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Jonathan “What’s taking you so long?” I snapped into the phone. I had spent my whole day feeling like the walls were closing on me. As if I didn’t already have enough on my plate, my father wanted to have another private meeting with me. One to one. I wanted to tell him to go to hell, along with his son that had pulled me to the point of committing fratricide. “Oh, hi, Jonathan. I’m fine. Thank you for asking.” Lachlan replied, his tone as dry as the desert. I ignored it and bit out, “Its been almost a week. I need fucking answers.” I never thought I’d say this but it seemed my best friend was useless. “Your brother is chomping at the bits.” “I don’t care about my brother.” I gritted out. “Tell me if you found anything about Mila.”
Last Updated : 2021-08-14Bride To Be... Stay here
Jonathan There was a conundrum of emotions that I was feeling and in all of them one was certain, the most prominent was that this woman had somehow carved a special place in my heart. And I couldn’t do anything about it. I felt rage, lust, tenderness and suspicion for her. All of them shouldn’t exist together but they did inside me. I didn’t trust her but I wanted her. I knew she could be an enemy but still I wanted to take care of her. Her small fingers were around my wrist, holding me there so I’d not lose my grip on her throat. She said, “I am sorry, and now I’m asking you to punish me. However you want.” And I could see that she meant it. She wanted it as much as I wanted to give it to her. Her words were like a shot of vodka that travelled through my body, sending heat all over. I wanted nothing more than to grab her by the back of her neck and
Last Updated : 2021-08-15Bride To Be... Everything with you
MilaIf mortification was a living being, it was perched on my shoulder and singing in my ear. I felt hot all over, my blood burned in my veins. I never thought one day I’d find myself in such a position and still I felt lighter inside. A thrill coursed through me, almost filling me with anticipation for what was to come next.I must’ve waited for only two minutes but it felt like ages. My arse was burning, my mouth felt dry with panties stuffed into my mouth. They smelled of me, musky and slightly sweet. And above all else, I could feel my pussy lips moist with my juices. I was wet from the spanking and my whole body was warm.I heard his footsteps as he came back. My calves strained as I arched back with my arse facing him. I didn’t even felt conscious anymore about how I must’ve looked to him. There were only four spanks left and I want
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Jonathan “You make me want everything.” I watched her as she kissed my lips and then she added, “With you.” I should not do it. I still don’t know everything about her. But maybe this was the moment to throw caution to the wind and for once take what I wanted. Indulge in something that could come out as a forbidden fruit. I took her lips in a hungry kiss. I was still naked with only a towel around my waist. It’d be too easy to just give in. Fuck, it’s going to be easy. I could feel her wetness smearing on my lower stomach with the way her legs were wrapped around me. Unable to stop myself, I plunged my tongue deep into her mouth. Tasting her, kissing her and sucking on her tongue. She tasted fucking delicious for a deceitful liar and intoxicated me with her scent. Taste of her pussy was still on my tongue and I couldn’t help but think how fucking addi
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