Chapter: 6.
*****"Where have you been? I've been looking all over for you.""As you can see, I'm getting my favorite fruit. What do you want?""To see your beautiful eyes.""Yeah right! Think I don't know sarcasm when I hear it. Seriously though, what do you want?""Have you seen Raya? Can't find her anywhere.""I think she went off to get some things.""Just tell her I'm off to a meeting. Not sure when I will be back, tell her not to hold lunch for me.""Mmm." Steven moaned as he took a big bite of his apple. "So good!""Go easy on that apple, you're a grown man.""Quit sounding like my mother, you're no different, Mr grown man."David smacked him hard on the head and ran off while Steven chased after him but he was faster and was already in his car pulling off by the time Steven got out."I'd reserve that slap for you when you get back, you egghead!" Steven yelled and saw David flip him the finger.A few minutes later Raya walked into the kitchen, carrying bags in both hands."Need a hand?""Nah! I've got this.""Great! cause I'm off.""Where are you going? I need to talk to you."She pulled Steven back and he stumbled into her delicate chest, Steven pushed off of her and stared her deep in the eyes."Why do you avoid me like I am some plague?""I'm sorry Raya but you know how I feel about you and I really shouldn't be this close to you.""Why not?" She asked Steven and he wanted to kiss her so badly, but he couldn't. Deep in those round goodness. Steven wanted more and that got him more confused than he's ever been in his whole life."I'm sorry Raya but I need to go.""Where are you going?""I need a bath.""But--"***********"Mr. Steven, are you in there?" Somebody was knocking on Steven's door and he lazily snapped his eyes open."I hate dreams," Steven muttered to himself. "Yes, come, Stella." He called after his Nanny. One would wonder why at 24? Steven made a deal with his mother to keep her around until he got married and since he is not close to getting married yet, Steven knew he'd be having her around for a very long time, not with all that has been going on in his head lately. And she is a really sweet 46 years old lady."Just what are you still doing in bed until now?""Morning Nana! What time is it?""It's past noon." She replied and went about gathering his dirty clothes, shoes, and whatnot, that Steven has all over the place."What?!" Steven shouted and jumped out of the bed, "how long have I been asleep?""How should I know? You got back from the airport and went straight to bed.""Really?""You don't remember? Well, you still have your clothes on. Mind if I undress you.""Nana!! I'm an adult, a grown man for that matter.""Yes, a very dirty grown man. How will you get married?""I don't know!" Steven answered honestly, right now he doesn't understand himself anymore."Did something happen at David's?""Something like that.""What?" The older woman shouted, face like that of someone who has seen a ghost."Don't worry about it Nana I can assure you it's nothing serious.""If you say so." Steven can see she didn't believe him. He really needs to work on his lies."Breakfast is ready and you really should start putting your clothes in that bag over there, I got you that bag so you can help me put your clothes in there. My waist is killing me by bending down and gathering your clothes every morning.""I Will Nana, thank you so much. I'll be down in a minute."Steven rolled her eyes before leaving his room, dragging the bag of dirty clothes with her. She's amazing. Steven needs to take a bath and he's starving too. He ran into the bathroom, took a quick shower and a brush, and Steven was out and refreshed. He went into his walk-in closet and pulled on white shorts. Chest bare and he was ready for breakfast. Steven knew Nana would complain but hey, who said he couldn't tease the old lady."Put some shirt on and stop bothering me with that big chest of yours. How did you even get it to be that way?" Steven loves her Mexican accent and he loves it when she is trying to fake a serious sad face."Oh, come on don't tell me you don't like it." Steven winked and the old lady frowned."You won't get married but you'd tease an old lady." She laughed. "You've got tons of missed calls." She finally told him."Thanks." After breakfast of scrambled eggs, bacon, and whatnot, Steven went to return his missed calls. The first call was from his Secretary but he wasn't going to call her back, Steven wasn't talking to her until Monday. The second was from his mother. The third was a strange number so he called that one back. They picked up on the first ring."Hello?" Steven asked with a yawn."It seems somebody didn't get enough sleep." Said a very sexy voice from the other end."What! Are you kidding me? I slept for hours.""I see! Well, it's me Alice and your little angel wants to speak with you.""Thanks, Alice." Steven waited for Lee to come online and she did."Uncle Steve!!" Her melodic voice rang through the phone and Steven smiled.Someone is happy to speak to me."Hello Lily, how are you? Did you get enough sleep?""Yes uncle Steve, I did and I wanted to know if you have talked to your brother yet." Steven wasn't expecting that question but she asked and he was supposed to give her an answer."No darling I didn't get to, the moment I got home I fell on my bed and slept for hours with my shoes on," Steven whispered that last part so her mother doesn't hear him but Steven guessed she did as soon as he heard her laughing along with her daughter."That's so silly uncle Steve.""Yes honey I know, I was just too tired. But I promise to call him once I end this call.""OK! bye now, tell me what he says.""I sure will." The call came to an end and Steven became a little nervous about calling David. He made a promise and with Lily, nothing gets past that bundle of joy. Only if he wants to fall asleep again with God knows what this time. Steven dialed David's number but all he got was the answering machine. He is avoiding him, he won't take his calls. There is no way Steven was leaving him a message. Steven tried calling him again but he wouldn't answer it.Knowing how messed up his and David's life was right now.Steven thought it's best he stopped calling.He misses him so much it hurts.Chapter: 7.