Chapter Ten
Ireland POV
I am trying to avoid Oliver for the last 3 days since the bonfire and I caught him looking at me. It was like he was seeing me for the first time, it was kinda unsettling. He hasn’t been actively trying to talk to me either but I have caught him watching me from time to time. His interest in making me jealous with Emilia seems to be thinning as well though not for her lack of trying. The few private encounters I have had with him have ended with some very passionate kissing and touching. I wish I could say that his snarky comments about me being a weak human have stopped but of course they haven’t. As far as I know he still has the meeting with the elders scheduled so not much has really changed.
I decide after a very tense dinner with Emilia trying to get Oliver’s attention, catching him staring at me several times to go for a run. Zander stated he would keep the path to the meadow clear from the scouts. He came up with some story about a romantic run for him and Lilly. I don’t know the specifics but I am glad for it. Of course my friends offered to go with me but I turned them down. I walk into the woods and quickly stip off my clothes and quickly shift. I run and run through the woods making loops around the cleared sections where there are no scouts. I can’t help but stop occasionally and take in the fading scent of my mate that lingers. I get annoyed with Belle constantly wanting to stop to smell trees that mate has run by, I must ignore that the scent is getting stronger.
I bound into the clearing as fast as I can and lay down on the grass not feeling the cold or moisture through my fur. I can’t help but think of the way he looked at me. The way I had wanted him to look at me since I first smelled him. I long for him, I want to be with him and not just Belle influencing my emotions or the bond. I love the man I see he can be when he does not realize I am looking. I love the way he cares about his people like they are his family. The more I fall for him despite everything he does and says to me the more I feel I have to keep him safe and keep my secret. I hear a twig snap from across the clearing and look up this beautiful Midnight black wolf steps in the clearing. He is huge and his eyes are just black, his fur is so dark it almost looks blue. Just as the wolf's eyes lock on me I realize it is him and I growl then bolt off into the woods. I can hear him chasing me. He is fast and close but not as fast as me, he does not seem to be tiring and it doesn’t seem like he has called for backup because no other wolves have appeared. I dash across the border. He doesn’t follow as it is no longer his land and he has no jurisdiction. I know I can’t return to the packhouse at the moment so I dash to the cabin.
I shift and enter the cabin, it's my safe haven and worst memories trapped all in one place. I walk through the rooms and let my mind wander. My grandmother used to sit at this kitchen table and draw little pictures of houses and trees on napkins and lil pieces of paper. My grandfather used to set in the recliner falling asleep watching TV. There’s the room where they slept and I would go when my nightmares got too bad. I wonder if that bed could take my nightmares away now that they aren’t in it. I step out in the backyard and see the roses my grandmother planted are still there though they are overgrown from little maintenance. I peer to the back of the gate and it hits me. That's where I made the greatest mistake and it cost them their lives. It's my fault they died too soon. I decide it is time to head back to the pack house coming here so much and so often it is dangerous someone may realize I have been here.
I shift back as I remember I don’t have any clothes and walking through the forest naked might be suspicious. I could mindlink Erik but I don’t want to bother him. I go back to where I thought I left my clothes and they aren’t there. Where the hell could they have gone. I have shifted and am now sneaking around the edge of the forest looking for spare clothes to wear. I see a pair of basketball shorts and t-shirt. I am desperate to take a shower so I just throw them on and rush to pack house not even taking in the scent on the clothes.
Oliver POV
That was the most gorgeous wolf I have ever seen but I wanted to know why it was on my land but damn it was fast and no scent to follow. I will have to talk to my dad about this because no wolf hides it’s scent unless it is up to no good. I ran around for about 2 more hours the whole time fighting Finn who wanted to keep searching. He didn’t like anyone crossing our land but he seemed excited this wolf was there. I finally headed back to where I had stripped and my clothes were gone. What the fuck where did my clothes go. I decide to just go back to my room and shower it isn’t like nudity is rare amongst werewolves, nonetheless I decide to take the back stairs up to my room.
I hear the shower in the joining bathroom and I know I shouldn’t but I just want to see her body again so I check and my door was unlocked so I entered. She must not have heard me enter because she continues to take off the clothes she is wearing. My clothes she has my shirt and shorts on and I can’t control how hard that makes me. As she goes to step in the shower I am swiftly in behind her before she can get into the water. Strangely I am not even curious as to why she has my clothes on. She gasps when she feels me behind her.
