I stopped thinking and realeased my grasp once I decided Jack wasn't worth it. Blood streamed down my hand because of how tightly I held the razor. I stepped in the shower and let the hot water wash the pain, blood and tears away. I sat in the shower thinking until my thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. "I'm in the shower go the fuck away!" I yelled just loud enough for the person outside the door to hear. "Can I come in?" I heard a voice say. It was Jack I quickly turned off the water and wrapped my body in a towel before going to open the door. "Ur such a dick!" I yelled out of anger. He grabbed my waist and tried to pull me close to him but I immediately pushed him away. "Don't touch me! I don't want you anywhere near me. You did this shit to me again and I can't stand you for it." I yelped while shedding a tear. "Baby don-" he started. "Don't what? Don't say how I hate you or how I don't want you to touch me?" I finished "Guess what Jack, I FUC
Jacks P.O.V She's gone. She's really gone. I didn't actually think she would leave me but she did. I fucked up big time. Oh god why did I have to go and fuck Victoria. Victoria...it's her fault. I stormed into a theatre room where Victoria was. "You need to leave!" I said trying to be as calm as possible. "Why? Didn't we have a good time? I bet Kat can't make you feel the way I did. Now she's gone and it can just be me and you." She said while snaking her arms around my neck. I thought for a while before answering. "Vi we had fun but that can never happen again. I love Kat and I fucked up big time, because of me she's gone and I may never be able to see her again." I paused as memories of us together flooded my head. "You seriously need to go, seeing you makes me sick and reminds me of what a mistake I made." I said walking into the bunk room with her following. "Jack come on you don't love her, stop over reacting." She said. "Victoria I do love her, I don't know why
Jack's P.O.V I seriously don't know why I'm doing this. I don't even like this girl, I don't even know her name. It's sad how she just gave herself to me. Kat would never do that, she made me work for her and I technically still never got her. I know that if Kat were here right now, she'd be really hurt. She'd probably hate me. But honestly I don't care. She left me. She left me when I needed her most. She knows how much she means to me but yet she still chose to fucking leave me! So this is my way of dealing with it. Sex and Drugs. I don’t want to think about her anymore, it’s not like she’s even thinking about me. I don’t she even cares. I doubt she ever cared in the first place. If she cared she wouldn’t have left me. If she cared she wouldn’t have just ran away. If she really cared, she wouldn’t have made me feel like this. Kat's P.O.V I'm fucking miserable. I haven't talked to anyone since I left. I isolate my self from my dad because
Kat's P.O.V What the hell is wrong with me? Like what the actual hell is wrong with me. I'm in love with Jack. I loved him before I even met him, when I was just a fan. But now I genuinely know him, and love every thing about him but I just go and fucking leave him. Yes...he hurt me, yes he lied to me, and yes he cheated on me twice.He did a lot of terrible things, enough to make me miserable and depressed but I can't help but want him. I can't help but crave his touch. I needed him, I needed to hear his voice. I called him 5 times but got no answer. Worry filled my veins not knowing if he were okay or not. I panicked and called Hayes knowing he'd answer. 3 rings and he picked up. "Hey Kat...kinda funny that you called right now!" He said chuckling deeply. "Yeah um I called Jack 5 times but he's not answering, is everything okay?" I asked with worry clearly present in my voice. "He's not gonna answer." He responded blankly. "What happened? Is everything a
Kat's P.O.V"Jack?!" I said more like a question more than a statement as I answered the phone.(Kerissa?! Sorry it's an inside joke I just had to. Carry on)"What?" He spat into the phone coldly. You could hear the hurt in his voice along with anger."I miss you." I whispered into the phone."Cool." He said rudely."What's your problem?" I asked wondering why he was acting like such a dick."Kat, you fucking left me. I gave you all of me I gave you everything. I opened up to you. And I never fucking do that. If you really missed me you wouldn't have left." He said with anger and hate becoming more present in his voice."Are you joking? You slept with 3 girls while we were together and I know you just got done fucking another so, make that four. You broke me Jack. And that's a hard task." I yelled into the phone. "It's not like we were even together." He scoffed.Is he serious? IS HE FUCKING SERIOUS? If we weren't together and I meant absolutely nothing to him then why would he ma
Kat's P.O.V Beep. Beep. Beep. My alarm went off indicating that it was time to get up, and get ready for my first day back to this hell hole. I dragged myself out of bed and into the shower hoping that it would wake me up. I turned on the warm water and hopped in, flinching at how hot the water felt against my skin. I immediately turned the knob making the water cool off a bit leaving it at a perfect temperature. As I sat in the shower thoughts flooded my mind. Some about how much work I missed and all the shit I would get from every girl there but most of my thoughts were about Jack. Taking this shower reminded me of when we took one together.Or maybe that was just a dream?I don't know but whatever it was, this shower just made me miss him more than I already did. Which I didn't know was even possible. I shook all thoughts out my head trying not to focus on him at all. I scrubbed my body and drenched myself in soap before washing it all off and stepping out.
