Callan's POVI felt it in every molecule of my body. It was as if I had been struck by lightning amd my insides were burning but I was cold, so cold at the same time.I was fighting off a shifted rogue when it happened. While I was busy shooting the enemy, a sneaky fucker shifted and latched itself onto my arm by digging his teeth into my flesh. I shot it right between it's eyes and the rogue fell limp.I was about to tune back into the battle when I felt my heart squeeze and burn. My wolf and I instinctively knew Anaïs was hurt, I could feel a small burn in my abdomen, I could feel her pain."Anaïs?!!? Anaïs?!!!" I screamed through our mind link but my words were met with a wall. It was as if her side of the link had suddenly disappeared.A loud and painful growl left my throat. I couldn't leave my men here and neither do I know her position!! My wolf was clawing at my mind, begging for me to run and find our mate but I didn't move, I didn't abandon my fighters and kept on shooting t
Anaïs's POVOne minute I was standing in an underground rogue hideout, protecting a woman and her scared children and the next everything went black.I can't explain all the things I felt except the pain or maybe I don't know what all those feelings and sensations were that I felt after everything went dark. But I could feel the pain which was slowly fading away, sparks took it's place for a while and then I felt nothing.It was weird, I was strangely aware of everything happening to my body and I was able to form thoughts but the past experiences kept fading away and I couldn't remember them."Anaïs?! Anaïs you need to wake up" I heard Isis's voice in my head and even though I was aware I was unconscious, I recognised her but this time I felt her presence more vividly than ever before."Isis? I- I can't it's all dark" I felt myself thinking, I could hear the words I thought but I knew my mouth didn't let out any sound."Just focus on your skin, your human body. You need to wake up An
Anaïs's POVI think everybody was shocked seeing me up and about after...well after I lost my wolf. I think they expected me to cry around for atleast a few more days but I was in all honesty exhausted from crying.Nobody had any idea as to why I lost Isis, apparently this doesn't happen very often. A werewolf losing their wolf is not unheard of, it happens or that's what my research showed. But it has only been recorded to happen in two situations: one, if the wolf deems it's human too unworthy and a serious danger to other creatures and decides to take away his natural advantage and two, if the wolf's mate dies.It has never happened with a simple gunshot wound which is what makes my case unique. I know Isis didn't find me a danger to other living creatures, hell I was out there risking my life trying to save pack members! And I sure as hell didn't lose Callan...so nobody had a single clue as to why this had happened.I was currently sitting in the pack house's kitchen, eating cerea
Sam dragged me straight to Callan's office from the library. She knocked on the door like a crazy woman and barged in without even waiting for a 'come in' from Callan."Uhh what's going on?" A confused Callan asked. He was sitting in his chair, with a pile of paperwork in front of him."Alpha Callan I know how we can get Anaïs's wolf back!" Sam practically screamed at him but I don't think he cared, he was too busy lighting up like Christmas tree when he heard what sam said."How?" He asked standing up, eager to know how we can fix this mess. I could see Sam hesitated when Callan asked her how we can get my wolf back, she knew talking about getting help from a witch especially when it came to me, Callan's ex-mate, was literally asking Callan to blow up on her." I think a soul witch can help" I said before sam could. She found a solution, now it's my job to do the rest. I could see Callan tensed up when I said the word 'witch'."A witch? Anaïs are you sure about this? You know how wit
We were back at the pack house in no time. This whole shit took way less time than we had anticipated. We thought getting my wolf back would require rituals and sacrifices, maybe hunting down some rare animal to spill it's blood or something but all I had to do to get Isis back....is have sex with Callan?Can this be that simple? The witch said I hadn't lost Isis...she was just asleep. Do wolf just go into hybernation all of a sudden? Was it the shock of being shot? Why would Isis just become dorment?I didn't know the answers to the "why" but I do know the answer as to how I am supposed to fix this and bring back Isis.After I was done helping the guards put away all the accutrement they had packed for the trip, I made my way upstairs to my room. After we came back from the mission, Callan had packed up my stuff from my home and shifted it across his room in the pack house. We were on the second floor, with the Beta's family but they were on the other side of the corridor which meant
* THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE 18+ SHIT!! IF YOU'RE A FUCKING KID, DO NOT READ THIS SHIT! I HAVE TO SAY THIS BUT I KNOW THE ONES WHO WANT TO READ THIS WILL READ IT ANYWAY! SO I HOPE YOU TAKE SOME NOTES AND SEE HOW I'VE MENTIONED SOMETHING CALLED "CONSENT". IT'S IMPORTANT ALONG WITH BEING SAFE, MAKE GOOD CHOICES AND BE BETTER PEOPLE!*I paced in front of Callan's room unsure of whether I really wanted to take such a big step or not.I stayed in the library with Apollo for a few hours but he started feeling sleepy therefore went back home around 11 pm. So, here I was, burning a hole in the floor infront of Callan's room, nervously chewing my bottom lip trying to gather enough courage to go in and just ask him to help me out.Just as I hadn't heard Apollo come up to the library because of my lack of werewolf abilities, I didn't hear Callan shuffling inside his room which is why I was caught like a deer in headlights when he suddenly opened his bedroom door."Uhh hi" I squeaked out, my mo
