chapter 35 AidenIf there's one thing that I don't like it is being controlled or not being able to control what's going on around me I am able to do things the way I want to do them I'm able to keep secrets I want to keep them for as long as I can so I can tell someone that this is what you're really going on. I've never felt bad for keeping secrets but in actual fact the secret I feel bad for keeping because Kelly does not deserve to keep secrets from her. He does trust me. I know that it takes a long time for somebody to trust or after they have been hurt .Yesterday I had a little to sleep make that the day before because yesterday I slept like a log, Kelly was next to me and everything was right with the world you know the girl with the right person you want to be a better person you are not nervous or you are not out of death in any way and anything you want to tell them you just tell them conversations that I have in my head I mainly because I don't trust the person that I myse
Chapter 36 Kelly Going to a city that is different from the one that you were just getting accustomed to is one heck of an experience but it's my experience that I love her always been called a gypsy so there's a bit of habit of always moving around and not sitting still I could attribute that to my personality as someone who loves hearing other people's stories and someone who loves traveling and telling stories, I was excited and nervous at the same time . By the time I arrived at the airport I was starving. I needed to eat something and they were lounges around that I could sit in until my flight to come but had the innate fear of thinking that if I eat everything will come back up because I was pregnant but what will happen would happen just as long as I feed myself and take care of the baby that was carrying I ordered breakfast and ate normally but I had the strangest craving for milkshakes in every flavor . My plane was taking off in an hour and I wanted to make sure that I ha
Chapter 37Aiden There have been times when I wanted to pick up the phone and call my father and there have been times when I wanted to kiss him for not telling me who I really am and they've also been times when I wanted to also shout out my ex-wife for keeping something what I was supposed to know secret but then again I'm doing the same thing to my current girlfriend which is not fair. I knew that it was only a matter of time before she found out what I had done and I needed to tell her what I have done for us before she found it out from someone else, and if memory serves me correctly she was not the type to sit down and wonder what's going on she knew I was giving something and she knew that Dante and Carlo were in on it . I thought I was in for a relaxed day where I just worked from home but as luck would have it I wasn't sitting idle . My father wanted to meet me and he had sent a message via Carlo, a couple of hours after Kelly left I was told by my body got to get ready to l
Chapter 1Kelly There's a moment between impact and realisation that you're about to hit the ground a wise person once said that; when you fall down you are in free fall, you don't realise that gravity is going to pull you down and the minute gravity pulls you down that's when you can feel the impact and pain of the events that had just transpired and falling down isn't falling down if you don't feel pain . Is the realisation that you're hurt and it's accepting that you're in pain and you had no control over what had just happened. There's also a point during that free fall or during your body being suspended into midair that you and you're about to hit the floor and everything that you've been through including; The good The bad The ugly all the trials and tribulations , we're in preparation for moments of impact but the impact that you are never prepared for us the one that you never see it's the one that you never see it coming to its like you are going about your day normally or
Chapter 2 Aiden It's been 5 days since the accident , and I can't get over what happened. If I had just gone inside that ambulance I would know where Kelly was but I had to choose between Kelly and my son and Kelly would understand if I told her what my son and my ex-wife told me. I just don't get why when one thing bad happens everything bad happens at the same time. I know that things come together by falling apart but if this is the universe's way of putting things together it's pretty challenging. I didn't realize that Kelly was missing and you were taken by someone who we don't know until a couple of minutes after the ambulance left that she was in the official ambulance came and the cop that told me that he wasn't supposed to devil train information had disappeared into thin air which means that somebody must have staged whatever that happened and they must have done a really good job because the perfect distraction has always been my son . I didn't expect to fall in love with
Chapter 3 Kelly The one thing about having an ex-boyfriend who turns out to be in the mafia is that when you get captured or when you go missing they know how to find you and Carlo just happens to be one of those people that are good at finding people it doesn't matter how far you run it doesn't matter where you hide he will always find you even Dante said it the other day that he would trust Carlo with finding anything that's lost. I wasn't lost I was once again dealing with betrayal and everything that had happened when the accident happened looked staged and I'm not the type of person that would stage a kidnapping like that I'm way too smart if I wanted to leave someone I would have really left them and give them reasons why but this seems like someone is trying to get back at someone and I'm being used as bait . My recovery was coming along and I needed to breathe and just be the kind of person that I needed to be to make sure that I am strong enough to withstand what was com
