interrupted her mind, she’ll go and check the being. She surely misses Blanche but she can do nothing about it. Sighing, she wipes away the tears on her cheeks. “I have been staying away from you for too long, I can do it all over again if that's the only way you can forget about me,” she utters as she shut her eyes. “Venus,” a baritone voice called for her name. “I’m glad that you’re awake,” the serious tone of her superior made her shiver. “What are you doing inside my room?” she weakly asked. “Where’s my wife?” she added, roaming her eyes around the room. The latter shrugged and gave her a sly smile, “Who knows? Maybe
A YEAR had passed for Blanche and her family, and during that time, she’d come to realize that building a family wasn’t as straightforward as the missions she had taken on in the past. Yet, despite the challenges, she saw it as a different kind of adventure—one she could cherish alongside the people she loved most. Shiobhan had just turned four last month and was now attending nursery school. Blanche and Venus shared the responsibility of caring for their daughter, and they were both incredibly hands-on. It didn’t have to be perfect, but they made sure to be present for every moment, big or small, ensuring that Shiobhan felt loved and supported every step of the way. More than anything, they had learned that it wasn’t about getting everything right all the time—it was about showing up, being there for each other, and navigating the highs and lows of family life together. They had their struggles, of course, but through it all, they held on to the love that had c
BLANCHE was lost in deep thought when she suddenly felt something warm and soft touch her hand. She flinched slightly and looked down, surprised to see a little girl standing in front of her, holding her hand. Confused, she glanced around the room, wondering if anyone had brought a child along. "A kid?" Yama noticed Blanche's bewildered expression as she stared at the little girl. Yama approached, but as soon as she got close, the child quickly hid behind Blanche's leg. Blanche chuckled. "She's scared of you—probably thinks you're a monster," she teased, then bent down, gently cupping the child's face with her hand. "Are you lost, sweetheart?" Blanche asked softly, offering a kind smile. The little girl giggled, cupping Blanche's face in return. "Hi," the little girl greeted with an adorable voice. Blanche's companions watched curiously. "Hello," Blanche replied in a gentle tone, making sure not to startle her. "Do you want m
THREE months had passed since the downfall of the Black Spectre, which had dominated headlines across Europe. The buzz around it had begun to fade, but for Blanche, life was taking a new direction. She had joined MI6 as a Chemical Pharmacist, now holding the rank of Chemical Weapons Specialist. Rather than participating in operations, she focused on the technical and analytical aspects of chemical substances, especially concerning explosives and drug formulations. "Aren't you going to take your leave?" a voice broke through her concentration. Blanche turned to see Chief Langley approaching and smiled. "Ah, Chief Langley," she said, removing her goggles and gloves. "How's your new position?" Natalia asked, her gaze assessing her daughter-in-law. "Good! I'm honestly enjoying it," Blanche replied, rubbing her nape. She still couldn't believe how she had completely forgotten her mother-in-law's face. What a crackhead she felt like! Natalia n
AS THE sun began to rise, the abandoned building came to life with the sound of authorities collecting guns and other illegal paraphernalia. Outside, Blanche and her team waited for the investigation to conclude, the weight of another all-nighter heavy on their shoulders. Blanche sighed, lifting her gaze to survey the chaos around her, where everyone was busy gathering evidence to use against General Grey. “Finally getting a breather, huh?” Venus’ voice broke through, pulling Blanche’s attention. She turned to see her wife approaching, a smile breaking across her face. “Right,” Blanche replied, though Venus arched an eyebrow, sensing there was more. “Remember the one thing you asked me? To know me more?” Blanche added, her tone shifting as Venus nodded, looking at her with an intensity that made Blanche’s heart flutter. “I guess it’s time for you to know,” she said, rubbing her nape shyly. It wasn’t that she didn’t trust Venus; rather, the missions
