The next day, I woke up feeling better than I have in a long time. After the amazing everything but sex-capade, I made my way back to my room, cleaned up in the most luxurious shower, and launched myself into the cloud-like mattress I get to call my bed for the next 21 days. I pull the comforter off and notice my envelope that was slid under my door. The smell of bacon led me to the kitchen where Ms. Bryant had a small little breakfast buffet ready for Colt and me.
A beautiful spread of scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage, toast, and some berries. Oh my Goddess, yum! Clearly, we worked up an appetite for this morning because we polished off the whole spread easily while we went over the schedule for the week. We discussed who we were meeting with, the dress code, and what time we needed to leave for each event.
Oddly enough, this whole arrangement felt like a real job. And I’m actually enjoying myself. I mean how could I not enjoy being with a super-hot and charming Alpha? But tongue and fingers aside, I was enjoying the friendship that we had established in the short amount of time. I don’t know how someone hasn’t snagged him up. Unless he’s one of those that will only be with his Goddess given mate. I’m starting to envy the lucky she-wolf that will be destined for him.
I left breakfast to sun-bathe on my balcony. I bought a journal with me to write about my experiences – highs and lows about this humongous change in my life hoping one day I could look back and read it and enjoy reminiscing about the experiences this year would give me.
I write Alpha Colton Rhodes next to January at the top of the first page and take a hefty pause. How is it after just two days with the man that I feel like words don’t describe him well enough? I stared off into the view and just enjoyed feeling the sun on my face and my body. Before I knew it, I dozed off until I felt a cool breeze over my skin that woke me up from my feeling of contentment and comfort in where I was at. Who would have thought the girl that was dragging her feet about being a for-hire mate would absolutely love the first place she was sent? I closed up the journal that still only held a name and a month in it and went into my room to start getting ready for our dinner with his Beta.
This dinner was more casual so had my hair down in some beachy waves, a black ribbed turtleneck tucked into some cute tight-fitting gray and black plaid pants. I put on a pair of nude heels and grabbed a nude purse to match and throw over my shoulder. I put a clear lip conditioner on, a few coats of mascara on, and a simple bronzy eye shadow for a natural look. Altogether, looking into the mirror, I’m obsessed with the outfit I came up with. I guess when someone shops for you with no budget, some damn good outfits come out of it.
I walk out and see Colt in some black dress pants and a gray dress shirt with the top button open and sleeves rolled up to his elbows. A classic silver watch on his wrist. Simple, but oh so fucking sexy.
“Ready to go?” I ask, greeting him with a smile and a quick hug.
“With you, of course,” he responds smoothly, making my heart skip a beat.
Goddess damn you, Colt.
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We reach a fancy Italian restaurant that takes up the second floor of a swanky hotel. It oozes authenticity and my mouth is already watering thinking of the amazing homestyle food I’m going to order. With my hand linked in his, we make our way to a large table with his Beta and a woman sitting next to him.
“Gunnar, nice to see you again!” I say as we hug each other in greeting.
“Hey Layne, this is my mate, Brylie,” he says as he points to the petite, shy brunette. I inwardly cringe hearing him say, mate, reminding me of my earlier disappointment of not being able to keep my alpha that I’ve become fond of.
“Brylie, it’s a pleasure to meet you,” I say reaching to hug her too. She returns the hug and I see a genuine smile reach her face.
“You as well, Layne. Sorry for my standoffishness, I wasn’t sure what to think of you at first. I’m new to this Beta Female thing, and everyone has started treating me differently now due to the title.”
“No worries at all. Wish I could say I understand,” I joke back at her with a wink.
We sit down, having some general conversation, drinking some wine that probably costs as much as my house payment, and dipping some bread in olive oil. The waiter returns and we order some appetizers and put our meal order in, so he doesn’t have to come back and interrupt our conversation.
Colt begins talking to Gunnar about a new project they are testing and how there is a huge waitlist once it becomes ready to order. Apparently, Colt isn’t just an amazing Alpha and man, but his brain has a knack for techy things too. What isn’t this man good at for fuck’s sake?! Their new idea is a border detection system to keep rogues out, still in Phase 1 I’m hearing, but on the way to figuring out the best way for the system to run and how much they will cost. The packs across America have responded well to the polls Moonlight Security posted about the new technology and many reached out wanting to order when it was available, thus creating a waitlist since the product technically doesn’t have a physical prototype to test yet.
