What do you think? Is crystina being selfish? or is she doing the right thing?
Crystina's POVOn my way to work on Monday, I couldn't get Luka's request out of my head. A part of me wanted to do just as he wanted but another part of me didn't want that to happen. I don't even understand what I want for myself. I've always wanted to be free, to be able to leave this pack, and now that I finally got the opportunity, I'm having this weird thought. Well, five months are enough for me to get prepared to leave. Luka left the room after our conversation and I didn't see him again. I know he would probably never look at me the same way again. I'm a potential murderer, the potential killer of his child. If I have the chance to make an option, I'll leave the pack now and come back with his child in nine months because how am I supposed to stay in the same place with someone who hates me? How am I even supposed to stay in a place that I hate? I didn't know I wasn't wary of my surrounding until I collided with a hard surface and when I finally regained my senses, I reali
Crystina's POV"How was your day, Luna?" Miss Mary welcomed me as I walked into the apartment. I didn't even know she would be around. What does this trophy Luna know anyways? "What's going on?" I asked. I wasn't angry about her presence but rather I was confused because I could see some bags and stuff that didn't belong to me. I wasn't even expecting to come home to meet so many things lying around here. "What are those?" I pointed to the bags before she could give an answer to my previous question.She clicked my tongue. "One question at a time, Luna," She winked."Sorry about that, I was just confused for a minute," She waved it off. "That's okay. These are my bags and those ones," She pointed to the ones closer to the door. "Are for Alpha Luka," "I guess he's moving out and you're moving in," She nodded. "Exactly, we'll be turning the extra pantry into a small room for me because I'll be staying here with you, for the time being, the construction guys are currently in there,
Luka's POV"WHO DELIVERED IT?" I asked my Beta, Baba. I was at home when I got a call from him asking me to come over to the pack office as soon as possible. I thought it wasn't something urgent so I took my time but by the time he called me again the second time, I realized it was not only urgent but then important.As I walked into the packhouse, I could tell from the faces of some of my warriors present that something bad was going on. I got into my office and was welcomed by a threat note from the so-called Draenei. He didn't actually state his proposition but asked me to be on alert because he can ask for what belongs to him in a short time."We don't know how the letter got here but we only found it here this morning," I turned to the warriors who were on patrol last night."Did you see anyone suspicious last night?" Their leader took a step forward and replied, "No, Alpha Luka, we didn't see anyone not to talk of a suspicious person," I hit the letter against his chest. I re
Crystina's POV I woke up this morning feeling sick and weak so I stayed back home instead of going over to school. When Miss Mary asked if anything was wrong, I told her I was totally fine, just not mentally ready for classes. I know I shouldn't have lied to her but I knew if I told her I was sick, she would be all over me and even inform Luka about it. It wasn't like I was dying but my body needed the rest. "Are you feeling better?" Samer asked. He had come to visit me at the packhouse after I was absent from school. He was supposed to be here together with Paige but Paige stopped at their apartment for a few minutes before she would meet us on the ground floor. I hadn't said anything since he arrived. We've been silent and I guess he got tired of the silence and decided to say something. "Yeah, I'm good. I've been to the hospital and I've been told I'm good," I went to the hospital behind Mary's back because I didn't want her to know I actually went to the hospital for treatmen
Crystina's POVAfter we left the packhouse, we headed for the cinema. Samer wouldn't stop talking about a new movie that he wanted us to see so we agreed and followed him down there. "Are you sure you saw Luka?" I asked Pearl again. After she told me she had seen him at the Packhouse looking for me, I became uncomfortable. I sent him a text asking if he needed to see me but I got no response. "Yeah, we came down the elevator together. Once I saw you with Samer, I turned to point you out to him but he was gone," She answered. I sighed. I couldn't really wrap my head around why he needed to see me. Did Mary tell him I didn't go to work today? What did he want? Is it really important? Has he changed his mind about the pregnancy? "Relax, Crystina, I'm sure he just wanted to be sure that you're fine," Paige assured me and I forced a smile. No one really knew the state of our relationship. I was the Luna that Luka wanted for himself and his pack and I don't think I'll ever be more than
Crystina's POVThroughout the rest of the night, I could hardly stay for one more minute. The only reason why I sat still was because of the agreement between Luka and me. I didn't want to do something stupid that'll later cause a problem for me so I waited, and endured till the horrible dinner was over. I had to swallow every mouthful of the meal with force. It was hard to eat when I was already on the verge of breaking down. Mellissa and her mom won't stop talking about some silly stuff and laughing as loudly as possible. I was begging the universe to assist them in finishing their meal so I would walk out of that mansion and never return. They seldom got Luka involved in their conversations but it wasn't any of my business. I didn't care about what was going on or whatever it is that they were talking about. I only care about leaving. When I realized they weren't any minute close to being done with their meal, I dropped my cutleries on the plate, pulled out my chair, and got read
