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Can you keep a secret Truth is bitter
Chapter 25As I took harsh gulps from the bottle of water, Bethel was staring at me all these while like a detective ready to torture a criminal with those dumb and heart wretching interrogation. In Fact the looks Bethel was giving me is capable of murdering someone, I wonder why I haven’t died yet. Well who knows maybe I’ve got nine lives, I mean with all these torment and torture this stupid game had bestowed on me, I should be rotting six feets under. “Now tell me Clarissa what the hell were you thinking?” Bethel fired at me the moment I dropped the water from my mouth. I’ve quite expected that. From the moment Nathan told Bethel about my attempt against my will, she has on this look that vouchsafe a lot of things. Her face was blanketed with rage but deep in eyes glistened so much hurt, the same look that was in Nathan’s face and honestly I didn’t like it. I know Bethel had a lot to say but firstly she and Nathan served as a cover for me as they led me to the restroom where I had
Can you keep a secret Chapter 26
...As I and Nathan made our way towards the outskirts of the club where Bethel was fixing Mark up, there’s only one thing in my mind. My boyfriend is an underground street fighter. I’m dating a street fighter!!!I mean after beating those three hefty guys, he only had a few bruises. I know they were drunk but damn, three?Now I really should get to know my boyfriend.“And what the hell do you think you are doing here?” I was so overwhelmed that I didn’t know how we walked up to Mark. Mark was sitting on the floor while Bethel knelt beside him. He was looking a bit better than how he was earlier only that he was casting Nathan a death glare“Mark,” I sniffled as I rushed towards him squatting before me “what the hell are you doing in this bar? Did you get drunk? How did you get into a fight? Mark are you alright?” I bombarded him with questions while checking him out but then Mark did the one thing that hurt me to tBone... he yanked my hands off him.“What does it look like to you hu
Can you keep a secret Let's play the game
Chapter 1Sitting at my study desk, my hand moved rhythmically with the dancing pen on my notebook scrambling numbers against numbers. Calculus can be a very interesting topic but it gets tiring to some extent especially when it’s been given to you as an assignment. I’ve been on this assignment for close to 2 hours now which has caused the muscles in my forearms to spasm. With my eyes heavy, I decided to take a break. I left the books opened on the desk as I went to grasp my phone from the dresser. I laid down on my bed with my back leaning my head against the pillow then I turned on my connection as I came online. I shuffled through Facebook viewing posts and comments. None of my friends are online so what do you expect me to do? I was now engrossed in my phone until a text popped into my phone. It was from some random user who of course I don’t. Curious to see what he or she sent? I clicked on the message. ‘Hi’ came the brief greeting. I’m not the type who usually talks wi
Can you keep a secret Rumors
Chapter 2The rumor of the game is now spreading more than ever before. Like everywhere I go to, the grocery mall and even in the school, I rarely talk without hinting on the dumbass game. I wonder how people could be this clueless, primitive and naive. I mean there are lot of signs there to prove the game false still they decide to neglect their own life to be slaves to rumors. Right now I'm at the school cafe with my best friend bethel. I’ve been rambling about a classic I just read, telling her what I love about the book ‘fences’, an American themed book. I told her what I hate and how I felt about Troll's death, which in my opinion wasn’t supposed to die. While I was busy talking, she kept nodding and mouthing an 'Uh yeah’ oh’ absently mindedly and I almost narrated the entire book before I realized she wasn’t even paying attention instead she was busy operating her phone, deeply engrossed in whatever she was doing. “Bethel...” I snapped at her, making her flinch and her phone
Can you keep a secret A dangerous decision
Chaapter 3 Today has really been a very hectic day. I've been cruising around town with my scooter, delivering clothes to dad's customers. Dad is a very prominent dry cleaner here in Texas so you could imagine the multitude of people I had to make deliveries to."God I'm so exhausted..." I yawned lazily while walking into the living room. On opening the door of my room, I was met with zayn curling up in my bed and to my annoyance he was operating my phone? He was so engrossed in it that he never knew how I had walked in. "Zayn..." my voice rang out in annoyance making zayn startled and jumped down to the floor. "Can you explain to me what you were doing with my phone in my room?" I asked sternly, placing my arm on my waist. "Ummm...browsing??" He shrugs and bits his lower lips. And he took a few steps back in order to keep his distance with me. "Seriously? What did I tell you about using people's stuff without taking permission from them?" I yelled exasperated. Honestly what's w
Can you keep a secret The gamer
Chapter 4 Laying lazily on my bed, the pigeon on my window made a lovely sound and the birds on the Cheryl tree close to my window sang melodiously to the movement of the wind and the falling leaves.Today is mother's day and I'm supposed to go out with my mom by 1pm but the time is 12pm there's no sign of my mom around and she hasn't called me. I sighed and went to the kitchen to grab a plate of chips and a chilled bottle of water to pass out time. Getting to our sitting room, dad and Zayn are sitting on the sofa watching a program. I just ignored them and went straight to the kitchen.Zayn doesn't even bother about the mothers day outing stuff he prefers to stay at home with dad and spend the whole day watching movies or doing some crazy stuff. After getting everything I needed, I went upstairs to my room. I found my phone ringing hoping to see my mom's face on the screen. I rushed to my bedside to check the caller but to my disappointment it's my female bestie that's calling. I
Can you keep a secret Round 1
