Chapter 15 Kelly There is everything to panic about when you are becoming a first-time mother and more specifically when you don't want anybody to know that you're becoming a first-time mother and you haven't told the father of your child that you are with child they just think you're normal until it starts showing so for now I was doing okay but passing out in the middle of an airport , while being chased is really uncalled for. so far I haven't had any morning sickness and I haven't been feeling sick out of the blue and I've been fine I've been okay I just haven't gone for my scan which Brent told me that I you need to go to to make sure that everything was okay otherwise you had given me my prenatal vitamins before the auction happened and I had them and I had I mean that I have them at the villa that I was held captive but I don't think I have them now and now I need to just get another prescription for him to get the right kind of stuff over there at whichever doctor icy and I
Chapter 16 Aiden I have a tendency of getting jealous when it's not the right time and my jealousy stems from the fear of losing everything that I have with regards to what I've earned or whatever turned and I know it's not an excuse but I can't help how I feel and sometimes I have conversations in my head about how I feel instead of telling people heart really feel and it manifests through my actions and in the way that I conduct things or in the way that seemingly so as it turns out right now speak to the person that I am in a relationship with. So many times I've tried to balance everything that goes on in my life and there's been times when I just cannot but my head around the fact that most of the relationships that ended was of my own doing but the truth about my relationship with Rebecca is going to come out soon and I need to come clean with Kelly. I was thought that I was the one who did everything wrong and I was the one who made relationship difficult but truth be told
Chapter 17 Kelly There is Something that you can forgive and after all that I've been through and everything that I've done to just get my I am I cannot believe that I'm crossing paths again with my ex-boyfriend about the same kind of nonsense that I broke up with him for I broke up with him because he claimed that he wasn't in love with another woman and that other woman he happens to get pregnant, on top of everything else he told me that he don't want to hurt me and when I broke up with them I was pretty sure that I was done with men like him but it seems like I have a type of because I seem to be attracting the same type but thank goodness Aiden doesn't have any Mafia connections. Last night I didn't want to talk to my ex-boyfriend reason being that he had a habit of dragging me into things that I didn't sign up for and it came as no surprise that my best friend who are still regard as a best friend Dante as a problem sorting out his mess and he still needs to apologize to me he
Chapter 18 AidenI have always tried to be the strong silent type and I come across as that type .I've been cheated on before , and I didn't see it coming last time it happened it happened with someone that I thought I was going to marry and then again I ended up not marrying him because they were after my money and I have to organize a lot of things but I will get things done and get my life back in order with everything that's going on with my life and with the time I've taken off with regards to searching for Kelly I just needed to breathe and enjoy some alone time with the person that means the world to me she was fine last night until my bodyguard who I will not let her know is my new bodyguard because you might connect the dots and you might find out that my father is actually a Massa , and I own her . I don't like relationships with secrets but the secret I have to keep until I'm ready to tell her the more I get to know her the more it's getting difficult for me to tell her th
Chapter 19 Kelly I don't just get into arguments with anyone and I don't lose my cool with anyone and when I do it usually has to do with either protecting someone or just trying to make sure that my point is heard or whatever opinion I have of the situation that is given is understood and taken into account. I can't use what happened to me as an excuse to not, continue with life as it was because life has its ups and downs and it has its moments and I was going to escape one way or another and I wasn't going back and Dante was going to have to deal with the mess I left because he put me in the mess to begin with. I was gathering my things together and I realised that a phone was vibrating it wasn't my phone because I sure as hell did not have my phone on me and the only phone I had and you was at Dante space so what had happened was that I needed to go back to the place that I call home so that I could so I could move on with my life and find a way forward. I gathered most of my st
Chapter 20Aiden I don't like assuming , because; when you assume you expect and when you expect you become complacent to the facts that are presented, because you either have a blind or soft spot for the person you are suspecting and I don't like using the past as an excuse. Rebecca didn't ruin me . I took responsibility for what happened to our relationship but on the other hand she didn't take responsibility. I was painted in a bad light and no matter how hard I tried to explain my side of the story everybody else believes that I was the one who caused our breakup which was a lie because she was the one who decided that it was okay to have an affair with a soccer player and break my heart. The part of me that was angry was the fact that she was selfish. We had a son and we still have a son who had two loving parents and now he has separate parents and has to travel from one person to another and I don't think that it's fair to him I think that he should have a place that he calls
