It has been two weeks since Blake’s barbeque party.
I don’t know how to explain this but something changed that night. I’m not sure if it’s me, or Blaze.
One thing is for a certain, Chelsea and Sheldon have started dating since that weekend.
Blake's been at his parents' house since the party. We've been texting, which I find very weird as we don't usually text each other often.
Mom's making me do all sorts of things in the house. - B
You're such a momma's boy - M
Am not! - B
Then why are you still there tho? - M
Just admit that you miss me already. ONLY THEN will I come back - B
I caught myself giggling at his text. Why do I find this so cute? Snap out it, Maddy!
I really want to tell him that I miss his stupid ass but I don't want to seem weird or clingy. Instead, I decided to distract myself by running on the treadmill I have here in my apartment. I put on my gym bra and very tight shorts, turn on the music to a high, and hopped on the treadmill machine. It feels so good to exercise.
After one hour of stationary running, I turned the machine off. I grabbed my towel and wiped the sweat off of me. Moments later, the doorbell rang. Who could it be? I wasn't expecting anyone to come over. Especially when it's already nine in the evening.
I opened the door to see a heavily breathing Blake Garette. "Blake? What are you doing here?"
"You stopped answering my texts. I called as well but you wouldn't pick up. So I thought something might have happened," he explained in between breaths. He came in and went directly to my fridge looking for something to quench his thirst.
"Did you run coming here?" Feeling so dumbfounded as to why he was out of breath and full of sweat.
"From downstairs to here, I did. Did you work out?" He shouted with his head still peeking inside my fridge. "There's some Gatorade in there if you don't want water," I said. He took the bottle of Gatorade and drank all of it to the drop.
"Yeah, I worked out. What's up, Blake?" I'm so confused at the moment. I thought he was at home with his parents, which is a one-hour drive.
"I got worried," That's all he said. He took off his shirt and crashed on my sofa. Meanwhile, I'm staring at him, still feeling confused at his sudden intrusion. "What?" he finally noticed my perplexed state.
"What the hell, Blake?" I raised my voice.
"I can't explain it as well, okay? I just got worried that you didn't answer my texts and calls. So I came here as fast as I can," he tried to explain. Getting an answer from this guy is like waiting for rain in summer. "Whatever, I'm taking a shower," I walked out of the living room.
"Can I join?" He shouted.
"NO!"
"I'm coming in!" That stubborn little... grrr!
"Try and you'll never see me naked ever again!" I threatened.
"Sir, yes, sir!" He replied.
I laughed at our little exchange. This guy really is something. Minutes later, I come out of my bathroom with nothing but a towel wrapped around my body and catch a shirtless Blake on my bed, his face buried on one of my pillows.
"Blake, are you asleep? take off your pants, please."
He turned around, smirking at me. "My oh my, our little Madison is getting aggressive by the day. I knew you missed me," he laughed.
"Ha, ha, ha! You make me laugh. I meant your pants are dirty. Take it off my bed right now, Blake. I mean it."
"Fine," he finally concedes.
I take some clothes from the cabinet and went back to the bathroom to change. I couldn't help but notice the change in the atmosphere between Blake and me. What is this?
"Hey, you want to watch something on Netflix?" he shouted from my bed. "Nah, I want to read a book tonight. Are you staying the night?
"Can I? I'm too tired to drive back to my place," he whines. What is up with this guy? He's never like this. He's acting all needy. The weird part is I kind of like it.
"Okay, but you have to be quiet. I really like to read my book in peace, "I told him, picking up a book on my bedside table. He looked at me for a minute or two before he asked, "Is it that time of the month already? Is that why you're a bit grumpy?"
I was already sitting beside him on the bed when he asked me the question. Instead of getting upset, I found myself laughing at his curiosity. "Why are you laughing?" he looked so dumbfounded. He's now laying on his front, hugging a pillow.
I suppressed the rest of my laughter and tried to answered his question. "No, it's not that time of the month yet, silly. I just find you different tonight." What he said and did next gave me the chills. He came closer to me and buried his face on my stomach, wrapping his arms around my waist, and said, "I know, right? Maybe I'm the one who's having that time of the month."
What does he mean by that? Does it mean that he noticed the atmosphere change between us too? Maybe Chelsea was right, going to the barbeque party might have been a bad idea after all.