I take a big inhale in the air near her. “As hott as you looked in my clothes smelling me on you makes me so fucking hard.” She looks surprised and turns around pushing her body against mine navigating us under the rain shower head.
“Aren’t you just a dirty Alpha?” I can’t help my sharp inhale when she calls me Alpha. She reaches over and grabs my shampoo and squirts it in her hand and begins to scrub my scalp. “Maybe I can help a little with your filthy mind.”
Her hands rubbing my scalp with her body tight to me damn I don’t think I can get any harder. Once she rinses I grab her shampoo. “My turn” I turn her back around and begin working the shampoo through her long hair. I let my hard dick press into her ass and lower back. She can’t help the moan that escapes her lips and my cock involuntary twitches. Once the shampoo is rinsed from her hair she turns to face me and leans up and places her lips on mine. I don’t hesitate to deepen it by nipping at her bottom lip. She grants me access and my tongue plunges into her mouth. Damn she tastes good. I grab her around her wide hips and she presses her body tighter into mine. Goddess I just want to fuck her right here and now and my cock is so close to her pussy resting low on her stomach. Before I can lift her up onto me she pushes back a bit and grabs a washcloth and soap and begins to wash my body moving to my back I can feel the pressure of her hand through the cloth as she washes my arms, back and legs before she moves to the front. I let out a growl as she begins to wash my chest and starts to slide her hand lower on my abs. I think I was about to cum right then and there but she squats down in front of me and I close my eyes. Then I feel her hand wrap around me and there is no cloth barrier. She begins stroking me.
“Feel good Alpha? I wonder if your thick cock will fit in my mouth Alpha. Can I try? You want to fuck my mouth huh Alpha?” She keeps saying Alpha and it is driving me crazy. I put my hand on her head guiding her mouth to the head of my dick. When I look down to meet her eyes they appear to be glowing. What the hell. I didn’t have time to dwell on it because she closed her eyes, and closed her lips around the head of my dick and licked. She grabbed my hips and guided more of me into her mouth. She started licking and sucking and bobbing her head back and forth while using her hands to guide my dick in and out of her mouth. I have my head rolled back and have my eyes closed. She is only going about three quarters of the way down my length but that is more than anyone else has. I could help but to growl out my approval. She was going slow teasing me but goddess it feels so good. She starts moaning on my dick as it slips in and out her mouth and I look down and see she has moved one of her hands and is rubbing her little clit as she sucks my dick. She slowly pulls my dick from her mouth.
“Alpha please I want to taste you in my mouth please use it to make you cum Alpha.” She slides her lips around my cock again and reaches and puts my hands on her head. She starts sucking harder, hallowing her cheeks grazing her teeth along me occasionally all while moving harder. When she looks up at me and her eyes appear to be glowing beautifully, I loose it I start fucking her mouth hard and fast but she keeps up she relaxes her throat and to my surprise I slide down her throat and now my entire length is in her mouth. She moans her enjoyment of having me fuck her mouth and that is all it takes and with a loud growl I cum in her mouth. She swallows my load and continues to suck me clean.
“ MMMM you tasted amazing Alpha.” With that last Alpha I pull her up wanting to taste her and sit her on the edge of the bench of the shower and spread her legs apart. Her little bare pink pussy glistening with her juices.
“ Did sucking my cock get you all horny baby? Look at this lil clit is all swollen” with that I used my hand to spread her pussy lips apart and rub my finger across her swollen clit. “Did my hands feel good inside you? Wait until you know what my mouth can do to you but first let me see you rub your lil clit.” I was dying to taste her but if she starts playing with that lil clit I know she wants my mouth on her. She reaches her right hand down and starts rubbing her clit with her middle finger.
“Like that Alpha?” she moans breathlessly. I nod my head in approval. Her moaning becomes louder and it sounds like she might cum and I want to do that to her. I move her hand away and lower my mouth onto her.. I flick my tongue on her sensitive bud then lick from the bottom of her slit dipping my tongue inside of her slightly then go back up to her clit sucking on it as I plunge my finger into her hole and fuck her with them. Goddess she tastes so sweet. This may be my new favorite flavor. I just want to fuck her but at the same time I don’t want to quit tasting her. She grabs the back of my head and pushes my mouth harder onto her pussy. Her moans are coming out harsher now. I slip another finger into her and pump harder curving my fingers just right to hit her sensitive spot. Her muscles begin to clench around my fingers. She is so close. I slow my fingers holding her on the edge. I pull my fingers out and spread her more licking her from the bottom of her slit up to the top and then I go and fuck her tight hole with my tongue. I could just do this every day this could be my meal. I can feel her hole spasming around my tongue so I slide my fingers back in and latch onto her swollen clit.
