{Ciril’s POV}
For some reason, I was very thankful for yesterday’s turnout. For strange reasons, Rufus didn’t return and Ivanka had grown tired of waiting so she had dismissed me after dumping on me a couple of frustrated slaps and kicks. She postponed my ‘full punishment’ to today.
So today, I locked myself in my room in hiding. I couldn’t go out for fear of being seen by Ivanka.
Maybe if she didn’t see me, she would forget about me and her quest to punish me.
I lived in a crumbling room on the third floor of the Alpha Mansion and my room was shabby enough for living in the forest to be better than it.
You would think that of all the houses in RawHowl Pack, I was graced to be staying in the Alpha Mansion. But then, there was really no grace to it. I was only there because Alpha Gregor— the devilish Alpha of RawHowl Pack, his Luna, Dolores, and the rest of their miscreant family wanted to have me very close in case they needed someone to pour out all their hatred on.
I was on my bed now and had survived the first seven hours of the day. So I just had to remain hidden for the next seventeen hours— without food and water.
That can’t be hard, right?
Just as I settled under my sheets, there was a sudden knock on the door that shattered my comportment into a thousand pieces and made me jolt up fearfully.
Please no…
I hope it’s not who I’m thinking it is.
“W… who’s there?” I quizzed in a quivering voice and my growing panic as I started panting.
“It’s Felin.” A female’s voice said. “Luna Dolores seeks your attention in the Wilter Hall.” She informed me and I heard her footsteps retreat back into the silence while my heart grew a rugged pace.
Felin was one of the Omega workers of the Alpha Mansion and if the Luna had sent her to summon me, it meant nothing but trouble!
A knock on my door always means trouble.
I immediately raced over to my wardrobe to get changed from the clothes Ivanka had soiled during her bully episode yesterday.
One thing was to answer Dolores’ call, and another was to get there on time.
I took out a black and baggy sateen dress — very baggy, from my cloth pile in my scruffy wardrobe and put it on. I preferred to wear slouchy clothes because it helped to hide my womanly features, as occasionally, It tends to draw the attention of those It isn’t supposed to.
I made my hair into a bridle fix and with that, I left my room and began to sneak my way toward the Wilter Hall of the Alpha Mansion.
My strides were stealthy but my heart’s rhythm wasn’t. For all I knew, every cruelty possible could happen when it came to Dolores.
She’s worse than a witch!
I took a left and was getting close to where she was standing, her raspy voice with its cackling undertone being my indicator.
My strides grew weary as I caught sight of her now. Her pastel silver grey hair clothing the sides of her evil face while she gave instructions to some worker made her mirror the appearance of an ogre Monster.
“Luna Dolores, you called for me,” I muttered audibly, forcing my expression to remain unshaken and not reveal the terror that was bubbling underneath.
“Yes.” She started casually, not bothering to spare me a look. “We have a few very important guests coming to the Pack and they would need a place to stay.” She finally rested her glare on me and a wave of confusion swept over me.
I knew who these guests were since Ivanka had forced the information on me yesterday, but then why was she telling me this? Does she want me to give them my room?
Maybe this is a test.
“Uhm…” I let a gulp slide down my throat. “Do you want me to gi… give up my room for them… or?” I said that last part slowly, hoping I hadn’t successfully misunderstood her.
“Give up your room?” She let out a brief but derisive chortle. “That Fleapit you live in?” Her cackle grew louder now and I sighed in my resentment.
Of course, I misunderstood her! She always does this— intentionally leaving conversational blanks for me to fall into so she can have the latitude to ridicule and tag me a fool. Good thing it was just the two of us here, else I would have been bathed in sneering cackles of spectators.
—the feeling is worse when there are so many people laughing at you. Believe me.
Dolores kept on laughing at my offer but alas, bad luck seemed to be cheerful today as her cackling caused her to mistakenly spill her wine on her dress, and it took everything in me to suppress the laughter that pressed against my lips.
Thankfully, I did because the goddess knows what that would have caused me.
Luna Dolores's features squeezed into a tight frown now, which she directed to me of course.
