RAVEN
After last night's events, and the fact that Aunty Monica almost got poisoned, I felt down. Through training, although Owen behaved, despite the unmasked hatred in his eyes, I was in a morbidly gloomy frame of mind.
Liam had been out all night, I knew they were trying to look for more leads. I had mind linked Damon asking if he wanted me over, instead, he asked if I could spend the night as he was going to be out, and I had agreed.
Damon had got back late at night and was sleeping when I left for training.
I had now returned to the packhouse and showered, although the boiling water incident remained in my mind.
I got dressed in a maroon halter dress, leaving my back on show, black lace tights and heeled knee-high boots. I applied some smoky eye make-up, paying more attention to my brother’s eye, I had never thought much of it but loved the fact that my eyes were different. It often made for a good conversation starter when people looked
RAVEN I had just entered Taylor’s bedroom, the creams and browns of the décor and walls made the room look warm and welcoming. I saw him laying on his bed staring at the ceiling. "Hey. We missed you at training." I said softly, walking over to his bed. He sat up slowly and I hugged him tightly. "I'm not feeling up to training." He muttered, laying down again and grabbing a square cushion, hugging it to his chest as he sighed deeply. "I know, but you can’t stay cooped up." I said, stroking his hand. Our eyes met, and the pain in his tugged at my heart. "I'm sorry." I whispered. He gave me a pointed look. "Really Raven, you need to stop with the self-blaming. I'm glad I know what a… jerk Zack’s been. As for Anna, I don’t know what the hell to do." He groaned in frustration. So that was his dilemma, but right now I didn’t trust myself to give him any advice. "I don’t even know what to do with my lif
RAVENI felt so angry, I hated that I didn’t even know about Renji, and now the fact that Dad had been thrown into the cells! Both Damon and Liam had a chance to tell me but they hadn’t.I wanted to talk to Dad, tell him how he makes me feel and end it, but did I really want to go and see him in prison?I couldn’t let this drag on, I wanted to get it over with, I guess I had no other choice. I made my way to the Blood Moon headquarters and waited for the security team to let me in."Do you have a pass?" Ben asked. He was part of the security but I knew him from around."No, I'm only here to speak to my father. You can escort me down." I said curtly."I'm not sure if he’s allowed visitors…" He replied hesitantly.My eyes flashed and I glared at him coldly."I can speak to my father. He’s here because of me. Please Ben."I could tell he was struggling."I…Fine, as head war
RAVEN "Liam." I choked out as his hand became tighter. "A-Alpha!" Ben stuttered, clearly not expecting the change in Liam. Liam’s eyes snapped towards him, his Alpha command surging forth. With just one look, the man lowered his head, moving away. My eyes widened… That… Liam didn’t even say anything… "Liam!" I said, my nails digging into his hands as I tried to get him to let go of me. "Liam, please let go." My heart thundered as Liam threw me aside roughly, I hit the bars on the opposite side, groaning as pain jarred through me before I fell to the ground, just about breaking my fall. The burn of the silver searing my bare back made me pull away from them. "A-Alpha…" "No one can protect you, not even her." Liam hissed as Dad spluttered, backing away from the bars. ‘Run!’ I told Ben, praying he didn’t have the keys just in case Liam tried to get them. He moved towards me, but I shook my head. ‘I…
RAVEN"Is anyone going to speak?" Aunty Red said, placing a tray of snacks and drinks on the coffee table, her eyes full of concern as she saw Uncle El frowning.We were all seated in the living room of the Westwood home."Come here." He said, taking her hand and pulling her into his lap, trapping her in his arms and kissing her neck.I was sitting on the sofa opposite, with Liam on one side and Damon on the other. Azura was watching TV and I was proud to see she was playing with the plushie I had got for her. From here I could see she was enjoying eating her boogers. Aww, soo cute!"Care to explain how the fu-" Aunty Red placed her finger on Uncle El’s lips, cutting him off. He smirked slightly, biting down on it.Hot couple goals!"How the hell did you bend those bars?" He continued once he let go of his mate’s finger.I looked at Liam. Okay big boy, explain that.I crossed my arms as all eyes turned to Lia
SCARLETT My heart skipped a beat, my nerves rippled through me as I stared at the man before me. I could barely recognise him, save his strawberry locks and his features that were a mix of both mine and Elijah's. The coldness and darkness that exuded from him made my gut twist, but it was the cold smile on his face that reminded me of someone long ago. Someone that I still sometimes had to remind myself was dead. Someone who would still creep into my mind on an occasional rare night… No. My son was not anything like him. "Liam." I said, getting up. I walked towards him, cupping his face as I perched on the armrest of the sofa next to him. "Liam, look at me." My eyes flashed silver as I tried to get through to him, but he simply pulled away from my hold, something he had never done in his life. "Liam… I think a trial sounds fair." Raven said, taking hold of his hand. I felt him tense. The darkness seemed to flare up before it eb
