Chapter 86

"Mommy!" Andrie smiled at me when I entered the mansion. He's an energetic kid. I gave a gentle kiss on his forehead.

He only carries his airplane toy. I ruffled her hair and tried to smile at my son again. Andrie is a super cute kid while growing up. He looks like Lucas his father.

It was suddenly my heart was pierced with a needle during these seconds. I suddenly remembered Lucas's condition. He is suffering now because of me.

I can't accept that I am the cause of everything in his life. Maybe if I forgave him when he begged. Maybe that wouldn't have happened to him.

I hid the sadness behind my smile. I just watched Andrie. I don't want to be weak in front of my son.

I lightly pinched his soft cheek. I'm still smiling at him. His face is so cute to watch. He is a very nice boy.

I kissed Andrie firmly on the forehead again. I feel like he's been away from me for a long time. I lost him once. So that's what scares me. Losing Andrie is the most painful thing I've been through

I hugged