Axton Walker Saturday came so fucking quick. Oakley and I have had some okay conversations, and today after training I’m heading to Oakley’s. I’m gonna shower first then drive over. We plan to have a movie marathon, and watch all the Saw movies. He said he wanted to watch them, and I agree although I'm not a fan of those kinds of movies. But I don't really care, as long as I can be close to my mate. I’m in the field, waiting for my mate and his best friend. My friends come over, having a conversation with each other while we wait for everyone to get here. John and Adam have been a little more.. Touchy? Together. It’s funny to see, but I'm just happy they have each other. I don’t know if they’ll be mates, but it's cute to see. Jake has been working on getting over Cas, because he doesn't want to love someone so cruel. And cas? I haven’t talked to her since the day she said that bullshit to me. I don’t plan on it, either. “There he is!” John smiley small, as Oakley and Giana ma
Oakley Carson I kissed Axton. Or he kissed me? I’m not sure, but we kissed last weekend. We haven’t sense, and it’s Tuesday now. We haven’t talked about it, either. I have a hickey on my neck though, so our friends know something happened. It was awkward at first. Axton’s friends just smirked, and Giana was shocked. I was too. I just felt this pull, this need to be close to him. And then I wanted more. I need more. I want it all. Or I did, when we were kissing. I was ready to mate then. Now that I have a clear head, I’m glad my moms came home because I don't think I would've stopped it if things went further. I don’t know if Axton would’ve stopped it either. It’s like something dark settled over us. It was so consuming. So addicting. His lips against mine.. Against my neck and skin. It just felt so damn good. I want it to happen again, but I'm nervous. What if we can’t control it and things go further? I don’t know. It’s lunch time, and we’ve been sitting with Axton and his
Oakley Carson"Fuuuck" I grunt, my hips falling forward as my head thuds against the wall. Ford slows his hand, once he strokes me through my orgasm. I'm panting, and his tongue swipes off my cum from his hand."Good?" he asks, using a paper towel to clean up the rest. I nod, wiping myself off and slipping my dick back in my pants. He peaks out of the janitor closet. Then he pecks my lips, before slipping out.Like every day.Right before lunch, we both have a free period. So we meet up, and have mutual orgasms. I'm the only outed gay kid in my small town. Well in highschool anyways. We have some older gay members of our pack, but they mainly keep to themselves.Our town is still stuck in the old days, where being gay is a sin. But if you ask me, it's 2024, get over it. I wait the usual minute, and then I slip out and head to my locker. I switch my books, ready for this day to be over.I don't mind school, I'm good at it. But the kids here are cruel. Ford is one of the only boys on th
Axton Walker"You did amazing, babe!" Cassie smiles, throwing her arms around my neck. She presses her chest to mine, smacking a kiss to my cheek."Thanks" I smirk, my arm sliding around her waist. Pushing down the nausea, I kiss her temple. "You looked hot out there" lies lies lies."So did you" she wiggles her brows, pulling away from me. Cassandra has been my best friend all my life. Things shifted for us sophomore year, and we started dating. We were told our connection is because we're gonna be mates.But we're not. I can't tell anyone, but I know the truth. I think Cas does too.Her blue eyes flick between mine, her face falling. "Babe, it's fine. You killed it, if he's not proud it's because he expects too much" she lowers her voice, linking our fingers.My dad's gonna lose his shit, once we're home alone. He thinks I do terrible no matter what. He throws punches around, and then sends me to my room. Sometimes i don't even get fucking food because of it. Cas knows all this, so
Oakley Carson"You've been dodging me" Ford says, closing my locker on me. I glance up at him, raising a brow."So what if I have?" I ask, reopening my locker. He leans against the one beside me, looking around."What do you want me to do, huh? I can't stand up for you without causing suspicion" he says, crossing his arms over his chest."I just don't know if the whole coward thing does it for me" I shrug, leaning in closer. "It just doesn't get me hard, yano? Makes me feel sorry for you "I shrug, switching my books and shutting my locker."Don't be a prick, Oaks." He tugs me back to him, not too close though. "You know not everyone has it as easy as you" he says, and i know he doesnt mean for it to hit so hard. But it does, I shrug him off, and shake my head."You think I have it so easy?" I taunt, shaking my head. "I get bullied for being attracted to someone. I get beat up, Ford. Punched. Kicked. Called names. It's not easy""I'm sorry, i didn't mean it like that i just- My parents
Axton Walker "Baby.. we haven't had alone time all week" Cas pouts, her plump bottom lip popping out. I wrap my arms loosely around her waist, kissing her forehead."I'm busy, sweets. Football has been taking a lot of my time. And we have that project to work on. I gotta go to the library tonight to meet with Oakley "I murmur, my eyes flickering between hers."He sucks" she loosely wraps her arms around my neck, stepping into my body. "Why don't you make him do the project himself? He's smart enough. Let him be useful at least" her harsh words hit me in my chest.It's easy to pick on Oakley, because I want him. I want to wrap him in my arms, and kiss him. I want him to be close to me all the time, and soaked in my scent. But that's not something I can have. It's just my thoughts being fucked up.It's all in my head, and I need to let it go. Because he won't ever be mine, Cassandra will be. I force a smirk, and kiss her temple. My lips linger near her ear. "We can fuck in the library
