Everyone's a nerd inside. I don't care how cool you are.
~Channing Tatum.
"All these things are absurd and time consuming!" My mum exclaimed as she went through the list of activities later in the evening.
"I could join the music club." I suggested earning a glare and I shut up immediately.
"And what exactly will you do in music club Lyra, please do enlighten me." she taunted.
"Nothing." I sighed chewing on the inside of my cheek. It was a habit I had developed over the years, it sometime helped to calm my nerves whenever I was around my mother or grandparents.
"I thought so" she scoffed. "Cheerleading, you can barely cheer a baby up" she let out the same small laugh like she had been using for the last hour. "All this is trash, its decided, you are going to a new school."
"I checked the Harvard form, there is a spot for me to fill in my extracurricular activity." I spoke quickly.
"We'll make up on."
"What happens when they ask me questions?"
"You'll be prepped in advance." She shrugged like it was nothing.
"And what if they change the questions?"
"What's your point." She glared tiredly.
"I could just pick on of these activities here." I shrugged
"Like what, basketball, you can't through anything with those weak arms let alone play soccer with those legs." she mocked "or maybe art when you can barely draw a line, stop trying to embarrass us, it is enough as it is."
"I was thinking tutoring, tutoring someone will basically mean me revising." I swallowed hard hoping she got my point.
"I'll think about it."
"But I've got till tonight to pick one."
"Transferring is an option too, now go study."
"Mum-" I looked at her in disbelief.
"I said go to your room and study now!" She snapped making me run off to my room.
Not feeling the mood to study, I locked my door and sulked at how miserable my life was. I've been to numerous schools and I was tired of transferring.
The next morning my mother told me not to bother getting ready because I would not be going to school.
I just stayed indoor studying and reading novels, I never had a social life either at home or school, my mother said it would distract me from 'our' main goal. The weekend came and it went by really slow.
"Lyra Robyn Colburn!" My mother's sharp voice reached my ears and pulled me out of my sleep. "Lyra!"
Groaning I got out of bed and went to see what she wanted.
"Why aren't you ready yet?" She narrowed her eyes dangerously at me after eyeing me the grey pyjamas I had on.
"oh" I gasped, I can't believe I had forgotten it was a Monday.
"Stop gasping, go and get ready, you've got 20 minutes." She ordered and I quickly run to my room.
I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth and over curly hair which my mum had somehow forgotten to have straightened, she ensured it every weekend.
Unlike most people, all my clothes where arranged perfectly, I had a outfit set for every day of the week this month, so I just got it out and put it on along with a pair of my converse sneakers. Grabbing my backpack and rushed downstairs where mum was waiting.
"I'm ready." I announced.
"Its about time." She rolled her eyes and advanced to the door. I grabbed a pack of carrot strips and dip with an apple and sparkling water from the kitchen before following her to the car.
The car ride was quiet as usual which I was thankful for, I didn't want to talk to my mother, I wasn't going to forgive her for making me transfer, again.
"Get out of the car." Mum stated snapping me back to reality.
"Huh?" I looked at her confused.
"It's too early to be daydreaming don't you think" she mocked "out of the car"
Confused, I looked through the tinted window only to see I was in my school's parking lot.
"Why the change of heart?" I asked confused but grateful.
"No school will admit you minus having one of those useless activities so you might as well do you tutoring here." she spoke her voice came out in a bored tone.
"Thank you!" I screamed wanting to hug her but she held her hand up stopping me.
"Don't, go before I decide to home school you." She scrunched her nose in disgust.
"OK, bye, have an amazing day!" I squealed getting out of the car.
Filled with so much excitement, I walked straight to the principals office and luckily Mr Robertson was there too.
"Ah Ms Rosefield." They both spoke at the same time.
"Good morning." I beamed "I pick tutoring for my Extra Curricular Activity." I told them before they replied to my greeting.
"Of course you did." Mr Desmond sighed.
"You begin after school, come to my office after your last lesson and I'll show you to the student you'll be tutoring."
"Alright." I nodded and turned to leave.
After my last class, I went to Mr Robertson's office.
"You know I was worried you were going to transfer." He told me as we walked down the crowded hallway.
"Why would that be?" I looked at him shocked by his confession.
