“I have five brothers,” I said, determined not to tell him about my sisters. He looked at me for a long time before speaking again. “And you are…?” "Oldest sister." He leaned back in his chair and stared at me, piercing me with his dark eyes as if he knew things I didn't, and was thoroughly amused by it. "And your parents?" Why did he suddenly care? “Only my mother. My father passed away a long time ago.” "Is he gone?" he asked, almost cautiously. “No,” I replied, irritated, “just…just go away.” "So your brothers are brothers from different fathers?" “Um…several different fathers.” I look down at my plate again, pushing the food around, trying not to think about him looking at me. “Your mother has children with more than one man?” he sounded… not very agreeable. Shaking his head slightly, he whispered under his breath, "Western." Then again, his eyes darted to mine, “How does that make you feel?” What are you? My Psychiatrist? "I do not know. I guess I don't really care." “
I look away, take a sip of my beer, pick up my fork, and stuff a huge scoop of food into my mouth. If the mouth is full, there is no need to talk anymore. We sat in silence for several minutes, only the sound of chewing food and drinking beer. I stare at my fork, my metal fork, for a little too long because when the feeling of being watched rises, I look up. Eric just smiled at me. He was challenging me to use it as a weapon. It was strange to discover that I was learning his smile patterns. I must be a little drunk because the world around me seems to be, I don't know, swaying? For reasons that were incomprehensible at the time, I was forced to repeat a question… carefully. In the past he has vowed to do whatever he wants with me, but has never made it clear what that might be. Was what happened between the two of us the worst? I found myself surprisingly full of hope. "Owner?" I stop. When he said nothing, I continued. “What happened… is that all you were going to do to me?” The qu
Eric was amazed at the length of the way his hostage agreed to walk just to get out of 'her room'. He wondered, not for the first time, what the hell was he thinking. He knew this was the last thing he should do, invite her into his space. She had already found her way too far into his mind. The longer he was with her, the harder it became for him to trust himself. Especially at this moment, when every glance in the girl's direction evoked memories of her shivering beneath him, longing for more but never realizing. She was a far cry from the shy girl he'd met that day on the streets of Los Angeles. What he did was wrong, somewhere deep down he knew it, and yet he still couldn't honestly say he wouldn't do it again even if given the chance. Or he doesn't want to do it again. There was just something about her, something he wanted to taste and touch. Something he wanted to take. This was the first time she had made an offer, and he had to hold back violently to refuse. A sudden shiver
What is your life now? You killed people. He committed the killing. He didn't feel bad doing it, if given the chance he would do it again, but what should he do with his life, who could he be? Who is Eric? He had always told himself that one day he would be free, but didn't realize that freedom could be…so vast, so open, and so precarious. Now that he is liberated, he finds himself lacking a purpose in life, without a purpose, what is the meaning of his life? He owed Raymond a debt and would honor it, but once the mission was completed, he would find himself in the same place again. Eric swallowed his fears and pushed back his blankets, determined to seek answers from the only person who could have them: Raymond. He slowly opened the door and tiptoed towards Raymond's room. He hesitated at the door but then hesitantly knocked on it. "I'm not in there," Raymond said from behind him. Eric spun around and met Raymond's fierce gaze, "I-I'm sorry," he stammered. “I was still awake when
“Take off your nightgown,” Eric said softly but firmly. He smiled, amused to see the girl jump slightly at his voice. She fidgeted, shifting her weight from hip to hip, trying to find something to keep her hands busy. “Um…?” she hesitated. The voice was almost lost in the spacious tiled bathroom. Eric moved toward her, as stealthily as he could, wanting to savor the obvious tension that was welling up in the soft body. He really is a sick bastard. The girl gasped and then suddenly inhaled when she felt Eric place a hand on his stomach, gently pushing herself against his broad chest. She was warm, deliciously warm. “Afraid I’ll hurt you, Kitten?” he whispered in her ear, "because that's not what I want, not even a little bit. I promised not to hurt you and I won't, as long as you keep your promise to do whatever I ask." Her breathing sounded forced and ragged, suddenly he wanted nothing more than to kiss her lower lip, which was now being bitten by his master. But instead, he just st
The bathroom was quickly filled with the sound of her tearful sniffles and humiliating sobs. The reflected light, bouncing off the four walls seemed to affect him for a second. He didn't usually feel guilty, and she seemed to have an uncanny ability to bring it out. This feeling is… strange, uncomfortable and frustrating to death. “That's enough! I cried because I was embarrassed more than anything. Don't cry anymore." The sound of his voice filled the room, and the girl was motionless, clearly frightened. Eric sighed. “Here, this will help.” Eric put a small amount of lubricant on his finger and gently squeezed her clitoris between his thumb and index finger. She shivered, stunned by the touch, and he knew she was silently signaling him to let go of her sensitive flesh, but of course he wouldn't. “I'm fine, Kitten. It'll be fine," he reassured her gently and began to rub her wet center. He's very skillful, that's why, always careful not to rub too hard, just as always careful not to
Suddenly wondering what was taking the girl so long, Eric considered going back to the bathroom but then changed his mind. It's best to let her calm down and come out on her own. He looked around the room. No one can predict the wealth and luxury hidden within. This old-fashioned Mexican city's most valuable asset. Fur rugs imported from Turkey, along with other tapestries. The bed frame is fixed to the ground, the sheets are premium Egyptian cotton, the fireplace is Italian marble. The fireplace is now the most redundant thing in the room. Eric was sure it was never too cold to use it. One side of the room is made entirely of tempered glass, with a hidden sliding door leading to the porch. Eric sighed and smiled. Hasn't she seen so many luxurious things in her life? Where will Vladek keep her? His stomach twisted. He heard the doorknob turn and turned to face the door to see her reaction. It didn't disappoint when her hands were raised over her mouth, her eyes wide, filled with ast
It was late, late enough to be called late depending on how one viewed it. The girl was sleeping right next to him, her butt pressed against his groin. It was surprising that she fell asleep so easily, even though he thought he had put her through a lot. He closed his eyes and inhaled the scent of her hair, hidden beneath it was her own scent. He thought of her curious fingers buried deep in his wavy blond hair. That was the first thing she did. His entire scalp tingled, the sensation running down the nape of his neck, down his spine, and radiating to his extremities. One simple touch of the hand and he immediately doubted he would keep his promise. But he remained motionless. He wanted to know how far she would go. At the same time, he also reminded himself that this was part of the training process. Allow her to get used to touching and getting to know a man's body. Not every man is like him. They found pleasure in taking more than in giving, and Eric had only just taught Kitten h