While they continue their conversation, I turn my attention to Brylie and get to know her better. The more I talk to her, the more I like her. She’s such a sweet soul, just lost in the new role she has, and from what I’m hearing, she’s just missing a little bit of confidence and a push in the right direction to focus all the love she has to give to the pack.
“What were your favorite things to do before you were the Beta Female?” I ask her while dipping a piece of calamari into some marinara sauce.
“I love helping guide little children, I was studying to be a preschool teacher or a children’s nurse in my old pack.” She smiles so wide, and I can see how passionate she is about helping children.
“So, why don’t you train to do that here at Mountain Moon? Or try to start your own family with Gunnar?” I say that like it is the most obvious answer to her problem, which in my opinion, I think it is. She just needs a little push.
“Are you crazy, we’ve only been marked and mated for a little over a month. Don’t you think it’s too early for that?” she practically yells, but I can see the sparkle in her eye at the idea. The thought makes her glance over at Gunnar, a cute blush reaching her cheeks when their eyes meet. They are oozing love, and if it wasn’t so damn cute, it’d make me sick. I look over at Colt, and if I didn’t know better, I’d say he almost was looking at me the same way. I fucking wish. My heart wishes too. He winks at me and I wink back.
I turn back to Brylie and tell her, “Babe, it doesn’t matter what I think, it matters what you think and what you and Gunnar want. If you like children and want a family, go for it! You both would be great parents and I can see you have tons of love to smother some little ones in.”
I can see the tears well up in her eyes like nobody’s ever given her a compliment before, let alone the Alpha’s monthly possible mate. She glances over at Gunnar again and I’m like 99 percent positive that they will be trying for a baby tonight.
“Layne, you’re a great friend. I’m so lucky that I met you,” she reaches over and puts her hand over mine. In just a few days, I’ve had more people enter my life than ever before, but the connections that I’m forming with them… they’re just different. I can’t explain it. It’s always been dad and me, and I’ve literally only had Tayven as a friend, more like a sister.
We turn to join conversations with our men and plate up our dinner. We chose family style so we could order more and have variety. Between the chicken parmesan and the veal marsala, alfredo and penne Pomodoro, grilled asparagus, and some fried eggplant, we were very satisfied. We ordered some coffee and tiramisu to end our meal and cap off our night.
I looked around at these people that I now called my friends or friends with benefits if I’m specifically referring to Colt and came to realize that I’m already dreading leaving this pack. I lean over and place my head on Colt’s shoulder, close my eyes, and just take a second to commit tonight in my memory. I open my eyes and tilt my head to look at Colton and place a kiss on his cheek and whisper “I really like it here.”
We walked out of the hotel and instead of giving the valet his ticket, he looked back at me and asked, “Walk with me?” “With you, of course,” I answered using his own words against him, kind of hoping they made him feel like I felt when he said them to me.Hand in hand we strolled the city streets, people watching and peering into whatever shops were still open. Passing by the slightly lit streets, it gets darker the further we walk. We end up in a quiet little park away from the city racket, all the lights, and bustle hidden by the large trees. He guides me to sit on the bench and pulls me in tight next to him.“Thank you for making quick friends with Brylie. Gunnar’s been down about her being homesick and today was the first time, she’s been genuinely happy. You had a big part in that, and he will forever be grateful. The conversation to