"I didn't want to lose my top student." He praised making me flash a small smile at him. "And I'm glad you picked tutoring, some of these hard heads can use a piece of your brains." He joked making me laugh.
"Where are we going?" I asked as we walked to the sport field.
"To meet the hard head you'll be dealing with." he chuckled. "Michelson get your sweaty ass here!" He yelled when we were close enough to the football field where the school team was practicing.
"Why are is he coming here?" I asked as one of the guys jogged to where we were.
"What's up Mr R." the sweaty guy disrespectfully tapped Mr Robertson's back.
"This is your tutor." Mr Robertson pointed at me.
"Excuse me, what!" I exclaimed.
"You heard me, Gavin this is Lyra your tutor, Lyra this is Gavin your student, you get to teach him calculus." Mr Robertson ignored my comment.
"Her, teach me calculus." Gavin scoffed arrogantly
"Yes her and you better pay attention, if you fail my class a second time you'll be benched before the season even begins." He warned. "Now if you'll excuse me, I've got work to attend to, have fun and Gavin be nice." He warned before leaving.
"Mr Robertson." I run after him
"Yes-"
"Jocks are the worst." I whined.
"And his all yours." He patted my back.
"I don't want him."
"You picked tutoring not me, so deal with it plus don't judge a book by its cover, maybe your experience together will be great besides you don't have an option." he smiled and left.
"Hey nerd, sit by the benches, I'm still practicing." Gavin told me. "We'll start this tutorial thing when I'm done."
"I have a name." I mumbled under my breath.
"I said sit by the benches!" he yelled clearing not having heard what I had said. Not repeating himself he run back to his teammates.
Huffing, I walked to the benches and got my personal journal out , made myself as comfortable as I could and started writing.
"We'll study from here!" Gavin yelled when he came back all fresh and showered.
"H-here." I stuttered looking up from my journal. I was so engrossed in what I was writing I didn't notice him walk towards me.
"Yes here or is your brain too sensitive to hot temperatures." He teased making his teammates who were a few feet away laugh.
"Nice one." one of them laughed stumbling towards us.
"Take it easy on her, her brain cells are too complex cap." Toby a guy from my AP biology class mocked making the team laugh even more.
"You better get going before I make you give me 50 push-ups." the coach also my Algebra teacher yelled at them.
"Yes sir." They walked off still laughing.
"Where are you lagging in calculus?" I asked as I took out my book.
"Everywhere." He shrugged.
"Please be serious." I pleaded.
"I am." He shrugged and my mouth fell agape.
"OK then, we'll start with the basics of calculus." I told him. "Do you have your note and text books?"
"Hey." I snapped when he didn't respond.
"I need those." He crocked his eyebrows at me finally looking up from his phone.
"Yes." I breathed out. Cussing myself internally for being stuck in such a position.
This was going to be the longest school year of my life.
The only rule is don't be boring and dress cute wherever you go. Life is too short to blend in. ~Paris Hilton "Mr Robertson please." I pleaded with my calculus teacher. "It was your choice Lyra not mine, you'll have to handle her." He responded. "I can't, you need to hear me out, Janet Yuki is the worst, I need someone else to tutor." "No, how many students will you change all because you can't stand their behavior, it's not a valid reason." "Easy for you to say." I scoffed. "Really, I teach all those 'dull self absorbed' human beings and I don't have a choice, yeah, I've got it easy." He responded sarcastically. "Well I'd rather transfer schools than deal with that dumb, self centered bully." I stated picking up my backpack off the ground. "Fine, I'll give you an 'easier student'." Mr Robertson sighed giving in to my demand. "Really, thank you" I smiled. "You are so lucky you are my star student." He rolled his eyes "You'll meet him in the gym after school." "OK, thank you
If it matters, it produces controversy.~Jay GreeneAfter leaving Mr Robertson's office, Raphael and I stood in the hallway."What subjects are you-" I started but he didn't let me finish. "I have an important meeting to attend to right now so we'll do this tomorrow." He told me."But Mr Robertson sa-" I started but he cut me off."I heard what he said." He started. "I'll be free tomorrow, we can start then." Not bothering to get a reply he walked away. "Whatever." I whispered to myself and went to the library so I could do my calculus homework. "Raphael." I called for the third time."What." He groaned turning to face him. Classes were over and he was with his friends, the same ones who bullied me, going for what looked like practice. "What do you want." He glared at me. "It's time for our tutorial." I reminded. "Ok, I'll meet you there when I'm done with practice." He shrugged. "That's what you've been saying for the past month." I sighed. "Well I said it again." "You can