I felt like I was trapped under a thousand blankets when I woke up. I could hardly breadth, something was crushing me and I was hot as hell and sweating like a pig.I groaned and tried to move away from the thing that was holding me/crushing me. I cracked open an eye and my gaze landed on a sleeping Callan's face. His lips were slightly parted and he was snoring lightly. His face looked like that of a sleeping baby and it made me giggle.I carefully detangled myself from him, first the legs then my arms. The real task was prying his huge, bulky, gorilla arms away from my waist. I tried lifting it but Callan just ended up tightening his hold on me and burying his face into my neck."Callan!" I screeched when I felt his nose brush against my very new and very sensitive mark. It sent shivers down my spine and made my hair stand but in an obviously good way."Just a few more minutes" Callan mumbled, still half asleep. It reminded me of the first time I shared the same bed with him causin
I walked through the corridor of my school, towards my trigonometry class with a familiar sense of calm and usualness...After Callan and I had filled our parents in on everything that has happened the past few days, things went back to normal quite quickly which I appreciated. No more pitiful glances were thrown my way neither did anyone randomly stop me on my way to say they were "sorry" for what had happened to me.But things are not exactly the same as before, after Callan and I completed the mating process, everybody started bowing to me and addressing me as Luna even the pups.People were starting to chatter about our Alpha and Luna ceremony and I even heard quite a few people talking about not being able to wait to see Callan and I's pups..which was quite alarming given that Callan and I have fucked like once and people already want us to have pups.Anyway, all is well and I'm happy which is why these small things do not bother me. What bothered me was the fact that I would hav
"Stop fidgeting" My mother said and slapped my hands to stop me from twiddling my fingers."I'm nervous! Jesus woman cut me some slack" I said as I started biting my lips instead."Madam don't do that! You will ruin your lipstick!" One of the makeup artists reprimanded me this time."Jesus child! Can you not sit straight for a second" My mother said and smacked my shoulder this time."Why are you so nervous Anais? It's just a simple ceremony" Sam chirped up, trying to calm me down. I looked at her reflection in the mirror, she was sitting down on the bed in my old room in the pack house."I know...I- it's just nerves" I grumbled. I don't know what's wrong with me! I attended Callan's Alpha ceremony and was perfectly fine! I don't know why I'm so nervous about mine!"It's going to be okay Anais. You just need to get on that stage and do everything exactly like you were taught during the rehearsal ceremony." Sam said and I let out a heavy sigh."Yea I just have to do everything I did du
"Dad tell her to calm down" I said as I looked up at my troubled looking father who was already gazing down at me with concerned eyes.I was currently kneeling in front of our sofa, as my mother and father sat on it."Shut your mouth before I shut it for you" My mother said angrily."What were you thinking Ani? Trying to change into that weird monster! What if you ended up hurting poor Theodore? What if you ended up hurting yourself??!" My mother wailed."Mom I am a grown person! I had it under control! You saw it yourself!" I exclaimed. Why is she being like this??! Yes it was dangerous but I considered all of it before I decided to do it. We warned the pack members not to enter the training ground while I was there and Theodore volunteered to help me! I didn't force him!"Everyday you do something more dangerous and stupid!" My mother spat angrily. "And you Alpha! How can you let my daughter put herself in danger again!?" My mother turned to Callan, who still looked shook at what wa
"I'M GOING TO KILL CALLAN!" Theo screamed and I rolled my eyes."It's still not working Theodore" I said using his full name to tell him that I was just annoyed now...not angry."Well Luna you said you felt a weird energy take over you when Paenoe insulted Alpha so theoretically this should work" Theo said. I sighed and walked toward the little bench in the fighting arena where our water bottle were kept."Well it's definitely not working practically Theo" I grumbled. I wasn't annoyed with Theo...I was annoyed with myself. Why could I not channel these powers which I supposedly had??! Exactly what is wrong with me that I keep on bringing new problems into our lives."I'm sorry Luna" Theo said as he came upto me and settled down beside me."You should not be the one apologizing. You are stuck here with me instead of getting back to your work...I should be the one saying sorry Theo" I said and gave him a small smile."It's not bad at all Luna. Kind of exciting to be honest. This would b
