“You’re still married. She’s still your wife.” Oh God.
“We’ve been separated for two years.”
I shook my head. Bile was rising up my throat. I fought to swallow it back down, to kill the sick
I jumped away from him as if his touch was burning me. And it was. So were his words.
Did he…
Was that…
“Wife?”
There was no mistaking the accusatory tone in my whisper or the way my hands were now clasped against my stomach, shaking frantically. Holy fucking hell.
“Yes.”
I felt sick.
I clapped my hand over my mouth and turned away from him. Betrayal sliced through my body, leaving no part untouched by the overwhelming sting.
“She’s my ex-wife, actually. We’d be divorced if she didn’t keep stalling on the agreement.”
“You’re still married. She’s still your wife.” Oh God.
“We’ve been separated for two years.”
I shook my head. Bile was rising up my throat. I fought to swallow it back down, to kill the sick
I accepted that. I had to. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t have this job. I’d be flipping burgers or smiling politely at snobby women in a high-end boutique somewhere.I hid. I pretended. I lied.My life was a lie.It wa full of cheating and things that meant nothing.I always lived for the other side of it. When I was Gina, I wished I could be Christy—confident and outgoing and out there. When I was Christy, I wished I could be Gina—curled up in my pajamas with a tub of ice cream in front of the television, laughing with my best friend.Either way, I was not completely happy.The last few weeks had changed that. Being with George again reminded me of everything I’d left behind. He reminded me what it is to look into the eyes of someone who cares and smile. What it is to feel red-hot desire rushing through your veins and to feel that desi
START OF THE CALL GIRL BOOK 2.You know life has taken a shit turn when your underwear doesn’t match.And the quality of that underwear is a guide to measure the shitness on.Me? I was pretty sure I had a hole on the waistband of these boy shorts, so, yeah. My life was at Epically Fucked with a heavy dose of Heartbreak Hell on the life quality guide.But what can you do?Tuck your change from the cashier into the pocket of your sweatpants and grab your ice cream—that’s what.I got into my car, my ice cream snug on the passenger’s seat, and pulled away from the store. Tonight was my final night of the allotted seven-day mourning period after the breakdown of a relationship, so basically, it was my last chance to be a miserable bitch in public. Okay, so I added a couple of days onto the mourning period, but whatever. I plannn
My best friend raised her eyebrows with a shake of her head. “What?” “How can you do that? Leave the guy you’re in love with and think about sleeping with other guys?” “I’m kidding myself that maybe there’ll be a hot hunk of a guy waiting for me this weekend and he’ll fuck all the heartbreak out of me.” Brenda stared at me blankly. “Kidding. I’m kidding. Geez.” “I wondered there for a minute.” She tapped a long fingernail against her mouth. “Do you have to go back to work? You have savings, right?” “I’m not retiring at twenty-four because of a fucking guy, Brenda. I’m going to have one hell of a good cry tonight, let it all out. Then, tomorrow, I’ll get my shit together. If I sit at home every day, I’ll spend my life wondering if I made the right decision or not.” “You did. Make the r
She stopped in the doorway, her waist accentuated by her tailored blazer, and ran her eyes over me. “You look like fucking shit.”“Nice to see you, too, Monica. So kind of you to drop by without calling.”“Leila called. You think I was gonna let you run away before I could talk to you?”“A chance would have been nice.” I smiled tightly and perched on a stool at the breakfast bar. “What do you want?”“Any coffee left in there?” She nodded to the machine and poured one before I could answer. Typical Monica. Why wait for an answer when you can just find out yourself?I rolled my eyes as she sat down and sipped casually at her coffee. Fuck her and her games.“What do you want, Monica? You’re not my favorite person right now if you hadn’t guessed.”Sh
I wriggled my toes inside my shoes. I wanted to go home, change into some pajamas, and eat ice cream. Even if my ass was feeling the numerous tubs over the last week or so.No, I told myself. I was not doing that anymore—being a whiny teenage girl over something she couldn’t help. Something she couldn’t stop. I’m going to be the strong, independent woman I am.After all, a man can’t make me, so there’s no reason to let him break me either.Mental pep talk done, I followed Brenda into the bar and to our usual table by the window. It provided the perfect spot for people-watching, something I’d found myself doing a lot since we went to Spain, and it gave Brenda the perfect view of the door just in case a hot guy should walk through.Our friendship was kind of skewed, I was realizing.One bottle of wine appeared on t
He curled his fingers around the handle above mine, his chest against my back. I was still on fire, still reeling from his touch, and now his breath across my skin was cracking the façade I was struggling to keep in place.“It took me seven years to find you again, and if you think I’m giving up now, you’re so very, very wrong.”“I don’t doubt that for a second, but it doesn’t mean you’ll get anywhere.”“This isn’t over, Gina. We aren’t over.”“Oh, it is. We’re very over. Trust me.”I tugged on the door and he released it. I could feel his eyes on me as I searched for Brenda at the bar, and when I turned, he was inside, staring at me. Determination clouded his eyes, and I knew I was in for a fight.“What the hell?” Brenda hissed in my
“Funnily enough, that’s not something I charge for,” Monica replied dryly.“Fuck off, Mon. Can you find out?”“Why?”“In case George is there. He’s in Seattle. I saw him last night.”My agent sighed. “I’ll try to find out.”“Quickly!” I hung up as the cab pulled up outside the hotel. There was a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach as I remembered the last time I was there—and the events that unfolded after that chance meeting.My instinct told me to get the cabbie to drive me home, but I handed him his fare and got out instead. Where the fuck was that instinct six weeks ago?The same girl was even behind the counter—Rachel, was it? —and recognition flashed in her eyes. “Can I help you, madam?”“Yes. I’m looking for Mr
“Tell me one thing,” he said, his lips brushing across mine with his words. “Has anyone else kissed these lips?” His thumb came between us and flicked my bottom lip.Who the fuck does he think he is asking that question? I was ready to push him away, to shove him on his ass, but instead, what happened was a whisper of, “Fuck you.”“Answer the fucking question, Gina.”My chest heaved at the thickness of his voice. I could hear the emotion beneath the demand. “No. They haven’t,” I answered.His lips crashed against mine once more, this time rougher, harsher. I could feel nothing but his palms rough against my cheeks and his lips soft against my own. His tongue sweeping through my mouth and owning it completely. The ball of need building in my lower stomach and sending aches down through my pussy.