I decided to go to Mrs. Garette’s barbeque party, and of course, I brought Chelsea with me.
She’s one of my oldest friends. She’s the only that knows about Blake and I’s setup. She strongly believes that what we’re doing is a bad idea. For her, “our relationship” will likely end with us hurting each other, or with Blake and I falling in love.
She kept on telling me to watch Justin Timberlake’s movie, "Friends with Benefits," and Anne Hathaway's "Love and Other Drugs," as a reference but I refused to.
I don’t want to put any other ideas in my head. I don’t want to confuse myself with things that will only complicate my life, not anymore. I like what I have as of the moment. I like what Blake and I share. It’s simple. I don’t have to worry about getting jealous, or having to demand time to go on dates. I really don’t want to ruin that.
On our drive to the party, Chelsea kept insisting that meeting Blake’s parents will only complicate our relationship.
“I mean if you want to keep it simple, Maddy, don’t get the parentals involved, stupid!” She scolds.
“It’s a party, Chels. It’s not a private dinner. We’re going there as Blake’s friends. Don’t put too much meaning on everything,” I reassured her. “Don’t you want to meet guys? I hear Blake’s friends are hot and single. Let’s mingle. I’m doing this for you, actually,” I plastered a wide smile.
“Whatever keeps you sane, Maddy. Meanwhile, I don’t mind meeting other potential victims while you set yourself for a greater heartache than Tony,” she bantered. “Hey! Red flag, Chelsea Simmons!”
I really hate it when she brings up my ex-boyfriend in any of our conversations. My last relationship was a mistake and I always wished it never happened. I’ve moved on from Tony, but the aftermath of what he did still stings.
“I’m sorry, Maddy,” she apologized. I didn’t realize that we were already at Blake’s driveway. His parents are quite well off. They have an enormous house, and the yard outside is very well kept. I took out my phone and dialed Blake’s number. He immediately picks up and says, “Hey! Where are you?”
“We’re outside your big ass house! Come get us,” I told him. We got out of the car and walked towards the patio. Moments later, Blake opens the door, a wide smile plastered on his face. “Hi! So glad you’re here!”
“Well, somebody’s really happy,” Chelsea whispered, and I slightly elbowed her, “not a word, honey, or you’re walking back to the city.” She gestured zipping her lips, and I rolled my eyes at her.
I face Blake and handed him a bottle of wine, “We didn’t know what to bring, so we bought this on our way here,” I explained to him. He looked at the bottle and said, “Well you didn’t have to though, but thank you. Come on in,” and with that, we entered.
I didn’t know why but I suddenly felt nervous. I evaluated myself for a moment as I walked into Blake’s mansion-like house. I was wearing tight denim high-waist pants that shaped my butt perfectly, a plain V-neck shirt, and heeled leather boots. I mean, I looked great, but why was I regretting not wearing a dress?
I don't need to impress Blake’s parents, for heaven’s sake. We’re just friends. Friends that enjoy each other too much, I thought to myself. I force myself to snap out of all the thoughts that I was having.
Moments later, we entered the backyard and I made a quick scan of the situation.
I can see Middle-aged men and women talking on one side, with beers on hand. They’re probably his parents’ friends. On the other side, I see a group that is more likely within our age range. Running around the whole place were a bunch of kids, some looked similar to Blake, so I assumed they’re his cousins or something.
“Okay, don’t find this weird but I have to introduce you to my parents,” Blake whispered, bringing me back to reality. I didn’t respond immediately. I took a deep breath and faced him, “Sure, I guess?” He put his arm on my shoulder and directed me to where his parents are.
His father looked like an older version of Blake. You can instantly see that Mr. Garette worked out when he was younger. He still looked muscular. He was wearing a black polo shirt that fitted him perfectly. His mother, on the other hand, was a goddess. She’s the typical suburban rich housewife, with white pearls around her neck and on her ears, wearing a pink floral dress that emphasized her amazing neckline.
“Mom, dad, these are my friends from the city, Madison and Chelsea,” My friend and I smiled, “Hello, Mr. and Mrs. Garette, nice to meet you!” I reach out my hand for them to shake. Blake’s father takes it and smiled, while his mother reached in and hugged us. “I’m always glad to meet Blake’s friends,” she expressed.
“Oh, my God, you're Madison?” she looked at me in complete shock. “Yes, I am,” I smiled shyly. “I heard so much about you. Thank you for keeping Blake company during that hard time,” she gave me a grateful smile.
I was quite confused about what she was saying, I looked at Blake and gave him a look, he responded with an apologizing smile and said, “Mom! Not the time and place.”
