Amara's pov
I had broken a lot of rules. A lot of them were broken while growing up, Amara, don't step out of the castle without your guard, I broke this rule the week Liam was employed.
Amara, always let us know what's happening with you, I broke this rule on my sixteenth birthday.
Amara don't read up about vamps, I broke this when I was tall and strong enough to climb library ladders.
Amara don't cross the borders, It was a known fact that this might have been the first rule I had ever broken.
Amara think before acting, This was a rule I have never thought of acting on in my life and it might evolve into a flaw. Amongst every trait I picked from my mother's younger self, this was one of them.
Amara don't wander off when in a strange place, A new rule which was issued while I left for New York and which I broke tonight.
Amara, do not talk to strangers! This rule was annoying, not every stranger was bad.
Amara don't get yourself into sticky situations, Rose and Cora owned this rule but then again I had a talent for getting myself in awkward situations like this one.
I didn't move from my spot as I should have.
Instead, I watched and became a peeping Thomas, don't ever become a peeping Thomas should have been a rule, Not like I would have followed it.
And then the last and final one, Amara! Don't associate yourself with a vampire if you ever come across one, I was going to break it right now cause I didn't think the rule applied to beautiful silver-eyed, dark-haired vampires that looked like they had an admirable talent in hanky panky.
I watched as they both finished, the silent moans of a very well-satisfied lady and the grunts of a man were all I heard. He detached his tattooed hands from her waist and let go of her and then his fingers moved so incredibly fast in fixing his pants as the worn-out woman slid down the wall.
He still hadn't turned directly towards me.
My eyes trailed on his side profile, I could see his well-sculpted nose and blood staining the corner of his lips. His hands moved to his pocket and he fished out a wallet. He leaned on his haunches in front of the woman who looked like she was passed out front intense pleasure and I wondered if she was dead.
His fingers brought out some notes and for the first time I noticed some rings on them and then he tucked the money into the woman's shirt, She's a hooker, I thought to myself as he stood up. He reached into his pockets and pulled out a handkerchief. It was a checkered hankie. He swiped it across his face cleaning any traces of blood that indicated that he just fed from her.
And then he turned to me and I had never been more bedazzled in my life.
His looks were a total knockout. He looked like he belonged in a fantasy book and his gaze was the most intimidating one I had ever held. He watched me just as I watched him.
A blank look on his face portrayed no single emotion, even his orbs that seemed to catch my fancy were empty and void of fervor.
His poise was extraordinary.
That poise you see in a person and you'd instantly know that they had a big ego, they walked with a stick up their arse, they knew that the world could crumble at their feet and they were powerful.
I had only seen one man with this equanimity, my father.
And now a vampire stood before me with that tremendous poise. A creature I was supposed to hate but was secretly fascinating to me, a creature I was warned about cause they were untrusting, scheming, and vile. They lived on blood which my kind found disgusting and they always had a trick up their sleeve looking for the next way to ruin your life.
I didn't think the man that stood before me was vile. A vile person shouldn't have such great hair or beautiful eyes that could compel you to stare at them for eternity.
I thought he was spruce and princely, exceptionally dangerous yet devastatingly easy-on-the-eyes.
He looked gracious and pulchritudinous.
Your vocabulary works fine by seeing our enemy, great! A tiny voice crept into my mind and I pushed it away. He was the 'I will trample on your heart kind of stunning, not the I will buy you flowers and make sweet love to you kind'
It's time to go! He reeks of danger! Cora said and I had to agree with her. I should go, I should turn on my heels and flee. I should find my way and forget about tonight while putting in the energy to cuss Terren out and I should also find a way to notify my parents and friends about my stalker.
I had a very annoying unique haired vampire stalker already and it wouldn't be wise of me to add a dark-haired vampire to the list of things happening in my life.
I shifted on my feet, trying not to squirm under his gaze, wondering what he thought of me with my broken heels in my hands, tear-stained face with the hue of black mascara on my cheeks, my disheveled slutty gown according to Terren's ideology and my very prominent hip dips, Did he think me beautiful too? I shouldn't be having such thoughts at all but there was something about him.
There is nothing about him, Cora whined, You read too many books, let's go for heaven's sake.
"Do you think I look like a whore?" I mumbled to him without thinking. I spoke to him breaking the awkward silence between us and I wanted to knock myself on the head.