I finished the week and a majority of the second week accompanying Colt to various business meetings and dinners. We end some of our nights like our first night and other nights we part ways and enjoy the peace and quiet that comes with being alone. But we haven’t gone further. No kissing and no fucking. Kissing seems exceptionally intimate so maybe that’s why he doesn’t want to cross that line, but the sparks flying between us need to be taken care of soon or I’m going to combust like a god damn firework. The latter half of the second week I spent at the pack house mostly by myself. He was spending his extra time brainstorming and tweaking their security ideas. I kinda miss seeing him. I’m not supposed to, but God damn my heart isn’t on the same wavelength as my brain. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and that couldn’t be truer. He walks in the door as I’m pouring myself a glass of wine and putting a frozen pizza in the oven and all the air leaves my lungs. I’ve
Holy fucking heart, stars, horseshoes, clovers and blue moons, pots of gold and rainbows, and the red balloons. I swear to the Goddess, my eyes close and I still see fireworks. I fucking feel fireworks. The kiss is everything I didn’t know I needed. Raw, consuming, so fucking full of passion. Knock my socks off good. I end up in his lap, straddling his legs. His hands were on my cheeks, mine around his neck. My lips move against his soft, plump ones and I can’t get enough of him. My tongue slides against his bottom lip and he opens his mouth, his tongue tangling with mine. He tilts my head back to take control from me, kissing me harder, deeper. I could kiss him all fucking night. The way his mouth feels on mine, our bodies so fucking close… I don’t know how long we’ve been kissing, but it would never be long enough. We don’t stop until we hear a throat clear behind us. We pull away from each other, and the poor attendant for the ride looks sheepishly at the ground, embarras
After getting my tan on for the better half of my morning and afternoon after the phone call, I did some light yoga on the lawn, and went back to my room to shower. Turning the knobs and clicking a few buttons to set the temperature how I like, I hop in to a perfectly warmer than warm, but not scalding hot shower. I click a few more buttons and some music starts playing through the speakers. My muscles instantly relax under the water pressure and start to shampoo my hair. I hum along to the melody and start singing as I think about what the schedule is like these next 5 days.We have this technology seminar today, the family dinner, a business meeting and a couple days off in between. My mind is going a million miles a minute thinking about outfits, how to make Colt look the best in front of other Alphas and businessmen, how sexy he looks. Stop it, Layne. Back on track. Formal, casual, dressy casual. Smoky eyes, curly hair. I wanted to try this cute low bun for one of his events. How
I don’t give Colt even a second to blink when he gets in the limo when I hop into his lap and straddle him. Throwing my arms around his neck and I reach to crash his mouth against mine. My lips are magnets to his as they clash together in a mix of tongue and teeth. As I deepen the kiss and push my body against him, I feel his cock harden underneath me. “Layne,” he growls out, pulling away from my lips, making my name sound like it takes a whole five seconds to say it. I don’t even answer him, just using the break that he gave my lips to give attention somewhere else. Placing feather-light kisses along his neck, mixing in some licks and bites in between so he never knows what’s coming next, I grind my pussy against him. I want him to know I want him. The smell of my arousal is thick in the air, quickly filling the back cab of the limo and I can see Colt’s wolf in his eyes every time he breathes in. His nostrils flair and he throws his head back with his eyes closed and groans, “What
“Colt, I am so sorry. I could feel that you were getting irritated while she was asking questions, I was trying to end the conversation with her. I didn’t think that would turn that ugly. And oh my god, she obviously knows you hired me, she practically just announced to everyone that I’m a whore, you must be so embarrassed. I can leave. It's only like four days early. We can pretend you didn't ask me to stay longer. I’ll start packing and leave when I get back.” I’m shaking, talking to myself, still muttering under my breath nothing that makes any sense.I don’t even care that they know what I’m doing, they don’t know me. They don’t know my life or even a fraction of the shit I’ve been through. But my stupid big mouth gave Desi enough to put two and two together. Colt would never be with someone like me for real and on top of it, I made him look bad. So fucking bad. In public. At a fucking business event. That must be against one of the rules in Auntie’s big-ass rule book that I read.
