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2024-10-29 19:42:56WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE?
I watched Ashira as she sleeps soundly beside me. My eyes softened as I watched her resting face and smiled when she pursed her lips. Is she dreaming? Was she dreaming of me?
My mind flashed back to what we had shared. I can smell my scent all around her, a sign that we had complete the mating process and I can't help but smile as my possessive instinct flared.
She's mine.
I'm not sure if she is but I want her. I want her mine. All the searching for answers and solutions started being clear now, it's all an act of denial.
Ashira mumbled a low moan and my bare member immediately reacted to it. Shit.
I had the urge to flip her, hovering above her, and bury my shaft inside her this instant but I held myself.
Damn, I can't believe I'm having difficulty with my restraint. And not to my wolf but myself!
I've bedded a lot of girls, a lot of who
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Ashira's POVI OPENED MY EYES and welcomed the little ray of sun coming from the window. It hit my face and Im grateful for another sunshine.My eyes widen as reality snatched me out of a dreamy morning.Oh shit.I looked around and realized I'm alone. Where is Aiden?I moved only to flinch when I felt a light discomfort on my private area.Damn.I slowly sat as moments from last night dawned on me. We did it, Aiden and I has completed the mating, and the sore I'm feeling down there is the proof of it.Blood rushed on my face as I flush from reminiscing what happened.Aiden's hand on my body is what my body craved first. His rough touch and caress left an invisible mark in my skin, his rough thrusts, the feeling of his length slamming on my core, it makes my folds quiver just by thinking of it.Oh damn, I didn't know I'm up to kinky intercourse until last night.The part where I wante
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Downstairs at the kitchen, Nick and Seth was already seated. Au was not around but I can smell her faint scent. I'm guessing she just left."Oh! Good morning Luna!" Nick grinned at me and I smiled back.There's something on his grin, it's somewhat teasing and I'm not sure if it's for me or for Aiden. I shrugged my observations and walked towards the table."Goodmorning."Aiden pulled a chair for me and, he took the vacant one beside me as I sat on carefully."He didn't beat you up, did he?" Nick said as he wiggled his brows.I flushed from Nick's question. Which beating does he meant exactly? It didn't slipped my mind that his phrase has double meaning. Uh, right?Oh, God. My mind is polluted!Aiden growled lowly, averting my attention to him, I waited but he didn't say a word as he put food on his plate. Wow. He sure can eat. His plate is a feast!"Uhm." Should I even answer? Nick is too innocent and naive. Maybe
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Ashira's POV"Where'd he go?" Seth asked. I'm still seated on the bench garden and Aiden just left to pick the journals Nick was talking about."To Titus. Did you know that he's dead?"Seth nodded and took a seat next to me. "Yeah. Aiden had planned to do that after finding out about you. Nick confirmed it today."My stare went far and blank. I can't forget why Titus did what he'd done. I understand his pain for losing his mate. Though I had hoped he has other ways to have himself killed so I'll have a chance to confess about being a stealer myself.Anyway, so far the situation has eased and I shouldn't bother with it."Are you two...good?" Seth asked hesitantly.I nodded and turned my head to him with a tiny smile but my eyes are sure sparkling."Great." he sighed. "That's good news. I thought for a while that Aiden would prolong his rage. I did think he will forgive but not this fast." he grinned and le
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Ashira's POV"Where'd he go?" Seth asked. I'm still seated on the bench garden and Aiden just left to pick the journals Nick was talking about."To Titus. Did you know that he's dead?"Seth nodded and took a seat next to me. "Yeah. Aiden had planned to do that after finding out about you. Nick confirmed it today."My stare went far and blank. I can't forget why Titus did what he'd done. I understand his pain for losing his mate. Though I had hoped he has other ways to have himself killed so I'll have a chance to confess about being a stealer myself.Anyway, so far the situation has eased and I shouldn't bother with it."Are you two...good?" Seth asked hesitantly.I nodded and turned my head to him with a tiny smile but my eyes are sure sparkling."Great." he sighed. "That's good news. I thought for a while that Aiden would prolong his rage. I did think he will forgive but not this fast." he grinned and le
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Ashira's POV"Stolen?" Aiden's voice is deep and full. I can sense confusion in it and Im not sure but I heard a slight anger. His eyes are darted at mine that made me feel intimidated, somehow.I gulped and swallowed the lump that formed in my throat. I can't understand how he affects me. It's pleasurable but also frightening. In a good way though.I hesitantly nodded my head, suddenly out of words."What do you mean?" he asked again with the same tone. I can't read what he's thinking but I'm sure he's not happy with the flow of our conversation.His gaze made me drown in fear, not to him, but to the way I felt from it. He's displeased with the information and I can feel it. It's like he's being angered by the thought but he's also suppressing himself. I don't understand but I tried to waive the thoughts and continued speaking."Being a stealer is not just about stealing mate of another. I, as a stealer, can be stolen
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Ashira's POVI heard mumbling and whispers from the living room as I walked down the staircase.I woke up without Aiden beside me. Its weird because I'm not used with sleeping with anyone but when I opened my eyes and did not find him there, I felt sad. I told you, its weird.When I entered the living room, I saw everyone sitting on the couch. Ava, Seth, and Nick are the ones talking and thats where the noise is coming from. It seems like they're discussing about something. Aiden, on the other hand, was sitting comfortably while sipping on his coffee.When he saw me, he smirked and my cheeks flushed instantly.Last night, we did it three times in a row andthatsmirk clearly means something."Yes! Then we should add a beer fountain!" Nick suggested happily. Okay, I guess something is happening.Aiden tapped on the space beside him, giving me a small nod. His playful gaze didn't left his face.
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Ashira's POV"You're crazy, Luce." I shook my head in disbelief. What has gotten into her? Escaping a mate, and an Alpha at that is simply not possible."I'll be more crazy being with Jacob, Ashi! Please!"I never saw Lucy like this... broken. Or lost. I can hardly tell. Her eyes has puffed just from the bits of tears and I can say she's been crying a lot to have such sensitive eyes.I'm not sure if I must help her but a part of me pity her. I don't want to see her like this. Never."How do you plan this exactly? I'm not agreeing with your idea but I'm curious how you'll pull this off." I said, calmly. Im trying to digest the situation. Avoiding to decide hastily or this could be worse. But it can be better, too. Oh, god. This will sure explode my head."Youre not agreeing yet."her voice is full of hope. "You won't do much, Ash. All I ask is someone to cover
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Aiden's POV"Aiden! Oh my God!"I watched my mate's friend walked right to me, panicking and hysterical as she grabbed a fistful of her hair. Her eyes dilated, her lips trembling and I hate how my chest heavied and ache andfuck! Something bad did happen!This is the fucking first time that I felt this way. I can't find my breath, I can't focus my mind, I can't think straight, and I don't know what to do or what the fuck is happening.For a moment, I was immobile... stunned. And my fucking head is barely holding itself. Was this the mate bond? Is she gone?No! Fuck no!I can feel that she's still alive! She has to!"Where is she?" my voice growled and low. I can't think straight. I can't sense her around and that gave me the urge to punch anyone or shift and bite off heads.Fuck.Where the fuck is she? "Tell me!""I don't know! My God! We were just running and I overrun he
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