Luka's POVMy eyes followed Crystina as she walked away and for a few minutes, I contemplated following her but I stopped because she would probably tell me to fuck off if I did. She was unbelievably stubborn and I hope nothing happens to her tonight. The wolves were on patrol anyway so I guess she'll meet some of them on the way and they'll follow her back. I walked back into the house to see Luna Ruth and her daughter exchanged a smirk. "I see you're finally getting out of her whims and lies, Alpha," I clenched my fist. I hadn't said anything to them because I was hoping the dinner would end peacefully but the heavens know they took it too far. "I would be making a personal request to your husband to have you both called back to your pack by morning," "That's a deep sign of disrespect. You dare not do that, Luka, or else you'll be losing a lot of things," I folded my arm against my chest. "Good. Then, let's see who loses the most at the end," I understand what her threat was a
Crystina's POV"Do you know that pregnant wolves can't shift?" I asked Paige as we walked into school together the next morning. I was still shaken from what happened last night and from what I found out as well but I had to get up this morning for school. I already missed a day and I wouldn't want to miss another because of those babies. They didn't deserve to be neglected because of what I’d been going through. "Yes, I found out about four months ago when my neighbor got pregnant. She told me she couldn't believe she has to stay human for the next five months, why did you ask?" I was taken aback again. I could've died last night if Luka hadn't gotten involved and stopped me. How was he able to stop the transformation by holding my head? Was that even a possible feat? "I almost shifted last night," Paige stopped in her tracks and I stopped as well. "You didn't know about it," I nodded. "You poor baby, what happened? Why did you shift?" I shrugged. Luka had told me to keep the r
Paige's POV "I didn't expect to see your face again or even see you marked by my brother," I rolled my eyes as I decided to ignore Carter no matter what. Gabriel and I together with Azel arrived at the palace two seconds ago and I'm so unfortunate the person who came to meet us at the door was no one else but mother fucking Carter. "Hello to you, Carter," I said with a fake big smile. "I know that smile is fake, Paige. You can't fool me," "Maybe you should stop stressing the girl out so much," Azel advised. We hadn't even walked into the palace yet because of Gabriel. Gabriel was speaking to a woman on the far end side of ours. "Aww, don't get too jealous, Paige. He marked you already, he can't jump to another woman just like that," "You're a pandemic," I told him. He wasn't just an arch nemesis to Gabriel, he was a problem to everyone around him except Azel. I've been thinking of so many ways to get rid of him and I just couldn't come up with something that'll kill
Paige's POV"Do you want me to come over there?" Crystina asked from the other end of the line. I shook my head as if she could see me.After several days of mopping and locking myself in my room, I found the courage to call my parents and I asked them to tell me the truth and not leave any stone unturned. Even though they were both adamant at first, my mother cracked first. She told me she had begged my father not to do it but he didn't listen. My father didn't talk to me even after I was done talking to my mom and I didn't care. They lied to me all my life, they made me hate a different person, they almost made me leave Gabriel and made an innocent person apologize for the sins his father didn't commit. I asked them not to contact me anymore. I told my mother she should be rest assured that I'll be fine because it's obvious I'll be safer with the Lucien's brothers than with my own family. "You don't have to. Moreover, we'll be leaving for the palace in a day," I replied Crystina
Paige's POV "Lucien didn't do it," Carter said. He picked up a grape from the fruit bowl, ate one, and offered me the next one. I shook my head. "Who did?" He shrugged. "I wasn't really particularly interested in the story because it would've been more interesting if they'd said my father did it," I clenched my teeth. His answer wasn't what I wanted and his words were beginning to piss me off. "Carter, who did?" "Why do I think you're angry? I can smell your anger," "Because I need a fucking answer," I yelled."It was you, right? You're the girl in the story," "That's none of your business, I just need an answer," "No wonder that bastard hasn't marked you yet. He's probably stalling from marking a wolfless bitch," I clamped my lips together, forcing myself to swallow whatever it is I wanted to say. "Listen, Carter. You can keep the tale, I don't want to know," I turned, ready to leave again. "What happened to you was tragic," It was his game and the little time I'd spent
