Roksolana stopped in her tracks, looking at her left-hand side with a smile. She bent down to smell the forget me not flowers which bloomed happily. Their purple petals shone like the glory of the sun, and a speck of white scattered across among the purple made it look like there was pure life breathing in them. They swirled gently from left to right, and then forward and backward, like a shy bride dancing.
The flower was Roksolana's favorite of all the flowers blooming around. And some of those flowers include the Lilly, the red rose, the hibiscus, the coneflowers, the daisy, and the sunflowers. There was also the milkweed which attracts butterflies and other wildlife around it. All of which any other lady wouldn't mind gazing at. All but Roksolana. Even her maids sometimes asked her why she loved the flowers so much.She remembered when she was little and her father would go to look for a new settlement for them, he would pluck a couple of forget-me-not flowers and lay them beside her bed when she was sleeping. She would wake up to find them beside her the next morning and knew instantly that her father was gone for the meantime. But, his gesture of love was felt through the flowers.Roksolana belonged to a group of tribes called Dar Sila. They were a group of people always wandering around the world, and they recently found a settlement in Chad. Compared to other places they had settled down, this was the longest time the tribe had stayed put.Roksolana looked at the sultanate they made home this time. They were not that far from the sea, thus, there was always fresh water and beast of the sea available for them. There were more than enough flowers growing around beautifying the place more than anything else. Huts were scattered throughout the sultanate, each looking beautiful and different from the other. There was a forest of trees south of them where they hunt for fresh kills and fruit.There was a training ground in the north area, where all the men trained. Women were not allowed near the ground, the only exception being Roksolana. While the men trained, the women could be seen going about other things. Things like cooking, cleaning, washing, pruning the flowers and taking care of the kids. Some would sit around and gossip about things and sometimes men.Some of the kids would go about playing and chasing after each other. Some would set up traps to get small animals like rodents for their parents. Others would simply help their parents do their daily jobs. The boys old enough to train would be on the training ground, learning the basic principles of fighting.They weren't always wanderers. Their root was originally placed on the soil of Sudan. They were peaceful people who never engaged in the affairs of the world unless it would have an impact on them. Her father would always tell her that peace was the only way the world can unify and grow, not the war that people believed in.Roksolana had never understood why the tribe could never stay in a place for so long, especially after her mum died in 1947. Her father, Selim Bayezyd had moved the entire tribe away from the only home they had ever known. She was only ten years at the time and her brother, Abaan, a mere five years old. No matter how many times she asked, her father would simply say that it was in the best interest of the tribe.Her father was the Sultan of the tribe. And, unlike most other Sultans, her father was loved and respected by all tribe members. And why not, when the man always puts the interest of his people first before his needs, before even that of his family. Even when their mother had gone to rest in Almighty Allah's blossom, their father was out on a peace talk with some other Sultans.Roksolana fingered the necklace resting peacefully between her chest. After the death of her mum, she had inherited the necklace. It helps her feel connected to her mum, especially when she was nervous. The necklace had been a gift from her father to her mother as a token of love and her mother had transferred it to her just before she died.While other Sultans would decorate their harem with women, her father didn't even set one up. He only had eyes for her mother while she was alive. Even in her death, the man was still faithful. Roksolana wished she could find a man like her father who would always love her, regardless of whether they were together or not.Their house was a little bit different from the other houses around, her father being the Sultan. But the servants were kept to the barest minimum and they were treated like family by the members of the Sultan's family. Her father even made sure each one of them has their huts to live in separately and not get bundled together like a pack of cigarettes.The sound of drums beating from afar brought Roksolana out of her thinking, back to reality. She had nearly forgotten what her original mission was. A smile surfaced on her face. After all, it was her one day in the entire year to do what she knew how to do the best."Lady Roksolana, if you don't hurry up now, we will be late." One of her ladies told her."Then, let's hurry up," Roksolana shouted while running as fast as her legs could carry her.She could see men hurrying up to get to the venue, while the women hurried in their huts putting on their hijabs and kimoruns. Roksolana stroked her open head and thought just how much freedom her father had allowed her to make decisions for herself. She smiled to herself."Hurry up," Roksolana told her escorts.The hall of fame as it was called was located at the end of the