I looked at my watch as I woke up. It's only four thirty in the morning. Madilim pa sa labas at pati sa paligid but I can't sleep anymore. Sirang sira na kasi ang body clock ko dahil may mga oras na kailangan maaga akong gumising for the runway. At ito yung mga araw na maaga akong nagigising ng walang dahilan. Sometimes when this happens, I just work out.Tumingin ako sa labas ng pinto ng kwarto ko and I saw Enrique sleeping with his face on top of his arms on the table. Tumayo ako at pinuntahan siya. His face is so peaceful while sleeping. Ang gentleman kasi masiyado, ayan tuloy ganyan siya natulog. If he just agreed to my plans. Napailing ako.I heard the waves crashing into the shore at pakiramdam ko hinihila ako ng tunog ng alon papunta sa dagat kaya naman pagkatapos kong titigan pa ng ilang segundo si Enrique, nag decide ako na lumabas at pumunta sa dagat.I can see a little bit of the sun ready to rise. Napapikit ako ng maramdaman ang malamig na hangin na tumama sa mukha ko. I m
Tumigil ang sasakyan sa harap ng bahay namin at bumaba si Enrique at umikot upang pagbuksan ako ng pinto. I looked at Enrique through my lashes at inipit ang buhok ko sa likod ng tenga ko. "Thank you."Ngumiti siya sa akin. Shocks, ang ganda ko talaga. Kapag tinitignan ako ni Enrique kinikilig ako. Kaninang umaga palang yun at hanggang ngayon hindi parin ako makapaniwala. It was completely a blissful moment, never mind yung muntik na akong mamatay at yung sakit ng buong katawan ko, especially my ribs."So.. I'll see you tomorrow?" He asked mo on a date at syempre pumayag ako. Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil sa sinabi niya at tumango. Hindi naman talaga ako nahihiya, gusto ko lang maging mahinhin dahil feel na feel ko talaga ang haba ng hair ko.Napapikit ako ng halikan niya ako sa noo. "I love you." He hugged me by wrapping his arms around my shoulders for a second bago ako binitawan. Finally, nabighani din siya sa kagandahan ko. Hindi parin ako makapaniwala na mahal talaga ako ni Enri
"Sprite, wala pa ba si Enrique?" I asked Sprite habang nakatayo siya sa may door ng dressing room ko. Tumingin siya sa paligid at kunwaring nagmamasid, but I know better. He's just looking at all these models, half-running and half-naked preparing for the next set of clothes. "Hey, Sprite!""Ay sorry maam, chinecheck ko lang kung wala pa talaga." I rolled my eyes at him but he just gave me a wide smile. Napailing ako."Can you ask Coke about Enrique? He promised me he'll come eh." Tumango naman siya sa akin. He looked at me na parang kawawa, ganon ba ako ka obvious? I feel a bit disappointed-okay, I am disappointed. Enrique promised me that he'll come pero we're on our last set of clothes na, wala parin siya."Wag kayong mag alala maam dadating yun." I gave him a weak smile. It's really nice of him to say that pero nawawalan na ako ng hope na darating pa si Enrique. He's just saying it para gumaan ang loob ko. "Tanungin ko ulit si Coke tungkol kay Captain Culver."Speaking of Coke, he
Nakarating ako sa Backyard Club after ko mag dinner kasama si Kuya Demitri and Jules. Sumunod lang talaga ako dito dahil I told Sage na I am coming and he already texted me. I'm two hours late and I think everybody's already drunk dahil ang wild na ng mga tao. May mga models na naghahalikan sa gilid, some are grinding on the dance floor. Hindi na ako nagulat dahil mas wild pa ang party nung nasa France pa ako.I immediately looked for Sage, I saw one of his bandmates having a make out session with some model. Naglakad ako palapit sa kanila and I tapped his shoulder."Hey," Hindi ako pinansin at patuloy lang sa pakikipag halikan. "Hey, Sage's bandmate I'm talking to you."Nung nakulitan siya sa akin ay humarap na siya pero mukhang gulat siya nang makita ako then he smirked."Have you seen Sage?""There by the pool." I said my thanks and he just shook his head and continued kissing the girl.Nakita ko si Sage sa kabilang side ng pool habang umiinom ng bote ng beer. May ilan na lumalango