I obviously didn’t do anything but she was looking at me like I was the cause of the wine spilling.
“Give me a piece of your dress.” She said to me. I couldn’t hide my confusion.
Huh?
This was new, but not necessarily unusual, and I knew better than to protest. But I was being hesitant about it to know if she was being serious or if this was another conversational blank because there was clearly a freaking serviette on the fucking side chair!
Suddenly, with a pounce, a clutch, and a rip, Dolores tore off a portion of my dress. I gaped my mouth a bit in reaction.
“Now listen very closely to me.” She mouthed while she cleaned her dress with the torn piece of my dress. “The Alpha and his Votaries are already on their way so I need you to take your desolate self over to the old Alpha House and clean it up.” She said and her brows furrowed in.
“All by yourself!”
She spat her words on me and my gaze stretched at once.
Clean the old Alpha House?
Alone?!
That’s like a freaking Jail sentence!
I wanted to protest but I knew it was going to be pointless— painfully pointless. To console myself, I decided I would call Feryt, my best friend— and only friend, for help on my way to the Old Alpha house.
“Okay, Luna,” I said with a bow and started to retreat— escape in fact.
“You’ll be guarded by two sentries.” Dolores interrupted my getaway. “So you’ll do your work accurately and not do anything stupid!” She said and as if on cue, two bulky Sentries stepped out from the side…
I let my face grow a frown and in my defeat, I nodded and began making my way out, now with my huge escorts.
Sentries were werewolf males who were bigger and than the average size and as a result, served as guards. They are mostly seen at the Royal Palace— so I’ve heard, but since RawHowl was the biggest pack in the Reigns, it had a few.
Soon, I was out of the new Alpha Mansion and strolling towards the Old Alpha House, with the two Monumental beings trailing closely by my side.
The Old Alpha House was only a few blocks away from the new one, and once I got there, I was greeted by dust and slippery grime on the floorboards.
Ew.
I still had the plan to call Feryt in mind, but with the size of these two Werewolves lingering at the exit, I knew that such a plan would only earn me a bad bruise.
A really bad one!
So sadly and after a moment of internal weeping, I settled my motion and began cleaning.
I mopped the floors, waxed the finishings, scrubbed the windows, dusted the furnishings, laved the curtains, polished the furniture, laundered the luncheon cloths, scoured the druggets… and after three tiring hours, I was done.
I freaking did it!
I smiled satisfactorily as I sent a gaze to the two bulky beings still guarding the entrance. They glared back at me.
Don’t these fuckers ever smile? Or get tired of standing in just one position all their lives?
Anyway, I can’t judge them. I’ll choose their dull life over mine any day.
I took my gaze away from them and started packing up my cleaning items. I then strolled towards the exit and as I did, I marveled at my work pace. I had finished cleaning faster than I could have ever imagined.
I felt really proud of myself— although I did a little fraud while sweeping the dust particles away.
I got to the hefty Sentries at the door and they parted to give me room for my exit, but my stubborn self wouldn’t leave without jabbering first.
“Don’t you blokes ever smile?” I asked.
I didn’t expect them to answer.
And they didn’t.
Their faces just remained firm as concrete and I scrunched my nose at them before finally leaving.
Once I was out, I scanned the area to see if Luna Dolores, Ivanka, or their likes were nearby, and once there was no nefarious body in sight, I started to walk over to Feryt’s place. But suddenly, I was brought to a staggering halt as a wave of zest swept over me. I felt a wild energy running through me suddenly.
I swerved my gaze around to see if someone was at a corner casting an enchanting spell on me, but no one was!
For the first time, I could feel it. That potent pull. That intense ardor. That keen inkling…
I could feel my mate.
I have a Mate.
Happiness claimed me
I had always dreamed of meeting my mate. It was something I had always relished from ages ago, and not being able to unlock my wolf made me fear that this day would never come…
But it was finally happening!
I had been told that after one has been fated to his/her mate by the moon goddess on the Full moon, the mate bond is only felt when one’s mate is close enough to his/her mate. So some people, i.e. those who don’t attend the annual mating Ball, never get to find their mates because they remain far apart from them all their lives.