RAVEN I knew by blurting that out I was breaking his trust, but I couldn’t just keep it secret when we needed all the help we could get. "Liam!" I said running after him, grabbing the back of his shirt just as he exited the house. His anger flared up and he spun around, the deep magnetic blue of his wolf's eyes piercing into my own. Thank the goddess it wasn’t those dark eyes… "I trusted you. Don’t you think I had my fucking reasons not to tell them?" He asked coldly, just as a strong wind blew around us. "Liam, you need help-" "Don’t give me that fucking shit! I don’t need help, you know what? I regret ever telling you about the fucking curse and card, then no one would have fucking ever known about it." He said, his voice was so full of anger and bitterness that I felt it inside. "I didn’t want to tell Mom and Dad because they are already going through so fucking much." "I know... But if they lose you, then-" "Don’t a
RAVENI had returned to the packhouse after that, not wanting anyone to know what we had just done… My mind kept replaying the moment with Liam and I realised that, despite worrying about him, I was holding back from being myself completely with him because of my connection to Damon. It wasn’t fair on anyone…Damon had mind linked asking if things were ok, and I told him that we didn’t really talk but he'd calmed down. He was glad things didn’t escalate and filled me in on what happened inside. Yes, I felt dreadful…Aunty Red had also mind-linked asking about Liam as well, but the thing is we didn’t really get to talk, so I told her the same thing I told Damon. Things had just gotten out of hand, but I didn’t regret it. I just… I needed to sort myself out. Maybe talking to Taylor might help? I needed a friend’s insight on this, and I think we both needed each other.I pulled on some soft blac
RAVEN "You are going to feel guilty, but we both know staying in this situation is hurting you all." He said softly. I could feel how bad he felt saying that, but it was the truth. "Putting aside everything... Let’s play a game. I ask a question and you pick which one you would choose." He added, slapping his thigh as the idea popped in his head. Putting aside everything… The curse included. Because that was what I used to make myself feel better every time I felt guilty for how I was treating Damon, but that was not an excuse. "Ok…" I said, playing with the tab on my can. "Now picture them both standing right there... Which one will you hug first?" I frowned as the answer came to me. "Liam… because-" "We’re not justifying why here... Block that all out and just think about your instant answers, I don’t want any breaks, you have got to answer fast, ok? Whoever comes to mind first." "Ok." I groaned. "Both are hur
Bonus Chapter – Babysitting Our Pups LIAM "Damon, watch it!" I growled as he kicked the thermos over. Yes, it was closed, but it fell, making a loud sound that made Theo, who had just fallen asleep, wake up with a start. "Fuck guys, can you two not even mind six pups?" Zack asked, raising an eyebrow as he stepped into Damon’s lounge from the kitchen area eating a fucking sandwich. "Make yourself useful and feed Carter." He raised an eyebrow. "I don’t know how." Damon, who was currently rocking Artemis and Ares, raised an eyebrow. "Seriously, Zack?" Zack simply smirked, dropping onto the sofa. "I'm only here because Tay said to help you two, but I have no clue about kids." He switched the TV on, only for the volume to disturb the two pups who were sleeping on the sofa. Jayce became completely fresh as he stared around him. Our mates had gone for a spa day out and here we were with these six, plus
Bonus Chapter – Home & Family ROBYN The Westwood quintuplets were born eleven days before our little princess. Artemis Luna Nicholson. She was beautiful, with grey-blue eyes, black hair and lashes that curled up perfectly. My beautiful little baby girl. She was a good baby who slept well, I often had to wake her up to feed her myself. Damon was the perfect partner to have. He willingly took care of her and me, it never felt like he didn’t want to do it or let on that he was tired. Even after a long day of work, he didn’t let it affect his care for me or our baby. Being a new Alpha, there were many on the council who didn’t like it. He was the second non-alpha born to take the title of ‘Alpha’ and it was something he had to prove that he was good at. I know the king didn’t like him due to his involvement with Kiara, however at the council he was fair and just, not letting any of his personal opinions blind his judgement of seeing Damon’s capabiliti
