"You want me to leave? You want me out of your life? If only I could have done that a long time ago! But I can't Lucas!"Clara scolded me while I'm looking in my direction. I heard her sobbing from pain. She was suffering.Sadness is hurts. It's like stabbing my heart in every second. My tears don't stop from falling. I just keep crying."I did everything Lucas. I gave you everything. I didn't fail. But why is she still? The only hurt is the feeling that you're still looking for Iris Lucas!" I felt the rain slowly falling down around us. Until I felt my body wet with rain. The rain feels so cold.Clara keep sobbing a little loud. Her heart was longing. I feel her looking at me while crying.She feels suffering. She is right. She did everything for me. Because she loved me so much, but she destroyed myself.Is that your love Clara? To hurt me? Manipulate me in the wrong way? It just feels sick. I loved a person who broke me."We have a family Lucas. I'm pregnant. You're the father. Bu
"Damn shit Clara! I'm your husband! Then until now you are still lying to me?" Clara's tears fell at the same time. She stopped rubbing my face. She was screaming from crying. She just looked at me. She shook her head gently. She couldn't believe that I yelled at her. I saw sadness in her eyes. Her heart hurts.Because of the anger I feel towards herself. I almost want to kill her in my sight. Anger stabbed my heart. Anger that no one can control."I never plays your heart Lucas!" she shook her head again. I want to have mercy for her but I can't. Because of what she did, my character changed. Everything has changed."I love you Lucas! I can't fool you! I can't do that!" "You liar! You ruined me and Iris. You broke me!" I scolded Clara as I sobbed in tears.My tears just falling. Pain is deepen inside my heart. I feel like the pain in my chest is shooting me hard."Our wedding didn't happen because you put the money in Iris's Bank account to destroyed her. To embarrass her in fron
Clara's POV My legs were shakes and I starts to cry. The man I really love was left me empty. I can't accept that his personality has changed.For a long time I ever dreamed of having Lucas as my husband. He was faithful husband. I ever dreams to be with him and build a happy family. But the destiny is worse! It's hard to accept! I'm so tired! I can't understand the sadness in my heart. Every single day is getting worse.Even if I tell him not to leave me. Even if I say I can't bear to lose him in my entire life. Even if I say I need you Lucas.He still can't hear me. He still can't understand me. He still won't love me. He will still leave. He will leave me because I hurt him. I'm sorry Lucas! I didn't mean to hurt your heart. I didn't mean to lie with you. I didn't mean it Lucas. Forgive me. I was screaming from pain. I feel like I'm getting crazy every moment. I don't know what to do? The man I love just left me in time of my suffering. I did it because I love you Lucas. You a
I stood up from the seat. I'm feeling restless. My tears just fall. I can't take away the pain in my chest.People only look at me because of my looks. I'm like fool in their eyes because of what I'm wearing. My clothes are already dry when I came here.I don't care what they think about me anymore. What I'm thinking about now is Lucas's condition. My husband will be saved."What happened? I watched the news? Where is my son?"I could hardly believe it when Lucas's mom arrived. I can see the worry in her eyes.I quickly hugged her and sobbed on her shoulder. I was sobbing from crying. I'm very worried about Lucas's condition."I'm sorry mom? Lucas crashed at the wall! He didn't mean it! It's a good thing that I got him right away!"I felt my tears falling away. It just rolls over my eyes. My chest is tight from pain. I felt Lucas's mom sob. She is hurt. She hugged me too. I know she is restless. She gently caress my back."I can't watch the news so I came here to find out what happen
Iris's POVAs slow as my tears falls down. Sadness prevails in my heart. No matter what I do, I still won't be happy.Andrie is growing up. I can't accept that he will grow up from a broken family. I didn't even dream of that for him. But I have to accept it because that's the truth. He was only sleeping soundly while I watched him. He's a cute kid. Wise and smart. Tender. I'm very lucky for him. Let it go son. Because I'm here. Mommy is here and I will never leave you son. I love you so much Andrie. I only have you in my life son.I will not let you lose from me. I will do everything to protect you. I don't want to lose you from my sight. I will always take care of you son.I gently wiped the tears from my eyes. I didn't realize that I was sobbing from crying. I'm very weak when it comes to myself. I cried easily. I gently kissed Andrie on his forehead. He only slept soundly. He is so cute to watch. I turned around when the door opened. Mom entered gently. She was wearing a fanc
"Are you really sure that we're going to see Lucas?" Ann asked me worriedly. The trepidation and fear are suddenly throbs in my heart. But I have to go see Lucas. I need to know if he's safe.My heart is worried about him. I can't be worried if I know his situation is safe. I still feel love for him even we fought. If he can't accept me right now. I just want to visit him and find out how he is doing. That was enough for me to make him feel my love. That I'm still here.As long as I didn't fail. It's better to be enough for someone than to be lacking. I know that Lucas has changed. The man I loved has changed."There's nothing I can do Ann. I don't feel comfortable if I don't know Lucas's situation. So we'll go to see him."After I parked the car in the parking lot. Ann and I went down. We need to take a look at Lucas's condition. To calm the nervousness and fear in my heart.We automatically went to the nurse station to ask where Lucas was in the ward."Lucas Vontero? In ward numbe
"No!" I shook my head.Watering my eyes. I slowly faced him. I burst a little loud into tears because of his condition.His body is full of devices. He's dying right away. I can't accept his condition. He still didn't wake up.I turned to Clara and Lucas's mom. Their faces were full of anger towards me. "I didn't do that. I can't do that to him Clara." I said softly. I'm just sobbing from crying. I was slightly wiped my tears."Don't make us spin with your lies Iris. Accept the truth. You did this to destroy us. So stop pretending."Anger just flared in Clara's eyes. She shook her head several times. She shows that I am the one who did everything. That I am to blame! "You came here because you want to continue your destruction. You want to destroy me right?" she pointed those words at me.I shook my head. I lightly wiped the tears that were falling from my eyes currently. I couldn't accept the words that Clara was thrown at me."That's what you're thinking because you're insecure. B
"Mommy!" Andrie smiled at me when I entered the mansion. He's an energetic kid. I gave a gentle kiss on his forehead. He only carries his airplane toy. I ruffled her hair and tried to smile at my son again. Andrie is a super cute kid while growing up. He looks like Lucas his father.It was suddenly my heart was pierced with a needle during these seconds. I suddenly remembered Lucas's condition. He is suffering now because of me.I can't accept that I am the cause of everything in his life. Maybe if I forgave him when he begged. Maybe that wouldn't have happened to him.I hid the sadness behind my smile. I just watched Andrie. I don't want to be weak in front of my son.I lightly pinched his soft cheek. I'm still smiling at him. His face is so cute to watch. He is a very nice boy.I kissed Andrie firmly on the forehead again. I feel like he's been away from me for a long time. I lost him once. So that's what scares me. Losing Andrie is the most painful thing I've been throughI hugged