However, that wasn’t the case for me. I hadn’t attended the mating Ball last full moon because it was held over at the Palace and Dolores would have cut off my head if I had left the Pack grounds. But now, fate has brought my mate straight to me. Turns out I had been matched by the moon goddess last full moon as I could feel the mate bond now.
My mate was close by.
A smile claimed my lips as the vetiver and musky scent crept into my nose— I’d never been so certain about something in my entire life!
I directed my gaze towards our Pack training grounds and the surrounding domicile and the whiff grew stronger from that angle so I threw my legs into an excited sprint forward.
Everything was pointing me in that direction; the gust of wind, the magical whispers in the air. The moment couldn’t be mistaken!
I kept on with my pace, the urge to just know who it was, fueling my every stride. I ignored my Pack mates who bathed me with their glares and stink eyes as I sauntered on.
None of that mattered now. Once I had my mate he would protect me and finally take me away— save me from these monsters.
A stroke of pain ran through my chest as I took a left turn down a path but it was over almost immediately so I didn’t need to worry about it. Excitedly, I continued onwards but as I drew closer, I realized I was headed for the… for the Alpha Mansion?
What?
I began slowing down my pace as worry started soaking through me. I was already in the Mansion now and the feeling was still bubbling inside me but I was starting to grow a bit confused.
W-Who could it be?
I can’t have one of these wretches as my mate. One of Ivanka’s brothers?
Please no.
I knitted my brows together in my uneasiness as I took a shy corner. Even though my excitement was slowly being replaced with worry, I still couldn't stop the urge to want to know who it was.
I got to the door now and the mate pull was like a deluging field of a thousand magnets tugging me. It was the door of the Wilter Hall, the same Hall where I had met Luna Dolores earlier and I could hear voices chattering from within, of which Luna Dolores’ and Ivanka’s were clearly identifiable.
I needed to know who my mate was and even they wouldn’t stop me today!
With my resolve, I pulled on the handle and pushed the door open.
Slowly three figures came into sight and as predicted, Luna Dolores and her vile daughter were there, but my gaze wasn’t resting on them. My gaze was on him.
My mate.
{Ciril’s POV}My mate was engaged in a dialogue with Luna Dolores and Ivanka so none of them had noticed me yet.Impulsively, my legs started to take me towards them while my eyes blissfully rested on this wonder in male form. And this continued until I was close enough to claim their attention. My mate was the first to look at me, and as his gaze met mine, it was pure ecstasy.His eyes were dark brown with softness and his expression was like pink clouds on blue-violet ocean waves. He was handsome. And with his appearance, I figured he was one of the important guests Luna Dolores had been talking about. I was happy with this fact because being a guest meant that he was a he-wolf from another pack far away, one who would take me away from this Hellhole.He wore a blank expression now as he stared at the file he was holding and I motioned to speak to him but Luna Dolores beat me to it. “She’s the one.” Luna Dolores told the Alpha randomly and grew a satisfied smile on her face.What
{Ciril’s POV}I didn’t stop running until my surroundings became virgin to my eyes.I slowed down my pace now and uttered a groan as my heart now seemed to be burning up in my chest. I was far away from the place of my distress but the hurt seemed to have followed me.Luckily, I caught sight of a Pub House on the side of the muddy road and I smiled knowing relief was in there. I could go over there to rest and even better, drown my pain in alcohol.I didn’t know how to drink but that didn’t freaking matter now. That’s where I’ll go! I’ll go over there and drown my sorrows in liquor and Negroni cocktails.I let out a weak smile and began trailing my way toward the Pub. After much staggering and cursing, I finally found myself inside the Pub, seated before the counter. Fortunately, I still had some of the coins Feryt had given me a day before, so I was going to use it to order.All of it!“Hey, can I…” I waved to the Barkeeper, calling his attention to the only miserable girl in the