Chapter 21 KellyI don't trust Michelangelo fully to keep my secrets, and the only person I can trust funny enough as the doctor Who was with me throughout my kidnapping whatever you wanna call it I'm glad that Michelangelo and Dante are sorting out their difference is we are now in the hands need to get a grip on my life and everything else that was going on around me . The first thing I did Monday morning after resting was go downstairs the coffee shop and just make sure that everything was ready for work because I had received an email from human resource management clearing me to come back to work on Wednesday but I sent a request to go to work on Tuesday and while I was typing up a couple of things to prepare to go to work the next day I received an email from my new assistant her name was Gena and she had told me that she was the term until I returned so basically what Aiden did was find somebody just to hold things down until I was found and I could return to work whenever I wa
Chapter 22 AidenI usually don't get attached to things or people quickly and only give thanks time to get your stuff ever attached to a person when my son was born and that was the best day of my life. I thought that the day that I got married was the best day of my life but it wasn't. I'm that kind of guy who takes the fall for doing bad stuff and I take responsibility for the bad things that people do . Kelly saw me for who I was and still am . When I got report back from Dante I felt as if I was keeping it and not in a good way because I really did like Kelly and I really wanted to make things work with her is the first girl that has stood up against me and that's a good thing because I have a way of always getting things to go on my way and when they don't go my way I threw my toys out of the cart but not this time.You know that you're in love when you wanted to but so when the person that you're with wants to make you want to be a better person and when you want to do better be
Chapter 37Aiden There have been times when I wanted to pick up the phone and call my father and there have been times when I wanted to kiss him for not telling me who I really am and they've also been times when I wanted to also shout out my ex-wife for keeping something what I was supposed to know secret but then again I'm doing the same thing to my current girlfriend which is not fair. I knew that it was only a matter of time before she found out what I had done and I needed to tell her what I have done for us before she found it out from someone else, and if memory serves me correctly she was not the type to sit down and wonder what's going on she knew I was giving something and she knew that Dante and Carlo were in on it . I thought I was in for a relaxed day where I just worked from home but as luck would have it I wasn't sitting idle . My father wanted to meet me and he had sent a message via Carlo, a couple of hours after Kelly left I was told by my body got to get ready to l
Chapter 36 Kelly Going to a city that is different from the one that you were just getting accustomed to is one heck of an experience but it's my experience that I love her always been called a gypsy so there's a bit of habit of always moving around and not sitting still I could attribute that to my personality as someone who loves hearing other people's stories and someone who loves traveling and telling stories, I was excited and nervous at the same time . By the time I arrived at the airport I was starving. I needed to eat something and they were lounges around that I could sit in until my flight to come but had the innate fear of thinking that if I eat everything will come back up because I was pregnant but what will happen would happen just as long as I feed myself and take care of the baby that was carrying I ordered breakfast and ate normally but I had the strangest craving for milkshakes in every flavor . My plane was taking off in an hour and I wanted to make sure that I ha
chapter 35 AidenIf there's one thing that I don't like it is being controlled or not being able to control what's going on around me I am able to do things the way I want to do them I'm able to keep secrets I want to keep them for as long as I can so I can tell someone that this is what you're really going on. I've never felt bad for keeping secrets but in actual fact the secret I feel bad for keeping because Kelly does not deserve to keep secrets from her. He does trust me. I know that it takes a long time for somebody to trust or after they have been hurt .Yesterday I had a little to sleep make that the day before because yesterday I slept like a log, Kelly was next to me and everything was right with the world you know the girl with the right person you want to be a better person you are not nervous or you are not out of death in any way and anything you want to tell them you just tell them conversations that I have in my head I mainly because I don't trust the person that I myse