His mother mouthed “oops” and walked back to her friends that looked like a cast of the Desperate Housewives. I returned to look at Blake trying to squeeze an explanation out of him but he was pretty adamant about avoiding what just happened.
“Chelsea,” he shouted. “Would you like to meet my friends? Let me introduce you to Sheldon. He’s quite an interesting guy.”
“I’ll be the judge of that,” my best friend replied. Fronting her “player” look. “Just introduce me to all of your male friends, and I’ll evaluate,” she smirked. I couldn’t help but silently giggle at Chelsea. How I wish I had her confidence. Blake’s friends are in for quite a show.
With that, Blake introduced us to all of his friends, which all looked like they belong to a Polo club. Why is everyone here so hot and gorgeous? My insecurity meter is screaming for help at the moment. “Chelsea, this is Sheldon. Sheldon, this is Chelsea, and this is Madison,” he gestured.
We smiled and enjoyed small talks with everyone. I found myself having fun, which was quite a surprise. Blake’s friends were very funny, and Chelsea has been enjoying herself a lot. I think she liked Sheldon the most, seeing as they’ve been all touchy-feely throughout the night.
Blake suddenly wrapped his arm around my waist and whispered, “Come with me. I want to show you something.”
At first, I felt alarmed, thinking somebody might see what he’s doing. I scanned the area and agreed to go with him. If I know Blake enough, I think I know where this is going.
I followed him inside the house and through the stairs. When I realized we were really alone, I slapped Blaze’s arm and said, “Oh my God, Blaze! People will know we’re up to something!”
He just laughed and grabbed my hand. “You and your mind, Waters. Always. That will get you in trouble.”What does he mean by that? Why am I still following him, I should run back before people assume we’re doing something nasty.
However, I realized we’re not going to his bedroom. He opens a door and my mouth dropped with awe. We were on the rooftop of their house. The view was quite amazing. There was a gazebo, and I walked towards it, still feeling amazed. Blaze followed me in silence.
“It’s quite the view, right?” I still couldn’t find myself to speak. I’m still in the process of basking in what I’m seeing. I could see the whole neighborhood and the forest next to it. I can see the mountain, and the highway going back to the city.
“Blake, I really don’t know why you chose to live in the city when you have this amazing view here,” I told with disbelief. He stood behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He rested his chin on my shoulder and whispered, “you know why.”
It took me a while to understand what he meant by it, and then it hit me. She lives here. The girl that broke Blake Garette. He was supposed to marry her and inherit this mansion.
A week before they were about to tie the knot, he found her in bed with her male best friend. She said she was just having cold feet but one of her bridesmaids spilled that they’ve been having an affair for months.
To comfort him, I grabbed his arms and made him tighten his hug on me. This is what I like about us. We don’t need words to comfort each other. We managed to move on from our painful breakups with the help of one another.
In the past year, I've always known when Blake needed comfort. His grip on you would always tighten. It is as if he's looking for reassurance. Blake's your typical silent-type boy next door looking, with his tousled brown hair and perfect smile. You'll never peg him as someone who'd play around with women's feelings.
Come to think of it, it's always the good guys who get screwed over. Sometimes, I wish I met Blake before I turned into an emotional wreck. But that's a fantasy for another lifetime.
Blake can be closed off too, just like me. But he's closer to his emotions than I am. He may not be doing it on purpose, but he does wear his heart on his sleeve.Wanting to know more about his past, I started asking questions."Hey, you never told me how your parents took the whole fiasco." Blake giggled silently, moved his eyes, and focus on his feet, as he recalled his parents' reaction to his fiancee cheating on him.He let out a heavy sigh and started telling the story, "Of course, they were mad. Their reputation, name, and son were disgraced. They loved Bianca like their own. They were as hurt as I was.""Well, you were sleeping with her. Your pain was definitely way deeper than theirs," I failed at making a snarky r