{Ciril’s POV}The next time I woke up was due to the sensation of light pressing against my eyelids. I pushed them apart and was slowly roaming my gaze around but then I saw a foreign roof, a fan, and a nightstand and my gaze stretched.Huh?I tilted up to rest on my elbows to realize I was on a bed in a strange room. I forced myself off the bed and crept towards the window so that I could at least get an idea of where I was. I had a deadly headache bobbing in my head and it wasn’t helping matters as I moved around.I got to the window and noticed that the surroundings were foreign too. I was suddenly slapped by a gust of wind and its chill on my skin forced me to look down at my body to realize…I gasped.To realize that I was naked.What?!I panicked.How am I naked?My heart started to race— fast.I studied the room in my alarm and it was then that I noticed a figure lying on the bed— the same bed I had gotten up from.My heart skipped two beats with the sight, and impulsively, I
{Ciril’s POV}I had fixed my hair into a braided updo and staring into the mirror now made me realize it was a really dope touch. If I was going to face more torture and gloom, I might as well look presentable for it.Haha.— that was a sad laugh.Suddenly, there was a harsh knock on the door, and with it came an even harsher voice. “Hey, Plonker.” It called and I sighed. “I told my mum that I can’t travel in the same Carriage with your stinking self so Dylan and I will be leaving now in the first one while the next one will be here to pick you up in two minutes. So you better say your goodbyes to your snugly demons in there and haul your unfortunate self out here!” Ivanka voiced with a scornful volume while I just settled to stare at the door.I recalled that Ivanka had told me she would be going to the Palace to live with Dylan after they got married so with what she had just said, I figured that they just have gotten married during the time I was away. Great.As Ivanka left, I c
{Ciril's POV}The air grew quiet.And all the voices around me died down— they died down after the abrupt utterance of the Prince.I gazed at him and it was like it was only the two of us who were in the room now even though it really wasn’t the case. I stared at him and he stared back at me, his soul seeming calling on mine, reaching out to me and prompting me to just run up to him and bury myself in his embrace. It was a powerful and sublime feeling as it seemingly filled the pit of my stomach with all the butterflies in the world— but then it was a feeling I had experienced before— just a few days ago. And from that experience, I knew that it was all a scam.The intense pull was ingenuine because then if it wasn’t, then the Alpha Dylan bastard wouldn’t have rejected Metz But then he had rejected my sorry ass… which meant that the Alpha Prince could…I started backing away now.And in that moment, I roamed my gaze around the room to see the faces of those who lingered around, and
{Ciril's POV}And so as my unfortunate nature would have it, I was bundled up on the shoulder of the sentry who had been mocking me with his smirk and bobbed limply on his shoulder now.As we moved, I thought of how badly my life was going.And worse it was about to become.One question: Why do I have to be paired with people who don’t want me?I thought the moon goddess finds a soul that would match your energy in every aspect and pairs you with them. I thought that’s what she does, so why is my case different?Why am I being paired with people who would want to have nothing to do with someone like me— apparently a slave girl now.I had seen the look on the Prince’s face. He hadn’t been expecting that someone like me could be his mate— and I can’t blame him because it’s really such a weird match.And so this is me once again about to have my heart broken with another curt rejection. Great!I remained still on the Sentry’s shoulder as I ruminated over these thoughts but then, some min
{Ciril's POV}The mate bond is such a strong concept and powerful phenomenon.Hearing the Alpha Prince’s voice sounded like the best sound for my ears and it made me happier than usual, happier than I expected myself to be. If I didn’t control myself, I would have leaped up from my knees, raced through the hall, and flung myself into his embrace, adding a dramatic effect to this our love story. But then, I knew two things for certain; There was no love story, 1. And 2, I wasn’t out of the woods yet. The Alpha Prince could just interfere but only the King, his father, had the final power over what was to be done to me.I wasn’t stupid to not know this, and I knew better now than to be relieved thinking that I was saved by the Prince. I could only hope the King’s decision could be influenced by his son. But then a part of me just could not help but feel comfort and relief that the Prince was here— that my mate was here on my behalf. With the Prince’s presence, all the Council elder
