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2024-10-29 19:42:56I don’t know what to feel anymore, I hate and I love you, you still remain me of everything.
Diane can't hold it anymore, if Kurt wants a divorce, but at least she doesn't want to lose her dream, if this is the best for them even though she doesn't want to let him go, but if it's for the best
"Apparently true, humans do not change easily…” He uttered his words sadly, stare at her intently “I want to ask one thing, why do you want to go to New York?" Kurt mutte
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