*****Steven's mother came into the room again, this time she needs her answers and Steven can't tell her he needed more time. She has given him quite enough time."Steven.""Yes, mother.""I am back.""I can see that.""So mind telling me what has gotten into you since you got back from David's.""Mum, D hates me now, he would never forgive me. He told me but I never believed it would happen eventually.""What! How could he? After all these years of successful friendship, he is willing to throw everything down the drain. He has no right to hate you.""Mum relax it's not his fault.""I don't care whose fault it is, you two have no right to hate each other.""Maybe you're right mother, but this is all my fault.""What do you mean your fault?""Mother David invited me over to make up for missing his wedding and I went to his house to fall in love with his wife. How fantastic is that?""You did what?""Yes mother I did and I don't want Raya to get the wrong impressions or fee
Chapter: 8****Back in David's mansion, he was devastated and so sad. He had never been able to do anything useful with his life since Steven left. Even his marriage was threatened. Everyone in the house could hear his footsteps as he kept pacing back and forth in the huge living room. Even though the living room was big enough it seems small to take David's pacing. He needed more space. He felt hot and sweaty.What have I done? He asked himself for the millionth time that day. I can't live without him, I shouldn't have said those things to him. I can't possibly hate Steven, I'm losing my mind!"Fuck!"Steven had tried calling David but he guessed he was as foolish as Steven was not to have answered his calls. What a fool he's been, thinking he'd ever been happy without Steven, Raya is getting worried. David can't give her the attention she needs, he hasn't even touched her since Steven left. What is wrong with me? David needed more space, he needs to get out of here, maybe a walk in
Chapter 9.******Just like every other morning, your head is up, your eyes are opened but you just can't find yourself getting out of bed. With all that has been running through Steven's mind lately, he feels numb so he simply just sat back on the floor. His heart still aches and his body seems to have a mind of its own. Thankfully Lily hasn't called to knock him off about David and whether or not he had called him.Well guess today wasn't his lucky day because he was getting a call and it was from none other than the precious Lee."Hello, uncle Steven!" She sang into the receiver and Steven found himself smiling, she has this aura around her that brightens everything she touched or in his case, speak to."Hey, there sweetie! How are you?""Fine thank you, how are you?""Never been better darling.""Did you speak to David yet?""I'm afraid not, he hasn't taken any of my calls either, I've tried.""I am so sorry uncle Steve, don't be sad I'm sure he'd come around.""Yeah! I hope so too
Chapter: 10.****"You're going back with me."Steven wasn't expecting David to say that, Steven sat up and threw him a glance, with that eyes begging him not to go, David knew that face, but he wouldn't change his mind, having to deal with David almost took his life and now going back there to face Raya could kill him."Don't tell me you wouldn't come to my house again, even when I have your little niece and nephews?" David asked."Hey! I- I didn't say that, David.""But you looked that way.""Well, maybe a little, I just thought if it was the right thing to do at this point, knowing what I just told you.""You can't love my wife Steven, you have to come back home with me, that is the only way we can solve this problem.""P-problem? I don't have a problem.""Yes, you do Steven, a big big problem, that we need to take care of.""Fine! Whatever floats your boat." Steven whispered that last part."What did you just say?""N-nothing, I didn't say anything."David was hovering above Steve
Chapter: 11.****He loves me, Steven loves me!What?Just how did that happen? Steven can't love me. Please love someone else. Raya if you must, but not me.Why did you have to tell me this?"Fuck..."David's head was on a wide goose chase. Now it all made sense, Steven has never dated anyone in his entire life, for fuck's sake he got kissed and ran away. "Who does that?!" He never guessed, hell, he wouldn't have guessed. But to be in love with him. That was more than he could take, so he just looked at him one last time and left.Never coming back.The looks of him.He looked so tormented, so much pain written all over his face. David could see just how badly Steven was hurting, probably regretting ever telling him.But he asked a question and he got an answer.David could not believe he had just come here on a 4 hours flight and now he was on his way for another fucking 4 hours, 8 hours on a plane in one day! He was definitely going to be sick.Raya!What would he tell her? She mus