Chapter 5 I stared intently at the screen as the phone dings in my palm almost immediately. The speed at which he replied to my message was quite mysterious, it was as if he'd been expecting my message. “Great, you will be playing about five different games on different occasions and be rest assured that once you’ve agreed to this game, you aren’t allowed to stop playing. You must complete all five aspects of the game and if you are able to win at the end of it, a huge sum of reward awaits you.” I Scoffed swinging my legs in the air as I kept staring at my screen waiting for him to finish typing...‘And here are the rules of the game which must be observed and followed. Hence the rules are. You are quite aware that this game is themed. ‘Can you keep a secret?’ Which means 1. Once you start playing this game you mustn’t tell anyone about it. 2. You mustn’t ask any questions about the game. 3. No trace of cheating like trying to track down this I.D it won’t help anyway. 4. You
Can you keep a secret Chapter 6
Standing before the mirror, I slipped my hair into a ponytail and then started checking out my uniform to be sure nothing was left out. With my gaze still on the mirror, I saw my door creaked open and mum walked in. She was in a gray colored suit, the same dress she had worn yesterday morning. “Clarisa dear?" Her smile reflected in the mirror."So you finally remembered you have a home” I just rolled my eyes, staring at her through the mirror. “Clarissa I understand that you must be very upset about yesterday." She said quietly as she placed her palm on my shoulder. “I am so sorry for not showing up again as promised. The thing is I got really busy at work." "You always say that.” I turned around so I could face her. “It's always work work. You can't even squeeze a minute of your time and share it with your family. All you think and care about is your work." "What? You know that's not true right? I love you so much and whatever I'm doing right now is because I want to make you h
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Can you keep a secret Chapter 26
...As I and Nathan made our way towards the outskirts of the club where Bethel was fixing Mark up, there’s only one thing in my mind. My boyfriend is an underground street fighter. I’m dating a street fighter!!!I mean after beating those three hefty guys, he only had a few bruises. I know they were drunk but damn, three?Now I really should get to know my boyfriend.“And what the hell do you think you are doing here?” I was so overwhelmed that I didn’t know how we walked up to Mark. Mark was sitting on the floor while Bethel knelt beside him. He was looking a bit better than how he was earlier only that he was casting Nathan a death glare“Mark,” I sniffled as I rushed towards him squatting before me “what the hell are you doing in this bar? Did you get drunk? How did you get into a fight? Mark are you alright?” I bombarded him with questions while checking him out but then Mark did the one thing that hurt me to tBone... he yanked my hands off him.“What does it look like to you hu
Can you keep a secret Truth is bitter
Chapter 25As I took harsh gulps from the bottle of water, Bethel was staring at me all these while like a detective ready to torture a criminal with those dumb and heart wretching interrogation. In Fact the looks Bethel was giving me is capable of murdering someone, I wonder why I haven’t died yet. Well who knows maybe I’ve got nine lives, I mean with all these torment and torture this stupid game had bestowed on me, I should be rotting six feets under. “Now tell me Clarissa what the hell were you thinking?” Bethel fired at me the moment I dropped the water from my mouth. I’ve quite expected that. From the moment Nathan told Bethel about my attempt against my will, she has on this look that vouchsafe a lot of things. Her face was blanketed with rage but deep in eyes glistened so much hurt, the same look that was in Nathan’s face and honestly I didn’t like it. I know Bethel had a lot to say but firstly she and Nathan served as a cover for me as they led me to the restroom where I had
Can you keep a secret Shouldn't I just die!
Chapter 24If I say the latest happenings weren't drifting life out of me I would be a terrible liar, I am bent under my reading table crying my eyes out.I miss him, I miss him so much that I can't find any sleep. At some point Xavier was there for me, he was the only one by my side. He walked dude by side with me when Royce died, from the police station to the court.Was it love, comfort, belonging? He was more than that to me and I feel so horrible he had to die in my hands. Why him? I thought the game kills people that I love, or is it because of the soft spot I was garnering for him that he died next.Fuck! What am I saying? I can't deny the fact that I like Xavier but it's just that out of all my friends he's the one I like less. I snuggle my pillow to my chest and take a deep sigh, hugging my knees.I remained in that position that I didn't know when I slept off.*"Clary food is ready!" I heard Dad's voice from the bathroom. Last night I slept in a very uncomfortable position
Can you keep a secret My world is crumbling
Chapter 23My feets suddenly couldn't hold my weight anymore, my legs where quivering and staring at the angry students behind me made me slumped.My ears were blaring fire, I couldn't say a word. My lips where wobbling trying to mutter words that never came out, tears blinded my vision and I wish I could just die.Shouts and screams rented my ears, the air was already corrupt and some angry students where busy laying curses on me, whilst others where accusing me of murder.Well, if it's not murder then it's what?"It was an ancident." My hoarse voice replied. The principal smashed his fist on the table, shooting balls my way.Nathan, Bethel, Mark and I were defending ourselves in the principal's office. Earlier on while I was wishing death to happen to me the head teacher grabbed me and told the others to follow suit and now we are facing a cruel interrogation."The last time I called you guys here was when Annabel died and now not only two of you are missing, three are dead. Now how
Can you keep a secret Xavier isn't dead, right?