{Ciril’s POV}The footstep sounds of the Alpha Prince approaching me filled my ears while the sight of him kept my eyes busy— even in such a tense moment, he was a satisfying sight to behold.But then my brain?My brain was bugged with all the troubling thoughts— filled with dread and weighed down by sadness.The Prince got to me now. And I took in a very deep breath when I noticed his lips tremble as he was about to speak. My heart was racing incredibly fast now but there was nothing incredible about it. It was scary.I was scared.“What is your name?” He asked me now, his voice gentle in contrast to what I knew mine would sound like… because the last thing I felt was gentleness. He had carried out the first dreadful step— asking for my name. One must first know the name of an unwanted mate before rejection as it would be used in the rejection phase— i.e.: “I *name name* rejects you *name name* as my mate.”Alpha Dylan had most likely been told my name by Dolores or Ivanka that day
{Ciril’s POV}[ ~ One Week Later ~ ]I was in the stables. It was noontime and I was lying there. This was my new room. I preferred to lie on a bunch of Hay than to lie in mud like my tormentors had proposed so I had found my way to the stables to become housemates with the horses.One week ago, I had seen Abasha get marked by Prince Landon and I had aggressively started walking towards them but hadn’t made it to them. I had been seized by Sentries before I even got close… but then Prince Landon had started walking to me, wanting to give me an audience. He had seen how badly I wanted to speak my mind and he had been willing to grant me an audience even though he had been scowling at me like I was a Feral and not a living werewolf.So, he had made his way towards me, but then there was Abasha— as if she would let Prince Landon see me.Abasha had interfered as I had dreaded her to do. She had interfered by pulling Prince Landon back, begging him not to see me, and eventually taking him
{Ciril’s POV}I was whipped… and I was whipped brutally— Taka made sure of that. The back of my dress was torn from the impact of the beating I had received and I could feel myself bleeding without needing to see my blood to confirm. I staggered up to my feet now and then I fell back to the ground.I was weak, but I made sure to hug my dress to my body because if I didn’t, I would go naked as the dress would slip off my body since it was ruggedly torn now. I tried standing up again and I had the eyes of Taka and the other spectators on me. They were ready to laugh at me like how they had done the first time I had fallen.I was breathing hard from crying so loudly in pain and so I took in a deep breath now and struggled up to my feet. Because they were ready to laugh, I made it my mission to stand up successfully. And I did… even though I stumbled a bit. But then, just as I rested on my feet, I felt someone’s foot on my back which sent me back to the ground almost immediately. I f
{Landon’s POV}Abasha had warned me about Ciril.And even Dylan’s wife, the lady Ivanka had told me that Ciril hates us royals, but I hadn’t listened.I hadn’t listened to any of them, and even when Ciril herself gave me a hint of this possibility by saying, “I don’t think I like your father”, I hadn’t interpreted it as a big deal.And that had been my mistake.I had been stunned when they had returned from BrinStone and I had met her in chains. And I had been more stunned when the guards told me my father was dead. But for some reason, I was only a little bit stunned when I was told that Ciril had pushed him. I was instead disappointed and emotionally bruised. In that moment, the instance of her telling me she hated my father was all I could think of. And now, everything has twisted up. She was before me and I stared at her with hate. I know my family has not been exactly kind and loving towards her. I know they treat her badly but then my father has never been a top player in th
{Ciril’s POV}I was hesitant but then I eventually took Princess Anne’s hand since she looked genuine to me. “I’m little. I can’t hurt you.” She assured me cutely. “Tell me what happened?” She said as I staggered up to my feet using a bit of her help. “What.. what happened?” I muttered back as I wasn’t clear on what she was talking about. The people around were still looking at me but then my ignorance of them was even more now that I was no longer being dragged about and now that I was with Princess Anita. Her presence felt comfortable.Thankfully, the Alpha Queen, Ivanka, and Abasha had also left with Prince Landon so no one could interfere in this moment now.“Yeah. What happened that led to my father’s death.” She explained what she meant and I nodded in understanding now.I sniffed. “Uhm… I and your father were at the top of one of the bell houses when suddenly the Ferals trying to get to us were called by the sound of a very loud clanging. Your father and I tried to get down af