Chapter: 12.****It's been two weeks since David got back from Steven's, and he was glad things have gone back to normal after he told Raya how guilty Steven felt when he thought he fell in love with her and how sorry he was. She forgave him and promised to speak with him but for some weird reason, she has told David that for over a week now, she couldn't reach Steven. Not that it's any concern to David so he would always just tell her that Steven might be busy and he'd call when he has the time. Steven is a grown man, who knows what he wants and can as well take care of himself. David, on the other hand, has a family and a name to protect."Honey,"David looked up and saw Raya looking down at me with a worried expression on her face."Baby, what is it?""David, what's wrong sweetie?""What? Nothing I'm perfectly fine.""No you're not, I've been standing right here calling, and you didn't even hear me.""Really.""Yes!""I'm sorry babe, really, I just had this troublesome client, who
Chapter: 13.*******Steven opened his eyes to be greeted by an extremely bright light, and he closed them again. When he did open them back up, the lights weren't all that bright anymore. The walls are just plain white, where the hell are his pictures? And why is his room so small?The hell...Why was he on a bed? And why is it so small? Steven tried sitting up but a strong hand held him down and soon he found himself drifting off into oblivion while listening to distance chatter. Sounds like birds chirping on a tree, which was seriously provoking to his poor ears. While he slept, he had a very pleasant dream, waking up from it he made to get up again, but that same force wouldn't let him, Steven was tired of sleeping, so he insisted until they spoke."Are you trying to get yourself killed again?" The voice asked."What?""Now you're deaf too? perfect.""Who is that?" Steven's head was pounding in his ears, the voice seems a little too loud for him, he tried to turn around when he fe
Chapter: 14.******"Do you love him too?" The little girl had asked.Yes, yes I love him so much. I love him way more than I love myself. Just, not in the same way that he loves me. David was going to answer her but her mother came in and he figured it's best he didn't say a word and so he just left. Steven looked so alone. His eyes. God, I hated seeing him like that. David's thoughts wandered. I should go back to him, to apologize and let him know that I love him. David felt his eyes sting. "No this is wrong, I can't love him that way," David yelled his frustrations into his car. Fuck David, what is wrong with you? Steven is part of him, he can't live without him."I missed us." Steven had told him. I've missed us too, Steven, and I need you, more so now than ever. David, couldn't tell from where these thoughts came but it was certain Steven completes him. David had thought staying away from him would change anything, but the truth was, it worsens everything. He almost died thi
Chapter: 34.*******Steven went back to reading, the words blurry but he tired. Whatever was going on, would be explained by this note. So he read. Hey baby! I know what you’re thinking right now, don't worry too much I'll tell you everything. God, I'll miss you so much! I'm so sorry for what happened. Raya had you shot and you were going to die from excessive bleeding in your chest. I couldn't let that happen, baby, so I-I. God, this is so difficult to write. Steven, I shot myself so you could have a change of heart. That's right baby, I gave you my heart. See! You're not totally alone. You've got me, forever. Living inside of you. That's where I belong. That's home. That's where I am meant to be.I'm sorry if you don't understand any of this, but in time you'll do. Go on living for me baby. Please!I need you to stay alive, for me. For us.You're my world, Steven. The sex, love and all that we shared would always be a memory I'd die for over and over and over again. And I m
Chapter: 33.******Steven had just woken up to the blinding lights that seem to pierce his very soul, he felt weak and tired.What had happened to me? He wondered, his vision blurry, memory fleeting. He couldn't remember a thing. With much struggle, he sat up and looked around him. Well, wherever he was is most certainly not his bedroom. Steven looked down at his clothing and discovered they were that of a hospital gown.What the fuck! He mentally yelled. Where the heck is David? His heart was throbbing in his chest. Panic getting ahold of him. Steven wanted to call out for help, but his voice came out like that of a broken record. He couldn't hear his own voice.God, what is going on? He could feel his eyes going misty. He was going to cry. He didn't know why he was filled with agony. The feeling of loss was too profound that his head couldn't understand it. Somehow he felt like a newborn like he's never seen the word before. He seems not to have a memory of where he was and what ha
Chapter: 32.******Raya kept turning and tossing on her bed. She knew something wasn't right, she felt sweaty and out of breath. She sat up quickly and climbed out of bed, leaving the bedroom. it has been four days since David left her to go see that Steven. She cursed and slammed her coffee cup on the table, winching as the hot content spilled on her hand. She cursed and took a towel, furiously wiping at her hand, when a maid came into the dining room. The maid stretched out her hand offering her a letter."What is that?" She inquired dejectedly."It came in for you ma." The maid said, dropping it on the table as instructed and she left. Raya gave a bitter smile and tore through the envelope...Hello Raya...Congratulations baby you did a good job, I must commend you. To think that Steven loves you so much and was ready to share. If he had given the word. I would have left you a long time ago. But he didn't want that. He loves you so much that he couldn't bear the thoughts of ever h