Its not selfish to put yourself first when you create your life. When you take time for yourself you make everything better. ~Tom AndersonMy eyes flattered open at the sound of my alarm clock ringing and with a groan I shut it off and forced myself out of bed into the bathroom. With a sigh I grabbed a scrunchie and tied my hair into a bun so it wouldn't get soaked while I took a shower. Stripping out of my pyjamas I got into the shower cubicle and twisted the tap letting the warm water fall on my body. After the shower I got out, wrapped my body in a towel and dried myself before I went to the sink and brushed my teeth. "Good morning sunshine." I greeted myself as I stated at my reflection in the mirror above the sink. Going back into my room I went to the closet and started looking for what to wear. Yes I had outfits picked out for a whole month but today was different, it was a weekend but not just any normal weekend, my grandparents were having the family get together they h
The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.~Dolly PartonAbsolutely no words could explain the joy I felt when the Uber drove out of my grandparent’s yard. The weekend felt like eternity in hell, especially with all the demeaning comments they made about me and how my father was always a topic of discussion during every meal.“I’ll call you when we land.” My mother spoke into the phone.She had been talking on phone since we got into the Uber, by the attitude she was showing towards me I could tell she was angry at me.“Mum we’re here.” I told her when the car parked.“I have eyes, I can see that.” She responded in a sharp tone.Sighing I got out of the car and grabbed my bags. We did all the necessary procedures before boarding the plane and just like always she sat 4 rows away from me, I should have been happy about that but the thought that my mother didn’t even care to see if I was alright after the I had a flare up yesterday.At the age of 5 I was
Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. ~Steve Jobs It was Monday and just as I had hoped the rush had cleared on most parts of my body except for my face but it was not as bad as before, I could hide my face with a mask. My mother an Arnold dropped me off at school and I walked into the premises going straight to my locker so I could get the books I needed for the first 3 periods. “Hey hot stuff.” Marcus grinned slamming my locker shut. If I hadn’t moved away quickly he would have hurt my hand. “Ooh she’s quick.” One of the guys he was with teased. “Leave me alone.” I told them. “What will you do if we don’t?” He taunted pushing me against the metal locker. My back hit the locker with a lot of impact and I knew it was going to leave a mark. “What, can’t speak anymore.” He taunted coming closer. “Leave her alone you jerks!” A feminine voice growled from behind
The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.~Nelson MandelaWe went to a small coffee shop close to the school because Raphael demanded he wanted coffee before we could start our tutorial session and we ended up deciding to have it from there instead because it was quiet.“Your black iced coffee and blueberry muffin.” The waitress said in a flirty tone while placing the cup and plate before Raphael. “And your strawberry green smoothie.” She put my cup in front of me.“Thanks.” I mumbled and put the straw in my mouth sucking the content in the cup.“Do you need anything else?” The waitress asked leaning towards Raphael.“Yeah, your number.” He smirked in response making her blush profusely. With a big grin she leaned over grabbing the smart phone in his hands and put in her number on it.“Text me.” She winked walking away.“Oh I will.” He smiled licking his lips and rubbing his hands together.“You’re disgusting.” I gagged.“Says the girl d
You become what you think.~Earl Nightingale As always, the weekend had gone by very slowly, but on the bright side I didn’t have to go to the hospital and get needles poked in my skin or have any intense flare-ups, the worst I had to encounter was the rush on my face which I had worked so hard to have cleared and well as the aching in my joints, overall, I had quite a good weekend.It was Monday and I was so excited to get out of the house, getting up at the sound of my alarm, I got out of bed. I didn’t know why I kept my alarm because having had the same routine for years, my mind was accustom to doing everything I was supposed to at the set time without having to check the clock, I just knew what and when I had to do things, it had become a norm.Entering the bathroom, I stared at my reflection in the mirror set above the sink on the door of the vanity cabinet and relief filled my lungs, the red spots on my face had cleared out and it looked normal, pale but normal.With a smile o
