Blair was pregnant. I don't know why but that thought occupied my mind the whole day. She was pregnant and... who might be the father of her child?Nabrel...I can see how worried he was about Blair. He may have told me a lot of times that she was not his girlfriend, that's not what I'm seeing from their actions. They were more than that. And I'm sure of it.It's possible that they are not in a relationship but it's also possible that they have been doing it. People are normalizing that nowadays, right?But who am I to judge them? Could it be? That Nabrel is the father? No matter how I tried to erase that thought in my head, it just won't stop bugging me to destruction. Do I have to ask Nabrel about this? If he's the father? I won't be at peace until I find the truth. They are both of legal age. They are also graduating and surely, they have plans for their future. They are both endeavoring to become a successful engineer. And having a baby won't be a big problem for them... I was q
"Is Nabrel your boyfriend, Talianna? I saw you two talking to each other earlier this morning. And it seemed to be something serious."My gaze snapped up at Leigh. Her bag was already hanging on her shoulder, ready to leave. She was watching me with curious eyes."No," was all I could say."Oh, really? Why do I feel like you're lying?" she uttered in a cold voice, crossing her arms infront of her chest.Wait a damn minute. I thought we were already civil with each other? Why is she acting like this towards me again? And this is all about Nabrel! Again!"Why would I even lie? Nabrel is just my driver. Don't be too paranoid, Leigh." I chuckled.He stared at me through cruel eyes for a while before nodding her head slowly."That's good, then. We will get along with each other well." She smirked.All I could do was to furrow my brows."And you're not good for him. Well, he wouldn't want a condescending person like you." She shrugged, smiling tauntingly, as if she didn't care how those wor
"Talianna! Don't refuse! Here. You're drinking, right?" Leigh offered me a bottle of beer. I put my phone inside my bag. I stared at the beer for a moment before taking it with a heavy sigh. This will be the first time that I will be trying this kind of liquor. I usually drink red wine. I've never tried hard liquors.But when I was about to bring the beer in my lips, someone aggressively grabbed it from me. I gasped as I looked at the jerk who did it but I froze when I saw who it was.My eyes met Nabrel's murderous ones. His face was dark as he clenched his jaw tightly while looking at the people inside the hut. He furiously put down the beer on the table."N-Nabrel! You didn't tell us that you're coming!" Leigh uttered with surprise in her voice.Nabrel didn't say anything. His eyes went back to me. He looked really enraged. He bared his teeth in a grimace, his dark eyes were giving me a cold stare. He squinted at me through hardened eyes. "How many beers have you drunk already?" h
"Talianna..."I clearly heard a deep voice whispering that woke me up. Slowly, I opened my eyes. Nabrel's face was the first thing I saw. My head was resting on his chest as his arms wrapped around me.It felt nothing but... peace and home. "Nabrel?" I whispered softly. I closed my eyes when his lips brushed gently against my forehead."Sleep more. But I have to go now, Talianna. Your dad might see me," he whispered huskily.I looked around my surrounding. I was in my room and it was still dark. No trace of any sunrays. I think it was still dawn.I looked at Nabrel. He slept here?"You... slept here? Beside me?" My cheeks turned red.Obviously!I can't... believe it. It felt like it was very impossible. That's what I feel as my mind processed this whole situation. He smiled a bit and gently caressed my hair. "How would I able to leave if you can't even unwrap yourself from me?" There was a hint of amusement in his voice. He watched me through hooded eyes which were sparkling with
Nabrel:– I just got home. I'm so tired. Can I get a kiss?My forehead creased as a laugh escaped my throat. This man is so corny!- Gosh. You're crazy. Muah! Nabrel:– Delicious. Can I get another one, please.I rolled my eyes but I couldn't help but smile. – Behave. I know that you still have a lot of things to do. Start doing them now. I'm watching a movie.Nabrel:– Enjoy watching. I'll just finish these. I'll call you once I'm done. I love you.My breathing abruptly stopped. It was so sudden that I don't even know what to say or... what to feel. I didn't move. And I swear, I didn't even breathe. I don't know how long I've been staring at his message. My heart clenched, but it was the type of pain that I'd love to feel over and over. I didn't know this kind of pain was possible.It felt... amazing, it was as if my heart was slowly melting by the warmth spreaded across it.I could feel every single pound in my chest. I felt warmth in my heart and it beats louder than the crashin
After that argument with my Dad, I stayed in my room for hours. It feels so heavy to argue with him. That was the first time I've ever seen him so mad at me. He never raised his voice at me. Even if I almost maxed out my cards, he had never treated me like I'm a worthless daughter.. He lectures me about spending too much money but he never made me feel like I was nothing but a selfish daughter. Does being happy make us selfish? With Nabrel, I always feel the contentment and satisfaction. Even if it's just the two of us, my happiness is incomparable. I only find my peace in him. And I'm scare... I'm scared because I fell for him so hard to the point of doing anything just to be with him even if I have to neglect my own father.If we decide out of self-interest, is that a selfish act without considering other people, and you know that they won't be happy about your decision? Why do they always think that we are selfish just because we choose what makes up happy... just because we didn'
