Antara's pov Present "that means you are already married to him?" Pakhi asked with a hurt look "Yes unfortunately I am. If I would not then he would have killed you and others and that is the last thing I would have let happen. I took you to the hospital that day and told others you fainted on the road and local people admitted you to the hospital. Those people whom Anirudh Raichand sent acted perfectly and that is how no one doubted what happened that day "I told her, caressing her cheek. "but it will destroy your life di. He is a bad man. If he can do these things with his own brother's fiance then think what kind of man he is." Pakhi said with disgust evident on her face "he is a monster under human skin Pakhi he can do anything any time now promise me that you will never tell this to anyone ever. I am giving you my swear you will not tell this to anybody ever in your life. Because if anyone came to know this then their life will be at risk. "I told her seriously " Di can not
Antara's pov Today is the day of our so called engagement or I say the start of my official destruction. They have sent everything for me... Heavy jewellery, beautiful clothes, accessories, and what not. Is it like he is trying to buy me with all these things? But he still does not know me. No one can buy me not like this at all. I am not a gold digger for god sake! But I guess he thinks I am anyways that is not my problem if he thinks like that. I am feeling like a goat who is about to get sacrificed. But in my case I am already sacrificed. The pre process is happening later on. I looked at the heavy engagement dress they sent for me. It is a beautiful Cream colour lehenga with brown stone work quarter sleeves blouse and red dupatta with golden thread work. It is more heavy then my previous engagement one. The mere thought of that day brings tears in my eyes. Maybe I was not destined to be with him but this devil. I sighed at my thoughts. "Why are not you ready yet? We have
Antara's pov "My jaan was innocent, she was not a liar. Bad move! Anyways it did not fit you right? Tonight I will see where it did not fit you so I can send clothes according to your size." He said with an evil smirk making me looking at him in fear "What do you mean by that?" I asked him totally scared of his expression and words "you will know jaan, you will tonight. Now let's go everyone is waiting for us for the couple of night," He said and held my hand in his own very gently so that for a moment I questioned myself that is it him only? It is him obviously it is! Who can take this Devil's place? He placed his hand on my waist and guided me inside. I so wanted to jerk his hand away from my body but I know better than doing that when the Devil is already angry. I will dig my own grave if I do something like that now. "like you have not digged that already," My brain mocked me and I can not help but agree with her as I am feeling that I did a mistake by doing this We reache
Antara's pov Today is my mehendi and sangeet ceremony. The next stage of my destruction. Though I am already destroyed. I sighed as I looked at the dress kept beside me. This is the dress sent by them or I say him. I will not dare to disobey him again by not wearing this dress. What ever happened the day before yesterday was enough for me not anymore. The dress is very beautiful. It is a Dark green floral lehenga with quarter sleeves and a pink net dupatta. It is simple yet so classy. No matter how much I hate to admit it, this guy has some really good taste in things. The way he dresses up and sends these things I can say that easily that he is a choosy person but what ever he chooses is the best. "and he chose you. The so called best" My mind mocked me And I realised what I was doing. I was praising my tormentor who has destroyed me. I shook my head to think about something else. This is not the thing I should think about. But what ever I was thinking is true, he has great
Antara's pov "you are looking very beautiful mam!" one of those girls said who did my make up "Yes mam! The Roses we added in your hair are looking dull in front of your beauty." another one said "Thank you but you do not need to flatter me!" I told them politely "we are telling the truth mam! We are not flattering you." The first one said "OK thank you for making me look this much beautiful. It is your hard work that makes me look beautiful." I told them with a smile"Now we are done with our work. If you permit us then we will leave." the girl said and I nodded my head in yes and took their leave I sighed after they left and tried my best to not cry because crying will not solve my problems and if I cry that Devil in disguise will know and will ask me why I cried. And I do not want that because he will catch my lie and then I have to tell him the truth and I will never do that. "Di the car is here to take us!" I heard Pakhi screaming from downstairs as amma has forbidden her
Antara's pov Today is my haldi ceremony and the only ceremony that is taking place in the orphanage.(haldi ceremony is a ceremony where turmeric paste is applied on the groom and bride's body using mango leaves) That Devil is not allowed to see me before the marriage which is going to take place tomorrow. Tomorrow is that day when I will be socially doomed in front of everyone. I am doomed already but it will be socialised. Right now I am wearing a lemon yellow colour chiffon saree along with a sleeveless blouse and matching flower jewellery. The blouse has a deep neck and almost non existent back. I do not know why he chose something like this for me when he knows I do not appreciate this kind of revealing clothing. The saree is semi transparent already. If I get drenched by mistake my whole body will be on display for others. No man is allowed here and that is a relief for me because I would have died out of shame if I had to wear this in front of some male. I am sitting in