He looked at me, eyes trailing on my being still not passing any emotions. I was looking for resentment or admiration in those eyes but I got none.
His eyes were cold, unfeeling as he stared at me.
"Nyet." No. He answered. His voice was a total stunner. He sounded deep and smoky, almost villainous, not almost! Villainous.
His Russian accent was evident and thick and I knew the meaning of what he said. Liam had said it to me a couple of times and for a fleeting moment I had to think if it was my stalker standing before me but with his hair, it was a no.
"Oh, thanks." I breathed a sigh of relief, "You know my fiancé thinks I look like a slut in this dress, and look where it got me, lost in an alley with the trauma of seeing two people having sex, alleyways are not a good place for that, what if kids come by." A perfectly arched brow rose at me as he heard my words. He didn't respond with words, just a raised brow and alluring lips set in a thin line.
"Is she dead?" My gaze trailed to the woman near the wall who seemed to be in a coma. She hadn't moved and I tried to examine her very closely to know if she was still breathing.
"Krasniy." His voice pulled my attention from the woman to him and I was pretty well assured that what he had said had nothing to do with the question I asked but I was going to take It as a compliment.
"Krasniy right back at you." I beamed and I saw a corner of his lip tilt up a bit. It wasn't a smile. It was just a slight tilt which wasn't even enough for a smirk and I knew that I had just fooled myself, "I am not a Russian native."
He didn't reply. His lips immediately morphed back to their initial form exactly how he had them set in a thin line earlier.
"You don't look dangerous." I flashed my teeth again and Cora rolled her eyes, "Do you perhaps know any vampire named Eros or any half white and half black haired vamp? You are a vamp right?" My last question was stupid and I saw a silver of annoyance flash through his eyes. All my questions were stupid, "It's pretty obvious that you are a vampire and you wouldn't know these people, my bad."
He looked bored. Exhausted by my existence and words. He was someone who didn't like being bothered, didn't like talking a lot, and probably will hate all distraught girls in red dresses after our encounter, "Well, my name is-"
"Snyek." He cut me short and my heart jumped. The fleeting thought of him being my stalker crossed my mind again but then I saw his eyes resting on my collar bones. He probably read the name on the necklace and figured that was my name and I nodded seeing no use in introducing myself again.
"What's your name?" I stepped closer outstretching my hand for a handshake. I wasn't all too close to him but his intimidating height still made me feel small. He was tall, too tall, and lean just like I had imagined vampires from reading about them, "I never knew vampires had tattoos." I added.
He just stood there, staring down at me, ignoring my outstretched hand, that is not polite! He didn't answer my question nor did he acknowledge my last statement and he looked annoyed right now, "I guess you don't do handshakes and you have no name. So I will just call you grump." My hand fell to my side and rubbed it against the red fabric of my dress in sheer embarrassment. His face morphed into a frown which indicated that he didn't like his name, "Can you show me the way? I am lost."
"No." He spoke English this time around and immediately after he said the word, he spun around and began to walk away from me.
I began to stride after him, "What about her?" I asked referring to the hooker, No answer, "I am lost, can you show me the way?"
He stopped and turned around. His face is still neutral showing no emotion. I halted and he traced his steps back to me, hands in pockets walking like he owned the earth, "Stop. Following. Me." It looked like it took him a lot of effort to say those three words in one sentence and it was clear that I was coming to be annoying to him.
"Jeez! Okay." I shrugged and stepped back.
He gave me one more grim look before pulling his hoodie cap over his head covering his beautiful dark hair.
His hands were in his pocket once more and he strode off leaving me deserted in the dark alley.
All I could do was stand back and watch him fade into darkness.
