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The Darkness.
LISA
May 16th 2018
The darkness has always been my prefered hiding spot, insulating me from reality. It's my quiet space where I can sit back and ponder about my life choices till I gradually begin to feel myself submerging from the darkness that refuses to hold me captive for much longer.
There is no agony or anguish, no one whispering sweet nothings in my ear, and no need for me to attempt to please everyone without putting my feelings first.
This is where I want to be, this is where I feel most secure. I murdered a man, assisted in disposing of his body, and allowed Layla to steal Chad's money; karma definitely caught up with me.
Jimmy, when I think about him, my heart sinks; he was the first and only man I ever loved apart from my father and brother. Things were amazing between us at first; I truly believed he was my forever, and I loved him with every fibre of my being at the time. I'm glad I walked in on him with Nicki. Sh
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