Paige's POV"Someone looks ready for training," Gabriel teased as I walked down the stairs. I was in my training gear already excited for the training. How could someone be so excited about getting exhausted and sweaty? That someone is me by the way. I know it's going to be hard but I'm ready in every way. I've been training for a month already and I get stronger each time. "I guess," I shrugged. I walked past him to pick up a bottle of water from the fridge. When I turned back to look at him, I caught him staring at my ass. Since the last time, we haven't made an attempt to make out not to talk about having sex. It's not like the spark died because I could still feel the sexual tension between us but I believe something else changed in Gabriel. I can't know what's going through his head but it's a lot sometimes and he acts on it. He thinks I'll break if he touched me. If I want him, I have to pull him in myself. "Quit staring at my ass, commander," He gave a small smile and looked
Paige's POVI tried to wrap my head around what Gabriel meant by his words and I couldn't bring myself to find an answer to that. I was shocked by his words and I couldn't understand it. I've been playing with Azel because he was too busy to have my time and I didn't want to be a bitch by demanding his attention every time. "What are you talking about, Gabriel?" He clicked his tongue. "You don't want me around you. Don't try to deny it, Piage," I had to interrupt him at that point. "That's not true, Gabriel. You've been busy and I didn't want to be an additional problem by complaining," "You've been giving your attention to Azel. You don't even look at me when I come home either in the day or at night," "That's because you don't stay for more than five minutes when you come home during the day and at night, you come home late. I try to stay awake and wait for you but you just never come," He stared at me, ran his hand into his hair, and slumped into his chair. "I stay for five
Paige's POV"Get off my path, you demon," I yelled at Azel as I tabbed the game console with more anger. He was growling, yelling back at me. "Move your ass, you're not a snail for fuck sake, Princess," I snarled at him and he winked. I still don't understand how I get so worked up about these games and Azel can still compose his shit to look like gold. Two weeks have passed since Gabriel and I declared how important we were to each other. He's been busy at the Pack, rarely having time for me. Still, I always wake up to breakfast that he made while the chef he hired fixes dinner for me. Most times, when I wake up in the morning, he's gone and I don't even have the privilege to see him before bed. I miss him so much but I didn't want to complain and act like a clingy mate so I shut my trap and let him do whatever he wanted. Sometimes, I would sneak into the training ground in the early hours of the morning to watch him train with the others and when I'm satisfied with his looks, I'
Paige's POV"Do you really want to know the answer to that?" I asked him. He stared at me, his eyebrows furrowed. I knew he was surprised by my question but I believed at the same time that he needed to be mentally prepared for the truth. "I think so. If you want to tell me, then I want to know," I nodded. I sat up, leaning away from his body and into the sofa so we could sit opposite each other. We stared at ourselves for a while before I looked away. "Originally, I'm from Lucien's pack," I said, holding my breath."You're a Northerner," he said, in disbelief. I nodded."Yes, I'm a Northerner. According to my parents, they said my dad was a Beta to your dad at some point before we had to leave. I don't know how true that is anyway," He appeared to be thinking about something. "I know every Beta that my dad had because I had to work with them at some point. What's your family name?" "We go by Drews now but previously, we were called Rowards" Gabriel shook his head. "That doesn
Paige's POVAfter having our breakfast by evening, we settled into the living room and put on the TV. "Do you think we should play some video games instead?" Gabriel asked. I shook my head.I was waiting for him to sit beside me so I could cuddle with him. His body felt warm and I wanted more of his warmth. I so longed for him beside me that I wanted to cry. Whatever was happening to me is something that I don't understand but now, I don't think I can take a step away from this man."I don't know how to play any video games," His eyes widened in surprise. Laughter kissed my lips but I held it in. I was actually surprised to see him surprised. "Well, that makes two of us," He dropped the game console, and the laughter I'd been holding dropped out of my mouth. He sat beside me and watched as I laughed, a smile dancing on his lips."Why did you ask me to play a game with you when you didn't know how to play yourself?" He shrugged. "I don't know, I just thought you would know how to a
Paige's POVWhen we finally came out of the room, it was past midday. Well, the shower took longer than expected and we spent two hours cooped up in the four walls of my bathroom while he banged the fucking life out of me. My toes still curl at the thoughts of him filling me up. A smile lingers on my lips and my heart softens like a cellophane paper. I can still feel his taste on my tongue and his touches on my body.I needed more, it was as if I became addicted to Gabriel all of a sudden. I don't think I can get enough of those kisses and his touches and the way my body shook with tremors every time he filled me up to the brim. I couldn't control my screams. At some point, I had to cover my mouth with my palm but Gabriel removed my hand and told me it was okay. I could scream all I wanted, he loved it that way. Quickly, he replaced my hands with his lips. Right there in the bathtub, he took me thrice while I molded my body against his, my tiny legs wrapped around his body and his h