It has been two weeks since Blake’s barbeque party.I don’t know how to explain this but something changed that night. I’m not sure if it’s me, or Blaze.One thing is for a certain, Chelsea and Sheldon have started dating since that weekend.Blake's been at his parents' house since the party. We've been texting, which I find very weird as we don't usually text each other often.Mom's making me do all sorts of things in the house. - BYou're such a momma's boy - MAm not! - BThen why are you still there tho? - MJust admit that
I've been avoiding Blake for a week now.I can't explain why I'm feeling different towards him. I have a theory in mind but I still refuse to entertain such a thought. I can't let my feelings ruin what we have. I can't let feelings ruin me ever again.It's Saturday and I'm currently at a baking class. Blake has texted me five times today about my whereabouts. Not texting him back has been eating my conscience. Maybe he just needs some company after being at his parents' house for two weeks. Memories of him and his ex-girlfriend at that house must have affected him. He was asked to come back that morning after he came rushing to my apartment just because I no longer replied.This will explain his behavior lately. Giving in to my guilt, I finally texted him.I'm
We ended up having our order for take-out.Blake wanted us to hang out in his apartment instead. If there's one thing I know about Blake Garette is his need for physical contact when he's not feeling okay. He's very bothered about something. I strongly believe that it's because of Bianca.The ride to his apartment was silent. I didn't bother trying to lift up the mood. I just held his hand.Upon arriving at Blake's place, he immediately took off his leather jacket and crashed on the sofa. His loft looks like any other bachelor's pad. He's got this big black leather sofa, an enormous widescreen LED TV; he's really into watching live sports, and he has a short-distance staircase that takes you to his king-size bed.Of course, he also ha
I'm falling.— hard and fast.I can't and I won't ruin what I have with Blake.We're both broken, we both know it even though we've tried convincing each other that we're not. It's like telling your friend that she looks pretty in that dress, even if she doesn't.Mixing emotions into our situation would probably end up in a big mess. As of the moment, Blake Garette plays a big part in my life. He's my very good friend. I've learned to depend on him, and it's possible that the feeling is mutual.What will happen if I confess? Would he feel the same? My biggest fear is that he'd feel awkward about it and slowly drift away. He told me a few times before that he has stopped playing
Currently, I'm laying on Chelsea's bed.My eyes have been puffy from all the crying.It's been three days since I came back from New York. My one-week stay has been cut short after realizing what was happening to me. The morning after my endless vomiting, I called the front desk to buy a pregnancy test.I should have known this would happen. I should have known something like this will happen to me. Nothing is ever perfect for Madison Waters. Nothing ever goes to plan.I called Chelsea as soon as I saw the positive sign. I was bawling my eyes out and she ordered me to come home immediately. I went straight to her apartment when I flew back home. She just opened her arms and hugged me.
Blake decided he didn't want to talk to me.I must have hurt him so much. It's been more than a week and I think I can't wait for him anymore. I wanted to tell him before I go to the doctor and see how far along I am. I rub my stomach, trying to find comfort from my unborn child."It's okay, baby, we can get through this."I'm currently sitting on my sofa, craving beer. Instead, I'm sipping on some fresh juice that Chelsea got me. This will take so much of getting used to. I should just go to the doctor. I don't know why I'm putting so much emotion into this. To hell with him!I've been thinking too much about making this announcement a big deal! This is why I hate emotions! It makes people irrational. Feeling so hormonal, I took out
"You are about 4-6 weeks pregnant," the doctor says as she swivels around that thing they put cold gel on for the ultrasound."Wow," I heard Blake express. "When do we know if it's a boy or a girl?" He dumbly asked.I smacked the back of his head which earned an "ow" face from him. "What? I don't know this stuff," he defended.The doctor just laughed and said, "you two make a good couple. But to answer your question, first-time dad, it's far too early to tell the sex of the baby. I will have you booked for the next appointment.""Thanks, doc," I shyly smiled. "No worries. But this stage is very crucial to the mommy. That's why you, sir, should take extra good care of your wife," the doctor sermoned.