Don't dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next. Spend your energies on moving forward finding the answer ~Dennnis WaitleyAs planned, immediately the bell indicating the end of first period went off, I handed in my quiz answer sheet before grabbing my things and going to the library where I found Raphael leaning against the wall beside the entrance.His back was against the wall and with hands shoved in his pocket and iPod in his ears, the corner of my lips tugged into a small smile as I admired the man before me, he was very handsome, with midnight black hair that complemented his perfectly shaped face, dark lips and hazel eyes.“Hey.” I tapped his arm when I was in his reach.“You are late.” He grumbled while shooting me a glare.“Ungrateful, I’m skipping class for you and that’s all you can tell me.” I glared back. “I’m going back to class.”“Relax Lyra.” He held onto my hand before I made an attempt to walk away. “I’m sorry.”That was a first, from the time we
When you're doing the work you're meant to do, it feels right and every day is a bonus, regardless of what you're getting paid. ~Oprah WinfreyLyra It was strange, everything was strange, from how he ignored the constant calls to his expression when he went away to answer it and the jovial expression he held upon returning. I thought my family had bipolar people but I was wrong, Raphael Vicario topped the list.After escorting me to the car like he always did, I expected him to call me later in the night―like always. I anticipated his call but I never came, after all the effort he had undertaken to get a hold of me I thought he would call, Bria did to but he never did, maybe he was done with me.Shifting my focus from Raphael to the upcoming makeup test, I studied hard, I even woke up extra early just to patch up on anything I had missed while I studied the previous nights. When it was almost time for school, I took a quick shower and dressed up.◘“I’m sorry I’m late.” I apologize
He who is not courageous enough to take risks will accomplish nothing in life. ~Muhammad AliRaphael “What is this?” My stepmother growled looking between me and the guard that carried my unconscious brother.“Is the doctor here yet?” I asked one of the house helps and she nodded. “Good, have him set up in his room.”“Raphael!” Stepmother growled angered by my decision to ignore her.“Also,” I continued to converse with the young help. “Have the chef prepare something for him to eat when he wakes up.”“Raphael Oliver Vic-”“Can you not take a hint lady!” I snapped. “Do I need to spell it out that I’m ignoring you, is that what it will take for you to understand.”She was taken back by my reaction, I never raised my voice and that shocked her.“You, take him to his room.” I instructed the guard who nodded curtly before taking to the staircase.Rotating my shoulder blades, I made my way to the kitchen, I thought after yelling I would be left alone be left alone but no, the heels cluck
You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do. ~Henry FordRaphael Replacing the navy shift on my body with a black one, I changed my shoes and added a jacket before moving to grab two large duffle bags and stuffing them with paper and a few dollar notes on the top to make it see as though they where filled entirely with money.I had waited until my tutorial session with Lyra was over and she had safely gotten into the car before making my way to Leo’s, he had everything in place and I had less than an hour to rescue my stupid brother.“Crates are in.” Leo told me as he walked into the room.“Thanks.” I nodded zipping up the last bag and dropping it to the ground. “If you have something to say just come out with it already.” I grumbled.Since I got here he had been watching me intensely, he only ever did that if he had something to say and after this damn rescue mission, I was not going to be in the mood to have a conversation.“I noticed you and Lyra.” He said quietly.“
A creative man is motivated by the desire to achieve, not by the desire to beat others. ~Ayn RandRaphael She hit me, Lyra Colburn had just balled her small hand into a fist and hit my chest. It did not hit hard enough for it to hurt or leave a mark but it was enough to make me notice. When I averted my gaze from her little fists to her face, I noticed her entire demeanor had changed, she was no longer uneasy and her eyes where calm despite her best efforts to glare at me.“Did you just hit me?” I smirked finding her small action amusing.“Yes.” She raised her fist and hit my chest again twice.“I will report you for assault.” I suppressed my grin.“Go ahead.” She scoffed hitting me again. “Don’t you ever threaten me or Bria.” “Bria?” Grabbing her arm and holding it in place. I repeated the name confused as to who she was talking about.“Yes, the girl you threatened.” She stated pulling her arm away.“Clarify, I threaten a lot of people you know.” It came out as a joke but it was t
