Kat's P.O.V What the hell is wrong with me? Like what the actual hell is wrong with me. I'm in love with Jack. I loved him before I even met him, when I was just a fan. But now I genuinely know him, and love every thing about him but I just go and fucking leave him. Yes...he hurt me, yes he lied to me, and yes he cheated on me twice.He did a lot of terrible things, enough to make me miserable and depressed but I can't help but want him. I can't help but crave his touch. I needed him, I needed to hear his voice. I called him 5 times but got no answer. Worry filled my veins not knowing if he were okay or not. I panicked and called Hayes knowing he'd answer. 3 rings and he picked up. "Hey Kat...kinda funny that you called right now!" He said chuckling deeply. "Yeah um I called Jack 5 times but he's not answering, is everything okay?" I asked with worry clearly present in my voice. "He's not gonna answer." He responded blankly. "What happened? Is everything a
Kat's P.O.V"Jack?!" I said more like a question more than a statement as I answered the phone.(Kerissa?! Sorry it's an inside joke I just had to. Carry on)"What?" He spat into the phone coldly. You could hear the hurt in his voice along with anger."I miss you." I whispered into the phone."Cool." He said rudely."What's your problem?" I asked wondering why he was acting like such a dick."Kat, you fucking left me. I gave you all of me I gave you everything. I opened up to you. And I never fucking do that. If you really missed me you wouldn't have left." He said with anger and hate becoming more present in his voice."Are you joking? You slept with 3 girls while we were together and I know you just got done fucking another so, make that four. You broke me Jack. And that's a hard task." I yelled into the phone. "It's not like we were even together." He scoffed.Is he serious? IS HE FUCKING SERIOUS? If we weren't together and I meant absolutely nothing to him then why would he ma
Kat's P.O.V Beep. Beep. Beep. My alarm went off indicating that it was time to get up, and get ready for my first day back to this hell hole. I dragged myself out of bed and into the shower hoping that it would wake me up. I turned on the warm water and hopped in, flinching at how hot the water felt against my skin. I immediately turned the knob making the water cool off a bit leaving it at a perfect temperature. As I sat in the shower thoughts flooded my mind. Some about how much work I missed and all the shit I would get from every girl there but most of my thoughts were about Jack. Taking this shower reminded me of when we took one together.Or maybe that was just a dream?I don't know but whatever it was, this shower just made me miss him more than I already did. Which I didn't know was even possible. I shook all thoughts out my head trying not to focus on him at all. I scrubbed my body and drenched myself in soap before washing it all off and stepping out.
Kat’s P.O.V It was my first day of junior year and for some reason I was a lot more nervous than usual. I’m not sure why though, It’s not like this year is going to be any different than the last. As I walk over to my closet I decide to throw on some high waisted shorts and a white v neck top to go with it. Once I was satisfied with my choice of clothing I then bring myself into the bathroom in order to face my current state. My drained and tired eyes meet my reflection, having me immediately go to apply some concealer under my bags in order to appear more alive. After spending a few more minutes doing my makeup, I then pull my hair into a messy bun before grabbing my belongings and walking out of my bedroom. I quickly walk down the short staircase that lead into our kitchen space before grabbing a bagel for breakfast and rushing out of the house. My feet carry me down the semi vacant street as a dark red jeep pulls up behind me before honking its horn and taking me by surpri
Kat’s P.O.V I started to scream and shake as I looked down at my phone trying to process what was going on. Everyone stopped and stared at me and I could tell my friends were getting embarrassed. "What happened?" " Are you okay?" I looked at them and tried to tell them what was going on but words wouldn't escape my mouth. I stood there in complete shock and rose my hand to show them what was happening. Aubrey's jaw dropped to the floor and Ella snatched my phone out of my hand. As much as I wanted to slap her and take my phone back I couldn't because my feet felt like they were stuck in cement. She immediately opened the d.m and that's when all of a sudden I could move again. I grabbed my phone and tried to breath. But I couldn't bc JACK GILINSKY had responded to me. ~ Me: Hey can I talk to you it's really important... Jack: Yeah what's on your mind?😏 I started to freak out like why tf did he use that emoji? Maybe he's into me but then again he's dating the most go
Jack: I figured that wasn't all that you wanted 😚 My face instantly lit up and my cheeks immediately got warm and I knew I was blushing. But then I felt immediately guilty for calling Aubrey a slut and making her feel bad about herself...I'm a horrible friend. I was just upset with her in that moment, I wasn’t thinking clearly but obviously she was only just trying to help me. Why would I even think anything different? We’ve been great friends all of these years, she’s never done anything other than be there for me. God, I’m so stupid! ~Six weeks later~ Me and Jack have been d.ming everyday for six weeks now and I'd say that our friendship is getting really strong. I still get really excited and shaky every time he replies to me only bc I'm like a super fan girl. I’m not sure why I still feel like this though because to me he’s not a stranger anymore. Me, Ella and Aubrey had just made up since I had stormed out calling Aubrey a slut. They had came over for us
Me: I really need to see u too☺️ buuuuuuutttttt... I don't have enough money to buy a ticket to come meet u, let alone see u preform. I felt kinda bad bc I know how bad he wanted to meet me and it's even more frustrating bc he doesn't even understand HOW BAD I NEEEEEDDDDD TO MEET HIM! Jack: its okay I'll figure something out It kinda made me feel special that he would try and work something out just so that he could meet/hang out with me. But I didn't want him to go through all of that trouble. Me: u really don't have to do that Jack: ik but I want to. I started to smile at the fact that he truly did want to meet me and he wasn't just pretending to. ~5 days later~ Jack and jack were in Houston and we were both really eager to meet each other. When he had gotten to his hotel room he called me and told me to come to his hotel and to bring a couple of people. I didn't really want to go to his hotel room at 3 o'clock in the morning bc then that would mean that I would have
~Kat's P.O.V~ When he answered you could hear her practically scream at him through the phone. I was sitting on his lap when he answered so I could hear everything she said clearly. My facial expressions changed and he got up and left the room to finish his conversation with her. When he was leaving the room he kept saying "baby, baby chill out" I know I didn't have the right to be jealous since he was talking to his girlfriend but I was. I hated him calling her baby, I hated that he had to leave to talk to her! When he came back in the room he seemed angry but not just angry in general he seemed angry towards me. He grabbed my arm and pulled me outside the room to talk/yell at me. "Why the fuck didn't you tell me that Madison had you on snapchat? I would've never kissed you if I would've known!" He said that so coldly and it made my heart sink. "Why the fuck are you so mad? I didn't fucking know she added me back on snapchat I didn't even know she knew