“Alpha can I please cum? Please Alpha!” Fuck she asked pemission it was so fucking hot.
“You want to cum all over my face and fingers? Do you think you have been a good girl and deserve to cum?”
“No Alpha I am a naughty girl, but I am your naughty girl only you allow me to cum”
Her words undid me and I pumped my fingers faster and nodded my head letting her know she could cum before latching on to her clit licking and sucking. She practically screamed out her orgasm, her eyes appearing to glow again. I licked up her pussy till it was clean then as I was going to lick my fingers she pulled them into her mouth and sucked her juices off them.
After that we both just finished showering and went to our own rooms. I was surprised she never said anything or tried to stake claim and sleep in my room. She just told me thank you like we did a business transaction between the two of us. I lay in bed and when I close my eyes I see the glimpses of her eyes glowing. I decide to dismiss it as Finn says it just must have been the mating bond making us see things we would like to see. I am grateful she does not appear to be trying to change my mind regarding the rejection. With that thought a pain in my chest pierces through my heart. What makes it worse is that it is like she equally wants the rejection. I shake the thoughts from my mind and drift off to sleep.
Finn POV
I got to meet her but she made me promise not to let Oliver know. It is going to pain me to keep this secret but I know that it is for the best. Belle and Ireland need protecting and as much as I want them if Oliver can’t accept Ireland for who she shows herself to be then it may never work. She feels that she is protecting us and that makes my heart hurt and I think he felt it. She is absolutely perfect but if a sacrifice needs to be made to keep my pack safe as well as my mate then no matter how it hurts I will protect her secret. I do wish I could run with Belle and I know she and Ireland wish the same but the dimwit can’t accept Ireland for all that he perceives to be her faults. He doesn’t deserve her and if I have to wait til the goddess calls us home I know eventually I will be with mate. I will just have to encourage her to be strong like she is and fight these fears and do what she was destined to do.
Chapter ElevenDark side of the Moon Pack Alpha POV“Come in” I grunt at the annoying knocking at my office door. My son enters not even looking me in the eyes. Coward. “What do you want and why are you daring to come here at this hour with the possibility of being found out?”“They think I am at a neighboring pack for the night looking for my mate. I have brought you something father.” He stretches out his hand full of clothes. I approach cautiously and take a big sniff.“You found her where!?” I can’t help but yell both in excitement and in irritation that it has taken nearly 3 years.“She’s at his pack fa...Alpha.”
Chapter TwelveIreland POVI went to the pack house and showered. Erik brought me some food before insisting to sleep on the oversized chair in my room. I told him he could sleep on the bed with me but he insisted that would not be okay with Oliver and he has enough to worry about with his mother. I can hear that he is asleep on the chair as I lay awake in the bed. I know he is as worried as I am that this wasn’t random rogues, that this was him, that maybe he has found us. I close my eyes trying to sleep, Belle is quiet trying to reserve her energy as the fight and silver wound have drained her. I wince as I regrettably go to tuck my arm under my head.I hear the soft click of the door next door. The shower comes on and Oliver steps into it. I breathe a si
Chapter ThirteenIreland POVI wake up and look at the clock it is only 6:30 am. I look at where Erik was sleeping and see it vacant. I lay awake and think of what happened last night. It is obvious I am not going to be able to fall back asleep, my arm is still throbbing.‘Belle are you there?’‘Yes Ire I’m just trying to rest and get my energy back so we can help Lil and Ivy’‘Were you able to communicate with Ivy last night at the cabin or the hospital?’‘Yes Ire for a little while but she was in a lot of pain. Hopefully she is a little better so we can help her.’‘Agreed, I am just worried about t
