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2021-08-20 03:16:53I woke up to a nibbling sensation on the junction between my neck and shoulder and it made me arch my back on the bed. I whimpered in the sleep for more before slowly fluttering my eyes open.
"Morning" Ryan mumbled against my skin and a grin appeared on my face.
"Morning... Ohh…" A moan escaped my mouth when he bit my neck, making me squirm under him.
"I love you...” He breathed against my skin as he was licking the spot afterwards, making me wriggle and take deep breaths. I was sure I was rewarded with a mark there.
"I love you but stop the assault." I smacked his shoulder.
He laughed, fully rolling and hovering over me. I could smell his minty breath as he pecked my lips.
"You’re so beautiful." He whispered.
"Thank you but morning breath." I pushed him off.
"Hey! I just freshened up!" He took an offence.
"I know, genius. I was talking about mine." I sat up.
"I don't mind." I could hear the pout in his
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We ate each other's faces until we had to pull back to let oxygen in our lungs. He attacked my jaw and left trails of kisses from my jaw to my neck. He bit the junction between my neck and the jaw earning a loud moan from me. He retreated his hand and slid it under my shirt and rubbed my stomach. His mouth kept the assault on my neck, I threw my head back to give him more access to my neck. His left open mouth kissed down my neck to my collarbone and started nibbling my sweet spot. I couldn't control myself and moan tugging his hair. I started grinding my hips against him. Everything in my mind was long forgotten, we were in our own little bubble, in pure ecstasy. His hand on my belly slipped down and rested on the waistband of my pants while he left hickeys all over my neck and collarbone. He slid his hand in my sweatpants and rested right on my clothed cock putting a little pressure on it. My breath hitched and I groaned thrusting into his hand. I knew this
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I rolled over in the bed. I found it empty and cold when I tried to cuddle Ryan. I knitted my brows and opened my eyes, light did its thing and burned them. I sat up and stretched my arms and yawned. "Ryan..." I called him but no response. Then I heard a faint melody of the piano. I frowned and got out of bed. I made my way out of the bedroom and followed the sound. As I was getting closer the sound of the piano was joined by vocals and I got close enough so that I could hear it properly. The soft melody of the piano filled my heart with emotions and Ryan's angelic and soft voice was soothing my soul. I just stood there leaning against the wall and listened to him pouring his heart out. He was doing ad-libs and he was so damn pro at that. Seconds later he started singing and I got goosebumps. “Aren't you somethin' to admire … Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror” He was singing mirrors by Justin Timberlake with so many
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He hovered above me captured my lips in a soft and slow kiss. It wasn't a lustful kiss. It was so tender and intoxicating that I could melt just because of the way he nibbled on my bottom lip, waiting patiently for me to grant the access to my mouth which I did and his tongue darted out before it slipped into my mouth and tasted every inch of my mouth. Our tongues danced together as our hands intertwined on the cushion. He pulled back and pecked my lips. "Are you comfortable?" he whispered and I nodded because I didn't trust my voice at the moment. "You sure you want this?" He asked caressing my cheek. "You're the only one I want this with," I confirmed placing my hand on the back of his neck and pulling him in for a kiss. I played with baby hair on his neck while our kiss lasted and then he moved his lips down my jaw to my neck. His hands spread my legs as he adjusted himself between them. He pulled back and tugged my shirt. I sat up, lifted my arms
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"Whoa! Man, Mr Brown is wild!" those were first words of Mateo when he met me in the cafeteria. "What?" I frowned. "Those hickeys I'm talking about." he said sitting beside me. I blushed but covered it with a frown. "Mateo, can you please try and keep your nose out of my business." I spoke sweetly though I wanted to just strangle him to death for making me embarrassed. I had no idea there were hickeys over my skin until Keith decided to lend that information to me. My day was going bad. First, we forgot to take my clothes to Ryan's penthouse so we had to drive back to his mansion which ended up us being late. Then in sociology I was paired with Haley for our project and I just wanted to cut Mr. Bright's balls but I decided against it, then I had a little argument with Keith in the bathroom because he had seen my hickeys, just because I'm a forgetful person, I forgot to cover them and Ryan didn't even remind me to, which I was going to talk about to hi
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"Was that before or after he fucked you?" He seethed through his teeth. I snapped my head in his direction. I couldn't believe the words that came out of his mouth. I was in shock. "I'm sorry." he mumbled after a few moments of silence of me wrapping my head around what he said. It was so unlike him. He had always been so soft and gentle that I never even pictured him getting angry especially with me. I mean I did say that his anger turned me on and it did but this wasn’t in my mind when I pictured it. "I can't believe you really said that." My voice cracked. Tears I was trying to hold started burning my eyes. I let them fall. "Hey... hey... I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have said that. You know that I know that you would never do that and you also know I didn’t mean it. I’m so sorry." he spoke politely. He took my face between his hands and wiped my tears. "Why'd you say that?" I asked sobbing. "I'm so sorry. I was... It's just I heard the wh
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I walked down the hallway to Literature and sat on my seat. Students started to fill up the class, I was too pissed to care about who sat next to me. "Good noon, students," Ryan said enthusiastically as he entered the class. I just huffed and turned my head low. His presence was enough to remind me how secretive he was and how many things there were that I didn't know about him while others did. "Alright, I want you to write your comments on 'Pride and Prejudice' and submit me at the end of the class." He said and everyone started writing as the classroom filled the sound of paper turning and hushed whispers. I took my stuff out to write but I didn't want to. I really wanted to know what he was hiding from me. I never had this intense urge to know about his secrets before but now that I knew that everyone, like every-fucking-one knew about him except me, I was getting annoyed. "Noah, come here and show me your paper." I heard Ryan's voice. I stood up and move
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I sat on the concrete bench in the park and let the tears flow through my eyes. All I could think about was 'He was lying to me all this time.' I asked him about his past, his relationships he purposely skipped that he was married and had a kid. My phone vibrated in my pocket. I knew who was calling so I ignored it. I laid my head back on the back of the bench and closed my eyes. All I could see was dark as usual. It felt like now all the darkness in my eyes had engulfed my whole being in it and the last hope of being happy in life was snitched away from me. "Hello!" I heard a voice. It was pitch dark and I was alone like always. "Hello!" I repeated my words louder. I didn't know where I was. I was lost. "Hey" I heard Ryan's voice and saw a flicker of light. My hope. "Ryan... you're here?" I asked turning my head to the light. "Yes I am" he replied in his usual calm and soothing voice.
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