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53. Buried Memories

Author: Sam Shelly
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-28 03:28:37

Steph’s POV

I struggled against Brian’s grip, my breathing uneven, my heart pounding. His words clawed at my insides, reopening wounds I had spent years trying to seal shut.

I shoved at his chest, but he didn’t budge. “You don’t get to decide where I should be, Brian. You lost that right years ago.”

His jaw tightened, his hands pressing against the door on either side of me. “Damn it, Steph. Stop acting like I don’t fucking care about you.”

I let out a bitter laugh. “Care about me? You left me! You vanished, Brian! And now you think you can waltz back into my life and dictate what I do?”

His nostrils flared. “I didn’t leave because I wanted to! You don’t know the full story!”

“Then tell me, Brian! Tell me why you left me with nothing but heartbreak and silence!”

He exhaled sharply, his fingers curling into fists. “I had to go, Steph. If I had a choice, I would’ve stayed.”

“Bullshit!” I spat. “You had a choice. You just didn’t choose me.”

His eyes darkened, a storm br
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