"Hey." I felt a light tap on my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes at nakita ko ang mukha ni Enrique smiling down at me. Hinawi niya ang buhok na nakatakip sa face ko. "You fell asleep.""Huh?" Kinusot ko ang mga mata ko. "You're here. Akala ko I'm dreaming.""I'm flattered to know that you dream of me." Sabi niya habang sumandal sa may dresser ko while still looking at me. He crossed his arm and I rolled my eyes at him."You have always been the man of my dreams Enrique." I sarcastically told him as I get up to sit on my bed.Ever since nakita ko ang pictures niya and nung nakita ko siya na naglaro he had been inside my dreams. That's when I started to like him. Then nagkasama kami sa bahay niya sa isla and I just fell in love. So deep I didn't even thought kung paano ako aahon ng mag isa. I know I'm doomed pero hinayaan ko lang kahit na alam ko noon na it was impossible for him to like me back.But he's here now. In front of me. Looking at me like I'm the most beautiful girl he'd ever s
It has been a month since Enrique and I last talked inside my room. Pagkatapos noon hindi na ulit kami nagkita, we only talk through text messages. Not even FaceTime. He's too busy sa work niya at mabuti nlang ay naging busy din ako with mine.We started shooting para sa episode namin ni Sage and this is our last day na nga. Two weeks of shooting is really tiring but I'm really proud of myself for surviving, at isa pa, I'm really enjoying this acting career that I'm starting to build.I talked about this with Enrique, but he only said that he's fine with it dahil nga he understand that it's work. Hindi ko alam, pero I'm somewhat disappointed na pumayag siya kaagad. Maybe I wanted him to be a little bit jealous of Sage.. but it's fine naman. At least walang complication."Mira!" Sage called me as he approached me at inabot sa akin ang isang bottle ng water. I said my thank you at ngumiti lang siya ng malapad sa akin. "Nagyaya si direk. Let's go out later with the crew.""Sure!" Of cour
"What if-what if mali lang yung nakita ko? Pano kung hindi naman talaga si Enrique yun?" Sage sighed.It could really happen naman di ba? I could be wrong. What if I was just hallucinating na si Enrique yun pero hindi naman talaga? Or baka naman kamukha niya lang kasi I know him. I saw it in his eyes when he told me he loves me. Ramdam na ramdam ko na mahal niya ako."It was him.""What if he pushed her? Nakita ko yung babae ang lumap-""I saw him kissing her back." Sage immediately said. "Wag mo nang lokohin ang sarili mo Mira. You're my friend and I really care for you."Hindi ako nagsalita. I just stared at my phone when it suddenly rings at hinintay ko na mawala ang pangalan ni Enrique sa screen. So now he's calling. Para ano? Para paikutin nanaman ako? No thanks. Quotang-quota na ako. I turned my phone off and I took another shot of whiskey that I ordered. I heard Sage sigh."Mira tama na." Tinignan ko lang siya at inirapan. We went to a different place to drink. To think.Ang ta
The interview ended smoothly, although wala nang ibang ginawa ang hosts kundi ang i-issue na nasa dating stage kami ni Sage. We both denied it and said that we're only friends. We told them about how we actually met at kinuwento namin sa kanila kung anong nangyari talaga. They asked us if there's a possibility that we'll be together in the future, we didn't say any straight answers to keep the fans' excitement, of course it was all part of the script.I arrived at home, all the lights are off. My brows furrowed. Madilim at parang walang katao-tao. It looks a little bit creepy."Hello?" I shouted. Asan sila kuya Demitri at si Jules? Wag nilang sabihin na nag out of town nanaman sila at nag honeymoon without telling me?!I walked towards the garden when I saw a dim light. My eyes widen as I saw Enrique holding a bouquet of flowers and he's smiling at me. Nakita ko din na may table at candles na nakahanda. The ambiance looked like it's romantic but I cannot feel any romance. Manhind na y