I tried to subtly read him but he has closed his eyes and dozed off—or pretended to do so. I shook off whatever it is that's making me curious and turned back to reading my book. Before diving into the fictional story from another world, I cleared my thoughts first. "Stop reading into this, Maddy," I scold myself.
Did something really change between us? Should I be scared?
My Sunday morning was quite the roller coaster ride and thankfully, it ended with a climactic finale—if you know what I mean. Blake was still panting from our makeup rendezvous, while I was reeling from the intensity of it. "That was...different," I fail to describe what just happened. "I know, right? I didn't know we had it in us," he replied with a chuckle of disbelief. He stretched his arm and directed me to come closer to him. "You know what, come to think of it, I now understand how we ended up pregnant," I joked. "Ha! Very fun!" He mustered. "So, Maddy..." Blake's tone shifted. Oh, crap. I'm not ready to handle reality just yet. "Blake, please. Not yet." I stopped him before we ruin the moment. "Fine. I won't put too much pressure on you. Basically, we'll continue what we're doing, just with a child on the way," he summed up. "Exactly!" I answered too quickly. He shot me a betrayed look and so I quickly added, "But! There's a but
I'm not quite sure when Blake got here and how I didn't hear him come in or open the door. I guess I was drowning too much in my own thoughts that I didn't hear him. Or maybe Chelsea set this whole thing up. I gave my best friend an "are you kidding me?" look and she just acted all innocent like she didn't know Blake was behind me.I let out a very deep and heavy sigh. I closed my eyes in frustration. I just can't with the level of drama lately."Oh, hey, Blake! Uhh, I'll give you, guys, some privacy," Chelsea propped up and made her way to my bedroom."Maddy, please," Blake slowly made his way to me. "I'm so sorry." I can feel him hesitating, whether to touch me or not. I'm like a ticking time bomb and the hormones are only adding more fuel to the fire.&n
I woke up the next morning to the smell of pancakes and Michael Buble's voice echoing all over Blake's apartment. I stood up, stretched my pregnant body, and followed the mouthwatering smell to the kitchen."Good morning!" Blake cheerfully greeted. Only Blake can pull off a very attractive look only with a plain white shirt under a "Men CAN Cook" apron and a pair of Johnny Walker boxer shorts. "Breakfast?" He asked, pointing to a big pile of pancakes on the counter and interrupting my thoughts. "Yes, please!" I happily accepted, jumping on the chair and grabbing the bottle of syrup greedily."Hey! Hey! Leave some for me!" Blake warned, pointing a spatula to me. I playfully replied, "Not a chance!" He laughed and finished the last few pieces of pancakes and sat beside me. He offered me fresh juice as he sipped on his hot coff
I acted as if I wasn't shocked. I turned away and headed for the table for something to drink. Why should I have to be sober for this?!Amidst all the chattering that was happening like three feet away from me, I heard Bianca call out for Blake."Blake!" I felt the cheerfulness of her tone. I'm more scared of how is Blake going to handle this than feeling jealous and possessive over the ex-lovers."Bianca," Blake replied in monotone. Oh, no. Does he need me?"How are you?" She asked. There's something about her tone that I can't help but think that she's still really into him."I'm good. I didn't know you were going to be here," he said with all honesty.
It was already 11 AM when Blake and I decided to have breakfast after our make-up rendezvous. We really do patch things up physically. We were talking about the wonders of eggs in all the meals when his phone rang. He went to the bedroom to get it and I heard him answer with;"Hello?""Yes, this is he.""Hi, Johnny! How's it going?"Johnny? Was it his johnny friend from the restaurant last week? Oh, wait, yeah, the barbeque party was today!"That was today? Oh, shit. Sorry, man. Yes, of course. Let me check with Maddy and I'll let you know. Okay, bye."I acted as if I wasn't just listening to his
I was dreaming of Blake coming home to me. He was crying and apologizing for what had happened. But there I was apologizing to him as well for my stubbornness. We were about hug when I felt a real set of arms touch my body that awakened me.I looked beside myself and smell a very drunk Blake. He was a mess. His hair was all over the place, polo was unbuttoned halfway down and untucked. He had his eyes closed and was mumbling something incoherent."Oh my God, Blake, you reek of alcohol!" I screamed trying to peel his arms away."Ssssshh. Be quiet, we might wake the baby," he slurred."What?! Blake, you are so drunk!" I pointed out the obvious."I am? Oh shit. I'm sorry, Maddy," he tri