Bonus Chapter – A Miracle LIAM "That’s it, Raven you got this hun." Kiara encouraged, holding her hand, her purple aura swirling around her as Raven breathed steadily, pain contorting her face as she pushed. "And again! Almost here, babe, you’re doing amazingly." My own heart was racing and seeing her in this much agony was tearing me to shreds inside. She was going to have to do this five times? Fuck this wasn’t fair. "I'm ok." Raven whispered to me; her face scrunched in pain before she pushed once more. I caressed her clammy forehead, my other hand holding hers tightly. Her nails dug into my skin, drawing blood, but I wished I could take away the pain she was in. "Almost there, Luna." One of the midwives added. We were in Kiara’s pack, having spent the last ten days here. Raven let out a scream as she pushed with all her might, and the sound of a cry filled the room. I kissed her forehead as her
Bonus Chapter – The Struggle FOUR MONTHS LATER… RAVEN Pregnancy was hard. I felt exhausted, I could barely walk, sit up, or anything. My back ached continuously and I was actually going to be leaving for Kia’s pack in a week or two as I was nearing the end of my pregnancy and everyone agreed I needed her by my side. For her to come here was a lot harder, so Liam and I would go there whilst Uncle El and Aunty Red would run the pack in our absence. News had spread that the Blood Moon Pack’s Luna was going to have quintuplets, and I knew it was more of a spectacle than anything else. I refused to go to events, I didn’t want to see anyone. Goddess! I'm not something to stare at! I looked over at Robyn, with her normal-sized bump, she was due around the same time as me. She was further along than I was, but due to mine being a multiple pregnancy, I was probably going to have them first. "You ok, babe?" She asked me. I nodded
Bonus Chapter – Breaking The News LIAM Two hours had passed, and I was still stunned… I vaguely heard Damon tell the doctor to not pass the news onto anyone, that Raven and I would do that ourselves. I can’t believe I fucking fainted… but it still can’t be real right? Five pups? Goddess. "Are you ok?" Raven asked me, cupping my face as I sat on the hospital bed. The sparks from her touch rippling through me. I closed my eyes, pulling her between my legs and resting my head against her breasts for a moment. "Yeah… Fuck, I mean, I should be asking you that." I looked up at her concerned, my eyes skipping over her tiny frame; how the fuck was that even going to work? I ran my hands down her waist, despite the shock there was a spark of excitement inside of me. Raven and I were actually having a pup together, scratch that – PUPS. I looked up into her gorgeous eyes, raking my fingers through her hair. "How the hell a
Bonus Chapter – Pregnant Or Not MONICA Channing and I had returned to mine, well it would soon be ours. His children and brother were as understanding of our relationship as my son was. It was just Anna who couldn’t stomach it. Yet, she was strictly not allowed on Blue Moon territory. When she found out about Channing’s new position, she wanted him back. Disgusting. I hoped I didn’t have many run-ins with her, I was better off without it. She had cheated on Channing when he was an amazing, selfless man. I will always love Aaron, and just the thought of him made my heart ache, but I was able to love Channing too. Perhaps it would never reach the level of love I had for Aaron, but it was enough. "Want to visit his grave tomorrow?" He asked, pulling me onto the sofa next to him. He was always so understanding. Despite both his legs being destroyed in the battle of Hecate’s Betrayal years ago, he had not let it get to him. This man was strong, bra
Bonus Chapter – A Nicholson’s Family Dinner DAMON It had been six months since Kiara and Alejandro’s wedding, and whilst the king and queen had gone off on a four-week honeymoon, their children had resided at the Black Storm Pack. I heard from Liam that Rayhan had gotten stressed out with Dante just as much as Liam had with Azura when Uncle El and Aunty Red had gone on their trip. Luckily for me, I got to spend time with my beautiful mate without any kids around, but I was still secretly praying Liam had a kid soon. I did love kids. They are damn cute, and when Robyn was ready, I didn’t mind having one myself. My mate, one who was so damn hardworking and organised. Speaking of… She stepped out of the bathroom with a cloud of steam, wearing maroon lingerie and a black satin cap on her head. "Don’t look at me like that, I just showered." She replied, despite her heart racing. I tilted my head, winking at her. "You need to keep yo
Bonus Chapter – A Day Minding Azura LIAM Mom and Dad had been gone for over two weeks already, which meant Azura was here with us. Raven had gone early that morning to Kiara’s pack as they had some shopping to do for the wedding. I don’t get how women’s shopping never finishes, but if they’re happy shopping, what more could I ask for? Anyway, since Raven was gone, so I was stuck minding my adorable little sister. The only problem was that she’s a four-year-old pup who has asked way too many questions and still picks her boogers, although she told me a few weeks ago she doesn’t… Lie. She had been fairly good to be fair, although she gets a bit emotional every time she gets off a video call with Mom. "So Wiyam, what we do now?" She asked, rubbing her nose. I raised my eyebrows, it was past five in the afternoon. "Well, I'm thinking, how about we make a nice meal for when Raven gets back? It will be a nice surprise
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