Antara's pov Red lehenga, Red bangles along with gold ones, heavy bridal make up, flowers on my hair, heavy gold ornaments adoring my body like any other bride. If it was someone else in my place she would have been over the moon because whatever I have got is every girl's dream. Even I would have been over the moon if my husband was the person I love, not the one whom I hate. Who is forced on me! I can not wait to get rid of this tragic life of mine. Enough of this now! "you are looking like a goddess mam!" the make up artist said making me come out of my imagination This time the girls are different from before. "thank you" I replied politely Those girls are giggling among each other and I know the reason behind that giggle as well. They are gushing about the Devil! I am least interested in that. I am just waiting for the thing I asked Pakhi to bring. Pakhi came inside my room all dolled up for today's occasion. They are leaving the city today as I had asked from the Devil
Anirudh's pov "Thanks," I replied for the upteempth time today Everyone is congratulating me and wishing me good luck for my future. But they do not know that I only need my jaan to be happy in my future, not good luck. She is my lucky charm! The moment I married her my life has Turned better… My every work is done without any problems. My power has increased more than before. She is the fortune I have got from god. She is the best thing that happened in my life. Her beauty and behavior both are out of this world. No woman can beat her. She is everything a man needs in his wife. I can not wait to have her tonight after waiting for so long. That virgin body writhing under Me in pain and pleasure when I will pound inside her mercilessly taking her to heights of pleasure. I will make her body addicted to me, her heart and mind completely mine thinking about me only. She will be dependent on me only. Only me! I will become her only God! Whom she will worship day and night. My bea
Antara's pov I opened my eyes and everything was dark around me. Where am I? Is it hell? Because heaven is not dark. Maybe I am in hell only because after whatever I have done on Earth The gates of Heaven will not open for me. But why am I feeling heavy in my head? I am not supposed to feel anything after death right? I tried to get up but could not do that. I felt something was keeping me restrained on the bed. Wait what? bed? What am I doing on a bed? "So you are finally Up jaan!" I heard a voice that can make me faint any moment anywhere I am hearing wrong! Yes I am definitely hearing wrong. How can he be here? I am dead right? Or am I not? Or he followed me to hell as well? Will he not leave me even after I am dead? " You are not dead Jaan but one thing you said is right that you are in hell, in my hell jaan! And yes I am not going to leave you ever." the devil of my life said… That means I am not dead and he heard everything I said now who will save me? Anirudh's povA f
Author's pov Many years ago A girl is worshipping goddess Durga a Hindu goddess and singing a Religious song. Everyone there is listening to her voice with keen interest. All the servants of Singhal mansion are rooted in their place. The family members are there as well. Once she was done she turned around and distributed the sweets among everyone. She is Tarini! Tarini singhal the illegitimate daughter of Singhal family. You must be thinking that as she is an illegitimate child she must be tortured by Singhal family right? But no that is not the case here. Tarini is the most loved child in the Singhal family and why will she not be? A girl who is God blessed, how can she be hated? Where ever she goes she brings prosperity and happiness. Tarini's birth gave the Singhal family prosperity, fame, power and everything they wanted. And Tarini is the last sign of the elder son of the Singhal family. He has no other children or wife. So Tarini is the only thing they have of him. Tarini
Author's pov Flashback continues The day of her wedding finally came and Tarini could not be more happy than this. Her dream of getting Veerendra as her husband was going to be fulfilled now. She has waited for a long time for this day when her hand will be decorated with the henna of his name. She will get ready as his bride and he will take her away after making her his till death do them apart. Her face was glowing with happiness, happiness of being with the man of her dreams and not to forget the teasing of her cousins and lectures of elders for her first night. Her face was bright red when her aunts told her what happens on wedding night and everything how she has to make her husband happy and keep him satisfied with herself so he never looks at any other woman. Men are wild. They always search for excitement even when they get married. The bride becomes the source of his excitement but after sometime he starts finding his wife boring so it is the girl's responsibility to ke
Author's pov Flashback continues It was a normal day in Raichand villa and Everyone was doing their work. Tarini wakes up a bit later than she wakes up normally and the medicines she takes makes her feel very drowsy. Her miscarriage has changed her life dramatically and In a ugly way. She clutched the sheets on her chest tightly as she is naked after last night being intimate with him she did not have the energy to dress up. She was getting up from the bed when something caught her attention. There was a ring and she knows whom it belongs to but the question was what it was doing on her bed beside her? "How can it be here? Did he come? But when and how? I need to talk to him." Tarini thought and picked the ring to place somewhere safe When she went out she found the owner of that ring and found out that he was in his room. Tarini decides to finish her chores first then visit him. After finishing her work when she thought everyone had left for work she decided to confront that