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Amara's povIt was already known that I was never one to follow instructions and following instructions wasn't something I was going to start overnight by listening to a 'stop.following.me.' from a certain charming and grumpy stranger. Now, can we find our way back and forget about him? Cora had said immediately he went off but I did the opposite as expected.I had broken off the damaged heels from my shoes, wore them as flats, wiped my hands across my face, and sped after him but not before checking to see if the hooker was still alive and thankfully she was. She even got on her feet and said nothing to me before walking off being happy with her pay.It is not too late to turn back! Cora repeated and I rolled my eyes.Do you not at least find him half as interesting as I do? I grunted at her and she stomped in my head, "Oww!"I do not! She stomped harder and I blocked her out. My gaze shifted back to Mr grump who wasn't surprised that I had caught up with him. H
Amara's pov"eto nespravedlivo." This isn't fair. It was a feminine voice spewing Russian words that were beyond my comprehension. She sounded concerned even though I didn't understand her words."ya ne igrayu chestno." I do not play fair. This was masculine this time. Deep and smoky just like I had heard the vamp in my dream speak.A dream that they had interrupted with their words creeping into my subconscious, disrupting my peaceful slumber.But why were they in my room? Why did Liam bring his friends over to come to have a chit-chat in my personal space while I was sleeping?It was rude and annoying. I let out a breath and reached down to pull the covers over me so I could block their voices out. My fingers grappled the woolen fabric and I pulled it over me.Cold air kissed my bare legs and a strange yet alluring scent filled my senses. It was Spicy, woody, cedar. It smelt manly, screamed I belong to a man and it was not mine. "Strip tease?" These words were from
Amara's povAmara, never wake up in the middle of a bullet extract, This should have been a rule amongst other rules and I would have gladly followed this one.It was painful as hell waking up to see tweezers being poked in me. The drink with ice cubes was supposed to induce a partial coma till the procedure was over but the effect happened to wear off after some time which led to me experiencing a very traumatic moment and I passed out after it. The healer had explained that I had a very high fever while out for those days and it wasn't safe to get them extracted and they had to wait till the fever abated. I twisted to the other side of the bed after I finished healing up my wounds and listening to Cora talk my head off about how I landed us into this mess.My eyes trailed to the man before me.Orian.He was seated on a chair that faced one of the windows in the room, his back turned to me.He was still dressed in his attire from earlier today although I couldn't
Amara's povRule number whatever Do not cross Orian nor should you be found in inappropriate positions with him."You are wet." I didn't know my toes could be curled when in a kneeling position but they did, they betrayed me. Just hearing his voice, those three words escaping his lips and I was about to hold onto his lap for support but that would have been highly inappropriate, "Get up!"I looked up at him, my green eyes holding his piercing gaze, those silver eyes showing nothing but irritation and I wondered what he thought of our present situation. Before I had the chance to get up from the bed earlier, I had smelt him approaching the suite and I knew I was in deep shit.It was 8:00 pm and he had arrived exactly at that moment. I had practically leaped towards the bathroom and had a very rushed bath.It is not classified as a bath Amara, it's a stay under the shower for a second and hop out the next kinda thing, Cora had a very good point.I scurried out of the bathro
Amara's povI was in what seemed to be the longest and most quiet elevator ride in the world and to worsen it all, I was stuck with the grumpiest person to ever grace the surface of the earth.A tough situation.I had three bothersome things to do. Well, they weren't bothersome to me but they will be to him.Firstly, I wanted to move closer to him and tuck that stray black strand in place. Secondly, I wanted to break the silence and ask if a gypsy had ever read his palm and then, I wanted to grab a hold of his cane and examine it.Do not bother the grump, Cora snickered and I had to resist the urge to laugh.I had my lips pressed together with my fingers running through my hair. It was my way to keep back the many questions I had to ask him.I leaned against the elevator wall and watched him.He wasn't positioned against the wall like I was.Instead, he stood upright.One hand holding the cane, his fingers twirling on the eagle head, the other hand fiddled in his coat pocket and produ
Amara's pov I was still tongue-tied as the ride went on while sneaking glances at Orian who never once glimpsed in my direction and I was very much convinced that he saw me as nothing but a mere irritating responsibility.We bore the ride in silence and if not for the partition separating us from the front compartment I would have reached forward to put on some music. My derriere had the chance on being on display but it would have been worth the risk, I hated silence.I looked at him again.His head was bent over peering at his phone screen as he tapped away at it. His other hand still held his cane and images of what had happened in the elevator flashed through my head. I suddenly grew hot remembering how his hand had grasped my waist, the other hand tilted my neck as he feasted on my blood.I swallowed remembering how I had felt. I squeezed my eyes shut, tucked the fabric of my dress between my legs, and squeezed them together willing myself not to get aroused.