Oakley Carson I can't believe I let that asshole touch me. And say that shit to me. Who does he think he is? Fucking dickhead.Ford is pathetic, and I can't believe I agreed to meet with him in the first place. I'm fucking pathetic too. But not anymore. I'm done. I'm not going to get involved with Axton, and I'm done being involved with Ford.Men suck. The fucking end.I switch into my gym shorts and a loose t-shirt. I hate fucking training's on the weekend. It's long, and tiring. I drove over to the pack house, because it's not that close to me, and I'm not going to do extra exercising when today's gonna suck ass.I pull into my spot next to Giana and she looks up from her phone once i do. She gives me that bright smile that warms my heart. Giana is a very beautiful girl. She has short black hair, and golden skin. She has an amazing personality too.Too bad I'm into men, because she's the full package. I climb out of my car, as she does."Hey Oaks" she beams, making her way to me. W
Axton Walker TW:This chapter contains homophobic slurs. "Want to get something to eat?" Cas asks, as I pull my bag over my shoulder. Oakley just left from our work session. Cas interrupted me trying to get Oakley to get food with me."Nah. I gotta head home and catch up on some homework sweets. I'll catch ya later though yeah?" I place a gentle kiss on her head, before stepping away."Oh okay. I'll just go with the girls then" she smiles, and that's that. We go our separate ways. The drive home is short, and sad. I want to be around Oakley all the time now. It's getting worse.My birthday is soon, and I'm worried that i won't be able to connect with my mate. How am I supposed to mate with someone when I have such an intoxicating obsession with someone else?I don't know. Maybe it'll go away, maybe my obsession is just because he's the only outed kid at school? I don't know. I stopped questioning it years ago.Once I get home, I make my way inside. Mom's here, somewhere. But dads ca
Oakley Carson I kissed Axton. Or he kissed me? I’m not sure, but we kissed last weekend. We haven’t sense, and it’s Tuesday now. We haven’t talked about it, either. I have a hickey on my neck though, so our friends know something happened. It was awkward at first. Axton’s friends just smirked, and Giana was shocked. I was too. I just felt this pull, this need to be close to him. And then I wanted more. I need more. I want it all. Or I did, when we were kissing. I was ready to mate then. Now that I have a clear head, I’m glad my moms came home because I don't think I would've stopped it if things went further. I don’t know if Axton would’ve stopped it either. It’s like something dark settled over us. It was so consuming. So addicting. His lips against mine.. Against my neck and skin. It just felt so damn good. I want it to happen again, but I'm nervous. What if we can’t control it and things go further? I don’t know. It’s lunch time, and we’ve been sitting with Axton and his
Axton Walker Saturday came so fucking quick. Oakley and I have had some okay conversations, and today after training I’m heading to Oakley’s. I’m gonna shower first then drive over. We plan to have a movie marathon, and watch all the Saw movies. He said he wanted to watch them, and I agree although I'm not a fan of those kinds of movies. But I don't really care, as long as I can be close to my mate. I’m in the field, waiting for my mate and his best friend. My friends come over, having a conversation with each other while we wait for everyone to get here. John and Adam have been a little more.. Touchy? Together. It’s funny to see, but I'm just happy they have each other. I don’t know if they’ll be mates, but it's cute to see. Jake has been working on getting over Cas, because he doesn't want to love someone so cruel. And cas? I haven’t talked to her since the day she said that bullshit to me. I don’t plan on it, either. “There he is!” John smiley small, as Oakley and Giana ma
Oakley Carson I can’t believe I let my moms talk me into this. Axton, Reed and his mom are coming over in a few minutes to have a family dinner? A meet and greet? Who fucking knows. But I’m nervous, and I don't know how else I feel. “Oaks, can you set the table? Mama extended it already” Mom says, checking the oven for the fifth time. I set the table, trying to keep my mind busy. The doorbell rings, and my spine stiffens. “It’s fine babe” Mama rubs my back, and then she heads for the door. My eyes connect with mom’s and she gives me a small smile. “Deep breaths” she says, and then voices fill the room. “I’m Poppy, and my mate Quinn is in the kitchen, if you’ll head that way '' I hear mama’s voice, coming closer. “I’m Kylee it’s so nice to meet you” Axton’s mom comes into view, turning to shake mama’s hand and then mom’s. She comes to me to do the same. “Oakley” I smiled, taking her hand and shaking it. “Aww he’s cute” Axton brother, Reed? Says. His tone is teasing, and
