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43. An Outburst
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2024-10-29 19:42:56RAVEN
It was the following day, and the conversation with Liam remained at the front of my mind. It almost felt like a cloud of doom looming over my head.
I could tell that sharing me wasn’t an option for him.
Even though he was trying to at least tolerate Damon, it was obvious that there was no aspect of making it work.
What did that mean?
Damon’s kindness, patience and selflessness were things I loved too. He was someone who was dear to me with or without this bond.
But ultimately, if I had to really choose one to have a relationship with…
A sudden wave of guilt washed over me and I pushed the thoughts away.
"In sets!" I shouted, trying to focus on the training session.
Everyone obeyed except Taylor who seemed to be distracted.
‘Taylor?’ I called through the link.
He blinked and looked at me.
"Sorry." He muttered, stepping up beside the guy next to him, ready to spar.
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