Chapter FourteenIreland POVI know he planned on rejecting me but his words still hurt. My friends knew I found my mate well except for Zander and Lilly but obviously he is lying to everyone. Lilly! The thought of her in the hospital bed hit me hard. I eat some food hoping to gain my energy back.‘Belle are we ready to help Lilly she needs to join the festivities?’ I laugh to Belle.‘It will really drain us but let’s go Ivy and Lilly need us.’I pull Erik and Jason aside and let them know my plan to help Lilly. It is about 3 in the afternoon if I get there quickly she can join the activities. I know this will bring Oliver some happiness. He looks so stressed. He will be so happy to see h
Chapter FifteenIreland POVPain excruciating pain more than I have ever felt trying to heal anyone wakes me up. I cannot help the screams ripping through my lips. In an instant Erik is at my side, holding me in his arms. My body feels like it is ripping apart from the inside. The pain is in my heart and in my lower abdomen. I don’t have energy left to block the pain and the only thing that can cause this sort of pain is ‘Mate he is inside another female’ Belle is crying loudly in my head. I cannot stop the tears that are streaming down my cheeks.“What is wrong lollipop? Please I want to help” Erik is rocking me back and forth.Only one word leaves my lips
Chapter SixteenJackson’s POVI hate being away from him even if it is just going to be temporary. I know he will return with them in a couple of weeks for the full moon but it hurts. I feel uneasy all the time and I don’t know if it is my feelings of being away from him or something is going on with them. I wanted to go with them but Ire no matter how broken he made her feel, said he needed me and that Jason would return and then he would stay by my side where he belonged. I trust her completely especially since she told me more about her because her trust in me grew.He is one of my best friends and I am trying hard not to avoid him but when I see him smile I can’t help but see the brokenness he created in her. I want to hit him when he laughs because he is the r
Chapter SeventeenIreland POV“It is too dangerous!” Erik shouted“Don’t you think that of all people I know the dangers? I am tired of living in fear. Our lives could be so different if I didn’t live so afraid. Your life could have been so different, you may not have been rejected if it was not for me.”“Don’t take that on Ire if she could not love me she could not love me she only cared about status.”“ We could ask for help” Jason added, not wanting to continue the conversations about mates as he was away from his.“You will just not yet. This I have to do alone for now. The trai
Chapter EighteenZander POVThe Festivities of the Full Moon start in just a few days. There is so much to do but I feel weighed down by feelings toward my son. I love him, he is my heart and my only child and I have raised him to be a great Alpha and I thought a great mate. I feel like I failed in some way, I understand he is choosing his path as a way to keep the Pack strong but he could not be more wrong. I wish I could tell him but I can’t break her trust and I have to believe the Moon Goddess has a plan. I want to tell Lilly so bad what is going on to prepare her but I know she will feel heartbreak either way. Maybe I can get him to come to the realization on his own with just a little guidance. I mindlink Oliver to come to my office so we can talk about the festival. I think I have a plan. Oliver knocks, enters and hesita
This journey for Ireland and Oliver is over. Thank you all for your support and love. Below is the first chapter of my book Living With His Mark. This will be Olivia's story. I hope you all enjoy! I will not mark this book as complete until all editing is complete.Chapter One-(Olivia POV)It’s days like today that I truly hate being a werewolf. My name is Olivia Silvers. I am the 19 year old daughter of Alpha Oliver and Luna Alpha Ireland. I have had an amazing upbringing despite my parents' early stressful beginning but I have always felt loved and I have two great packs who have always treated me well. I had never wanted for anything and despite my gifts and my family's gifts I have had no reason to not trust those around me. My parents always cautioned me and my brother to be careful who we trusted. I guess I never learned because here I am hating all that I am because I trusted the wrong wolf.
