Needed vacation

Good riddance! Her audacity still baffles me, for real. I was almost at the edge of hurting her earlier. How dare she try to come into my home and break it with some story about her being pregnant for my husband. I threw my head backward and laughed wholeheartedly for a long time till my stomach aches and tears spilled out of my eyes.

I don't want to admit it but I was scared that she'll steal Jaxon's attention away from me using her pregnancy as bait. The thought deeply bothered me to the extent that I was considering having a child for Jaxon also. I'm sure that he'll love my child more since he loves me but a part of me believes that he loves her.

A tear rolled out of my eyes at that thought and I felt my heart squeeze and I choked on my breath, as I tried to breathe properly. It hurts that I love him so much to the extent that mere thoughts about him with another woman moved me to tears and it made me feel this hurt and bitter.

I couldn't help but wonder how I'll feel if it reall