Chapter: 31.*****“I hate home works," Lily mumbled again, she has been trying none stop to solve this particular math problem that is really starting to annoy her, she hates the subject and now she can't help but hate it even more."Stop saying that sweety, you'll get it in time." Alice encouraged, walking into her daughter's bedroom, with a letter in hand."What is that?" Lily asked, throwing her books aside and sitting up to face her mother."I think is a letter, with our names written on it." Alice sat beside her daughter on the bed."A letter?" Lily whispered. "From whom?""I have no idea. Want me to read?" Alice asked, with a nod from lily she tore the envelope open and began reading. Hey Family.I know what you're thinking. Who is this stranger? Well, I can assure you, that I am no stranger. It's me, David. How are you, Lily? I want you to do me a great favor. I need you to take care of your uncle Steven for me. I know you love him and am glad he has you to look after him now
Chapter: 30.******“Mrs. Mebel you really should stop crying, this isn't good for your health," Stella begged for the umpteenth time that day. She hated seeing any of them hurt this way, she is as a Mother to Mebel and a Grandmother to Steven, they are her family since she has none. Mrs. Mebel has been broken since yesterday she had that argument with her son. Steven had left home and not come back. She regretted the way she handled the situation. Steven is her only son. He just came out to her, which is very difficult to do, and yet she had pushed and pushed until he left. If only he would call her and come back home. She would tell him she was sorry for calling him names and hurting him. She would tell him to go on and love whomever he wants, that she's in support of him."Madame," Stella called handing a package to Mrs. Mebel, calling her attention for once. Mebel made Stella open the package and brought out a letter from it. "It's for you," Stella said giving her to read. She st
Chapter: 29.******Mrs. Roseline just got off the phone with Raya, who has been crying her eyes off none stop on the phone, while telling her about David and Steven's secret affairs. It was shocking news to take in, never had she thought their closeness would get to this. But some were along this long run, she had known. It took them quite a long time to get to this point. Mrs. Roseline did what every mother would and tried her best to make Raya stop crying while promising to call her son to come to see her at once since he was in town. She knew the boys have been close this past few months, but then again, she couldn't remember a time, when they haven't been that way. She turned on her heels and was about to go into her room when one of her maids called."What do you want?" Roseline asked exhausted."This just came in for you, madam." The maid said, handing a package to her. Roseline unwrapped it and hissed when she saw it was a letter. "Do people still leave these?" She wondered.
Chapter: 28.******Once all the formalities had been completed and the police had finished their inquiries. Dr. Shepard sat slumped in his chair. He was beyond exhausted, the surgery was a success. But that was far from his worries at the moment. He still couldn't get himself to understand the reason why such a promising young man would take such a drastic decision, in just a blink of an eye. Shepard rubbed at his temple, his brain was harming in his head. Remembering the letters David threw in his hands. He searched for them until he found where he stacked them in. He brought them out and dropped them on his table while looking through each of them. They seem to be addressed to different persons. He sorts through them and found the one that has his name on it. With trembling hands and shaky breaths, he opened to read.Doctor Shepard. I'm sure by the time you're reading through this, that the transplant must have been a success. I have absolute faith in you, doctor and I hel
Chapter: 27.*****David banged and kicked at the door. Yelling for Raya or anyone else to open the door for him. 45 minutes later and he was still locked up in there. Frustrated and tired. Steven would be waiting for him right now. He cursed, stood up, and marched to the door, a few seconds later after kicking at the door none stop, it flew open. He picked up his phone and credit cards and walked out of the door. He was certain he wouldn't be coming back here in a long ass time. David got to the living room and found Raya crawled up in a ball on the sofa. He was too upset to stop and ask her any questions. So he went for the front door, one hand on the handle and his phone vibrated in his pocket. He swore and reached for it, an unknown caller ID. He pressed it to his ear and waited. "Who is this?" "This is Doctor Shepard, you seem to be the last person who called Steven's line."Steven? Doctor? David's heart was thundering in his chest like it would fly out at any moment."Yes, Ste
Chapter: 26.*******It's been three weeks since David got back home. The very day he came back, Raya had greeted him with the worst kind of news ever. She had told him she lost their baby. David was beyond shocked and sad. The last time he had spoken to the doctor, she did tell him that Raya was losing weight, but anything other than that was absolutely fine. The baby was fine. And now she said she lost it. He blamed himself for leaving her alone for so long, for making her worry. He blamed himself for the loss of their child. And he wanted to make it up to her. Once he returned from work, he'd stay home with her. Doing all he could to make her happy, watching her favorite shows, taking her to her favorite outing place. Raya has also been sick for a few days now, she seems to be getting these headaches frequently. He is such a bad husband to Raya, a terrible father to their dead child, the worst kind of lover to Steven, and probably the most horrible son ever. He had made mistakes, a