Chapter Sixty-Four Oliver POV (present time) I am sitting here watching the mating ceremony of Chris and Sophie trying to keep my eyes on anyone but her as she leads the ceremony. I can hear the subtle sadness in her voice and it pierces my heart. I want to run up there and hug her but I don’t deserve it. I know she would only push me away with disgust. I can’t control it when I look up at her as she talks about the sacredness of mates and the future of the pack. I don’t miss it as she subconsciously presses a hand to her now flat empty wound. My eyes drift to where her hand lays before I divert them again. I have been avoiding her both out of respect and fear. I don’t want to bring her anymore pain and fear of what words she may say to me. Many times I have wished I could go back in
Chapter Sixty-threeOliver POV(continued Flashback)I can’t believe what happened, my “chosen” Luna was just identified as my mate's chosen Alpha mate. This has to be some sort of sick joke. I am angry at how Ireland ran off after him. Does she really love him so much that she would go to be with him after he found his mate? Then again I didn’t choose my mate in the beginning and I made so many mistakes. My mother and I have been trying to calm Sophie down. Evelyn has come and got Olivia so she didn’t have to see the breakdown.“He’s...he’s gonna reject me. My mate is going to reject me.”“Dear now we don’t know
Chapter Sixty-TwoIreland POVIt’s been a long 3 months and I can’t help the butterflies I feel in my stomach as I get ready for the ceremony. This ceremony has really been long overdue trying to prepare for night through all the challenges. A soft knock on the door interrupts me from my thoughts, I go answer the door and engulfed into a big hug. I pull back and a soft smile reaches my lips as I look at the smile on Chris’s face.“You ready for tonight?”“Never been more ready for anything.”“I’ll see you down there.” Chris responds then hugs me again and places a quick kiss on my forehead before retreating from the doorway.&nb
Chapter Sixty-One Ireland POV I couldn’t help but feel guilty about what happened yesterday afternoon. I am supposed to be pledging myself to Chris in just a few days but I let Oliver kiss me and I let my mind think things could get better. I let myself think that maybe there could be a life together for us. It was just a brief minute that I allowed these thoughts to invade my mind but they still did before that she-wolf ran up and hugged and kissed him. Chris does not deserve for me to think about a life with someone else he has always been there for me more so than my ex mate. I felt so guilty here I am right after breakfast making him his favorite Lemon blueberry pound cake for after lunch. I wasn’t even able to look him in the eye during breakfast. He hasn’t pressed a
Chapter Sixty- Ireland POV Well I guess the truth is out. He deserves to know the truth but I feel so defensive I can’t imagine that this would go well right now with emotions so high. I look at him on his knees looking so vulnerable and I approach him slowly. I have this need to comfort him and I don’t know why. Before I can reach him he looks up at me with so much anger in his eyes “EXPLAIN!” The anger in his eyes sets me off. He has no room to be angry. If anyone has any reason to be angry it is me. “What do you need explained?” I seeth back. “FUCK IRELAND! Everything needs to be explained. Is she mine and how is that possible and why did you hide it from me.” “Lower your voice.” I
Chapter 59- Ireland POV “I see Belle is back to arguing with you again.” Jason chuckles “Well Jay you know she always likes her opinions known.” I let out a small laugh. I looked around the room. Erik had a guilty look on his face and Jackson and Jason were just looking at me. Oliver however just continued staring in the direction that Chris had left. An unreadable emotion showed on his face. “Alpha Oliver, I apologize for that. Chris will be back shortly.” He just nods slightly, turning his gaze back to me. Chris entered the room wrapping his arms around me from behind resting large hands on my pregnant belly. He kissed me lightly on the cheek. I couldn’t stop myself from looking over to Alpha Oliver who now had his head hanging l
Chapter Fifty-Eight Oliver POV Two Weeks Later When I had returned from my run that night after hours of Finn howling at the moon, I found Sophie in the living room gripping the letter I had dropped when I ran. I was surprised to find her even more eager to meet this Alpha Ireland who had so unselfishly sacrificed herself to save her people and mine. She held me while I cried again telling her the story about my mate and everything I had done. Sophie had never judged me for trying to kidnap Ireland all those times or for how I felt. She admitted that she herself was developing feelings for me though rather slowly and thought it best we start as friends. She encouraged me to reach out and to go to the ceremony to see if Ireland was truly happy now so I could let go. She
Chapter Fifty-Seven Erik POV The fighting has officially ended, I was able to capture Evelyn’s father without injury even though he put up a good fight. The joy in both his and my mates faces when they saw each other was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. He met with Ireland and pledged his loyalty and his hunters to her for what she did saving his daughter. He was excited to meet his grandson. I dreaded leaving them but I needed to check on Ireland and Chris they went to the pack hospital to check on Alpha Oliver. I am approaching the hospital when I see all hell breaking loose. “Throw the traitorous Bitch in the dungeon!” I look at Oliver barely walking out of the hospital pointing at Ireland. Jackson and Jason are trying their best to talk sense into him. The g