sultanate. Roksolana laughed at the futile attempt her maids made to catch up with her. She knew they would never be able to do that. After all, she had been training ever since the incident that took her mum happened 7 years ago. Her father had made sure she was diligent and never missed training.Roksolana stopped in her tracks as she nearly crashed into a figure standing by the door to the hall of fame. She looked up to find Asleem standing like a doll without emotions."When will you learn to stop running around, my lady?" Asleem asked her.Roksolana felt hot all over. Asleem was a part of the janissary of their tribe. In other words, he was a member of the elites that formed the tribe troops. And not just a member, he was the general. His father was a best friend of her father and Roksolana had heard them discuss a possible marriage alliance between the two families.She didn't mind. She had always liked Asleem since they were young. Only he didn't mind training with her when others simply made entertainment of her. He had helped her convince her father to allow her to wear trousers to practice adequately, something her religion frowned upon. It was a battle he had worn through perseverance and playing on her father's weak spot, which was her learning well to protect herself."Are you going to perform dressed as you are?" Asleem asked her.She looked down at the said clothing and grimaced. She was in trousers again. It wasn't her fault. As the years rolled by, she had simply found them much more comfortable than women's clothing."Yes." She simply replied, knowing that saying anything else would result in more arguments about whatnot. "Announce my presence." She told him, ending any argument he might have. It wasn't his duty as a general, but Roksolana loved railing him up."Yes, my lady," Asleem responded in a mocking voice. Roksolana let it slide, knowing that she started it. "Princess Roksolana Selim." He shouted as much as his lungs would permit.Roksolana summoned her best smile, held her hands in front of her, and squared her shoulder high. When the door opened, she walked as gently as she could bring herself to. She didn't want to mess up, especially not today. She knew just how much her father had gone through to make her get a chance to do what she truly loved doing, which was dancing.She smiled her greetings at the people standing as custom demands. She paid her respect to the elites seated at the high table close to the Sultan. When she got to her seat, she ruffled Abaan's hair which got her a scowl from the twelve years old man. She smiled at her father, who nodded his head slightly as a sign of acknowledgment.She and her father had come to a compromise back then, six years ago, after giving him and her tutors trouble her first year of training. As long as she was obedient and practiced sword skills, he would let her dance every year at the hall of fame. It was a compromise that Roksolana wasn't ready to accept, knowing that women were not allowed to participate in anything according to the law. But, when her father had made it possible the first year, she had agreed faster than a moving ball of cannon fire.When she had asked her father why he was breaking protocols for her. He had told her it wasn't just for her, it was for every girl child in the Dar Sila tribe. He told her that through what he was doing with her, he hoped the other parents would let their daughters be someone fulfilled by doing what they wanted to do, not just being a housewife.So, Roksolana had turned into a rebel this year after getting approval from the Sultan and convinced some other ladies to join her in dancing and some of the others in joining the competition. It took her a lot of effort and cajoling to get them to change their minds. She hoped that doing this would help men realize that women aren't just good for marriage alone. She also hoped that the women themselves would be fulfilled by the end of the day."Assalam Alaikum." The Sultan greeted everyone.Everyone stood up and responded, "W* Alaikum Assalam," bowing their heads as a sign of respect to their Sultan. Her father gestured for them to sit down."Everyone. We are gathered here today for our one day of the test. As we all know, it is a day we test our strengths in our chosen fields to know our strengths and weaknesses. I hope everyone will join in. Allah's blessings are upon us." The Sultan finished.Everyone moved out of the hall to the training ground where the first competition would take place. The rules of the game were simple. There were 20 competitors in the game and they were divided into groups of two where they were to fight amongst themselves until only two people were standing to compete. The last person standing would be the winner of the year and bestowed upon the title of the fiercest fighter.The younger generation was allowed to start with the competition. It was a fight of honor between them all, as they consider it an initiation into adulthood. Abaan came first and Roksolana smiled as she saw her father ruffled the young man's hair, which got the Sultan a scowl. Then, it was the turn of the adults.General Asleem was the first to compete with his opponent and it was a quick match. Everyone already knew the other man would never have been able to even scratch a single hair off the general's head. Three more matches followed in quick succession, and it was Roksolana's turn.Her opponent was a man who resented her fighting among men, so she already expected a tough match. As they drew their sword, Roksolana could