CAUGHT OFF guard, the General’s team failed to anticipate the twist that had just unfolded. His face flushed with anger, veins throbbing at his temple. Slamming his palm on the table across from the cell where his enemies were held, he glared at them with unbridled fury, his chest heaving as rage overtook him. His eyes locked onto Astrid and her team, the realization that he had been outplayed dawning too late. The prisoners remained calm, their eyes meeting his with an eerie stillness. The power he once held over them was slipping, and he could feel it. "General, we have been compromised! Two snipers are in sight!" One of his men shouted urgently over the communication device, his voice trembling. "I repeat—" The transmission cut off abruptly, leaving the air thick with tension. "Nikolai! Assemble our men!" the General barked, his voice echoing with authority. Cessair couldn’t help but scoff, a smirk forming on her lips as she watched her father’s
THE THREE of them sat in stunned silence, barely able to process the truth that had just been revealed on the news. Their mother was alive. As if her legs had turned to jelly, Cessair sank to the floor, her hands bracing for support, while Blanche leaned heavily against the wall, rendered speechless. Vixx nearly spilled the water she was drinking in shock. “What the hell is happening?” Blanche gasped, blinking as she struggled to absorb the whirlwind of information. They had been focused on gathering intel about the situation outside the Emerson building, and now they were confronted with the astonishing reality of their mother’s existence. But that wasn’t all—she had also revealed their identities to the world. “I... she... she’s alive?” Cessair stammered, swallowing hard against the lump in her throat. She clutched her neck, feeling a sudden tightness that made it hard to breathe. “My father…” She couldn’t finish the thought, her mind racing. All this time, s
RECEIVING no updates on the whereabouts of Vixx, Blanche, and Cessair, the Director reached out to Yama, urging the search and rescue team in London to continue their efforts. There might still be an eyewitness who had seen the three of them. The situation was dire. The company's stock had plummeted, and the board of directors, driven by fear of financial loss, began to panic. It wasn’t surprising—many of them were more interested in their profits than the lives involved. With a sigh, the Director rubbed her temples, forcing herself to focus. This time, she needed a concrete plan. Lucien’s proposal had cast a glimmer of hope, guiding them toward a solution. Desmond had now joined Yama's team and was working closely with them to devise the strategy. Venus, still in shock from what she had witnessed, couldn't hide the disbelief in her expression. Astrid, noticing her state, scoffed slightly before addressing her. "You know, you can talk to your father
DETERMINED to save her sister, Blanche turned back toward the building, refusing to retreat with the team. She couldn’t leave without knowing for certain that her elder sister was safe. The thought of something happening to Cessair gnawed at her, and she knew she would never forgive herself if she didn’t try. Despite her injuries, Blanche managed to make her way down to the lower levels. But with no idea how much time remained before another bomb might detonate, doubt crept into her mind. Would she have enough time to reach her sister? "Cessair..." she whispered, her voice trembling with worry. Just as she took a deep breath and started down the corridor, a familiar voice stopped her in her tracks. "Blanche!" She looked ahead, her eyes widening in shock. "Vixxen?" Confusion washed over her as her gaze shifted to the figure Vixx was supporting. "Cessair!" she exclaimed in relief. "We need to get out of here!" Vixx urged, tuggi
UPON losing contact with the team, Astrid immediately commanded Desmond to proceed with Plan B. If anything went wrong, Desmond's priority was to rescue the team and ensure their safety. They needed to avoid any collateral damage at all costs, especially now, when everything was at stake. Alexis had left the apartment just before the opposition could storm the room. They were closing in, fully aware of their presence. It hadn’t been long since they’d arrived in London, using her late father's apartment as a temporary hideout. Their enemies had successfully infiltrated every branch of the Emerson family’s empire—from the pharmaceutical division to the main headquarters and even their mansion. All the intel was compromised. “Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!” Alexis muttered, her leg shaking in frustration. Right before her eyes, the Emerson headquarters had been obliterated in a massive explosion—and worst of all, Blanche was still inside. Aracelli clenched