CHAPTER 1

IT was all my fault.

My fault for trusting him and believing him.

If i had known this would happen , i would have never done that.

A bitter sigh escaped my lips as i looked over to the bartender before signaling him to make me another strong drink. Leaning against the wall , I looked at him wanting him to make me a drink quickly. A sigh escaped my lips as suddenly the darn scenes flashed inside my mind which caused me to come here in a bar for the first time.

The bar was filled with people , enjoying themselves for different reasons while i was here to celebrate my disappointment, seeing my bastard boyfriend of three years cheating on me.

It was supposed to be our third year anniversary. I wanted to surprise him. Preparing the homemade food he likes , the flowers he was fond of and a gift which i bought for him with my whole heart , everything was perfect.

I should have known that something was wrong when he didn’t come to the airport to puck me up one day ago saying he was busy as he had never rejected me before. He was so …… well mannered and such a sweet guy but who knew he was gonna ditch me like that.

When he didn’t pick up my phone call last night , i decided to go to his apartment to check up on him. When i opened the door with the spare key , i should have known it was a big mistake or a big blessing.

As i stepped inside his apartment , i noticed things not in their places. A shiver ran down my spine as my heart beat faster than ever , hoping to not expect what i was thinking. As i walked further inside , my heart stopped hearing the sinful noises. A voice in my mind , screaming to get out of there but i needed to know where my boyfriend was and what were these noises.

My footsteps were so silent that even i couldn’t hear them as i made my wya towards the bedroom. The door was slightly opened and my hands trembled as I slowly extended my hand out to fully open the door. The noises became more and more loud. The sound of kissing , the sound of skin slapping and the husky moans.

My heart clenched as i finally build up the courage and pushed open the door only to witness something I didn’t expect. My stomach twisted as i witnessed ……………… my boyfriend and my ……… own best friend having sex.

My heart stopped beating as tears seemed to blur my vision. My heart clenched as i clenched my fists.

I saw them …………

Completely naked and ………. Her on top of him.

They noticed me immediately and i could see his face draining its color. He went pale and stared at me wide eyes. The blonde hair girl stared at me , taken aback by my presence and gasped before a sinister smile appeared on her lips.

My whole world came down crashing as I felt my knees giving up the strength to stay there any longer.

“ Genevieve-! “

He quickly pushed her away , stumbling out of the bed and hurriedly pulling his underwear up but i turned around , walking out of there. How excited i was to surprise him on our three year anniversary but nothing was left.

“ Genevieve , wait ! “

I knew my eyes were glistening with tears and I didn’t want them to look at me being so pathetic and broken. I was never the type to get affected by anything in my life but this was the downfall of me.

I simply couldn’t believe that , in our three year of dating , everything seemed so perfect so why ? Why he had to do this to me , to us ? I headed him running after me but i had stepped out of his apartment , long gone.

And that’s how i landed at a nearby bar to loosen myself and free my mind from all those horrible flashbacks.

I looked at the bartender and he finally handed me a drink and i , without caring , gulped the shot down my throat as the drink burned my throat making me cough.

I could feel the bartender’s concern eyes on me as i tried to compose myself. My eyes burned with tears as i tried to hold them back.

“ fucking bastard “

I slammed the glass on the floor , breaking it into the tiniest shards and stumbled from the chair. A gasp escaped my lips as i tried to hold myself but all of a sudden , a pair of arms held me.

My eyes widened as i looked up at the person and my eyes widened in horror. The person stood , holding a serious look on his face. He helped me up as I somewhat managed to stand on my feet , straight.

As I composed myself, i took a brief look at him. He was dressed up in a black suit , with two of his shirt’s buttons undone revealing his chiseled chest. His arms crossed and i could see the line of his muscles on his arms making me gulp.

“ you are so fat “

I said in a slurred voice making the bartender behind me to let out a chuckle. I looked at the bartender guy and giggled along with him.

“ Genevieve “

His voice sounded so stern as if he was holding himself for bursting out. I looked at him and winked at him before jumping on him , hugging him tightly.

“ my bumble bee “

He caught me , his strong arms catching me from falling badly.

“ what are you doing here ? “

I threw my body forward slightly , wrapping my arms around his neck while he stared at me with his famous cold stare.

“ what are you doing here ? Mr. Sebastian “

He rolled his eyes at the name.

“ lets go “

He tried to pull me out only for me to grab the counter , refusing to leave. I was here to celebrate , the three years of me being a dumbass for dating a scumbag. I had to celebrate.

He sighed and I felt his rock solid arm warping around my waist as he pulled me up in his arms with a swift motion making my eyes to widen.

“ that bastard slept with my fucking best friend. Can you believe it ? “

I snorted with anger and sadness mingling in my words. I was broken.

“ my own fucking best friend betrayed me “

I slowly raised my head and looked at him who had his eyes already on me. His eyes seemed to soften yet his stern look remained on his face.

“ Mr. Sebastian. What are you doing here ? “

“ it’s Roman “

He corrected me even when he knew i knew his name. I chuckled before rocking my legs back and forth , letting my body fall backwards in air as he carried me out towards his black sleek Mercedes.

“ you’re drunk. I’m taking you home- “

Home ? I didn’t want to go home and be alone after seeing that bastard having his time with my ex best friend.

“ I don’t wanna go home “

I murmured , wrapping my arms around his neck tightly as he sighed , giving em a brief look before making me sit on the passenger seat and buckling my seatbelt.

As he came to sit on the driving seat , i stared at him and he looked so handsome from the side.

His sharp jawline , sharp enough to cut anything that acme his way. His blue eyes focused on the road while his hand wrapped around the steering wheel tightly , gripping so hard that his knuckles turned white.

“ come on bumble bee , I don’t wanna go alone and be home “

I pouted , wanting him to give up the idea of taking me home. He looked at me and glared at me with his ice blue eyes but i was me. A giggle escaped my lips as i leaned closer , grabbing his chin and making his lips to pout as i squeezed his cheek and laughed loudly making him look at me in disbelief.

“ sweet little bumble bee “

“ well , we can watch any movie you like “

He suggested but I stayed determined. I was not gonna go home. No-uh.

“ are you not heartbroken ? “

His words rung in my ear as i looked at him sharply. Heartbroken ? I was ! But I wasn’t gonna let anyone see it and sympathize me.

“ me heartbroken ? I am furious just like fast and furious. I don’t care about those motherfuckers. They can do whatever the hell they want “

I huffed, sitting on the seat back and crossing my arms. All of a sudden , I felt his hand on my thigh and I looked at him with my eyebrows furrowed.

“ calm down , Gen. its the past now “

“ HE IS A BASTARD , MOTHER-FUCKING SCUMBAG- “

All of a sudden , he placed his hand on my mouth to stop me for cursing out so loudly and i looked at him , a wide smile appearing on my lips as i stare at him.

“ i only love you , my bumble bee “

I smile , squinting my eyes as he chuckled at me. I jumped on him hugging him Side ways as he somehow caught me and focused on driving. Did i tell you before, he was a smooth driver.

I looked up at his face and felt his hot breath brushing my face making me close my eyes at the sensation. Wild thoughts crossed my mind as i took in his addicting scent.

His pink lips were looking so tempting and i noticed a cocky smile on his face making me smile along with him.

“ my bumble bee is so hot “

All of a sudden , i without caring , jumped in his lap and noticed his eyes slightly enlarging. I curled up in his lap , pulling my knees close as i rested my head in his nape , feeling his warm skin.

My eyes felt heavy as the alcohol took over me completely and i closed my eyes falling in a deep slumber.

“ night night bumble bee “

“ night , sweetheart “