see the killing intent on the man's face and she smiled. The smile must have made the man even more furious because he rushed forward, uncalculating. Roksolana dodged the first attack with her sword and jabbed the man in his stomach with her left hand at the same time. While that wasn't supposed to affect the man, he still staggered a bit backward because he wasn't expecting it.The man kicked her in the stomach with his legs and Roksolana doubled over. Her opponent took advantage of that and slashed her right arm with his sword. Roksolana didn't have time to think about the wound as she saw the sword hovering over her head. She quickly halted the harsh move raising her sword over her neck, and the result was a clashing sound.Surprised by her action, the man repeated the frontal attack which gave Roksolana the advantage she needed. She rolled over and slashed the man by his thigh and his left arm. Roksolana heard some of the women cheer for her and chuckled. She brought her focus back on the man now standing again.The man threw his sword away and rushed over to Roksolana. He held her right hand at the site where she was injured and she cried out in pain, nearly dropping the sword in her hand. And that was when the man's plan made sense to her. He wanted her to drop the sword. Roksolana smiled and did exactly what her opponent wanted.Before the sword could get to the ground, she grabbed it with her left hand, and tilted the hilt forward, smacking the man's head with it. Her opponent was unconscious in a matter of seconds. Roksolana allowed the sword to fall and grabbed her injured arm. The shout of joy from the women made the pain a little bearable.The competition continued and they got thinned out until it was just her and general Asleem left. As she moved into the ring demarcation, she swallowed some saliva. This was the first time she would be formally competing against Asleem. They had always fought against themselves, but it was for practice purposes. And as far as she knew, he was the strongest among their groups. The general had always stayed away from competing. Roksolana wondered why he chose differently this year."I had hoped that you would come this far, my lady," Asleem told her, circling the ring."Why?" Roksolana asked, copying his action."Sultan said I can only marry you if I overthrow you in this fight. And just so you know, I won't go easy on you." He explained to her.Roksolana threw a glance at her father and frowned. Her father had promised to let her know who he would choose for her and let her decide if she wanted him. But with this action, an alliance had been agreed upon by the Sultan and his best friend."Watch out," Asleem warned her just before he attacked.Roksolana dodged the sword waving itself at her. Before she could balance herself, another sword slashed her arm. She had forgotten that Asleem used two swords in fighting. When she looked at the cut he had made, she noticed it was a very light cut. It was like he hadn't wanted to hurt her more than he needed to."Told you I wouldn't go easy on you," Asleem told her.And then, it was a matter of dodging and attacking for both of them. About 20 minutes into the fight, Roksolana realized she wouldn't be able to defeat the man. Nevertheless, she wasn't willing to give in to him that easily. She saw an opening and slashed his arm. Asleem looked surprised that she was able to get a cut on him, she smiled. He threw a sword at her and she waved it away with her swords. He was in her face before she knew it and stamping her hard on her foot, she fell. She felt the cold steel of the blade on her neck and knew she had lost."You cheated," Roksolana told him."You mean I di
They had been preparing for an attack ever since they made the sultanate their home, but not for the sudden attack when half of the men were wasted already."Ishmael, move the women and the children to the safe house we arranged. Let ten soldiers guard them. Muhammad, escort Roksolana and Abaan to the seaside where the emergency boat is located. Toyeeb, gather the men for battles. Quadri, get me my weapon." The Sultan barked out commands which everyone scurried to obey."Muhammad, take Abaan away. Make sure you guard him with your life. I'm staying here to fight with my Abu," Roksolana told the young man who looked at the Sultan for approval. The Sultan nodded his head in affirmation. Muhammad took Abaan by the arm and led him out. The men were already moving out to the battleground. Asleem rushed in the door, clothed in his battle attire. There were a few soldiers with him."You have to leave Sultan. You too, Roksolana. It's not safe here, we've already lost ha
"Drag them all out," Sodeeq commanded his army. "Remember to put the men separately in the cargoes. Put the women in groups of the twenties each in separate ships also. And make sure to take away any form of weapons, down to pins from the women. And remember that stubborn woman stays in the same cabin with our Sultan." He finished barking out orders, dragging an unconscious Jamal with him.The Wadai' as they were called had come raiding this small tribe of the sultanate because one of the people from the sultanate had managed to convince Jamal that their Sultan Selim had something important that might interest the young Sultan.Thinking they were going to get treasures like gold, silver, weapons among other things, Sultan Jamal had set off to the unknown. Sodeeq had tried to warn his best friend that there was possibly nothing on the other sultanate they didn't already have on their land, but Jamal had proved stubborn. Even stubborn to the point of insisting on leading the