Amara's povI couldn't measure up to her or the hooker he had been with at the alley. I had small breasts, a round stomach, and hips with very, very prominent hip dips.In other words, a bad figure.I looked back at her and she was leaning into him, her hand was on his arm, a smile was still on her face even though he hadn't returned it and their interaction looked like they were familiar with each other. It was like I wasn't even there. Jealousy brewed in my stomach as she leaned closer and I wanted to retch all over the place. It wasn't like I had some claim on him or he was mine and he preferred busty brunettes over silly-looking pale-skinned blondes and to worsen it all, they interacted in Russian and I felt dumb. He seemed to know Russians everywhere he went.After what felt like forever, she went off leaving both of us alone and I heaved a sigh of relief, "Did you know I am a Princess?" I don't know why that came out of my mouth but I needed to say something to get rid of the ac
Amara's pov"I want to see your wings again, I think I like them." He huffed at my words and laid me on the bed. A satisfactory moan escaped my lips when my back met with the soft bed coverings and I snuggled in for more warmth, "Pweetty pweease..." He frowned at my pout and I couldn't resist the urge to take my fingers to his face, my thumb soothed the furrow on his forehead and it was his turn to sigh."You are drunk." He moved my legs and I felt his hands on my feet pulling at the shoes, "I said you couldn't have any.""Tipsy, the word is tipsy." I raised myself a little with my elbows resting on the bed, acting as support. I wasn't drunk, I was just slightly inebriated and I could still function quite well, "Tell me more about yourself...""I hate being stabbed with a fork on a first date."Date?? So it was a date?? I was very sure my mouth was slightly ajar and again I was stunned as I stared at him trying to process his words and he held his famous grimly expression like he hadn
Orian's pov"Your majesty." A hand shook my shoulder with much force as the voice called out and I jerked raising my head to see Emery standing before me with a look of worry in her eyes, "Ah, I was worried when you weren't replying for a while...""Emery." I got up from the floor and brushed my hands on my pants, "Is Amara well? Is she alright?"She gave me a sad look and took in a deep sigh before taking the seat next to us. Her hands cradled her head as she looked like she was in deep thought, "You should never have brought her here, your majesty.""You think I do not know that ma?" I whispered sitting next to her expecting the worst with the emotions she relayed, "Please tell me my wife is well?"She turned her head looking at me with her eyes glossy with tears and I blinked keeping mine back bracing myself for what was to come, "It worked." As I heard those two words, relief that I had never known washed through me and I let out a great sigh Falling back agai
Orian's pov There was an unwavering eerie feeling that settled within me the moment I entered Avalon, this hunch was something I could say emanated from the air of gloom settling above the kingdom ridding it of its light just as it had rid me of the glee I felt when I was on my way here.Something was wrong.I just knew it.And I had begun to imagine that the message Nexus had passed across about me returning home soon had very little thing to do with Amara and my family missing me and everything to do with a tragedy that I couldn't quite figure out what it could be. I didn't give much thought to it, I clutched onto my bag, and my other hand held another package that bore gifts for Amara.I couldn't go on a journey without picking up everything that I saw would fit her and as I walked my way towards the castle, I focused on the glee of my journey being successful and not on the in-depth feeling of dread settling in my belly. The journey had
Amara's pov I remember everything.These words rang through my brain as I snapped my eyes open, willing myself to pull away from the terrifying nightmare that had me in its claws pining me away from reality.I lifted myself from the bed, sitting upright with my fingers holding at my throat as I tried to steady my breathing and I instantly noticed that I was alone.Orian wasn't beside me.I tried to call out his name but my voice felt hoarse and I was too weakened from the aftermath of the dream to muster the strength to call out for him knowing that he'd be around somewhere.I instinctively reached for the bottle of water by the bedside and grabbed at it, popping open the cover before turning it over and taking big terrifying gulps to soothe the thirst in my throat after that, I got to the strawberries, eating them greedily with my heart warming at how thoughtful Orian was to place them there for me and as I sat there eating, I remembered it all, my dream, my forgotten reality.