Everyone can master a grief but he that has it. ~William ShakespeareRaphael“Glad people with emergencies could join us.” Jasmine’s voice came sharp and taunting as her eyes trained on Lyra who in turn drew a deep breath.Her fingers flew to the hem of the cute peach sweater she had on that went really well with the soft tone of her skin and the rest of her outfit which consisted of a dark jeans, a white button down―I assumed based on the collar and the bottom that peaked out of the sweater and a pair of converse. Even though her outfit was basic and simple, it looked perfect on her―everything did.“Leave her alone.” Leo grumbled beating me to it. He held an irritated expression at Jasmine’s words to Lyra.“I was just-”“Leave her alone.” He repeated this time with more authority than the last.“Alright, geez, y’all are coming to her rescue as though I’ve even attacked her.” She scoffed after Leo had interrupted her.“You are picking unnecessary fights Jasmine.” Pedro chimed in, cle
Great occasions do not make heroes or cowards; they simply unveil them to the eyes. Silently and imperceptibly, as we wake or sleep, we grow strong or we grow weak, and at last some crisis shows us what we have become. ~Brooke Foss WestcottWalking through the halls of the school, my heart thumped louder and louder blocking out all the chattering noises from the students present, it was packed with people but what did I expect, for the first time in forever, I was dropped off late―My mother happened to have overslept but I did not complain, the longer I took to get to school the more time I had to come up with a proper explanation as to why I had been ignoring Raphael, knowing him, he would be by my locker waiting for me to explain.‘You aren’t that important.’ My subconscious scoffed.“Calm down Lyra, calm yourself.” I took deep breaths and rubbing my hands against the fabric of my seater, I wiped off the seat that had formed on my palms.Calmly I continued to walk until my eyes lan
Character is what you are in the dark. ~UnknownLyra It had been a week and so far so good, I had managed to steer clear from Raphael and any trouble that came with him―I couldn’t find myself getting attached to him, not now, I needed to focus on school, he was a distraction, after a careful analysis and receiving my B+ graded paper, I knew my mother was right, I paid little no concentration on my school work since he had come into my life and the big letter marked in red on my answer sheet proved that.Every time I saw him in school or when he called my heart could skip a beat. I wanted to speak to him, to go back to having our late night conversations but I couldn’t, especially not after my encounter with that girl, he was taken―had a girlfriend that was willing to fight tooth and nail for him and I was never the type to ruin people’s relationships hence, I was going to stay away from him.“Are you awake?” Bria asked quietly shutting the door to the study.“Yes, I am.” I nodded ra
The pursuit of truth will set you free even if you never catch up with it. ~Clarence DarrowRaphael It had been a good weekend, one I hadn’t experienced in the longest time and it was all because of one person. Small as she was, she held so much power and could turn even the shittest of days into the best with only her words.Over the past 3 days we had spoken, I found myself smiling and chuckling at memories of our late night conversations that would flash in my mind every now and then. I rarely smiled or was happy to talk to someone the way I did Lyra.Lyra Colburn, without even knowing it was slowly breaking down every wall I had built up and melting away the ice around my heart, she made me feel emotions I had trained myself never to experience and I had been doing a great job until now.This girl had me excited to go to school, the only reasons I ever did attend school were Leo and Emilia, they made it worth sitting in a classroom for hours listening to a teacher blubber about
A promise made is a debt unpaid. ~Robert W. ServiceRaphael After spending the rest of my day with Lyra, I couldn’t seem to get enough of her. Her presence brought a certain calm to my life and I wanted to feel that at all times. Especially after getting back to my parents― my father and biological mother at each other’s throats as my stepmother tried to step in and my older sister quietly watched them sipping on her margarita, it was never too early to be drinking in our household.“There you are.” My sister announced and all eyes snapped to me.Great, just what I needed, I knew my sister had probably been trying to get away from our parents and whatever where arguing about but had failed miserably, but now that I was here, she had her opportunity and was not going to let it slip away, it was always like this.“Raphael, where have you been?” My mother went straight to scolding.Unlike most parents and children, mine and I rarely shared pleasantries when we met, it was always some s