Chapter 4 Aiden I've always said that if you know who you are and you are comfortable with who you are and where you come from you have no reason to talk yourself and what you're capable of and that also plays an important role when you get married when you get married and make sure that you get married to someone who understands you who gets you who knows how to navigate rough seas with you already it's someone who will be there for you whenever you need them. I was once married and the person that I was married to was Rebecca she was the perfect model life and I apparently was the perfect model husband but I've always said that there's a certain feeling that you feel when you know that you've made your person and it's the feeling of comfort surety safety and you can see yourself in them in some way they are an individual but you come together in such a way that he will individuality compliments each other and that wasn't the case with me and Rebecca. I love Becca I still do righ
Chapter 5 Kelly I did not want to tell the truth about the person that I was reading in love with a fear of him getting into trouble he didn't sign up for what was going on and I doubt that he thinks that I've gone missing because I don't think that he cares that I'm missing because even if he could have found me at any hospital they wouldn't allow him in because Aiden is not my husband nor is he immediate family so I was stuck in between a rock and a hard place at the ; Massa's had a lot of territory from what I knew and they were able to find what they were either looking for or capture what they needed to capture and to my understanding I knew that Michelangelo masa who was Cloudio Massa's Nephew , was running things. And he wasn't the most feared man. In fact I had already met Dante's father and he regards me as a daughter and a great friend to his son because he knows how his son could get when he falls in love. Dante was always hung up on Kelly. As a friend you can only be the
Chapter 37Aiden There have been times when I wanted to pick up the phone and call my father and there have been times when I wanted to kiss him for not telling me who I really am and they've also been times when I wanted to also shout out my ex-wife for keeping something what I was supposed to know secret but then again I'm doing the same thing to my current girlfriend which is not fair. I knew that it was only a matter of time before she found out what I had done and I needed to tell her what I have done for us before she found it out from someone else, and if memory serves me correctly she was not the type to sit down and wonder what's going on she knew I was giving something and she knew that Dante and Carlo were in on it . I thought I was in for a relaxed day where I just worked from home but as luck would have it I wasn't sitting idle . My father wanted to meet me and he had sent a message via Carlo, a couple of hours after Kelly left I was told by my body got to get ready to l
Chapter 36 Kelly Going to a city that is different from the one that you were just getting accustomed to is one heck of an experience but it's my experience that I love her always been called a gypsy so there's a bit of habit of always moving around and not sitting still I could attribute that to my personality as someone who loves hearing other people's stories and someone who loves traveling and telling stories, I was excited and nervous at the same time . By the time I arrived at the airport I was starving. I needed to eat something and they were lounges around that I could sit in until my flight to come but had the innate fear of thinking that if I eat everything will come back up because I was pregnant but what will happen would happen just as long as I feed myself and take care of the baby that was carrying I ordered breakfast and ate normally but I had the strangest craving for milkshakes in every flavor . My plane was taking off in an hour and I wanted to make sure that I ha
chapter 35 AidenIf there's one thing that I don't like it is being controlled or not being able to control what's going on around me I am able to do things the way I want to do them I'm able to keep secrets I want to keep them for as long as I can so I can tell someone that this is what you're really going on. I've never felt bad for keeping secrets but in actual fact the secret I feel bad for keeping because Kelly does not deserve to keep secrets from her. He does trust me. I know that it takes a long time for somebody to trust or after they have been hurt .Yesterday I had a little to sleep make that the day before because yesterday I slept like a log, Kelly was next to me and everything was right with the world you know the girl with the right person you want to be a better person you are not nervous or you are not out of death in any way and anything you want to tell them you just tell them conversations that I have in my head I mainly because I don't trust the person that I myse