Orian's povI had the loveliest of dreams.One in which Amara loved me and I let her love me.I didn't want to force my eyes open as I was enwrapped in the blissful reverie of the dream, the state in which I was presently was one of unattained bliss as the images of what had happened tainted my memories.I moved against the bed, my hand reaching out instinctively to draw the person next to me closer, and as bare skin met soft bare skin igniting a fire of remembrance against us, I noticed that I was naked, we were naked with what felt like a single blanket covering us up.I opened my eyes to look down so as I confirm what I felt and it was true.We were bare, entangled together within the sheets and the most beautiful and most noticeable contrast that I had ever seen came to play before my eyes. Amara's skin, so translucent and ever appealing was illuminated by the glow of the moonlight reminding me of why I had picked her nickname for her, lunny svet.moy malen'kiy
Amara's pov Growing up, I had often wondered how my first kiss would be. My imagination ran wild at creating the perfect scenarios. Would it be when my partner and I were running in the rain and he would turn to sneak a quick one leaving me in pleasurable surprise or would it be at a park? Running in the fields gasping with exhaustion and he seals his lips to mine while laying me against the soft grass?All these scenarios filled my daydreams and even when I met Grump and confirmed we were soulmates, his face filled my dreams leaving me wondering what our first kiss would be like and when it would be.I have had many imaginations but nothing beats what was going on right now and nothing ever will. What transpired at the moment had fulfilled my fairy tale need for a perfect first kiss and it had me curling my toes with my eyes shut and my fingers gripping at the fabric of his coat when I wanted badly to slip them around his neck and pull him closer to deepen the kis
Orian's povDear Diary, I am 30 today.30 years of my miserable existence.What's the essence of birthdays if my mother always cursed the day I was born and the people around me perceived me as insufferable?I feel as gloomy as ever, it isn't any different from the rest as I am reminded of all the tragic incidents that happened after my 5th birthday which started with losing snow and I still blame myself no matter how much Amara tells me that it was never my fault.I wonder what will happen today? What tragic thing fate has in store for me. Would I finally die or I would lose the woman that I hold close to my heart?I didn't tell her that it was my birthday today.She would get excited not knowing how much I hated birthdays and then she would get disappointed when she found out that this was the unluckiest day in my life and I feared that she might be affected.I might understand why my mother cursed the day I was born frequently, even if Amara has told me a lot that none of it that
Amara's pov There was happiness before me because of the festival but only terror filled my heart as I rubbed my fingers against my chest trying to be rid of the terrible feeling lodged in me which was caused by the nightmares I had recently.Orian's PTSD had gotten worse these days, after finding him on the day he had sneaked off claiming he was alright. He had frequent nightmares and flashbacks that had him ending up in terrible states which resulted in him shying away from me most of the time.I felt like a failure in these moments, At first mating with him hadn't improved his scars or health which he badly wanted gone. The curse was still somewhat effective and my doing my best in trying to help him in matters related to trauma hadn't done much.I reached my hand up to my neck, my fingers clutching at the necklace I wore now which was a gift from Penelope, Akanther's widow and just then, she just then she looked in my direction smiling at me and waving for
Orian's pov A groan passed my lips as I bent over a seat to rest on it. My hand instinctively went to my face cradling my dressed wound which had begun to ache immediately after I sat.We had started the preparations for the festival and my gaze went to where Amara stood with the rest of the team as she discussed with them with her hands tucked in her pockets and her loose ponytail falling down her back. I didn't have the chance to fix it properly after our raunchy explorations in the library moments ago and just then she looked behind her, her green eyes meeting mine and cheeks reddening, no doubt she had remembered exactly the scenes I was replaying in my head with her back pressed against the shelves and legs hooked around my waist while I drove into her warm heat.I swallowed shaking my head and willing the thoughts away before I got a hard-on in public which would lead to me stealing her away again despite the ache in my wound and the many things we had to
Amara’s pov"How did you meet Akanther?""At a club." He replied threading his fingers in mine, "I used to go there to clean the shoes of the men, they paid pretty well and he was impressed by me the first time I cleaned his. He got me food and was perplexed when I ran home with it instead of eating it right there as he saw I looked famished. I had to share it with my sister and she told me about how we shouldn't trust him thinking he could be like our parents.""She cared about you Orian. I am glad you both had each other during those times.""I never saw Akanther again after that year but I met him a few times before he traveled back and the next time I saw him again was when I turned thirteen and Imelda was sick then. I talked to him and he mentioned taking me along with him back to his kingdom because he had taken a liking to me, it was an offer I gladly accepted on the condition that I bring Imelda along and he agreed. We were to leave that same night and I got home quickly to ge