Jamal woke up feeling a hot searing pain rising from his left arm and right stomach. His whole body felt like something heavy had been placed on it. He opened his eyes to find someone resting on him. Who had dared to do that, despite knowing that he hated being touched? "Get up this instance, if you still want to live." He commanded the person.When Jamal didn't get any response from the person holding him tightly, he rolled the person to the floor roughly. He was surprised to find a knife firmly holding itself in his arm, he yanked it out and threw it across the floor. That was when his eyes fell on the person he had handled roughly.Looking at Roksolana on the floor, the fresh injury on his arm, and the knife on the floor, Jamal was able to connect the whole picture. She had attempted to end his life again. Jamal realized that something must have happened to make her fall unconscious and fail in her new mission.Grunting, he got up and got medicines and bandag
It was almost nighttime when Jamal spotted a moving figure along the rail of the ship while he was discussing with his shipmaster. He didn't give it much thought until he noticed the dark pony hair shaking itself as the figure moved. He would recognize that hair anywhere. Knowing that Roksolana had somehow cut herself loose and was trying to escape made Jamal angry. He handed over the piece of paper in his hand to the man beside him and ran as fast as he could over to the woman who was responsible for his pains.Roksolana moved as stealthily as she could. She had woken up to an empty room and was bonded. She had deemed herself lucky when she saw her knife with a bloodstain on it a few feet away from her. With little effort, she had cut herself free, pocketed the knife, and dashed out from the room. She had been disappointed to find herself on a moving ship, which she knew nothing about the location it was headed to.As she moved quietly along the rails, she prayed no one w
"Sultan."Jamal turned to find Sodeeq standing behind him, spotting a black eye and looking worried. Jamal realized that Roksolana must have gifted his best friend with the look. He tried to contain his laughter, but couldn't. The woman was a fierce tiger. His woman was a fighter."I'm not sure what is funny, but your lady had refused to eat even a bite since three days ago," Sodeeq explained.Jamal rushed out of the bed, straight out of the room. If she hadn't had any food for three days, she would be trying to kill herself. Was that how much she hated him? He flung the door open as soon as he got to her side. What he saw made his heart sink. Roksolana was lying on the floor, looking vulnerable.Roksolana felt weak after starving herself for three days. Her heart continued to mourn the death of her family and tribesmen after she couldn't summon tears anymore. She missed the meadows at her home. She missed seeing little children run around. She missed seeing wome
Roksolana watched at the fading figure of the man's body and sighed. Understanding that from the little time she had been with the man, he would make true his threat if she wasn't out by his allocated time or if she injured the maids. It's not like she would do that anyway. She wasn't about to let out her anger on innocent women who might be victims of their circumstances just as she was. She undressed and got into the bathing pot. She was surprised to find the water warm and relaxing.She didn't fail to notice that the maids were afraid of coming near her, judging by the distance they were from her. She decided to relieve their fear."I won't hurt you. I just said that out of anger."The two women moved to her immediately and began to help her. They shared companionship in silence for a few minutes, until one of the women broke the silence."You are lucky to get the attention of the Sultan." She told Roksolana."What Sultan?" Roksolana asked."She mean
Roksolana felt bored being left alone all by herself for two days. Ever since the incident between her and the general had happened, he had stayed clear of her. His assistant, Sodeeq had suddenly gone missing from her presence too. Even Ayeshat hadn't come around to check up on her. As a matter of fact, no one had bothered to ask her if she was hungry or wanted to eat. They hadn't even brought a plate of food for her to even think about rejecting. She was so famished right now, she wouldn't mind eating even a human.Roksolana felt uneasy about it all. It felt like this was a calm before a storm. She didn't know why, but she felt like Jamal was up to something. What it was she didn't know, but she knew it had to be bad. Judging by her experience of him, she knew he must have given the order for no one to come near her or even act as if she existed.Was he still angry at her about the incident? After walking away from him and calming down, Roksolana had realized that she had
Jamal released his hold on her and he looked into her eyes intently."I believe you, Dawn. I agreed that I might not have believed you at first but that was because you were so full of vengeance that I couldn't trust you. If you had told me about what you learned later, I would have believed you completely without a doubt," he explained to her."I'm sorry I didn't tell you, Sultan," she apologized too."I think I like it better when you call me Jamal," he told her."Or you mean you like it better when I yelled your name?" she asked and chuckled.He chuckled too and held her hair to play with them.