Author's pov Antara is feeling numb after she hears everything and she is thanking her stars that at least she does not have this horrible fate like Tarini. Anirudh has snatched her from Aashish; he has not shared her with him without her knowledge. Tears were flowing continuously as she stared at Anirudh blankly. "Now you know why this happened? Why did I snatch you? It is nothing new in our family, you should be grateful that I have not killed Aashish yet. I have just tricked him." Anirudh said and Antara felt so disgusted to even talk to him They all have the same blood of those monsters who ruined an innocent girl's life. " How can you be so calm and composed after telling how your ancestors ruined an innocent girl? How can you boast about it like it is some kind of achievement? Your family has ruined so many girls life's that means your mother is also a victim of this shit." Antara said with disgust evident in her voice that only made Anirudh smirk "My mother is perfect, no
Author's pov (Disturbing scenes ahead if not comfortable don't read) " What kind of things Jaan? For what are you sorry?" Anirudh asked and both of them froze in their spot."Nothing beta, it is between mother and daughter . You do not need to Indulge yourself in this. Now you both should be ready. There are so many rituals waiting for you both. And after that you both have to leave for our ancestral temple as well to take blessings." Narmada said to divert her son's attention from the current topicShe knows that her son will turn into a beast if he gets to know everything. " Hmm! Fine I will not say anything between mother and daughter. And that temple is the same temple right where my great grandmother died?" Anirudh said but for some reason it sounded dangerous to Antara She had a bad feeling that today is not going to end well for her…" Yes, the same temple. "Narmada replied lowly as she does not like to talk about Tarini or her death It depresses her to the core and makes
It's the last chapter Author's pov "Eat something jaan!" Anirudh said but nor Antara replied or opened her mouth to eat "If you will not eat then you will be weak and will not be able to leave the bed, Eat at least for our son." Anirudh said and Antara looked at him blankly It has been 2 days since that incident and from the time she got her consciousness back she has not said a single word nor has she eaten anything. She is staring at the wall blankly like it is the most beautiful thing to see.Anirudh knew that she was raped because she was drugged and doctor confirmed that as well. Aaryav was the one who informed his father about something being wrong. He said he heard his mother screaming but he could not find her anywhere. Anirudh came back leaving the meeting in the middle and found his son crying in the hall. He did not have time to console him as the unconscious security guards were screaming something had happened that he can not even imagine. He just asked his son to
Antara's pov 2 months later It has been 2 months that Aashish is staying here with us for his work. It got extended for some reasons. Anirudh is normal and so is Aashish ji but sometimes I do feel suspicious about Aashish because accidentally he touches my hand, my waist , my neck and those accidents happen when we both are alone and that makes me think twice about him and his intentions. He was never someone who harassed girls he always respected them maybe i am thinking a bit more than needed Aaryav has formed a great bond with his uncle in such a short time.I do not know why I have a very bad feeling about today. I just hope everything stays fine. "Jaan today I will be late," Anirudh said and I frowned "Why?" I asked him "I have an important meeting with foreign clients so I need to adjust with time. That's why." He said and I nodded not liking how the day is going to be "Aashish is out of town he told me that he will be coming back tomorrow. So it will be you and Aaryav"
Antara's pov As soon as the name of our guest left his mouth I knew it would not end on a good note. Why him? Why now after 11 years? Why? I still remember the day when he left from here those eyes which held only pain and suffering from my betrayal. With time I thought everything will be fine but till today his name brings those memories back. "Why is he here?" I asked him calming my racing heart "He is my brother, obviously he will be here to meet us. He will be staying with us for some days." He said and my heart dropped "Is he alone or came with his family?" I asked him but he did not replied because we have already reached our house "Let's go out and see by ourselves only." He said and picked Aaru up as he fell asleep. I was feeling like my legs were frozen; they did not want to move at all. I am not feeling like moving out of the car. "Come out jaan!" he called me and I forced myself to come out We entered the house and found Aashish ji sitting on the couch in the hal