Antara's pov Red lehenga, Red bangles along with gold ones, heavy bridal make up, flowers on my hair, heavy gold ornaments adoring my body like any other bride. If it was someone else in my place she would have been over the moon because whatever I have got is every girl's dream. Even I would have been over the moon if my husband was the person I love, not the one whom I hate. Who is forced on me! I can not wait to get rid of this tragic life of mine. Enough of this now! "you are looking like a goddess mam!" the make up artist said making me come out of my imagination This time the girls are different from before. "thank you" I replied politely Those girls are giggling among each other and I know the reason behind that giggle as well. They are gushing about the Devil! I am least interested in that. I am just waiting for the thing I asked Pakhi to bring. Pakhi came inside my room all dolled up for today's occasion. They are leaving the city today as I had asked from the Devil
Anirudh's pov "Thanks," I replied for the upteempth time today Everyone is congratulating me and wishing me good luck for my future. But they do not know that I only need my jaan to be happy in my future, not good luck. She is my lucky charm! The moment I married her my life has Turned better… My every work is done without any problems. My power has increased more than before. She is the fortune I have got from god. She is the best thing that happened in my life. Her beauty and behavior both are out of this world. No woman can beat her. She is everything a man needs in his wife. I can not wait to have her tonight after waiting for so long. That virgin body writhing under Me in pain and pleasure when I will pound inside her mercilessly taking her to heights of pleasure. I will make her body addicted to me, her heart and mind completely mine thinking about me only. She will be dependent on me only. Only me! I will become her only God! Whom she will worship day and night. My bea
It's the last chapter Author's pov "Eat something jaan!" Anirudh said but nor Antara replied or opened her mouth to eat "If you will not eat then you will be weak and will not be able to leave the bed, Eat at least for our son." Anirudh said and Antara looked at him blankly It has been 2 days since that incident and from the time she got her consciousness back she has not said a single word nor has she eaten anything. She is staring at the wall blankly like it is the most beautiful thing to see.Anirudh knew that she was raped because she was drugged and doctor confirmed that as well. Aaryav was the one who informed his father about something being wrong. He said he heard his mother screaming but he could not find her anywhere. Anirudh came back leaving the meeting in the middle and found his son crying in the hall. He did not have time to console him as the unconscious security guards were screaming something had happened that he can not even imagine. He just asked his son to
Antara's pov 2 months later It has been 2 months that Aashish is staying here with us for his work. It got extended for some reasons. Anirudh is normal and so is Aashish ji but sometimes I do feel suspicious about Aashish because accidentally he touches my hand, my waist , my neck and those accidents happen when we both are alone and that makes me think twice about him and his intentions. He was never someone who harassed girls he always respected them maybe i am thinking a bit more than needed Aaryav has formed a great bond with his uncle in such a short time.I do not know why I have a very bad feeling about today. I just hope everything stays fine. "Jaan today I will be late," Anirudh said and I frowned "Why?" I asked him "I have an important meeting with foreign clients so I need to adjust with time. That's why." He said and I nodded not liking how the day is going to be "Aashish is out of town he told me that he will be coming back tomorrow. So it will be you and Aaryav"
Antara's pov As soon as the name of our guest left his mouth I knew it would not end on a good note. Why him? Why now after 11 years? Why? I still remember the day when he left from here those eyes which held only pain and suffering from my betrayal. With time I thought everything will be fine but till today his name brings those memories back. "Why is he here?" I asked him calming my racing heart "He is my brother, obviously he will be here to meet us. He will be staying with us for some days." He said and my heart dropped "Is he alone or came with his family?" I asked him but he did not replied because we have already reached our house "Let's go out and see by ourselves only." He said and picked Aaru up as he fell asleep. I was feeling like my legs were frozen; they did not want to move at all. I am not feeling like moving out of the car. "Come out jaan!" he called me and I forced myself to come out We entered the house and found Aashish ji sitting on the couch in the hal