Chapter 22Seconds, minutes or hours passed, I don’t really know but it just felt like I had been paralyzed by a strong force holding me rigid for eternity. My head tightened in vice-like grip, the only thing moving were my fingers against my phone. It was trembling beyond control. Tossing my phone across my room which luckily landed on my table rug, I collapsed on the bed. Different thoughts, all the fears and anxiety were niggling at me but I fought to push them away. I smuggled and curled up on the bed, my fingers shoved into my hair, I kept whispering to myself “No! No! No! No!” I don’t want to think about who’ll die next. Right now I want a genie to appear here and grant me just one wish. “I wish everything, all these is just a horrible dream and when I wake up everything will be over. No one ever died But where’s Genie when you need him? The more I think about it the more reality is catching up with me, and there’s this thing in my gut, this deep seated feeling that keeps
Can you keep a secret Red signal
Chapter 21I was sitting on the stairs that lead to Xavier's house. I could have ran further, maybe ran home but my tears were so heavy and uncontrollable, I didn't want anything bad to happen again so I just sat down there reminiscing on my life.I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turned swiftly to know who it was, "Bethel." I crooked, she gave me a pale look and sat next to me.I turned my face away and gaze at the setting sun, for the first time I felt relaxed. I should give my body some peace too, right? The cool evening breeze swept my hair backwards, making strands fall into my mouth."The evening is so cool." Bethel cooed and I stared at nothingness."Yeah. And so beautiful." I muttered slowly. She put her hand around my shoulders, turning my head to look at her in the process."You're beautiful.." she whispered and I just looked at her, "you're the strongest girl I've ever known, you're courageous and vibrant-" I didn't know when a tear slipped down my eye. She cleaned it with
Can you keep a secret Eliminating the game
Chapter 20It's 8:00am in the morning and I'm still fast asleep. I really don't want to go to school today after crying myself to sleep last night. So I planned to spend the whole day in my room today cause I don't want to see another person dead because of me.I can hear the birds chirping on the Cheryl tree close to my window in my deep slumber thereby trying to disturb my peaceful sleep.I turned to sleep on my side when I heard someone knocking my door gently.who the hell is thatThe gentle knock came in again thereby annoying me.I pulled the duvet over my head and closed my eyes tight to try to bring the sleep that is fading away slowly back."Clarissa it's me your father" I heard my dad's voice behind the door and ignored it, closing my eyes more tighter."Clarissa, are you there?" he asked more like a whisper and I ignored him for the second time."It's 8:00am already," he said behind the door, giving it a gentle knock.And so.. what do I have to do with 8:00amI wish I can
Can you keep a secret Betrayed
Chapter 19My eyes were already going inside their sockets, I wish I could crawl into my skin right now, the stares and rush of guilt feelings keeps washing creeps into my head.I would have don e worse if I were the parents but the slut's don't have any excuse whatsoever to put me in harm's way, I mean she was fucking there! Did she really have to spill it up on me this way!I am losing my mind and nothing is helping. The case is heating up in a whole new big chase and I fear I will end up in prison but that will only worsen issues. More people are going to die if I don't play that fucking game, I have just one level to complete and I'm all done, we are save!!!Can't they just think about that? How would they, when they know nothing about the unbuckling mystery."You evil child, you will rot in jail!!" Royce's mom spat angrily. She even stood up and grabbed my hair, giving me wimps I've never had.The police rushed to get her off me and her husband tried to calm her down. She was m
Can you keep a secret Chapter 18
Bethel and I were chatting on the balcony when I lost interest, my mind wandered far into nothingness and I didn't even realize Bethel was still talking. She was reading a book and would stop to explain something to me at intervals, didn't she get it, I am not even listening to her she should just stop. I was more bothered about what Nathan told me than her bickering, don't get me wrong, normally I enjoy her chats and bickerings so much but I don't just feel any need to open my mouth to talk."Are you listening?" She asked, turning me over so I could face her. I wriggled my face into a dull one and raised my brows like that of a kitten."Jericho left earth and went back to his planet and.. what's her name?" I tipped my tongue, looking at her for help. She watch me struggle with myself then give up, "I wasn't listening." I said with a deep breath.A frown formed on her face as she gave me a look of concern, "of-course you weren't listening that wasn't where I stopped, what is wrong C