"Do you always watch that?" I asked softly. I can see that Linella was a bit shy to me so I tried to open a conversation for her to be comfortable.We were both silent when Nabrel left. I was sitting on their long couch while the girl was on the single-seater. She was pouting while her eyes were fixed on the screen. A local telenovela was playing there.She just nodded and gave me a small smile.I broke my gaze at her when I saw someone entered the living room. Senyel's eyes widened when he saw me before offering a big smirk. He was wearing a white jersey shirt and black jersey shorts. He was holding a ball while a small white towel was hanging on his shoulder."Oh! I didn't know you're here, Talianna. Did my brother finally ask you to live with him?" He laughed.My brows furrowed. "What do you mean?" He just shrugged his shoulders. He went to his little sister and he kissed her hair before turning to me. "Have you eaten? My brother cooked fish in coconut milk. You should try it," h
Days have passed and I could say that everything is going smoothly. Dad and I were okay now and... he had already gave his whole permission for me to continue my relationship with Nabrel. That's all I was asking for. That's all what I wanted to happen and now it's finally on my grasp. I don't know what made my father changed his perception about Nabrel and I but I couldn't ask for more...Last night, I invited Nabrel for dinner. Everything turned out well. Even it was just the three of us surrounding with a lot of foods on the table that my father asked our maids to cook, it filled my heart with so much happiness.Despite of Nabrel's nervousness, I could see that he was trying to get along with my Dad. When I told him that my dad was inviting him for dinner, he immediately refused. I do understand his reaction. But eventually, I was able to convince him."I just feel so ashamed, Talianna. I do not have anything to offer to your father. I still have to wait for my salary next week," he
I was staring at the ceiling all night. There was a small voice inside my head, making me realized the things I mindlessly said to Nabrel a couple of hours ago.I closed my eyes tightly as I flipped my body on the bed.Why did I say that? And now, I can't even sleep because of regret I am feeling.I pushed the comforter away from my body and got off the bed. My steps were fast as I went out of the room. I did not even knock in the guestroom where he was. A dark room welcomed my sight. It was cold because of the air conditioner. I gently closed the door.I bit my lower lip as I walked carefully towards the bed. I saw his silhouette through the dark. He was laying on his stomach. I could even hear his breathing.My heart clenched painfully whenever I think about the things that I have said to him. I never wanted to say those words. I never wanted him to hear those from me.I laid beside him. I wrapped my arm around his waist as I buried my face on his neck. He moved slightly. I remaine
"Mommy?"I immediately pushed Nabrel when I heard that familiar small voice.I saw Vendrick who was peeking from the door. I did not even notice that it has been opened!I cleared my throat before I glanced at Nabrel who had his hands on his hips as he brushed his fingers through his hair.I stood up and went to Vendrick."What are you doing, Mommy? Who's that? And why is it so dark in here? Where's Daddy?" I carried him and turn on the lights. Vendrick's innocent eyes drifted immediately to Nabrel.Nabrel was simply staring at us. He had this unreadable expression. His lips were pressed into a thin line. "Why is there a stranger in your room, Mommy?" Vendrick was kitting his forehead as he studied Nabrel. "Who are you?""I am your real father," Nabrel uttered in a cold voice that made my eyes widened.He pouted when he saw my reaction."What? But my father is Davien De Loughrey. Mommy, do I have two fathers also?" The kid was beyond confused when he looked at me, waiting for confi
"Why did you come? You should have just take a rest," I uttered after I pulled away from hug.He just smiled at me, grabbing my hand."Do you want to ride the boat?" he asked me as he started walking, still holding my hand."Ride a boat? Now?" My brows furrowed. "We will going to watch the sunrise, baby. Just like before..."When the boat started moving, he went back beside me and sat. The sea was still dark, even the sky. I hugged myself when the cold breeze kissed my skin. I just covered my night dress with a tobe so I was freezing cold."I am sorry. This is so sudden," he whispered as his arm wrapped around my waist, pulling me more closer to him a if we still had space."It is really so sudden. Why are you showing up suddenly like a mushroom?""Don't you want me to?" he asked softly.I rolled my eyes. "It's not that. I was not even able to bring jacket. It is so cold." I also noticed that he was not wearing a jacket, only black t-shirt. Like he was really used of such cold weath