My Sunday morning was quite the roller coaster ride and thankfully, it ended with a climactic finale—if you know what I mean. Blake was still panting from our makeup rendezvous, while I was reeling from the intensity of it. "That was...different," I fail to describe what just happened. "I know, right? I didn't know we had it in us," he replied with a chuckle of disbelief. He stretched his arm and directed me to come closer to him. "You know what, come to think of it, I now understand how we ended up pregnant," I joked. "Ha! Very fun!" He mustered. "So, Maddy..." Blake's tone shifted. Oh, crap. I'm not ready to handle reality just yet. "Blake, please. Not yet." I stopped him before we ruin the moment. "Fine. I won't put too much pressure on you. Basically, we'll continue what we're doing, just with a child on the way," he summed up. "Exactly!" I answered too quickly. He shot me a betrayed look and so I quickly added, "But! There's a but
I'm not quite sure when Blake got here and how I didn't hear him come in or open the door. I guess I was drowning too much in my own thoughts that I didn't hear him. Or maybe Chelsea set this whole thing up. I gave my best friend an "are you kidding me?" look and she just acted all innocent like she didn't know Blake was behind me.I let out a very deep and heavy sigh. I closed my eyes in frustration. I just can't with the level of drama lately."Oh, hey, Blake! Uhh, I'll give you, guys, some privacy," Chelsea propped up and made her way to my bedroom."Maddy, please," Blake slowly made his way to me. "I'm so sorry." I can feel him hesitating, whether to touch me or not. I'm like a ticking time bomb and the hormones are only adding more fuel to the fire.&n
I woke up the next morning to the smell of pancakes and Michael Buble's voice echoing all over Blake's apartment. I stood up, stretched my pregnant body, and followed the mouthwatering smell to the kitchen."Good morning!" Blake cheerfully greeted. Only Blake can pull off a very attractive look only with a plain white shirt under a "Men CAN Cook" apron and a pair of Johnny Walker boxer shorts. "Breakfast?" He asked, pointing to a big pile of pancakes on the counter and interrupting my thoughts. "Yes, please!" I happily accepted, jumping on the chair and grabbing the bottle of syrup greedily."Hey! Hey! Leave some for me!" Blake warned, pointing a spatula to me. I playfully replied, "Not a chance!" He laughed and finished the last few pieces of pancakes and sat beside me. He offered me fresh juice as he sipped on his hot coff
I acted as if I wasn't shocked. I turned away and headed for the table for something to drink. Why should I have to be sober for this?!Amidst all the chattering that was happening like three feet away from me, I heard Bianca call out for Blake."Blake!" I felt the cheerfulness of her tone. I'm more scared of how is Blake going to handle this than feeling jealous and possessive over the ex-lovers."Bianca," Blake replied in monotone. Oh, no. Does he need me?"How are you?" She asked. There's something about her tone that I can't help but think that she's still really into him."I'm good. I didn't know you were going to be here," he said with all honesty.
It was already 11 AM when Blake and I decided to have breakfast after our make-up rendezvous. We really do patch things up physically. We were talking about the wonders of eggs in all the meals when his phone rang. He went to the bedroom to get it and I heard him answer with;"Hello?""Yes, this is he.""Hi, Johnny! How's it going?"Johnny? Was it his johnny friend from the restaurant last week? Oh, wait, yeah, the barbeque party was today!"That was today? Oh, shit. Sorry, man. Yes, of course. Let me check with Maddy and I'll let you know. Okay, bye."I acted as if I wasn't just listening to his
I was dreaming of Blake coming home to me. He was crying and apologizing for what had happened. But there I was apologizing to him as well for my stubbornness. We were about hug when I felt a real set of arms touch my body that awakened me.I looked beside myself and smell a very drunk Blake. He was a mess. His hair was all over the place, polo was unbuttoned halfway down and untucked. He had his eyes closed and was mumbling something incoherent."Oh my God, Blake, you reek of alcohol!" I screamed trying to peel his arms away."Ssssshh. Be quiet, we might wake the baby," he slurred."What?! Blake, you are so drunk!" I pointed out the obvious."I am? Oh shit. I'm sorry, Maddy," he tri
One of the things that I hated about being in a relationship is having to fight. Who doesn't, right? Apparently, it's part of the package, which is why I was avoiding entering into one.But Blake is different, he's special. One might say that he is worth the fight. Unfortunately, as of the moment, he feels less special right now. He had no right to barge in like that. Now, I know I have my fair share of fault too, as to not being able to update him of my whereabouts.At the moment, we just finished eating our very awkward lunch. "What time are you going back to work?" I asked, breaking the silence between us."In a few minutes. Are you headed home next?" He asked, still worried about me. I find it very cute but I waive it off as my pride is still having its way.
It's almost lunch and I've been at this meeting for nearly 2 hours now. Although, I finally understood why I needed to be here. There were a lot of changes with the board members.Thankfully, I chose the right CEO for my father's company. I could never successfully run an IT company."Madame Waters, do you adhere to the changes of the board?" one of the members asked, bursting my thought bubble."Uhm, I empathize with the board's concern and gladly appreciate its initiative. So far, I do like the idea of it, nevertheless, give me some time to review the proposal. Have all these documents sent to Mr. Kendrick's office after this meeting, I'll be waiting there.""And as to the release of the board resolution?" another asked.
It's Friday and it has officially been five days since Blake and I decided to romantically be together. Of course, this is all thanks to our unexpected unborn child.Blake has been all up my pregnant business—cooking for me all the time, making sure I drink the right kind of milk or eat the right kind of food. Drive me around to wherever I want to go. It's crazy. Don't even get me started on the books he bought about babies and how to be good parents.I haven't said anything or negatively reacted to anything yet because I didn't want to ruin this for him. Our current situation lightened him up so bright that I feel like it's making him whole again. This little melon inside me is somehow fixing him.His mood has changed completely. He's always excited about the l