Jack's P.O.V She came into the room giving everyone a hug before she got to me. I stood there, waiting for her embrace but instead she just stared at me, It was almost as if she were analyzing me and looking into my soul. I made my way over to her and engulfed her into one of the most intimate hugs yet. It took a moment for her to reciprocate but when she finally wrapped her arms around my neck it was almost like the whole world stopped, nothing else mattered but me and her. You could feel all the pain and hurt that we had caused each other in that moment and I wanted nothing more but to fix all the wrong that I've done. We just stood there in each other's arms fitting hand in hand for what felt like a whole eternity. But as long as I'm with her I could stand here forever.(A/N I want this, especially with Jack✨) Ella's P.O.V Honestly I wanted nothing more but to pry them apart. It was literally the most revolting sight ever. Standing there, acting as if they were just so
Matt's P.O.V Everyday that I wake up and see Ella I ask myself the same questions. Why is she here? Why did I like her? How did I like her? Why the fuck did I sleep with her? Honestly I don't know the answer to any of these questions. But I do know that I hate her and I regret any and everything I ever did to, for and with her. She's really shown her true colors. But I can say one thing, I HATE the real Ella. And I want absolutely nothing to do with her.(Sorry KK don't hate me, love u💘) "Hey Matty boy!" Ella said while winking. Okay yes, she's fucking sexy as shit and if she wasn't a backstabbing slut then I would without a doubt fuck her senseless...again. But I still don't want talk to her so I just brushed past her in hopes to get away but she grabbed my arm to stop me. "Baby boy did I do something wrong?" She said while batting her eyelashes innocently. God that kills. "Ella just leave me alone." "So I did do something wrong, let
[song recommend: all we do by oh wonder]Jack's P.O.VI hear the sound of a gun go off and I immediately close my eyes. Anticipating for the bullet to enter my body.But it doesn't.I look down to see Kat's body become limp. "Kat what the fuck is wrong with you? Why would you do that?" I asked as I drop to my knee's and wrap my shirt around her stomach to prevent blood loss and apply pressure to the wound. "I couldn't loose you." She said faintly as she started to close her eyes.Tears started to stream from my eyes as I watched Kat endure so much pain. Especially since I know at any second she could take her last breath. "Kat no you can't close your eyes, you have to stay awake." I said as I kissed her forehead.At this point Dave and Shawn were both dead. Nate had killed them. "I love you." She whispered as her body began to loose it's life. "Kat no! You can't give up on me." I yelled as I shook her. No response, she just laid there lifeless. "Kat you can't leave me!
Kat's P.O.V I was currently sitting on the cold metal floor. Tears were staining my eyes as the thought of loosing Jack flooded my mind."I can't loose Jack." I said to myself Loosing Jack is not an option. While wiping my tear stained face I started hearing gun shots. "Fuck Jack is here!" I yelled to myself. I attempted to jump up but immediately got pulled back. The restraints on my wrist caused my back to be slammed onto the the metal pole behind me. "Fuck." I muttered as I slowly got back up. I wasn't going to give up.I heard two more gun shots and I started to get anxiety. My hands starting shaking and I couldn't even hold on to the heavy shackles because of how rapidly my hands were shaking. I took a deep breath and tried to calm my breathing. "He's not going to die, I'm not going to let that happen." I convinced myself. I squeezed my eyes shut and let a tear fall. "He's not going to die, I'm not going to let that happen." I repeated. "H
Kat's P.O.V I fluttered my eyes open hoping that I would be in jacks arms but unfortunately that wasn't my reality. I looked around to see that I was laying in the middle of the floor chained to a metal post that stood in the center of the room. The room was very depressing, I was literally in a box. The walls were metal along with the door and everything else. There were no windows or trace of the outdoors. No chance of ever getting out. I heard rustling on the out side of the door and I immediately knew someone was coming. Scared of what they might do I pretended that I was sleeping. In a matter of seconds the door flew open and my heart starting beating out of my chest. "Get up." The man spoke harshly. I didn't respond. "Get the fuck up, I know your awake." He said more demanding. I still didn't budge. "There are camera's, I was watching you." He said. He was watching me sleep? Weird-O He fell silent but I could feel his presence come
Jacks P.O.V "Where is she?" Sammy asked as we made a u turn "I don't know, I don't see her?" I responded. "Why the fuck would you actually let her out the car?" Nash asked sounding very irritated by the situation. "Because she was getting on my fucking nerves. And it's not like I was actually gonna leave her, I was just trying to scare her." I admitted, not knowing what else to say in the moment. "Well looks like you lost her more than you scared her." Ella said with her typical bitch attitude. "Aye shut the fuck up." I yelled, losing a sense of control of my anger. I continued to drive as we looked for Kat until something flashed back at us, reacting to the brightness of the head lights. "Is that?" Sammy said in disbelief. I jumped out of the car and ran over to the object. I picked it up and I couldn't believe my eyes. "Fuck!" I said as I ran my fingers through my hair. I ran back into the car and handed the object to Sammy
Kat's P.O.V "What are you not telling me?" I said in annoyance. "Nothing babe." Jack said getting irritated.I decided that I wasn't going to argue with him. I'm just going to close my eyes and leave him alone. "Call Anastasia ." I heard Sammy say.Stass? I know stass. That's the girl I met at the party yesterday. How do they know her. "Who?" I asked acting as though I was oblivious to who they were talking about. Me and her had become friends but I don't think Sammy saw me with her. And when we went went up to Jack I don't really think he could make out her face since he was more focused on Blair. "Nobody, don't worry about it." Jack said.Obviously he didn't see her. Thank god! I pulled out my phone and texted her number before they called her. If they won't tell me I know she will.Me: I know you know Jack and them.Stassie baby😈: yeah so?😂Me: why didn't you tell me😕? Why did you act like you've never seen jack in your life?