Axton Walker Our wolves met and know now that even my wolf is obsessed with him. It’s like he went feral inside my head when he saw Oakley’s wolf. When Oakley let us get close to him. I’ve seen his wolf before obviously, and we’ve been around each other all our lives. It’s just different. Something’s shifted. I decided to give Oakley as much space as i can without pulling away completely. I want to put in effort to show im trying, but i dont want to suffocate him. Not yet anyways. Once we repair our relationship, once i can prove im worthy of him. And i will prove it. I have too. Mom’s sitting in the living room area of our little like apartment at the pack house. I make my way over to her, sitting down beside her. She gives me a small smile, closing the book she was reading. “Hey honey” her voice is soft. “Your brother and Felix are coming to dinner tonight” I nod, running my fingers through my hair. “Sounds good. Haven’t talked to Reed in a bit anyway” “He’s always w
Oakley Carson I can’t believe I gave that asshole my number. I guess it’s fine, because it doesn’t mean I have to text him back. Right? I don’t know how I feel about him. I hate him, I know that. But he’s my mate, and whether I like it or not, there’s a pull between us. There’s something budding, and the only way to stop it is to reject him. But I don't want to do that. Yet anyways. I want to try, because he’s my chance at happiness, at forever. Training starts at fifteen, so I quickly change and make my way to the pack house. I slip from my car, and see Giana right away. She gives me a smile, and loops her arms with mine. “How are you doing?” “I’m okay” I nod, even though stress is eating at my insides. Even though I can't stomach food right now. “How are you?” “Eh” she shrugs, staying close to me. “Tired, but good. Working with Ford on the project is exhausting. He’s so frustrating. I can’t believe you liked him” “It was fleeting.” I counter, squeezing her arm. “He’s be
Axton Walker I apologized with my friends earlier today, and it feels good. It feels good to take the first step in the right direction. There’s many, many more steps I need to take though. I’m making my way to the bathroom when I spot Ford and Oakley at Oakley’s locker. I step back, going back around the corner to listen. Eavesdropping, whatever I'm doing. “I told you, I’m done, Ford. One you’re a coward, and two im just not interested anymore” “Oaks, I said I was sorry. Those guys are hard to be friends with. I just wanted to prove to them that we're not doing anything. It was to protect you” Ford’s voice is pleading. “I’m not interested anymore, Ford. Back off” then a loud thud follows. I peak out, and Ford has Oakley pinned to the lockers, and his lips are on his. My heart clenches, and fury builds quickly. But then it doubles, when I see Oakley is trying to push Ford off. That he doesn’t want him. Then my instincts kick in, and I'm jogging over, pulling Ford off him an
Oakley Carson When I got home after the ceremony my moms cornered me and everything just came out. From the bullying, to the abuse, to the fact he’s my mate, to my eating disorder resurfacing. Everything. I cried in a ball on the floor for an hour while my moms held and rocked me. Then we all stayed on the couch for the rest of the weekend. We ate lots of ice cream, and chinese food. I actually ate my feelings, which I never can do. I was in so much distress my mind shut down, and left me numb. Now it’s Monday morning, and I'm going through the motions of getting ready for school. I showered, and got dressed. I make my way downstairs into the kitchen where mom is making breakfast. “If you wanna miss a couple days, you could” Mama offers, sipping her coffee. “No, i have a lot to stay on top of so i can graduate top of my class” i murmur, grabbing a bottle of water. Cracking the seal, I chug half in one go. I cried a lot this weekend. “I’m making an omelet with veggies. It’
Axton WalkerOakley fucking Carson is my mate.I've never been so fucking happy. Although there's a lot of damage, and a lot to sort through. The boy I've been obsessed with for the last four years is actually mine. Well, if I can fix it.Well I will fix it. Oakley deserves a mate that will fix this mess. So I stick to my word, and give him space tonight, and well the rest of the weekend. But Monday morning? I'm coming on full swing to fix this.He's all i've ever wanted, and all ill ever need. I just have to prove it. And i will. By the time i make it back to the pack house, my new home, Oakley's gone. Cassandra is in the parking lot, pacing near my sedan.I make my way to her, raising my brows. "Hey""Oh there you are!" She instantly throws herself into my arms. My usual reaction, the one I have been doing for so long, is to wrap her up. But not anymore. Because Oakley is mine, and that's all that matters.I slowly detangle her from me, taking a small step back. Her brows furrow, co
Oakley CarsonToday's the day. My birthday, and my ceremony. I'm super excited, but nervous. Things have been weird at school. Axton and his friends have left me alone, and when one of them tried to pick on me, Axton put a stop to it. It was weird, to say the least.I take a quick shower, and get changed into jeans and a loose hoodie. It's not cold, but i'm comfortable in my oversized hoodie, always.Mom and mama are waiting downstairs by the time I come down. They're sitting there with small smiles on their faces. "Ready babe?" Mom asks, looping her arm with mine."I guess. A bit nervous honestly "I murmur, and mom nods."I was too. But then I met mama, and it was the best thing ever. It'll be good babe" she squeezes my arm, and mama loops her arm with my other one. She holds my arm close to her body, and nods."Mom's right, it was the best day of my life" Mama smiles."Yeah yeah, true love" I give a little smile.We drive to the pack house separately, in case I want to go somewhere