Antara's pov 10 years later "Mumma! Where are you?" My son Aaryav shouted as soon he entered home He can not stay a single minute without me. He goes to school and stays there. That is a big thing. "Here I am Aaru, I was making milk shake for you," I said as I went out with the glass "I missed you so much, did you miss me?" He asked his blue eyes shining with hope that I missed him Yes my baby has blue eyes though none of us have blue eyes and that makes his features different from us in a way. "I miss my baby every time he goes to school." I said and ruffled his hairs "Now get freshen up fast and drink it. I will make some sandwiches for you, you must be hungry." I told him and he nodded his head and ran towards his room I checked the clock I have time before my husband came back. Yeah my husband! I have accepted him as my husband not because I love him but for my son. I give him the respect and so called love he deserves. I have created a mirage that I love Anirudh for bot
Antara's pov "There is nothing to not understand jaan. Whatever I said was very clear. You are pregnant jaan! Which part of this did you not understand?" As soon as these words left his mouth my eyes welled up in tears and a smile came on my lips. I understood it very well that I am pregnant the first time he said it. But I wanted to confirm that I am actually pregnant " Why are you crying and smiling together?" He asked but I care less about him at this moment I am pregnant! I am carrying a life inside me. My baby is inside me! I know if any other girl was here in my place she would have started to curse the baby as well along with the father. No matter how much i hate the father i can never hate my baby because he is my part as well as much he is his part. He is my flesh and blood as well no matter which way he came but that was not his fault now was it? It is not his fault that his father is a monster and he raped his mother and that is how he came. Babies are gifts from Go
Anirudh's pov"Antara, wake up!" I patted her cheek as she fainted in my arms Never in my nightmares I thought that she would do this. Her slapping me cursing me in different thingsbut her trying to kill herself? Why will she do that when she knows what I can do with others if anything happens to her? I looked at the cut. It was not deep but still she was bleeding and I needed to take care of it. I took my handkerchief and tied the cut. She is covered with the bed sheet and the doctor will not be able to see her. "you should not have done that jaan. You did, wrong!" I told her unconscious form The doctor came and checked her. She was out of danger as the cut was not deep but the reason she fainted shocked me to my core. "Sir I will suggest that you keep her happy and take care of her. She is pregnant and stress can be dangerous for the baby." the doctor said and I nodded my head I will not let anything happen to my baby or my jaan. After the doctor left I looked at her stomac
Author's pov A loud sound of slap echoed in the room as Anirudh looked at Antara with pure shock not for once he expected her to slap him"How fucking dare you bitch to slap me?" Anirudh asked angrily "You know what bastard? Go to hell and never come back you monster! It is better to die than living with a pathetic creature like you. You are the worst " Antara said and cut her wrist with the help of the knife kept there for cutting fruit Author: shocked? Thinking about what is happening here? Then let's dig in the past few moments to know what exactly happened Past Light mature language Antara looked at Anirudh with a pained expression on her face; she knows it is one of his sick games, nothing else. He will never let her go. "What happened? start! You should not keep your customer waiting, you know. If you do that then they may cut off your payment. And that will not be good for you." Anirudh said and gave Antara a look that made her actually feel like a prostitute "I am your
Antara's pov A few days later "Here is your breakfast mam!" I heard the maid saying as she kept the plate filled with fruits and a glass of juice along with sandwiches in front of me "Thanks!" I whispered and she left locking the door behind her making me sighI actually have no appetite to eat any of this stuff that is in front of me. When you are dying every second you actually do not want to eat a single thing It has been 10 days since I was locked in this room and it is not the bedroom where I used to stay before. It is one of the guest rooms. I am staying here like a prisoner but a prisoner with facilities. I have a comfortable room with enough space. TV and books for entertainment and proper meals on time. But this room's Windows are closed by him. I can not see anything outside. Every room in this mansion has separate ventilation areas from where air can pass even if the door and the windows are sealed completely. I have not seen the sun for 10 days nor have I seen Aniru
Author's pov Flashback continues "I want to say something," Antara said while serving breakfast to Anjali and Anirudh "Yes jaan say." Anirudh said while cutting himself an apple "Actually I want to go out today. Can I go? I want to go to a temple as today is Monday I want to worship Lord Shiva " Antara said hoping he will buy her excuse and let her go Anirudh looked at her and nodded his head in yes, making Antara's eyes shine in hope and happiness. "Take Anjali with you as well." Anirudh said crushing the new found happiness of Antara "Why will she go? What will she do there? I am going to visit a temple, not a shopping mall." Antara said immediately "Anjali will also worship in the temple and then you can visit the mall as well. I will join you if I can." Anirudh said and Antara nodded her head "Fine." she said not wanting to make him suspicious about her intentions "then I will not eat anything. First we have to worship then eat." Anjali said and Antara nodded "I am sorr