That's when I felt Cameron's body become limp and lifeless next to me."CAM!" I screamed as made my way towards him.He can't be dead. "Why are you so sad?" I heard a voice say behind me. But I ignored him. "Cameron wake up!" I said as I tried to stop the blood from leaving his body."Stop." Matt said as he grabbed my arm, but I snatched it away. "Cameron!" I said as I held his head in my arms trying to some how wake him back up. "Kat he's dead." Sammy said blankly.Tears started to stream down my face, as I watched the blood continue to flow from cam's head. "Who killed him?" I said as I laid Cameron's head down on the rough carpet.I got no answer. I turned around to face Sammy, Matt, Johnson, Nate, Aubrey, and Gilinsky."Who the fuck killed him?" I said getting angry as more tears threatened to fall.Still no answer. "I ASKED A FUCKING QUESTION!" I said as I stood up. "I did." Gilinsky said as he waved his gun in front of me. I snatched it away from it and
Kat's P.O.V "WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE!" I screamed with worry and anger laced in my voice. "We don't know." Hayes said softy. "How do you not know where she is?" I asked. "How do you not know? You were with her last." Sammy said. "Yeah but when jack came and woke me up she was gone, I thought she came back." I yelled. "Okay calm down." Jack said. "Don't fucking tell me to calm down she could be killed for all I know!" I said as many different senerios started to play out in my head. What if when I was asleep someone kidnapped her? What if she ran away? What if she got murdered? What if she's secretly a prostitute? "Here." Jack said as he shoved a note in my hand with my name written on it. I unfolded the following and read it aloud."Kat I'm sorry but I have to go. I don't know where and I don't have any money but I need to leave. It's not safe for you guys if I'm with you. I have been being stalked since we left the party in Omaha. He keeps
"Where are we going babe?" I asked calmly at we walked out the hotel. "We're leaving." He said blankly "What?!" I yelled out of shock. "Baby chill we're just leaving the hotel, and going to the venue." He said as he placed his hand on my thigh. His touch sent shock waves through my body. It made my heart race increase and my breathing hitch. "Babe what's wrong?" He asked with a smirk as he glided his hand gently up my thigh. He knew what he was doing to me. But I couldn't do anything to stop him,it was almost like he had me stuck in a trance. He looked at me with lustful eyes and then tore his hand away from my thigh. Leaving me to crave his touch more than I already was. But this time, I craved his touch somewhere else. "What the hell?" I ask as I tried to regain control of my breathing. All he did was smirk and ignore my question. "Jack!" I said craving his touch even more. "What?" He said innocently.You little fucker. "Why did you do t
Couple hours later. Aubrey was still asleep and I really didn't want to wake her she seemed so peaceful and calm. It was currently 4:35 and I'm wide awake.Why the fuck am I awake? I laid in my bed staring up at the ceiling while I went into deep thought. "Why would Ella do this?" I mumbled to myself. If I know Ella I know that she wouldn't just voluntarily be a bitch. There has to be something I'm missing. I obviously don't know the full story.I sat there in deep thought until my phone went off. I turn on my screen to see that I got a Twitter notification indicating that Jack had just tweeted. Yes I have his post notifications on. Don't ask.I opened my phone and my face instantly lit up.@Jackgilinsky: thankful to be blessed with someone who loves me thru thick & thin. You are amazing. Thank you for being my girl. I love you. @kittykat.(In pic above)My heart instantly started to flutter and my cheeks. started to heat up. He said "I love you" there's a difference b