Cheater

I opened his schedule and started to check but to my surprise, there is nothing now. He doesn't have any work but yet, he will be late?!

is he really cheating on me?! He must be cheating on me! right! he is a cheater! He told that he loves me and wanted to be with me! everything is a lie, he just wants something from me just like before, and everything he told is a lie! he doesn't love me at all!

My eyes turned teary, and as I got to remember his actions and words for all these months, I thought he changed and he is a good man when he told me that he will not hurt me, but that is not true! The words are not true at all. He is just filled with lies and every sweet word he told all these months are nothing but lies.

I lay down on my bed again, trying to control my tears but it's impossible, I don't know why I am crying for him! he doesn't deserve that, I don't love him and I don't care, what he is doing with other women. I... I just don't want him to have STD and give that to me too! Th