{Ciril’s POV}For some strange reason, I understood why Princess Anne looked at me. She communicated to me that this was the beginning of the challenge she had spoken to me about. But what is the use of going through challenges when I was about to be killed now? What was the use of telling me I would go through challenges when I was about to be killed during the first one?I looked away from her and stared ahead at the exit to the Throne room. Other than the warriors hauling me roughly away now, there was a crowd around me and they were yelling and demanding for my demise. And then there was the Hencher mistress, still crying and pleading that I be pardoned. She wasn’t going to succeed in that venture— I knew this. But then I was grateful to her for trying.I was grateful to her for always being there for me and caring for me— like a mother. If there was a chance for me to remember someone in the afterlife, she would be the only one I would remember. She and… Anika.My testy gaze fe
{Ciril’s POV}I was taken out of my cell in the dungeons and dragged through the distance between the dungeons and the Throne room.Landon didn’t give me attention.He looked angry. He looked so furious that he didn’t want to look in my direction even though I called his name and cried. He ignored me… but that didn’t stop me from speaking.We were halfway through the distance and almost getting to the Throne room. Everyone on the road was looking at me and judging me with their stares, but my attention was on Landon who was pacing hurriedly before me. “I love you. And I would never want to do anything to hurt you— which includes hurting the ones you love.” I pleaded and my chains rattled as the guards bounced me about. They were extra rough with me since I was tagged as a murderer. I felt like they wanted to convey that message with the way they were hauling me around. But then I didn’t care. My body has been through enough distress for me to be used to it by now. So this wasn’t go
{Ciril’s POV}“I know you didn’t kill the King.. because I killed him.”As Ivanka said those words, I tended and jumped at her, but then the metal frames in between us stopped me harshly. “How could you? How dare you?!” I bawled at her and my voice echoed a bit. I was in a part of the Dungeons that was private and isolated from where the other criminals and scoundrels were kept so it was relatively unoccupied, hence the echoing. I didn’t know why Prince Landon had asked that I be kept separately but apparently now, it was giving Ivanka the leisure to spit out her sins… because she knew no one but me could hear her. She didn’t respond to me so that I grew confused now and stared down at the ground for a moment before I looked back up at her. She was still smiling, unbothered by my drama or reaction.“But.. but how?” I muttered in my confusion, thinking back to that moment. “No one else was there and you were here, at the Palace, so how could you have done it?” I asked, reminding mysel
{Ciril’s POV}It was creepy that Princess Anne appeared from nowhere. It creeped me out but then I didn’t dwell on it too much. I’ve already termed her as mysterious and odd so it made things easier for me. I saw the outline of her figure in the shadows and then I watched her creep out of it using her walking stick to guide herself until she got to my cell. She stopped before the cell now and said nothing while I just looked at her. “Three Questions.” She repeated herself after a moment.“I’m... I’m thinking of my questions carefully.” I responded. I didn’t want to mistakenly ask one question unconsciously like I always do.Princess Anne smiled now. It was as if she could hear what I was thinking in my head but then I wasn’t so sure. “First question.” I started to say. “You said in your tale that on a fateful night, the King died.” I reminded her. “Was that you foreseeing your father’s death?” I asked my first question.“I said on a fateful night, the King died.” She said. “Was tw
{Ciril’s POV}I was on the ground but I wished to be lower. The crowd of people around us was chattering loudly now. “What?” Prince Landon bawled while the Alpha Queen raced over to her husband. He looked at me and then looked back at Balif, seemingly enraged by his words. He looked confused and tears glossed my eyes seeing him that way. “What sort of joke is this?!” Prince Landon asked with a harsh tone and Balif and the others behind trembled away from him.“It’s.. it’s not a joke, my Prince. The slave girl killed him. She pushed him down from a bad height.” Balif explained shakily and Prince Landon's gaze fell on me after he looked at his father briefly. I was shedding tears now. He looked hurt and very unhappy as he looked at me but mostly he looked confused. He shifted closer to look at the chains that shackled me in place— he looked at it in puzzlement. He was struggling with his belief and I waited for him to look back at my face so that I could help him out— so that I coul