As Jamal kept running with an unconscious Roksolana in his arms, he kept praying to Allah that she had merely fainted because of either fright or how she had witnessed the death of her captor and not because Aamil had done something wrong to her before his arrival at the scene. When he heard Roksolana whimpering a little as he kept running, he slowed down in his run.He still blamed himself for the torture she went through. If he had noticed that she was missing all those times that she had been gone, then he would have looked for her everywhere. If he had listened to her and reasons about why she kept asking those weird questions about Sodeeq, then he would have guessed that something was fishy somewhere. If he had searched for her a little harder all through the night, then he might have been able to find her a lot sooner than he did.And to think that he wanted to turn away from the building because he had been suspecting the wrong person makes him want to s
Jamal took a step backward when he heard the name that the man had used. There was only one person who called him such a name in the entire sultanate. From what he also knew of the person, he was already dead. How possible was it for a dead person to be alive again? When Jamal looked at the man again, he saw his eyes flashing fire and dagger at him."But…" Jamal started but couldn't find a way to express his thoughts.He could remember that day quite well. Jamal and his brother, along with their mother, and Sodeeq and Sodeeq's brother had all gone into the building to play hide and seek. Aamil, Sodeeq's brother, had been the one seeking while the rest had gone into hiding. Jamal and Sodeeq had hidden together since the two were inseparable friends while Jamal's brother had gone with their mother to hide. They had been so engro
Roksolana woke up feeling disoriented. When she looked at the room where she was, she couldn't remember where she was or how she had gotten to the place. She tried to look around some more to study her surroundings but her head felt like ten building blocks had been placed on it. When she tried to touch the place that hurt, she saw that she was tied to a chair and she winced. She whipped her head slightly to remember exactly how she had gotten into the predicament she was in but nothing appeared in her brain or even tried to appear. She was blank like she had suffered a memory loss.She was still trying not to panic while trying to remember how she got to being tied to a chair in what seemed like a half-burnt room with all the blackness that even years of abandonment has not been able to erase away completely. One thing she knew was the fact that even though she couldn't remember how she got
As Jamal and his entourage marched on to the locations, fear was already radiating on the Sultan's face. Beads of sweat had already adorned his forehead, showing that he was not just afraid internally but also externally. For all that he cared about, the general could have killed Roksolana by now, and yet, they were still walking instead of racing to the location. If he hadn't killed her yet, the man could be molesting her or beating her up to punish her.He couldn't understand what exactly was the grudge between the general and his woman. Where it was, it had to be a lot for the general to have kidnapped Roksolana and held her captive. Or maybe Asleem was right in his observations and words and the generous was truly an enemy instead of the best friend Jamal thought that he was. But why would the general be trying to kill him? What could he have done to the general to warranty him trying to
Jamal stretched on his bed to relax his strained muscles and body. After Roksolana had left him and Aabdeen in the morning to discuss, Aabdeen had come clean with him and told him about who he truly was and why he had done everything he did. Of course, Jamal had been very furious with the other man and had even sent him away from his sight but he could understand the other Sultan now that he was alone. The man had just wanted to protect his people and everything else in his sultanate.But it still hurt him that the man had lied to him. During the period when he had met the man he thought was simply a physician, Jamal had grown fond of the man to the extent that he thinks of him as a friend instead of the mere physician that the man was supposed to be. So, finding out that the man had lied made him feel a little betrayed. Yet, Jamal found out that his thought was not centered on punishin
After they got away from the fighting ring, Jamal stopped dragging her along with him at a fast pace and just walked slowly but he still didn't let go of her hand that he held on to. Roksolana didn't mind how fast or slow they walked because her mind was centered on the burnt scar she had seen and not on the speed of their walking pace. Each time she tried to erase the doubt in her mind that the scar wasn't the same as that of the assassin, her head kept reminding her that she was just trying to cover up for the general.As soon as they got into the mansion that the Sultan lives in, Roksolana saw Jamal looking at her in an odd manner and she wondered what was going on in his mind. Could he be angry because she had gone to the ring without informing him first? Although she did get permission from him to train, she realized that she should have still let him know when she was going. If sh
Next? Roksolana thought. She was right about Lady Miriam since she had just heard about what she was doing next."We kill the king. This time, he won't be able to escape since I already got everything into place." The strange yet familiar voice Roksolana always heard from Lady Miriam's room responded."Are you sure it will work this time?" Lady Miriam's weak voice said to her lover."Very sure. The Sultan would be breathing his last before a week from now," the man answered.Roksolana got angry. At first, she wanted to open the door and confront the two lovers but she decided against it instantly. She knew that her confrontation would only stop the attack temporarily and Jamal's life would still be in danger. If she
She pointed to Aabdeen next. "This means that you are the Sultan of Jedi? Why then did you disguise yourself? And you were both going to kidnap me? Why?" Roksolana asked with a surprised tone.Aabdeen sighed and rose from his seating position beside his sister. He knew that he had only two choices and that was either to kidnap the Sultan's favorite mistress or tell the harem leader the truth. He decided to just kidnap her but his sister spoke up before him."Yes, we are from the Jedi sultanate and he is my brother. It's also true we wanted to kidnap you but it was because we had no other choice and that was why we did everything that we did," she explained."You had better start explaining yourselves before I let the Sultan know about your true identities," Roksolana told them in an angry tone. She felt betrayed by the people she thought were a friend to her and Jamal because they turned out to be a charade.Princess Azeezat took her time