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86. Not Taking A No
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2024-10-29 19:42:56LIAM
It was later in the evening, and I had worked with Damon before returning home to dad’s place. I still needed to talk to him, and I would do it soon. I mind linked Raven asking her if she wanted to come over, and she had sounded pretty flustered, although she had replied that she was obviously going to come and to leave the window open for her. typical Raven.
I was glad she was coming, because I needed it. Throughout the day I felt myself on the brink of losing control, and the amount of wolfsbane I had injected in myself was enough to kill. But I was fine. The moment that darkness grew, it was as if I was suddenly immune to it.
I had just showered, I had just grabbed a towel when I felt the flare of darkness grow inside of me.
Focus…
There was nothing that triggered me, but the urge it had to release itself and wreak havoc made it fucking hard to control.
Let it all out and this struggle will stop. Don’t fight it&hel
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