Chapter 34 Kelly I can't believe my luck I managed to secure an interview for a publication that I've always wanted to work for . A friend of mine had called me from Milan and I wasn't too far from there. I had considered going back home but now I was hopeful that I was going to start over . I wasn't going to be that far from Aiden but I think I could make things even though I was in a totally different country. I just didn't want to tell him what was going on and I just told him that I had a call and it was a call from Milan. After I was done with the call I got cleaned up and started packing what I needed to pack for the trip, I had my passports with me like you and I didn't put them in the safe at Dante's apartment.I decided to carry them with me in case if I wanted to go home and not come back because of everything that was happening my overnight bag usually has everything I need and the documents that are required for me to go I need to go that's what Aiden didn't know and as s
Chapter 33 Aiden I want to be sweet a supporting boyfriend and always want to be the one that's always there for everyone who needs support but it seems as though sometimes I feel this morning at being the guy that I'm supposed to be but with Kelly it feels as if I always succeed in everything that you do because she listens and she responds and she communicates will be with me I've done enough but this just feels different and I still feel guilty about everything including me not telling her about owning her. I feel as if she should understand that I am only human and I need to do what I needed to do and I'd rather on her than someone else for some stranger on her that it was put out of what I was supposed to do instead of killing someone because I don't have it in me to kill someone however I do have the funds and the money to do what I did and I don't want to betray her in anyway and I haven't done that I've only ever been faithful to her and you know when you're in a relationshi
Chapter 32Kelly If anybody told me that yesterday was going the way you did I wouldn't believe them besides a special guest coming over for dinner. I had to deal with my boyfriend losing grip . He's very laid-back and he's the type that takes everything as it comes but given what happened yesterday I didn't think that he was going to handle anything but he couldn't control what he could control. He needed to understand that he needed a goal but he wasn't letting go of anything anytime soon. Yesterday I knew that something was wrong when he came home with my best friend I hadn't talked to Dante in a while and he knew I wasn't talking to him I knew the game that he was playing and part of me felt that he was in on whatever the hell my boyfriend was keeping from me and he was using it as bait for him to always confide in him about everything and I get that they are friends but this time I , you that he was my friend but the friendship came with conditions the condition was that he kept
Chapter 31 AidenI feel as if I need to catch my breath because; one moment I feel like I'm in control and the next moment I feel like everything is just turned upside down . I Didn't expect my ex to work at one of my departments , it seems as if Genevieve was part of Lea's clique and she got hired at my company . It's something that can't be undone, it's going to take at least two years and given more she said Anders to Kelly I doubt that she will come back to the company which Lisa without any job in a foreign country but you know so we are around a lot of things and she knows how to get drive however he's not working for anyone and the only people she was working for was me and since she's not on talking terms with Dante I was worried . I don't respond properly to backstabbed but it looks as if my ex assistant decided that it was okay to backstab me and take out information that he signed a non-disclosure agreement for but the one thing that I didn't know that was a clause in the
Chapter 30KellyThere are times when you have expectations for the day you have had and sometimes she gets curve balls thrown in a way but this time I didn't get thrown a curveball I got thrown one heck of a wrecking ball which I didn't see coming. I was feeling a bit it is after having breakfast with Aiden he has a side to him that is just calm and manageable rink the side of him that always wants to control everything because the start of him that wants to control everything is inside, that this sometimes doesn't sit well with me because he can't control everything you can only control what he can and knowing what I knew I knew that I had to play a different game was so if we were together and we were in a room together and no idea when you was around we could actually let our guards down and be real.You know that you're with the right person when they notice the very little things and if the right person notices the little things they are able to spot something that is wrong. The
Chapter 29 Aiden I don't like being without the person that I love and I am truly in love with the person that I was sitting across and having breakfast with this morning before she left for work I can go in at anytime I want to go and that she had to leave early because they were introducing her new boss I just hoped and prayed to God that the new boss wasn't anyone that I knew that it was someone that was qualified for the girls and that what Oliver had done with stay between us, but that was wishful thinking because no matter how many times I think that what I did was right it's going to turn out to you wrong in her eyes because she likes her that she's burnt out for something and that she did it by herself imagine how he's going to feel like when she finds out that I'm the one who actually gave her a nudge in the right direction I was only doing what needed to be done and it was cutting out of red tape because I liked the person I was seeing it also did a background check on her