"Did you enjoy your few week of vacation in here?" Davien's voice was cold. That was the first words he said when we started eating.I quickly glanced at him from my plate. We were sitting across each other. I was silent the whole time and I am sure that he was watching me.When I got home few hours ago, I did not say anything to him and neither him. He was silent when he saw me but I could feel that his attention was on me. The only words he said was when he called me to eat and after that, he left."Of course." I even smiled at him. But he did not have to know the reason behind my smile.Vendrick was already in his room and sleeping. He was already sleeping when I got home. I did not expect that he brought the child with him. Fely just mentioned that the kid was upstairs and sleeping because he was tired from playing at the shore. The maids were outside now so Davien and I were the only person in the dining area.Even though I was tired, I told Nabrel to send me home. He wanted to g
"What are you talking about?" I was just staring at his dark face. I don't even know if those words really escaped my lips. I feel like everything froze in front of me. I shook my head as my knees felt so weak. I was struggling to find my own voice. The beat of my heart was suddenly so hard to portray in words. His forced laugh was filled with affliction. His voice was broken when he said all the words."I have waited, Talianna. I waited for two fucking years inside that fucking prison. Even just a peek..." His words came out through clenched teeth. I saw how his eyes darkened with pure anger and sorrow."Even just a fucking peek..." His eyes were already filled with tears. While I was still powerless in my spot. I was frozen. I could not even blink. "Y-You're lying... no..." I shook my head repeatedly. "Why are you lying?!" I slammed my fists to his chest despite of my wobbling knees. I pushed him with all my strength. He did not even move. He just let me but his gaze was making m
I don't know if I was already tipsy or worse, drunk. I could not comprehend the things around me anymore. All I wanted to do was to find out what they were doing inside and why they were taking so long so come back!I knew damn well that I should not give a fuck about things like this but I just can't sit on that fucking chair while a small voice kept on whispering inside my head. I swear, I will go crazy.What were they doing? Really, Nabrel? While your celebration is ongoing? While your guests were outside... and you were here... with that woman...My heart felt so heavy in each step. I was breathing so fast and hard that I thought I am going to lose my balance. I felt the tears forming in the corner of my eyes.I was fuming mad. That is all I am sure about.I went to the dining area. There were some waiter in there, preparing some foods. I immediately turned around and left the place when I did not see them.I bumped into Minda who was holding a tray. She had a huge smile on her li
I was coming down the stairs when I heard Sandro's voice. He was talking to Fely and they were laughing together. It was a Saturday morning. I just finished my workout routine and already done taking a shower. I only have a whole week left to enjoy my stay here before I go back to Manila. "Oh! Here she is. I am sure she will come because she has nothing to do here. She is always bored," Fely said when she saw me.Sandro flashed his wide grin when our eyes met. I smiled back at him. Why is here? Again? He is Nabrel's subordinate and I know that he is here again for a reason. "You are really beautiful, Ma'am!" Sandro uttered, looking at me with adoration in his eyes. I can't help but roll my eyes at him. He scratched the back of his head."Engineer is in the garden," he said like I had to know about that. I creased my forehead. He ignored my reaction as his smile was still wide."We brought you some shrimps and squids. We fished earlier, Ma'am," he continued."Thank you," I said polit
"Sandro is on his way here. He will send you home." Nabrel's voice was serious, not looking at me. His eyes were focused on his plate as we had our breakfast.I pouted, nodding my head slightly. I was wearing my red sweaters which Minda had washed already. If I was insane, I would probably steal all his clothes and bring them home. There is something comforting about being able to get a whiff of his clothes. It's calming... comforting... And aside from that, I rock his clothes more than I probably should. Thank God the rain has stopped and the sun has already come out. The warm and vibrant light of the sun made its way inside the room through floor-to-ceiling windows. He brought foods in his room and we ate together. We were both silent. I was glancing at him as I sipped on my coffee.He was wearing a dark blue sleeveless shirt and white shorts. Muscles rippled under his shirt. My gaze dropped to his powerful chest. As much as I did not want to, my eyes stared at it longer than I
After I ate, he went back. There is still a lot of foods left. I only ate one butted toast, one sausage and some piece of vegetables. I did not even touch my rice."Just stay on your seat. I will do this." Nabrel glared at me when I was about to help him clean the table."Suit yourself!" I rolled my eyes and remained on the couch like what he had said.I crossed my arms infront of my chest as I watched his every move. His brows were furrowed a bit as though he was doing a very challenging task. He did not even spare me a glance.I rolled my eyes when his eyes quickly glanced at my direction."Did you change my clothes? Why am I wearing this longsleeves polo?" I pointed at the clothes I was wearing.His dark brows furrowed even more. The foods were already on the tray. It seemed that he was done."Minda was the one who changed your clothes," he answered in a deep voice. I sensed a bit of annoyance in there."And why the hell are you mad? Where is this Minda you are talking about, then?