Antara's pov 10 years later "Mumma! Where are you?" My son Aaryav shouted as soon he entered home He can not stay a single minute without me. He goes to school and stays there. That is a big thing. "Here I am Aaru, I was making milk shake for you," I said as I went out with the glass "I missed you so much, did you miss me?" He asked his blue eyes shining with hope that I missed him Yes my baby has blue eyes though none of us have blue eyes and that makes his features different from us in a way. "I miss my baby every time he goes to school." I said and ruffled his hairs "Now get freshen up fast and drink it. I will make some sandwiches for you, you must be hungry." I told him and he nodded his head and ran towards his room I checked the clock I have time before my husband came back. Yeah my husband! I have accepted him as my husband not because I love him but for my son. I give him the respect and so called love he deserves. I have created a mirage that I love Anirudh for bot
Antara's pov "There is nothing to not understand jaan. Whatever I said was very clear. You are pregnant jaan! Which part of this did you not understand?" As soon as these words left his mouth my eyes welled up in tears and a smile came on my lips. I understood it very well that I am pregnant the first time he said it. But I wanted to confirm that I am actually pregnant " Why are you crying and smiling together?" He asked but I care less about him at this moment I am pregnant! I am carrying a life inside me. My baby is inside me! I know if any other girl was here in my place she would have started to curse the baby as well along with the father. No matter how much i hate the father i can never hate my baby because he is my part as well as much he is his part. He is my flesh and blood as well no matter which way he came but that was not his fault now was it? It is not his fault that his father is a monster and he raped his mother and that is how he came. Babies are gifts from Go
Anirudh's pov"Antara, wake up!" I patted her cheek as she fainted in my arms Never in my nightmares I thought that she would do this. Her slapping me cursing me in different thingsbut her trying to kill herself? Why will she do that when she knows what I can do with others if anything happens to her? I looked at the cut. It was not deep but still she was bleeding and I needed to take care of it. I took my handkerchief and tied the cut. She is covered with the bed sheet and the doctor will not be able to see her. "you should not have done that jaan. You did, wrong!" I told her unconscious form The doctor came and checked her. She was out of danger as the cut was not deep but the reason she fainted shocked me to my core. "Sir I will suggest that you keep her happy and take care of her. She is pregnant and stress can be dangerous for the baby." the doctor said and I nodded my head I will not let anything happen to my baby or my jaan. After the doctor left I looked at her stomac
Author's pov A loud sound of slap echoed in the room as Anirudh looked at Antara with pure shock not for once he expected her to slap him"How fucking dare you bitch to slap me?" Anirudh asked angrily "You know what bastard? Go to hell and never come back you monster! It is better to die than living with a pathetic creature like you. You are the worst " Antara said and cut her wrist with the help of the knife kept there for cutting fruit Author: shocked? Thinking about what is happening here? Then let's dig in the past few moments to know what exactly happened Past Light mature language Antara looked at Anirudh with a pained expression on her face; she knows it is one of his sick games, nothing else. He will never let her go. "What happened? start! You should not keep your customer waiting, you know. If you do that then they may cut off your payment. And that will not be good for you." Anirudh said and gave Antara a look that made her actually feel like a prostitute "I am your
Antara's pov A few days later "Here is your breakfast mam!" I heard the maid saying as she kept the plate filled with fruits and a glass of juice along with sandwiches in front of me "Thanks!" I whispered and she left locking the door behind her making me sighI actually have no appetite to eat any of this stuff that is in front of me. When you are dying every second you actually do not want to eat a single thing It has been 10 days since I was locked in this room and it is not the bedroom where I used to stay before. It is one of the guest rooms. I am staying here like a prisoner but a prisoner with facilities. I have a comfortable room with enough space. TV and books for entertainment and proper meals on time. But this room's Windows are closed by him. I can not see anything outside. Every room in this mansion has separate ventilation areas from where air can pass even if the door and the windows are sealed completely. I have not seen the sun for 10 days nor have I seen Aniru
Author's pov Flashback continues "I want to say something," Antara said while serving breakfast to Anjali and Anirudh "Yes jaan say." Anirudh said while cutting himself an apple "Actually I want to go out today. Can I go? I want to go to a temple as today is Monday I want to worship Lord Shiva " Antara said hoping he will buy her excuse and let her go Anirudh looked at her and nodded his head in yes, making Antara's eyes shine in hope and happiness. "Take Anjali with you as well." Anirudh said crushing the new found happiness of Antara "Why will she go? What will she do there? I am going to visit a temple, not a shopping mall." Antara said immediately "Anjali will also worship in the temple and then you can visit the mall as well. I will join you if I can." Anirudh said and Antara nodded her head "Fine." she said not wanting to make him suspicious about her intentions "then I will not eat anything. First we have to worship then eat." Anjali said and Antara nodded "I am sorr