Best sleep I’ve ever had in my fucking life. Waking up, warm, cuddled next to Colt, our bodies fit together like puzzle pieces. I don’t have many truly happy memories in my life. This? I’ll remember how it felt to wake up just now for the rest of my life.Waking up, curled into his side with my arms wrapped around his torso, our legs tangled together, and my head laying on his chest in the perfect spot to listen to the soothing thump thump rhythm of his heartbeat. I don’t know how it could get much better than this. Correction… I know it can’t get better than this.Tilting my head up to study him while he’s sleeping, all I can do is admire what a sweet soul picked me this month. Honestly, I couldn’t have asked for any better and it's weird to even think that this last month was a “job.” His facial features so perfectly relaxed, and his body released of all tension and stress. He looks like a goddamn angel sent from heaven.He starts to stir, and I run my fingertips up and down his rib
If Alpha Cale knew my background, he definitely wouldn’t think I’m a keeper. He only thinks that because he sees what I let him. Nobody thinks I’m a keeper. I’m just the whore, the one someone pays to be with them because nobody actually wants to be with them. It’s okay, really. I’m leaving in like three and a half days. Alpha Cale won’t think it for much longer. Colt won’t think it. It’ll be forgotten as I’ll be forgotten when I leave. Nobody will remember me when he has his mate on his arm. Why does that thought physically hurt my body and soul so much? I almost want to curse the fact that we have fated mates because I think we could’ve been good together in another world. Not even good, we could’ve been great together. We are great together. Just not mates. Well, on the brighter side, if there is such a thing in my life, we’re on our way to the dock to go out on a yacht today. To enjoy the day, the weather, the water, and have some fun before the product launch party in two days.
Giggling all the way to the bedroom, he passes the bed and takes us into the bathroom. He clicks a few buttons, and the shower starts. I thought we would get right to it, but after the day in the sun and water, I’m not going to complain about a warm, steamy shower… with Colt. I slip off his hoodie and my white bikini top and bottom. My skin looks gloriously tanned as I look at my reflection in the mirror. He steps out of his bathing suit, and we cross the cold tile floor to step into the shower. The warm water running over our bodies soothed our aching muscles. Both of us moved the shower heads in the right position to make sure we were both getting soaked by the water. Colt gets close pressing his chest against my back and licks a stream of water from my ear down to my neck and back up. “You are so fucking beautiful,” he says as he nips my earlobe, his cock hard against my ass. “Mmmm,” I purr at him, turning around so we’re face to face, wrapping my hands around his neck and pushin
Well, that was an unexpected but very welcome surprise. Gives a whole other meaning to lunch break. The only thing that would’ve made it better is if I could’ve returned the favor, but I know Colt wanted to be discreet and I would never disrespect his position with others around. I’ll make it up to him later. And speaking of later, his promises for tonight made me desperate for it to be tonight already. But I did want to enjoy our yacht day. We made light conversation while we were eating. I could tell he was excited and anxious about his product launch. While we were finishing up eating, I heard my phone ding with a text message. Auntie Ro: Change of plans, the Alpha that needs a sister had a delay, so he doesn’t need you yet. With the short notice, a vampire prince has booked you. Hope you don’t mind. Don’t forget to get redone before you go to him. A vampire? Not sure how I feel about that. As long as he doesn’t use me as a blood bag for the month, I’d make it work because that’
If Alpha Cale knew my background, he definitely wouldn’t think I’m a keeper. He only thinks that because he sees what I let him. Nobody thinks I’m a keeper. I’m just the whore, the one someone pays to be with them because nobody actually wants to be with them. It’s okay, really. I’m leaving in like three and a half days. Alpha Cale won’t think it for much longer. Colt won’t think it. It’ll be forgotten as I’ll be forgotten when I leave. Nobody will remember me when he has his mate on his arm. Why does that thought physically hurt my body and soul so much? I almost want to curse the fact that we have fated mates because I think we could’ve been good together in another world. Not even good, we could’ve been great together. We are great together. Just not mates. Well, on the brighter side, if there is such a thing in my life, we’re on our way to the dock to go out on a yacht today. To enjoy the day, the weather, the water, and have some fun before the product launch party in two days.