I woke up from my sleep panting deeply and drenched in sweat."Anais" I heard my mate's voice and turned my head to look at the same worried expression I saw every morning since the day of the war which was exactly 3 week ago."I'm fine" I breathed out but clearly I wasn't fine. This has been going on for way too long and I could see that even Callan had stopped believing my 'I'm fine'."What did you see?" He asked gently...maybe he was trying not to set me off."It was the same...flashes of my fight with Paenoe" I said and sighed. I was getting tired now. Paenoe dying should've brought me peace but here I was still troubled and not being able to get back to normal life."I-I saw the moment when I ripped his head off...I grabbed his limp, almost unconscious body and bent down to wrap, what felt like my wolf jaw, around his neck" I slowly recalled the dream...I felt bile rise up my throat as for some reason I could almost taste his blood in my mouth."My fangs dug into his skin and the
The heat was going to kill me. I could feel it consume me and burn from within but I couldn't stop it. It was like someone had set me on fire and all I could do was scream in agony and pain. It was this feeling I felt at first, the only thing I could sense but soon came the darkness and the light figures. The sound of howling and claws digging into flesh. I had no idea what was going on but I could feel everything yet I didn't know why was I feeling all of this. Where was I? Was this a dream? Am I dead? I had no idea. I couldn't feel my body but only the pain inflicted on it and heat coming from within me. And then it would be gone only to return again. Callan's POV"HOLD HER DOWN!" I screamed at the doctors and nurses as I tried to keep my writhing mate under control. Just like all the other times, the fit died down soon. I panted as I settled back down on my seat next to the hospital bed. I dismissed all the doctors and nurses, who were covered in beads of sweat. No one had a
Callan's POVAnais told me to find Paenoe's office but I had no clue where that was. I'd seen the map her team made but I couldn't spot any buildings they described which is why I just aimlessly ran around for hours.I was running down an avenue when a hybrid jumped on me from my left. It took me a minute to finish her off. I was annoyed, these creatures kept me from my search for my mate.Once I had finished the hybrid that attacked me, I changed into my human form to catch my breath. I looked around but everything was still strange to me.I ran down the avenue in my human form, breathing heavily, covered with blood and sweat. Where was she??But then her scent hit me all of a sudden. A wave of relief washed over me like pouring rain and without wasting another moment I ran towards it. I turned right from the avenue, expecting to find my battered mate from her fight with Kajokh but the scene in front of me rendered me motionless.I couldn't believe what I was looking at. Anais, half
"NOOOOOOOO" I grolwed. They were here! They were here unprepared! they're rushed into a war against hybrids because of me!I instinctively ran back into the main pack lands. Loud siren went of and I heard the sounds of fighting...the screaming and the growling."LUNA!" I heard Melina call out but nothing could stop me now. They have to go back! They'll all die!I jumped and shifted mid-air. I didn't even need to run a mile to come across wolves and hybrids fighting each other."GO BACK!! NO! GO BACK! RUN" I screamed through my mindlink but I couldn't reach the fighter in front of me. They all had their walls up. I ran through wolves and hybrids tearing each other apart.In a matter of second, everything had turned into a mess. There were bodies of...mainly werewolves lying on the ground. Pieces of shattered glass, broken doors and blood everywhere.The once deserted place that I just walked out of had transfomed into a battlefield."ANAIS" I heard Callan call out to me through the lin
I looked around at what appeared to be a hut but was made out of bricks and concrete. It was small, with nothing but a simple futon in one corner and a table in the very middle with two plastic water bottles on it.I quickly leapt towards the water, goddess knows how parched I an right now. I broke the seal and smelled the water before taking a swig. When I was sure nobody had tampered with it, I downed the whole thing in one go.I went to the futon and inspected it. Wasn't anything special...the frame was made out of simple wood but the bedding looked worn out.I went up to the door and gently pulled it by the handles towards me. It was locked...so bad that I couldn't even giggle it if I wanted to. I felt along the wall to the left of the door...feeling for anything, any sort of pipping or fitting in the walls I could use as a weapon.But seeing as there is no bathroom in here, I wouldn't find any plumbing.There were not light bulbs in here...just very small holes at the very top of
Anais's POVThey left me alone...for what felt like an eternity. I was trying to keep myself...sane.Every now and then I'll see something move in the darkness...but I knew that was in my head. So every time that happened I would have to tell myself that it was my imagination.It wasn't so hard to figure out what the brothers were trying to do, keeping me here like this.They wanted me to go insane...not totally but enough so I wouldn't fight Paenoe when he marked and mated me and then finally drained me of my blood.And I was sure their plan was working because ever so often I heard a faint whisper in the darkness. It was becoming harder to tell myself that it was my imagination. I wanted that whisper to be true...I was scared and I didn't want to alone. I slapped myself again...hard. So hard that it made my ears ring."Anais..." Isis said through the mind link, worried."We have to protect our senses Isis...the pain helps. Keep talking to me, keep howling and pawing and jumping. Do