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The words, achingly familiar and hurtful, hung in the air between us. Memories of another time when I used to snap at her using the same phrase pushed on the edges of my brain.

Distress skittered across her face. However, she kept her voice steady. “What’s going on, Richard?”

I ran a hand through my hair, grimacing as I realized I had milk on my fingers.

“What’s going on?” I repeated, my voice getting louder. “What’s going on?” I leaned forward. “What’s going on is that I am trying to recover. I can’t help with the kids, I can’t clean up the messes, and I can’t handle the incessant noise. I need to concentrate on me, and you aren’t giving me what I need to do so!”

She reared back as if I had slapped her.

“I’m not giving you what you need? What is it that you want, Richard?

Please tell me, because I’m confused.”

“I want to be left alone. I’m tired of all of this.” I waved my hand.

Her eyes were filled with hurt. Hurt I had caused, yet I couldn’t seem to stop myself.

“All of this?” she
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