Best sleep I’ve ever had in my fucking life. Waking up, warm, cuddled next to Colt, our bodies fit together like puzzle pieces. I don’t have many truly happy memories in my life. This? I’ll remember how it felt to wake up just now for the rest of my life.Waking up, curled into his side with my arms wrapped around his torso, our legs tangled together, and my head laying on his chest in the perfect spot to listen to the soothing thump thump rhythm of his heartbeat. I don’t know how it could get much better than this. Correction… I know it can’t get better than this.Tilting my head up to study him while he’s sleeping, all I can do is admire what a sweet soul picked me this month. Honestly, I couldn’t have asked for any better and it's weird to even think that this last month was a “job.” His facial features so perfectly relaxed, and his body released of all tension and stress. He looks like a goddamn angel sent from heaven.He starts to stir, and I run my fingertips up and down his rib
“Colt, I am so sorry. I could feel that you were getting irritated while she was asking questions, I was trying to end the conversation with her. I didn’t think that would turn that ugly. And oh my god, she obviously knows you hired me, she practically just announced to everyone that I’m a whore, you must be so embarrassed. I can leave. It's only like four days early. We can pretend you didn't ask me to stay longer. I’ll start packing and leave when I get back.” I’m shaking, talking to myself, still muttering under my breath nothing that makes any sense.I don’t even care that they know what I’m doing, they don’t know me. They don’t know my life or even a fraction of the shit I’ve been through. But my stupid big mouth gave Desi enough to put two and two together. Colt would never be with someone like me for real and on top of it, I made him look bad. So fucking bad. In public. At a fucking business event. That must be against one of the rules in Auntie’s big-ass rule book that I read.
I don’t give Colt even a second to blink when he gets in the limo when I hop into his lap and straddle him. Throwing my arms around his neck and I reach to crash his mouth against mine. My lips are magnets to his as they clash together in a mix of tongue and teeth. As I deepen the kiss and push my body against him, I feel his cock harden underneath me. “Layne,” he growls out, pulling away from my lips, making my name sound like it takes a whole five seconds to say it. I don’t even answer him, just using the break that he gave my lips to give attention somewhere else. Placing feather-light kisses along his neck, mixing in some licks and bites in between so he never knows what’s coming next, I grind my pussy against him. I want him to know I want him. The smell of my arousal is thick in the air, quickly filling the back cab of the limo and I can see Colt’s wolf in his eyes every time he breathes in. His nostrils flair and he throws his head back with his eyes closed and groans, “What
After getting my tan on for the better half of my morning and afternoon after the phone call, I did some light yoga on the lawn, and went back to my room to shower. Turning the knobs and clicking a few buttons to set the temperature how I like, I hop in to a perfectly warmer than warm, but not scalding hot shower. I click a few more buttons and some music starts playing through the speakers. My muscles instantly relax under the water pressure and start to shampoo my hair. I hum along to the melody and start singing as I think about what the schedule is like these next 5 days.We have this technology seminar today, the family dinner, a business meeting and a couple days off in between. My mind is going a million miles a minute thinking about outfits, how to make Colt look the best in front of other Alphas and businessmen, how sexy he looks. Stop it, Layne. Back on track. Formal, casual, dressy casual. Smoky eyes, curly hair. I wanted to try this cute low bun for one of his events. How
Holy fucking heart, stars, horseshoes, clovers and blue moons, pots of gold and rainbows, and the red balloons. I swear to the Goddess, my eyes close and I still see fireworks. I fucking feel fireworks. The kiss is everything I didn’t know I needed. Raw, consuming, so fucking full of passion. Knock my socks off good. I end up in his lap, straddling his legs. His hands were on my cheeks, mine around his neck. My lips move against his soft, plump ones and I can’t get enough of him. My tongue slides against his bottom lip and he opens his mouth, his tongue tangling with mine. He tilts my head back to take control from me, kissing me harder, deeper. I could kiss him all fucking night. The way his mouth feels on mine, our bodies so fucking close… I don’t know how long we’ve been kissing, but it would never be long enough. We don’t stop until we hear a throat clear behind us. We pull away from each other, and the poor attendant for the ride looks sheepishly at the ground, embarras
I finished the week and a majority of the second week accompanying Colt to various business meetings and dinners. We end some of our nights like our first night and other nights we part ways and enjoy the peace and quiet that comes with being alone. But we haven’t gone further. No kissing and no fucking. Kissing seems exceptionally intimate so maybe that’s why he doesn’t want to cross that line, but the sparks flying between us need to be taken care of soon or I’m going to combust like a god damn firework. The latter half of the second week I spent at the pack house mostly by myself. He was spending his extra time brainstorming and tweaking their security ideas. I kinda miss seeing him. I’m not supposed to, but God damn my heart isn’t on the same wavelength as my brain. Absence makes the heart grow fonder and that couldn’t be truer. He walks in the door as I’m pouring myself a glass of wine and putting a frozen pizza in the oven and all the air leaves my lungs. I’ve