Chapter 34 Kelly I can't believe my luck I managed to secure an interview for a publication that I've always wanted to work for . A friend of mine had called me from Milan and I wasn't too far from there. I had considered going back home but now I was hopeful that I was going to start over . I wasn't going to be that far from Aiden but I think I could make things even though I was in a totally different country. I just didn't want to tell him what was going on and I just told him that I had a call and it was a call from Milan. After I was done with the call I got cleaned up and started packing what I needed to pack for the trip, I had my passports with me like you and I didn't put them in the safe at Dante's apartment.I decided to carry them with me in case if I wanted to go home and not come back because of everything that was happening my overnight bag usually has everything I need and the documents that are required for me to go I need to go that's what Aiden didn't know and as s
Chapter 33 Aiden I want to be sweet a supporting boyfriend and always want to be the one that's always there for everyone who needs support but it seems as though sometimes I feel this morning at being the guy that I'm supposed to be but with Kelly it feels as if I always succeed in everything that you do because she listens and she responds and she communicates will be with me I've done enough but this just feels different and I still feel guilty about everything including me not telling her about owning her. I feel as if she should understand that I am only human and I need to do what I needed to do and I'd rather on her than someone else for some stranger on her that it was put out of what I was supposed to do instead of killing someone because I don't have it in me to kill someone however I do have the funds and the money to do what I did and I don't want to betray her in anyway and I haven't done that I've only ever been faithful to her and you know when you're in a relationshi
Chapter 32Kelly If anybody told me that yesterday was going the way you did I wouldn't believe them besides a special guest coming over for dinner. I had to deal with my boyfriend losing grip . He's very laid-back and he's the type that takes everything as it comes but given what happened yesterday I didn't think that he was going to handle anything but he couldn't control what he could control. He needed to understand that he needed a goal but he wasn't letting go of anything anytime soon. Yesterday I knew that something was wrong when he came home with my best friend I hadn't talked to Dante in a while and he knew I wasn't talking to him I knew the game that he was playing and part of me felt that he was in on whatever the hell my boyfriend was keeping from me and he was using it as bait for him to always confide in him about everything and I get that they are friends but this time I , you that he was my friend but the friendship came with conditions the condition was that he kept
Chapter 31 AidenI feel as if I need to catch my breath because; one moment I feel like I'm in control and the next moment I feel like everything is just turned upside down . I Didn't expect my ex to work at one of my departments , it seems as if Genevieve was part of Lea's clique and she got hired at my company . It's something that can't be undone, it's going to take at least two years and given more she said Anders to Kelly I doubt that she will come back to the company which Lisa without any job in a foreign country but you know so we are around a lot of things and she knows how to get drive however he's not working for anyone and the only people she was working for was me and since she's not on talking terms with Dante I was worried . I don't respond properly to backstabbed but it looks as if my ex assistant decided that it was okay to backstab me and take out information that he signed a non-disclosure agreement for but the one thing that I didn't know that was a clause in the
Chapter 30KellyThere are times when you have expectations for the day you have had and sometimes she gets curve balls thrown in a way but this time I didn't get thrown a curveball I got thrown one heck of a wrecking ball which I didn't see coming. I was feeling a bit it is after having breakfast with Aiden he has a side to him that is just calm and manageable rink the side of him that always wants to control everything because the start of him that wants to control everything is inside, that this sometimes doesn't sit well with me because he can't control everything you can only control what he can and knowing what I knew I knew that I had to play a different game was so if we were together and we were in a room together and no idea when you was around we could actually let our guards down and be real.You know that you're with the right person when they notice the very little things and if the right person notices the little things they are able to spot something that is wrong. The
Chapter 29 Aiden I don't like being without the person that I love and I am truly in love with the person that I was sitting across and having breakfast with this morning before she left for work I can go in at anytime I want to go and that she had to leave early because they were introducing her new boss I just hoped and prayed to God that the new boss wasn't anyone that I knew that it was someone that was qualified for the girls and that what Oliver had done with stay between us, but that was wishful thinking because no matter how many times I think that what I did was right it's going to turn out to you wrong in her eyes because she likes her that she's burnt out for something and that she did it by herself imagine how he's going to feel like when she finds out that I'm the one who actually gave her a nudge in the right direction I was only doing what needed to be done and it was cutting out of red tape because I liked the person I was seeing it also did a background check on her